Chapter 738: I Love You
"When is the loneliest time for people?"
- The answer is that one day, when you suddenly realize, "Ah, I can do this alone", then it means that loneliness has unconsciously invaded your life.
It's just that Zheng Xiujing doesn't agree with this answer.
People who are really used to living alone, they don't feel lonely anymore, and only occasionally think about it, and only then will there be a kind of loneliness that has been deposited in the bottom of their hearts for a long time.
So Zheng Xiujing feels that a person is really the loneliest time...... It was when she was about to face "loneliness".
Before meeting that person, no, it should be said that before telling such a lie to that person, Zheng Xiujing never thought that she would one day be tortured to such a point because of the so-called love......
The only gain that feels good may be that I have lost some weight.
Every day, every day, it's amazing that I don't have the slightest appetite.
If it weren't for the close attention of the members of the group, she might have been rushed to the emergency center near the group's apartment in the middle of the night because she passed out or had low blood sugar.
Then, the next day, annoying reports came out.
To be honest, she admits that she has a tendency to give up on herself.
But what can be done about this?
Don't look at the time of this time, she can only hear deep resentment for someone from her mouth, but in fact, it is really tormenting her heart every day...... In addition to regret, there is only an indescribable fear left.
Yes.
Even if her personality makes her very reluctant to admit it to others, in fact, Zheng Xiujing has long understood it in her heart.
She understood that from the moment she walked out of that house with her suitcase, no, long before that, she herself had already regretted what she had said to that person on the spur of the moment.
'At that time, you should be sober!'
Words like this have echoed in her heart more than once these days, allowing a remorse that has been rare since birth to spread in her heart......
And while regretting, it is accompanied by a kind of fear.
This fear penetrated deeply into every corner of her heart, making her fall into constant panic and uneasiness.
It's really weird......
Obviously, she knows very well that even if she has made such a big mistake, even if he doesn't remember herself now, she still has confidence...... He will choose to forgive himself!
It's not some blind confidence, it's a guarantee of a ten-year relationship between them.
No matter what, even if they are angry, they will definitely reconcile in the end, and this is the relationship between the two of them.
This is also the good memories of coexistence in the past ten years in my mind, which brought Zheng Xiujing confidence!
But......
Why...... Why?
Why, even if you understand, will eventually reconcile with him.
But her heart was still filled with a fear that made her almost suffocate every moment?
During this period of time, this question has been bothering Zheng Xiujing and making her very hesitant.
She didn't know what she was afraid of, it was clear that the two of them couldn't be separated......
As a result, it wasn't until just now, until she saw the note reminder that Han Yu didn't know when she left awkwardly on her mobile phone, that she finally understood what the answer to this question was-
……
……
"I like you!"
When such a categorical sentence came from his mobile phone in his ear, the expression on Han Yu's face was not only stunned, but also a little subtle embarrassment.
This somewhat sudden sentence is the same as the sentence that Zheng Xiujing said to herself at the beginning, which makes people feel a little inexplicable.
So for Han Yu, it was not so much that his heart was shaken a little because of Zheng Xiujing's unexpected opening, but rather that there was more of a faint doubt in his heart.
His lips, which were slightly open in surprise, pursed subconsciously, Han Yu held the mobile phone, and the corner of his eyes unconsciously glanced at the petite figure who was sitting beside him at this time.
Zheng Xiuyan's performance was surprisingly indifferent, she nestled on the other side of the sofa, her elegant face showed a little bit of maturity that was different from her usual performance, and a pair of beautiful eyes seemed to be reading the fashion magazine in her hand seriously, as if she didn't care about the conversation that was going on beside her now.
It's just that seeing her like this, Han Yu's eyes couldn't help but flash a strange and complicated color.
I don't know if this girl did it on purpose.
If you want to read a magazine, you can read it when you go back to your room, but you have to sit next to him and pretend that you don't care.
What she should know...... The more she was like this, the more he had to remind himself of the bond with the Zheng family.
Mother Zheng always flashed in her mind with a gentle and beautiful face in her strictness, which made her heart involuntarily soften.
So finally, after being silent for a while, Han Yu took his mobile phone and squeezed out a somewhat dry response from his mouth, "No kidding...... Since you want to talk to me so much, I'm listening to you right now, and we're ...... Let's just get to the point. ”
"Okay, let's get to the point!"
His brows immediately moved slightly, and a faint surprise came out of his expression.
Zheng Xiujing's simplicity this time made Han Yu feel a little surprised and indescribable.
But then, the words that came from the other end of the phone made his heart seem to flutter uncontrollably......
"I like you ——!"
It seemed to be a firmer tone than before, and after it was over, the girl seemed to feel that her attitude was not very clear, and she added in a very serious voice.
"Well, I like you!"
“……”
Suddenly.
The breathing between the noses became unstoppable.
His lips pursed as he tried to hide the ripples that were stirring in his heart at this time.
But when he took a deep breath and reacted to say something, a soft sentence came from the other end of the phone.
For a moment, it was like a gentle palm covering his lips in the air, so that he just came to his lips in response, and he really didn't know how to say it.
"That's not right...... I should have said, 'I love you,' huh...... That's right......"
He heard a faint sound of deep breathing from the mobile phone, she was like a person who was about to surface from the deep sea, facing the last hope within reach, in an extremely solemn tone, holding the mobile phone on the other end of the phone word by word and saying:
"I, love, you! very, very!"