When Xiao Yang came home from work, Qi Zhixuan had already been picked up, looking at the empty room Xiao Yang smiled, very good, this is good.

After going around and around, and finally everything was back to square one, he wanted to pretend to be indifferent, but he couldn't.

Qi Zhixuan really chose to leave, too, Qi Zhixuan never said that he loved himself, he just couldn't refuse.

Did he really hate Qi Zhixuan, and when did he start to be so infatuated with Qi Zhixuan?

It's the obsession, the obsession with Qi Zhixuan derived from the perverted possessiveness, or this infatuation is more than he thinks.

Xiao Yang really couldn't stay alone on such a night, and after being silent for a while, he still went out again.

That room was filled with the smell of Qi Zhixuan, which made him feel irritable for no reason, and he couldn't stay.

He is free, truly free, and there is no longer anything that can trap his heart, and there is no need to hide his true self anymore.

When Xiao Yang pushed open the smoky door again, he felt that everything was real and happy.

This is everything he is familiar with, he has long been used to wandering in such a place, after being a bastard for too many years, everything has become a habit, and the bastard-style Xiao Yang has already been carved into his blood and bones, so why bother to change it?

"Xiao Yang, hahahahaha".

"It's only been a few days, I really thought that our Xiao Dashao had taken care of it. ”

"What's the matter, finally figured it out? Come over and have a couple of drinks. ”

When Xiao Yang sat down, he had already accepted countless words of ridicule, but he consciously and directly carried the whole bottle of wine and toasted.

He has become the Xiao Yang of the past again, comfortable in the crowd, and a natural hooligan.

Nothing between them is uneasy with a glass of wine, no matter whether everything before is true or not, in their eyes it is just a joke or a joke that goes too far, and it doesn't hurt after all.

Nie Qin pushed a little boy over, Xiao Yang didn't refuse, except for the frown that was almost invisible, Xiao Yang was still the original Xiao Yang, Xiao Yang had a good time, but the more he played, the more he could feel that something was being torn.

When the scene ended, Xiao Yang finally brought people back to the hotel, and as soon as he entered the hotel, Xiao Yang sat on the sofa with some collapse.

He didn't feel anything but exhaustion and despair, and he closed his eyes deeply.

The little boy took the initiative to come over, he straddled Xiao Yang's body, he lowered his head sideways and wanted to kiss Xiao Yang, Xiao Yang opened his head slightly, some emotions were tumbling in his heart, and some indescribable feelings were pulling.

The little boy didn't care at all, he kissed Xiao Yang's neck, and his hands were pulling and unbuttoning Xiao Yang's buttons all the time, and when his hands were about to untie Xiao Yang's pants, Xiao Yang suddenly opened his eyes and pushed the person away, "Get out." ”

At this moment, Xiao Yang is still as rough as before, he used to make people get out of the way at every turn, but there seems to be something different, with a deep sense of powerlessness in the roughness, this feeling is set off on Xiao Yang, making him look even colder.

After the man left, Xiao Yang leaned on the sofa like that for a long, long time, and the night was too terrifyingly quiet.

Xiao Yang didn't want to admit that he regretted it, it would be too shameless to look like that, especially after knowing Qi Zhixuan's final choice.

Between them, it has long been a question of whether Xiao Yang can be stable or not.

What is really sad is that if there was a choice, Qi Zhixuan would actually want to leave him so impatiently.

During this time, he acted in an affectionate love scene by himself like a joke, Qi Zhixuan just had no choice but to act in a scene with him, and Qi Zhixuan cooperated really well.

He got Qi Zhixuan, but he never got his heart, not only that, he also lost a lot of things, almost lost himself, so quiet Qi Zhixuan easily defeated him quietly.

In the darkness, Xiao Yang suddenly stood up and kicked over the table in front of him, "Qi Zhixuan, I'll fuck your uncle." ”

Why did Qi Zhixuan want to leave him, and how did he get to where he is today?

He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't let go, he couldn't accept that he lost, and he couldn't accept that the person who could get out in the end was Qi Zhixuan.

He was angry and angry, but at the same time, he missed Qi Zhixuan so much that he was about to go crazy.

This night of Xiao Yang is difficult, but he is a person who never shows a trace, and he will put away all his emotions before dawn.

Xiao Yang has never been a person who will bow his head, and the next day he returned to his old self.

The more some people care, the more they will seem to care, Xiao Yang belongs to such a person, he is unwilling to let anyone see his vulnerability, preferably, he can deceive himself.

Assistant Feng pondered all night, thinking about whether to say a few nice words to comfort and comfort them Young Master Xiao, but he didn't expect that Xiao Yang didn't need his comfort anymore, and Xiao Yang turned back into Xiao Yang with his original indifferent face.

And Qi Zhixuan really didn't appear again.

Qi Zhixuan was picked up by Qi Fei, he was with Xiaosheng every day, and Xiaosheng would follow him wherever he went.

Qi Fei didn't want Qi Zhixuan to feel uncomfortable, he should let Qi Zhixuan live freely like all ordinary people, but this is an extraordinary time, Qi Zhixuan knows that someone wants to deal with him, although he doesn't even know who he has offended.

Qi Fei went to see Qi Yu, and the place where Qi Yu was was indeed as Xiao Yang said, everything was fine, and there were the best doctors.

Qi Fei didn't take Qi Yu away, and he didn't take Qi Zhixuan to see her, Qi Fei knew Qi Zhixuan's good Qi Zhixuan in his heart, but maybe this was the only thing that made Qi Zhixuan feel emotional.

When Qi Fei returned home, Qi Zhixuan's mood was not high, every time Qi Fei went to see Qi Yu come back, Qi Zhixuan was like this.

Qi Zhixuan didn't understand, why, why did he finally know where Qi Yu was, but Qi Fei didn't let him see her?

Regardless of their relationship, they are a mother and son who are connected by flesh and blood.

Qi Fei looked a little tired, but he still sat down beside Qi Zhixuan, he looked at Qi Zhixuan silently, he knew that Qi Zhixuan had something to say.

"Brother, why don't you take me there?"

Qi Zhixuan was puzzled and tired, Xiao Yang was just fine, but Qi Fei and Xiao Yang were by no means the same people, why didn't even Qi Fei let himself see his mother, this was his mother, and no one had the right to do this.

Qi Fei chuckled, but he looked extremely helpless, he couldn't open his mouth about many things, but everything he did was for Qi Zhixuan's good, and it was also for Qi Yu's good, there were some things Qi Zhixuan never had to know, he just had to live well.

"I'll tell you something later, trust me, I'll take care of it. ”

There are some things that Qi Fei will never let go, he feels that it is not necessary, in fact, Qi Yu does not want to see Qi Zhixuan, and Qi Zhixuan has lived well without Qi Yu's care for so many years.

It sounds quite rebellious, but Qi Fei really doesn't want too much contact and entanglement between them, which is good for everyone.

"I asked you before, and you said that when I grew up, I would tell me, do you think I'm not old enough? ”

When Qi Zhixuan was a child, he also asked such a question naively, he asked Qi Fei why his mother didn't seem to like him like other mothers? Qi Zhixuan tried to do everything better in order to get his mother's attention and love.

At that time, Qi Zhixuan even thought about whether he picked it up, and Qi Fei answered him like this at that time.

When he grows up, but now that he has grown up, everything still seems to be a mystery.

Qi Zhixuan has been lonely since he was a child, Xiao Zhang is good to him, but he is not his biological father after all, Qi Fei is also good to him, but he has never been able to face each other calmly, and Qi Yu, who was his closest person, was cold and even disgusted with him.

Maybe this is why he is so crazy and obsessed with Xiao Yang, he has been lonely since he was a child, Xiao Yang is a bright star that suddenly appeared in his bleak life, so he pinned all his feelings on Xiao Yang.

Xiao Yang was all the heartbeats of his youth, at that time, in order to see Xiao Yang's side, he knew that he would end up unhappy, knowing that Xiao Yang would not look at him and would not give him any good face, but he was still extremely looking forward to that side.

Qi Zhixuan himself is also a person with strong self-esteem, and he doesn't covet everything in the Xiao family, why should he suffer such a crime.

Xiao Yang must have felt that he was trying to curry favor with Xiao Zhang, but in fact, it was all just to see Xiao Yang, to be able to see him.

For Xiao Yang, he was too greedy, in the past, he only thought that one day Xiao Yang could see him, then he wanted to stay by his side silently, and then he wanted to get Xiao Yang, but now it is different, he hopes that Xiao Yang will love him and only have him for the rest of his life.

But this is too unrealistic, it is that I have become greedy, and if I am greedy, I will be afraid.

He was really scared, he couldn't afford to lose at the end, so he retreated, he was even afraid to have it.

Qi Zhixuan's heart was a little painful and a little messy, he knew that Qi Fei would not tell him anything, so he got up and left.

Or maybe it was because he suddenly remembered Xiao Yang, so he was no longer able to ask questions, and his heart couldn't bear too much.

Since leaving the Xiao family, Qi Zhixuan has begun to lose sleep again, and Xiao Yang's shadow lingers in his mind.

He used to be so close to Xiao Yang, so close that he thought his wish could come true, but he finally stopped.

That's it, stop if you get it, the price of continuing to go on is too great, and it will be a pain that you can't bear.

The kiss marks that Xiao Yang left on him slowly faded, and even the only trace that witnessed their intimacy dissipated.

How long will Xiao Yang remember him? Thinking that one day Xiao Yang will be with other people, maybe he is already with other people, after all, Xiao Yang has never been a person who can endure loneliness, thinking of this, Qi Zhixuan still feels hopeless, extremely desperate.