After Qi Zhixuan went home, Xiao Yang also went home with him, and many things couldn't be figured out at once, but his concern was very real.

Xiao Yang looked a little tired when he came back, he was really tired, although he hadn't done anything in the past few days, he felt inexplicably tired.

After Xiao Yang came back, You Yi went back to his home with interest, and he was very willing to take care of Qi Zhixuan when he needed it and accompany him.

But he also knew when he should leave, and Xiao Yang might not be so ruthless.

That day, he saw a completely different Xiao Yang in the hospital, and Xiao Yang's unconcealed worry said it all.

Xiao Yang has feelings for Qi Zhixuan, or it is only because of Xiao Yang's personality that people feel that he is too cold.

When Xiao Yang returned to the room, Qi Zhixuan nestled in the quilt and slept very peacefully.

He couldn't sleep well in the hospital for a few days, and perhaps in his heart, this was the only place where he could let his guard down.

In fact, in Xiao Yang's arms, he can be more stable, but he also needs to worry from time to time, and there is no way to do both.

Xiao Yang sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, stretched out his hand and gently pulled the hair on Qi Zhixuan's forehead, he suddenly wanted to hug the person in front of him.

But he didn't want to wake up Qi Zhixuan, he was distressed, and he didn't know how to face it.

So he just sat for a while and got up to leave, but when he turned around, his hand suddenly grabbed him.

"Xiao Yang, have you thought about keeping me with you for a long time?"

Xiao Yanghui shook Qi Zhixuan's hand holding him, and then sat back again, looking at Qi Zhixuan with deep eyes.

He thought about it, but he couldn't figure it out, he couldn't overturn his past, he didn't even trust his future, he couldn't give it.

In the past, he had a lot of people and gave them a lot of things, but he never gave him feelings, and now, when he wanted to give, he found that he couldn't give it, it turned out that stability was too far away, and he was unwilling to give Qi Zhixuan any harm.

But this thing is too risky, he himself thinks it is ridiculous, how can he settle down, that feeling is just an illusion when his heart beats, but what is the reality? The reality is that he can't be the tiger of this cage, he will eventually break out of the cage, and then it will be even more embarrassing.

Xiao Yang looked at Qi Zhixuan, and after two seconds, Xiao Yang lowered his head, he gritted his teeth and said, "I'll give you a chance, do you want to leave?"

If Qi Zhixuan said that he wanted to leave at this moment, then he would send him away, he could only prove in this way that he did not want to trap Qi Zhixuan, he could only convince himself that Qi Zhixuan was what he wanted to stay.

If he stays, whether he will be happy or sad in the future, it will be the path he chooses, even if he makes a mistake one day, he will not make himself feel too sorry for Qi Zhixuan.

But what if he says he wants to leave? Will he want to leave?

Xiao Yang seemed to be quite free and easy, but his movements were not so free and easy, he put Qi Zhixuan's hand to his mouth and bit it gently, when the feeling was strong to a certain extent, when everything could not be vented in the form of words, he could only do so.

"Can I have a choice?"

Qi Zhixuan's tone trembled a little, when a person can't choose for a long time, he doesn't want to choose anymore.

He wants to leave, in his heart, he doesn't want to leave Xiao Yang, but he wants to leave the Xiao family, he wants to get close to the person he loves with an equal attitude, but it's a pity that he doesn't have such qualifications, between him and Xiao Yang, it is destined to be unequal.

Qi Zhixuan suddenly understood that the relationship between him and Xiao Yang was not just as simple as he thought at the beginning, and the problem between them was not just whether Xiao Yang loved him or not.

They were born, they grew up, they had personalities, their pasts, and everything else was different.

Even if Xiao Yang really loves him, it doesn't mean that they can be together for a long time, there are too many different things between them, and he will still lose Xiao Yang in the end, because Xiao Yang has always been a wolf that he can't tame.

Wait until you're scarred to face the impossibility, or just quit Xiao Yang's world now?

Xiao Yang's heart sank, and he hoped that Qi Zhixuan would choose himself without hesitation.

"Yes. ”

Just a little bit, Xiao Yang was about to regret it, but he still said these two words with difficulty.

Qi Zhixuan was silent, he didn't know how to choose, and it seemed that in his heart, no matter how he chose, he wouldn't be too happy.

Xiao Yang ....... ”

Before Qi Zhixuan finished speaking, Xiao Yang leaned in and kissed him, he was afraid of hearing the answer he didn't want to hear from Qi Zhixuan's mouth.

In the final analysis, Xiao Yang has been selfish all along, he can't change himself, but he hopes that Qi Zhixuan can stay by his side willingly, but who would be so stupid?

Knowing that a person can't change, but he is still willing to stay with the same feelings, but if Xiao Yang makes a mistake again one day, it will be shattered, and it will be ten million times more painful than now.

Qi Zhixuan was very active, he eagerly longed for everything from Xiao Yang, but the more enthusiastic Qi Zhixuan was, the more desperate Xiao Yang felt.

There was a throbbing pain in his heart, he couldn't catch Qi Zhixuan anymore, he could feel that Qi Zhixuan had left him.

Qi Zhixuan's hand to unbutton Xiao Yang was shaking, but he didn't mean to back down at all, he wanted to get Xiao Yang seriously.

Compared to leaving Xiao Yang, it doesn't hurt at all, at this moment he just wants Xiao Yang, and he wants to think about it very much.

It was a silent affair, no one spoke, but it was inexplicably sad.

Neither of them fell asleep this night, Qi Zhixuan's heart was a little numb, he didn't even know what he was thinking in his head, it felt like it was just blank, Xiao Yang just hugged him silently, and he didn't have the courage to say some things.

He said many, many times in his heart, Qi Zhixuan don't go, but he couldn't say it.

The next day, Xiao Yang got up very early, and when Xiao Yang got up, Qi Zhixuan was still asleep, his brows were furrowed, and he was unhappy.

It's too difficult to settle down, maybe it will be easier to turn the page, the original Xiao Yang may not be really bad, at least he is free.

Xiao Yang went out, he didn't go back to the company, but went to find Qi Fei.

Xiao Yang went directly to Qi Fei's training ground to find Qi Fei, he didn't plan to stay longer, so he got straight to the point.

"You can send someone to pick up Qi Zhixuan, I won't give you the other ten percent, I'll give it to Li Mingchen directly, he may not want your things, I will send you Qi Yu's place, but you can also leave her with me, I have the best doctor." ”

Xiao Yang's bunch of words made Qi Fei a little puzzled, this was too different from Xiao Yang's character.

"Qi Yu has depression, you know, right?

Qi Fei's brows furrowed, he digested it for a few seconds before he spoke, Xiao Yang really said too much at once, and he really needed to digest and digest.

"I asked Xiao Sheng to pick him up, I know a little bit about my aunt's situation, Xiao Xuan doesn't need to know. ”

Qi Fei knows more about Qi Yu than Qi Zhixuan, but he doesn't know too much, Qi Yu's affairs are all handled by Xiao Zhang, Xiao Yang is not simple, Xiao Yang knows that Qi Yu's situation is not strange, but Qi Zhixuan doesn't have to know.

Whether it was Xiao Zhang, Qi Fei, or Qi Yu himself, there were some things they didn't want Qi Zhixuan to know too much.

"I thank you for the other thing, but why?"

It's rare for Qi Fei to say thank you, but the point is why? Why did Xiao Yang suddenly want to do this?

Xiao Yang lit a cigarette, he squinted his eyes and looked at Qi Fei in the smoke, "Why do you say?"

Xiao Yang's appearance felt too unreal, giving people a faint illusion of sadness, and he looked at Qi Fei and smiled bitterly.

"Actually, there are so many whys. ”

Qi Fei also smiled faintly, there really aren't so many whys, there is no need to ask too much.

Not everything has to have an answer, only the result is ultimately the best.

Moreover, even if Xiao Yang had feelings for Qi Zhixuan, they were not suitable, and Qi Zhixuan would be injured if he followed Xiao Yangzhi.

He himself is a person from the past, and he understands that the fit between two people is far more important than deep love, and it is not necessarily a bad thing to stop here.

Xiao Yang snuffed out the cigarette, then turned around and left in a dashing manner, walked two steps and suddenly stopped, he didn't look back, just left a sentence, "Tell me when you find that person." ”

"Good. ”

Qi Fei readily agreed, compared to what Xiao Yang gave him, Xiao Yang's condition was too insignificant.

Xiao Yang is gone, the back of leaving is arrogant and lonely, some people may be destined to go down alone.

He finally failed to take Qi Zhixuan to watch such a good show, maybe Qi Fei and Li Mingchen were destined to not be able to sit together.

When he left from Qi Fei, Xiao Yang returned to the company, and as soon as he entered the office, he closed himself up, and he was in a bad mood.

This kind of Xiao Yang is very scary, at least Assistant Feng is scared.

In the past, Xiao Yang would mostly vent when he was in a bad mood, but it is rare to be stuffy in his heart like now.

Assistant Feng couldn't help but ask a few words, and by the way, he also asked Qi Zhixuan, who had not been seen for a few days.

Xiao Yang raised his eyes and looked at Assistant Feng, and his whole person was full of fatigue, which can only be felt when a person is tired.

"He won't show up again. ”

This sentence seems to be an understatement, but it sounds inexplicably hopeless.

Assistant Feng looked at Xiao Yang in a daze for two seconds, then closed the door and left.

It seems that the two of them are broken, and looking at Xiao Yang's appearance, it is very likely that Xiao Yang asked Qi Zhixuan to kick it.

If it was before, Assistant Feng must have happily said that he deserved it, although he didn't necessarily dare to say it in his mouth, he must have said it in his heart. He really thinks that Xiao Yang deserves it, he will be retributed if he plays with other people's feelings for a long time, and Xiao Yang will be hurt by others sooner or later.

But now that he looked at Xiao Yang's appearance, he suddenly couldn't say anything, he was used to seeing Xiao Yang, who was invincible, and suddenly saw him like this, he didn't feel as happy as he imagined, but felt very distressed.

People have feelings, and this willful and unreasonable young master has been serving himself for several years, and he is still distressed.