Xiao Yang hadn't come to see Xiao Zhang for a while, or he didn't come to see Xiao Zhang, what was there to see about a dead person.

But the fact is that since Xiao Zhang's death, he has come to the cemetery much more often than he had seen each other when he was still alive.

When Xiao Zhang was alive, Xiao Yang never gave him any good looks, not to mention that now that people are gone, he won't feel anything, the reason why Xiao Yang often goes to the cemetery after Xiao Zhang's death is not because he really misses his father or that his conscience has found out, he is just lonely, loneliness is really unbearable, and there is no one to quarrel with.

There is no such thing as conscience in Xiao Yang, how can a person who has never shed a single tear even after his father died talk about conscience? He only cares and cares about his own heart, he just wants to make himself happy, and he doesn't care at all what others think of him. Besides, what others describe him, whether he is a filial son, a rebel son, or something else has no meaning to him at all.

He doesn't rely on other people's eyes to live, what does other people's evaluation have to do with him? He doesn't care, he is just lonely, and now he really feels it when there is no one to quarrel with him, and he can't find an outlet for the emotions in his heart, he is wandering outside and being wild outside, but when he calms down, his heart is empty, so empty that he is afraid.

He desperately needs something to fill his heart, he needs to use some extreme ways to prove that he is strong and alive, he smoked a cigarette and slowly walked to Xiao Zhang's tomb when he saw that there was already a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, not a strange flower.

Xiao Yang shook his head disdainfully, "Qi Zhixuan, it's really hypocritical", Xiao Yang has always come empty-handed, except for Qi Zhixuan, he can't think of anyone else who will bring flowers to see Xiao Zhang, every time he sees those flowers, he knows that Qi Zhixuan has come, but Qi Zhixuan always has the ability to stagger the time with him, and also, there is always a way when you want to deliberately avoid a person.

Just like he and Xiao Zhang at the beginning, he didn't want to appear on the same occasion as Xiao Zhang, he was always able to skillfully stagger the time.

Xiao Yang kicked the bouquet of flowers to the side with his foot, and then sat on the edge of the tomb, he took the last puff of cigarette and then threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stomped it out with his foot, he stared at the flower that he kicked away for a long time, this flower can't be eaten as a meal, no matter how beautiful it is, it's empty.

He stared sideways at Xiao Zhang's photo and squinted his eyes, just looking at it quietly, he couldn't see the emotion in his eyes, but he could hear it from the tone, Xiao Yang's heart was disdainful and helpless, he said, "He's very proud, right?

How can Qi Zhixuan be polite and sensible and pleasing to others? The more Xiao Zhang puts something in the palm of his hand, the more Xiao Yang wants to ruin it, he just likes this feeling that Qi Zhixuan has to be obediently led by his nose in the end, he can't escape from the palm of his hand, he can't let Qi Zhixuan escape from his control, Qi Zhixuan is the only existence that can make his indifferent heart fluctuate.

"You said that if I really did what happened to your little baby, what would you do with me?", Xiao Yang chuckled and shook his head, and when he said this, that kiss unconsciously appeared in his mind, the kiss that made his heart surge.

Then he was silent, the memories were out of control, Qi Zhixuan's kiss was not bad, that feeling he liked and enjoyed.

Xiao Yang didn't know how to describe the feeling he felt when he kissed Qi Zhixuan, and the statement that made him happy was that he felt happy and excited, and he wanted to tear him apart for Qi Zhixuan in his dreams, but he suddenly found that tearing him was not as good as being happy with him.

He had to admit that he did have that idea that night, maybe perverted, but it was the most real and primitive desire, and if Qi Zhixuan didn't push him away, he might have done something that made him feel incredible.

The real conquest of a person is not to control his steps, but to trap his heart, and the heart that traps Qi Zhixuan makes people feel eager and excited to think about it, and this pleasure can make him ignore his most real feelings at that time.

What is the truest feeling? It was the moment Xiao Yang kissed Qi Zhixuan, his heart suddenly felt a swell, he smelled blood like a trapped beast, that smell made him want to break through the restraints, but at the same time, it also made him feel uneasy and addicted.

"Qi Zhixuan", Xiao Yang whispered the name, what kind of existence is Qi Zhixuan? Xiao Yang often doesn't understand who Qi Zhixuan is? Is the enemy an enemy or a person who wants to protect? For Xiao Yang, Qi Zhixuan is a special existence.

Because of the existence of a beautiful person like Qi Zhixuan, Xiao Yang's hatefulness is meaningful, Qi Zhixuan is beautiful, except for his identity that makes Xiao Yang hate itchy, Xiao Yang must admit that Qi Zhixuan is beautiful, and Qi Zhixuan has a particularly indifferent temperament.

When he is quiet, even if he hides in the crowd, he can see his difference at a glance, and he also has a gentlemanly and elegant side, just the right conversation, just the right smile, which makes people feel calm and warm, although he hasn't seen Qi Zhixuan smile for a long time.

Why did Qi Zhixuan stop laughing? Since when did Qi Zhixuan slowly stop laughing and talking?

Qi Zhixuan was never like that in front of others, and he remembered that Qi Zhixuan seemed to be quite lively when he was a child, he remembered that he had fearlessly shook his sleeve innocently and called his brother, he was also amazed at the cuteness of that little guy at that time, but that guy was destined to become a stumbling block for him, so he didn't like Qi Zhixuan's cuteness at all.

It's that cuteness that took away too much of what originally belonged to him, Xiao Yang felt that maybe Qi Zhixuan was afraid and disgusted with him, Qi Zhixuan rarely looked up at him, several times Qi Zhixuan laughed heartily in front of Xiao Zhang, when he was happy, his eyes were crooked like a small moon, but as soon as he saw himself appear, the expression on his face immediately changed, and he became silent and cautious.

He never said no in front of Xiao Yang, and rarely even spoke in front of Xiao Yang, he always looked slightly embarrassed and distressed, lowered his head and watched him and Xiao Zhang break up in silence, and Xiao Yang also took it for granted that this person had no right to speak in front of him at all, and what right did an illegitimate child have to speak and say no, so the current Qi Zhixuan couldn't say no in front of him.

Xiao Yang sat in the same position in the same place for a long time before taking a deep breath and then getting up and leaving the cemetery.