“……”

"I, Xiu, Xiujing, ......"

"Listen to me first!"

He didn't call OPPA, let alone Leo.

Zheng Xiujing on the other end of the phone interrupted Han Yu's complicated voice as if he wanted to say something in a somewhat hurried tone.

She pressed her phone tightly to her ear and sat barefoot on the edge of her bed.

The bright light from the ceiling fell softly on her body, reflecting the sparkle in her eyes at the moment, and the mobile phone in her hand that was firmly held by the slender five fingers.

Then, a slightly nasal voice rang slowly and clearly on both ends of the phone.

"First of all, I have to apologize to you, whether it's the deception I made to you in the first place, or my self-righteousness in the process, everything is ...... I have to apologize to you for everything...... I'm sorry. ”

Unconsciously raised his hand into a fist and pressed it to his lips, Han Yu still held the mobile phone in one hand and put it to his ear, and his handsome face was faintly tense under the bright yellow light above his head, as if he was trying to restrain something.

It's just that this time, he seems to have let go of his previous anxiety about wanting to end the conversation quickly.

didn't interrupt anything, but chose to continue to wait quietly, waiting for the person on the other end of the phone to say what she wanted to say to herself.

“…… Actually, I'm really stubborn and annoying, right?"

After a brief pause, she suddenly uttered something that sounded so low that he could even hear some distinct crying.

It's just that......

His lips, which were covered by his hands, pursed imperceptibly, but he still couldn't say anything.

"yes, I know ......"

Listening to the sound of breathing on the phone in her ear that became extraordinarily clear in her ears, Zheng Xiujing's eyes were red at the same time, and her slightly pale face showed an expression that seemed to want to cry and seemed to be laughing.

She bit her lip tightly, the tears in her eyes made her look like a completely lonely and helpless child at this moment, and she could only rely on the person on the other end of the phone in her ear, and the sound of his little breathing allowed her to continue to have the strength to maintain emotional stability.

"I know...... I must be annoyed like this, I know ......"

"On that day a month ago, when you learned the truth, your heart was ...... You must hate me to death, right?"

"There is no need to deny it...... I understand you. ”

As if she had a heart, her soft words made his open mouth slowly close again.

"How can you not hate me...... Not...... Or should I say, angry?"

Without hesitation, she sniffed, Zheng Xiujing had tears in her eyes that were about to overflow, took the phone, looked down at the mobile phone she snatched from that person, and whispered in an almost murmuring voice:

"Just like you know me, there should be no one in the world who knows each other better than the two of us. I know how much you hate it when people cheat on you, let alone ...... I am the one who deceived you. ”

"I don't want to discern anything for myself anymore. Today, I finally understand that no matter what, what I did wrong is what I did, and I can apologize to you and ask you for forgiveness, but I can't deny what I did. ”

"But...... But, I, I-"

Speaking of which, she couldn't control the tremor in her voice, and quickly raised her head so that the tears would not flow out.

The contact between the air and the tears in her eyes, a little bit of coolness, made her feel a little cold around her eyes, and the thoughts in her head seemed to become clearer and clearer, as if she was trying her best to promote, so that she finally blurted out the words hidden in her heart-

"But...... Even so, I want to tell you, it's true...... Leo…… It's really......"

His heart was like being lightly pounded by a small hammer, and before he knew it, his breath had become disordered, and his tense face seemed to be unable to hold on.

And just after the words she said in an unusually serious crying voice came from his ears, a pair of black eyes, which were also slightly reddened, couldn't help but widen a little......

"Leo, I, I'......"

There was a little inconspicuous choking in her already nasal voice, and she took several deep breaths in a row before she could have the courage to say the words as the tears in her eyes flowed down her cheeks:

"Leo, I'...... I want to say to you, even if I have lied before, but, but...... It's true that I like you, it's true that I love you! and...... Also, I want to be your girlfriend, and I once said I wanted to be with you forever, all ...... All ...... It's all true!!"

“……”

When the crying voice came from the other end of the phone, he clenched his teeth as if he had been punched in the heart, trying to keep his face calm.

But the trembling eyes in his eyes have completely betrayed him......

……

Yes.

Sitting in his room in a daze, holding the phone that had become hot in one hand, and in the other hand, he was holding the phone that belonged to the person with a somewhat cold shell.

Zheng Xiujing lowered her head, and while biting her lip hard, crystal tears could not be suppressed from her eyes, slid down her cheeks, and wet her clothes.

It was only after seeing the remarks that someone had left so clumsily that even he didn't know if he could remember, Zheng Xiujing really realized one thing.

Originally...... The feelings for that person, the feelings that she has ignored for many years and subconsciously protected for many years, have always been hidden deep in her heart.

She's ...... In fact, I have liked that person for a long time.

It's really early, very early.

Long before she told that person that she was his girlfriend with a joking mentality, long before she was going to make her debut, long before ...... In the years when she was cared for by that person as a sister, she already liked him, very ...... I like it very much!

So, at that time, when the man asked herself that question in a hesitant and tentative tone, she would give him a definite answer.

Originally...... It's not just because of the joke!

Actually, she liked that person for a long time, no...... It should be said that it is "love".

Because of his love for that person, he gave himself bad "ambitions".

Why didn't you recognize your heart until now?

In the previous process of trying to call him, such questions kept surging in Zheng Xiujing's mind.

Regret and frustration continue to eat away at her heart, but at the same time...... She suddenly felt very lucky.

She was glad that she hadn't woken up until she had lost that person completely.

At the same time, she also understood why she was so restless during this time.

Because...... She knew very well that if in such a situation, even if the two of them were really reconciled by then, it would not really be the reconciliation she wanted.

If Han Yu is really dissatisfied and resentful of himself, even if he chooses to forgive himself because of his soft-heartedness, the traces in his heart will never be erased.

Even if they are reconciled, there is no longer any possibility between them.

This is what really scares Zheng Xiujing deeply!

She was absolutely, absolutely unwilling to give up on that person.

This is an insistence that she cannot give into.

After making sure of her heart, she never wanted to hug that person tightly more than she did now.

Being able to bury her face in his arms, as long as she cries quietly for a while, is such a thing, and it has become the best wish in her heart at this time.

So...... Even if she wants to do such a stalkering behavior that can be said to be very incredible to her in the past, she is still willing to be "cheeky", even if she is said to be begging for forgiveness, she has to tell him her true heart.

Because, because ......

……

"But, Xiujing...... I realize that I don't love you. ”

Suddenly, a voice sounded without warning, not only stunned her with tears on the other end of the phone, but also made the girl on the other side of the phone, who was still pretending to be holding a fashion magazine, stunned for a moment, and turned her head to look at the tall figure sitting on the other end of the sofa in disbelief.

As a result, the look on Zheng Xiuyan's face couldn't help but be stunned, and she couldn't help biting her lip-

At this time, Han Yu had already put down the hand he had pressed to his lips, holding the mobile phone and lowering his head slightly.

From his slightly frowning brows, one can still see a little complexity in his heart, but the more emotions revealed from the expression on his face are an indescribable calm.

That's right, calm.

As if he had decided something, he lowered his eyes, and in the deep light, there was a customary tenderness, and he held his mobile phone and whispered:

"I'm sorry Xiujing...... I didn't expect our relationship to change so quickly, but even so, I think I should say sorry to you. ”

"For your confession...... It was really much more than I expected. ”

"To be honest, it's a little abrupt, and a little unspeakably happy, at least...... I know I didn't let this happen between you and me because I was taken for a fool. ”

Suddenly.

seemed to be slightly stimulated by his words, Zheng Xiujing seemed to have finally come back to her senses, and a strong panic flashed on her pale and tear-stained little face, and then she wanted to say something on the phone with red eyes.

However, the person on the other end of the phone did not give her such a chance.

With just a simple snatch, he easily crushed the courage she had just mustered......

"However, because of this, because of your serious attitude Xiujing, I also seriously considered and recalled the relationship between the two of us in the past period of time, and then I found something that made people a little unsure of what to say...... That is, I don't seem to love you, Xiujing. ”

“……”

The silence coming from the mobile phone didn't seem to surprise him, Han Yu took the mobile phone and opened his mouth to speak, then he took a deep breath and continued:

"I know you think it's ridiculous, too. ”

"Yes, it should be a little bit, but love...... Not at all. ”

"Xiujing, what you said just now made me take a closer look at my mentality in the past period, and this is what made me realize...... It's not because I accept you, or because I like Xiujing, that I treat you like I really treat my girlfriend. ”

"I realized that it was all just because...... You told me, you're my girlfriend, it's as simple as that. ”

"To be honest, I can't deny this, Xiujing, the feelings you inadvertently revealed to me at that time played a great role in it. At that time, the way you rushed over and tried to catch the bowl of porridge gave me a big shock, so I subconsciously thought in my heart that I might as well treat you as a girlfriend first. ”

"At least, no matter what the truth is, I can't be wrong with you. ”

"Hmm...... It's almost for this reason that I was asked to treat you like that in the previous period. ”

…… Catch that bowl of porridge?

In a trance, she listened to his voice, which had become a little fluttering in her ears, and suddenly remembered the thing that she had almost forgotten.

Originally......

Is that so?

Originally...... It is for such reasons that it ...... That's why that person will treat himself so kindly?

So the result ...... Is it just me like a fool?

"Another ......"

His voice came from her ears again, but at this time, she didn't know what to say.

"Another ......"

pursed his lips, frowned slightly, and seemed to be very hesitant, but in the end, he still lowered his head, held his mobile phone, and sounded very cruel to say those very cruel words easily-

"In addition, I actually believe in you, but for Xiujing's words, it should be my personality, and I don't completely choose to believe it. You should have noticed that I never dared to make a really very intimate gesture to you, because ...... Subconsciously, I don't quite believe it yet. So...... In fact, most of the closeness I've shown to you over this time has been performed by me......"

"OPPA!Enough!!"

Suddenly, a loud cry full of coldness sounded around him.

Zheng Xiuyan changed her usual somewhat stunned appearance, got up and walked over directly, snatched the mobile phone from Han Yu's hand, and stared at Han Yu's reddened eyes with a little disappointment that seemed to be completely unbelievable.

But at this moment, Zheng Xiujing on the other end of the phone suddenly spoke.

Ernie ...... Give him back the phone and let him finish his sentence......"

"Xiujing Na ......"

"Ernie!"

Zheng Xiujing's voice trembled a little, but word by word, she said it very clearly, "I want to hear him finish speaking......"

“……”

Raising her slender hand and brushing her black hair with a very irritable look, Zheng Xiuyan held the mobile phone in her hand, and looked at the man sitting in front of her with a silent face in her eyes coldly.

In the end, she still threw the phone back, and then stood in front of him with her hands in her hands, a pair of black and white eyes staring at him like a tiger, as if she was faintly conveying some kind of warning to him.

It's just that someone doesn't know what's going on today.

After getting his phone back, he hesitated for a moment, but still looked at the girl in front of him who was about to kill, summed it up, and finally said to the other end of the phone:

"All in all...... I feel very flattered by your confession to Xiujing, I didn't expect you to be so serious.

But...... It is because of your seriousness that I have to reply to you with the same seriousness - I have forgiven you for the lies you told me.

But between the two of us...... It may only be possible to go back to the relationship you remembered.

I say that, do you understand?"

“……”

"Hmm...... I understand. ”

After being silent for a long time, when her hoarse answer like a whisper came softly in his ears, facing the eyes of Mao Mao in front of him that seemed to contain countless anger in the depths, he finally breathed a long sigh of relief and leaned back on the sofa......