102 Professor Han's pride

Time: Minshuo Chengdu concert

The next song is called "Free", which talks about freedom and the sky, that is, people sometimes feel depressed, and when they really feel sad, they will want to vent and think of the wider sky to find freedom. Xiuxiang is very good at induction, and after listening to this song once, she wrote it down.

This is really a very common song, but there is a lyric in the song that is very familiar, and Xiuxiang was also listening to Minshuo sing on the spot, and when she heard that tone, she remembered why her memory is so good.

"My baby is a child prodigy. Daddy's voice rang in my ears. The smile on Professor Han's shiny and wrinkled face once warmed his heart. What makes this all watered down? The so-called prodigies are very exaggerated, Xiuxiang feels that she is nothing special, but it is easy to remember things, if you want to say how she remembers, she doesn't know, she just looks at those things wholeheartedly, and then it is like imprinting it in her mind, and she will not forget it, although it has been a long time, she can easily find what she once stored like pulling out a file from a folder. But Mom always beats herself up, always saying something, don't be proud, you're nothing great, so Xiuxiang lacks a feeling, that is-self-confidence.

"My confidence is all fake. Xiuxiang sincerely told Caiyue that it was when they met privately for the second time, and Caiyue was surprised at the time, but thought she was comforting herself. People are like this, they always live in their own world, they don't listen to and understand what others say, and they always reinterpret other people's behaviors and words until they find the so-called appropriate "meaning" with their own "understanding method" before they can accept it. Why can't you just listen to what others say, and don't think nonsense?

But Caiyue and Xiuxiang are also people who can't do it completely, and Xiuxiang feels that she is better than Caiyue.

"When I was a few years old, I could memorize a lot of things, such as the three-character classic, the hundred family names, the thousand-character text, the glory, the Tang poems, and the Song words. "Dad was introducing his friend, and this friend was Caiyue's father at that time, and Xiuxiang called him Uncle Qin. Dad said, "Uncle Qin is Dad's benefactor, and he is very good. ”

It is said that Uncle Qin also invests in his father's scientific research projects and inventions, and Xiuxiang sometimes can't figure out what his father does, why is there still an invention and creation?

"Children don't need to understand so much, you will understand later. Every time Uncle Qin, who came to visit the door, always looked at Xiuxiang distressedly and said, it seems that it is very cruel to let Xiuxiang's parents do so many things at such a young age.

"Don't let Xiaoxiang take musical instrument lessons, they all took dance and calligraphy classes, and they have to take so many classes, the children are very small and can't bear it. Uncle Qin said to his father.

A faint sweat oozed from Xiuxiang's head, but she still tried to recall it, as if those things were real experiences, why all this was brought out by herself, I am afraid that there is a sentence in the lyrics that the head teacher often says, "Only flying can you be free, and the sky is your real stage." ”

At that time, my young classmates must have thought this sentence was cool. There is no way, the child reads very few books, but Xiuxiang doesn't think so, Xiuxiang secretly reads a lot of novels, and knows a lot about such "chicken soup" sentences, but she still admires the teacher, because the teacher's sentence has not been read in any book. Maybe it's the teacher's understanding, maybe it's the real expression of feelings, and I use the truth of those novels to compare, Xiuxiang feels a little unfair.

But why do you think of your father when you think of your teacher, which makes Xiuxiang a little confused. Is it now time to have to sort out the process of her own life? Xiuxiang also knows that she has been very confused in the past ten years, from the third year of high school to the graduation of college, it seems that many things are gradually being lost, just like soil erosion, and the desert has invaded the oasis in Xiuxiang's heart little by little, until there is nothing left. How terrible this should be, Xiuxiang never thought about it, there was Caiyue around her, Yang Lan, parents and friends who were far away in the world, there were teachers, there were colleagues, she was not alone, she was not alone, she was not alone, she just thought that there were people in this world who cared about her, and she felt warm in her heart.

So there is no need to sort out the mess, and there is no need to repeat the mental journey of the Silk Road.

However, he has obviously broken away from the balance of normality and moved towards an unbalanced state, and he is constantly in a daze, just like before. Xiuxiang didn't know what to do, only by going with the flow, and only by thinking like this, could she feel at ease.

Let a lot of dreams fly from afar, and the father is still in the distance.

Let the feelings fly away to the distance, the distant home of my deceased.

Let a lot of stories flow away with the water, those past events that I don't want to look back.

Just let a lot of thoughts fly from afar, the poems and the distance where Min Shuo is also there.