Qi Zhixuan had already made himself look as indifferent as possible, as if nothing had happened.

But there are some things that he wants to erase more firmly in his mind, and Xiao Yang's kiss makes him unable to forget, it is Xiao Yang.

The person he has liked for so long, he has carefully put people in his heart for many years, maybe he can force himself to be as long as Xiao Yang is happy, it doesn't matter who he is with or what he does, just like he heard the sound of Xiao Yang sleeping with others.

There is no qualification to be angry or to be sad, he can accept that he will not be able to get close to Xiao Yang in his life, but when you feel that someone you can't have in your life suddenly breaks into your life, you can't deceive yourself and say that you don't want it, he wants it, how could he not want it, but he is willing to exchange everything for anything that he can get, as long as Xiao Yang can love him.

But Xiao Yang doesn't love him, so he can't help but stick up with his self-esteem, so that Xiao Yang will only really look down on him.

It's strange to say, loving someone may be like this, no matter what kind of person he is, even if Xiao Yang is so unbearable, Qi Zhixuan still loves him deeply, it's not that he doesn't care, it's just that people who are not loved are not qualified to care about this, but he actually doesn't have the courage to break the jar, he doesn't want to be unbearable in Xiao Yang's heart, although in Xiao Yang's heart, maybe he has always been unbearable.

You Yi went out with his hair Xiaoxiao again, but Qi Zhixuan didn't want to go, he remembered what Xiao Yang said.

Xiao Yang said that he didn't want to smell alcohol on him, and he didn't like to drink, but the last time a few young people played together, they were too enthusiastic for him to shirk, so he drank with him, in fact, he still regrets it.

He shouldn't have been drunk that day, if it weren't for the events of that day, maybe he and Xiao Yang wouldn't have become what they are now.

He didn't know what such an episode was for a person like Xiao Yang? maybe he would forget it, after all, there were too many people around Xiao Yang, and he was worried that Xiao Yang couldn't even count the people around him, how could a person like him be upset about this.

But Xiao Yang doesn't care doesn't mean that he can and doesn't care, he must admit that his heart is actually far from being as calm as it seems, his heart has already turned up a shocking wave, if he was just hopeless and willing to look at Xiao Yang silently before, then now he has a luxury, an unrealistic extravagant hope, if one day Xiao Yang can really see himself and fall in love with himself.

Qi Zhixuan has been in the Xiao family for a long time, and his mood is still difficult to calm down, it would be good if someone could speak, and he could say what was in his heart.

So Qi Zhixuan also went out, he wanted to go to see Xiao Zhang, Xiao Zhang left too suddenly, he originally thought that this person could always accompany him and love him, he didn't know too much about the grievances and grievances of the previous generation, but he knew that Xiao Zhang was really good to him.

Although he was not his son, he probably knew something from his mother, Qi Yu.

The Qi family was very famous in another city a few decades ago, and his grandfather, Boss Qi, was the best mixed in the underworld at that time.

Boss Qi has a son and a daughter, but the most feared are Boss Qi's two henchmen, one surnamed Xiao and the other surnamed Gu.

Now these two families are already considered wealthy families in this city, and they have long since faded from their original backgrounds to become real businessmen, as for how the two of them arrived in this city, and he doesn't know much about the reason for the decline of the Qi family after they left, his mother is the daughter of Boss Qi, and Qi Fei is the grandson of Boss Qi.

As for Qi Fei's father, the son of Qi Boss, he didn't know anything about it, and no one ever talked about it.

As if that person didn't exist at all, everyone didn't want to mention that person maybe they had their own reasons, he didn't want to ask more and everything had nothing to do with him, the comparison was already in the past, maybe that person had died.

When Qi Yu first came to this city to seek refuge with Xiao Zhang, he was still too young and too young, and he didn't know what happened back then.

He only knew that he had such a father for as long as he could remember, and when he was older, he understood that he was originally an illegitimate child, and then he knew that he was not Xiao Zhang's son, but Xiao Zhang never changed him, and always treated him as his own son.

He doesn't want to worry too much about right and wrong, he always feels that he is lucky, at least he has a mother and a father who loves him, he feels that blood relations are not so important, as long as they are sincere, it doesn't matter if they are biological or not.

However, one day he realized that his existence had made the other family not so happy.

But now everything is over, right and wrong, everything is over with Xiao Zhang's departure, the only thing that has not ended is Xiao Yang's hatred for him and his own love for Xiao Yang, in fact, Xiao Zhang's departure makes him sadest not what he, the hidden obscure bastard, will lose, the saddest loss for him is the loss of Xiao Zhang's love, and he will not have it in the future.

Qi Yu's health was not very good, but he still returned everything to the Xiao family as soon as Xiao Zhang left.

He had even worked hard to support him and Qi Yu on his own, but in the end he returned to the Xiao family.

He didn't know what the point of Xiao Yang letting him come back, but since Xiao Yang wanted to do this, then he followed Xiao Yang's wishes.

Qi Zhixuan sat in front of Xiao Zhang's tomb for a long time with a bouquet of flowers, he still remembered Xiao Zhang's funeral at that time, in fact, he came.

It's just a nameless person who can only stand silently in the far corner, like some idlers and reporters who come to see the excitement.

Xiao Yang was wearing a black suit that day, and his face was still indifferent, and he couldn't see any joy or anger.

That day, Xiao Yang glanced back at him, his eyes were still as cold and disdainful as before, and there was a hint of provocation.

That look that day made him inexplicably have a feeling that Xiao Yang might not let him leave properly.

Sure enough, now he really has no way to leave Xiao Yang, in fact, as long as Xiao Yang speaks, he is willing to stay by Xiao Yang's side no matter what, no matter whether Xiao Yang stays with him to love or hate, Xiao Yang doesn't have to choose the way he is now.

But maybe this is the only way to make Xiao Yang feel comfortable, right? I like to get used to controlling everything in my own hands.

What kind of person is Xiao Yang? Qi Zhixuan suddenly became a little confused again, he never thought that Xiao Yang would force himself back in such a way, but what could he do when he came back? In a distant place, maybe he didn't have to know what Xiao Yang did and who he was with, he would still be sad if he knew too many things, especially if Xiao Yang was also kissing others like this.