103 Professor Han's weakness

Just let a lot of thoughts fly from afar, the poems and the distance where Min Shuo is also there.

On a windless night, thoughts always fly.

On windy nights, tears are always blown dry.

"From the very beginning, I had dreams, no one paid attention to me, and I didn't think there was anything about it. I make my own decisions about my world, who says what, I don't care" Minshuo started the rap part, Xiuxiang's thoughts were already flying, and Toshishuo's voice in her ears seemed to be divergent into outer space, gradually drifting away, drifting away, and finally disappeared, in fact, she couldn't hear what Minseok was saying at all.

Maybe these lyrics are ordinary, no rhetoric, no allusions, no idioms, and no rhyme, such lyrics can be called vernacular, for people who like Wen Zou Zou, or think that the artistic conception is supreme, these lyrics are really unsightly. But Suka feels that somewhere in her heart, she still agrees with Minshuo's lyrics. It's the kind of approval that you won't say, but it's a very stubborn silence, and if you think of silence as a kind of resistance, it can become a very powerful force. Silence – silence as always, as Hideka has done since she was a child.

Min-suk's songs are difficult to sing because there are many lyrics and the rhythm is not easy to master, but many people want to sing it. It seems that many of the people present have the same idea as Xiuxiang, and they all think that such a song is powerful and interesting. Xiuxiang, who is stuck in thinking, doesn't actually know what she looks like, she didn't know from the beginning - it turns out that she is a woman who likes to think. Cai Yue often sees Xiuxiang on the playground, she is always holding a book in a daze, I don't know if she is skipping class, although Cai Yue herself does not attend much class.

From junior high school to high school, Caiyue and Xiuxiang have been classmates for 6 or 7 years, but their relationship is far from like this. When she was very young, Caiyue had seen Xiuxiang, she just thought that the other party was a kind person, and she was very happy when they played together, but Xiuxiang didn't go to Caiyue's house much. Every time, Caiyue ran to Xiuxiang's house to play.

"We have been best friends since childhood", even so, Caiyue does not think there is any exaggeration.

But best friends or something, they are all floating clouds, in fact, the two have never really interpreted this word, the most friendship is to play together, and they know a little about each other's affairs, if you want to say that each other walks into each other's hearts, no one can, Xiuxiang's heart - Caiyue has never entered.

There is a wall in Xiuxiang's heart, and this wall was formed in the first year of junior high school - it collapsed and rebuilt in the third year of high school, and she is still an incomplete soul. Some people in college say that Xiuxiang is very awkward, and some people say that she is easy to get along with, because she is always kind and distant. This phenomenon is concentrated in universities, but there are not many opportunities, because there are many courses in clinical medicine, and they are thrown into various challenges, so they don't have so much time to be in a daze.

Moreover, the volunteer of clinical medicine is not Xiuxiang's first choice, and she doesn't know what she wants yet - she still envies those who have dreams of life at a very young age, and she doesn't know how those people understand her mind, after all, her mind was really a cloud of smoke at that time, and she felt that she couldn't see where she was in that smoke at all.

Back then, when everyone was in a hurry to apply for volunteers, how could Cai Yue and Xiuxiang apply for the same volunteer together? Xiuxiang only now thinks about why her father said something like that to herself in a serious voice: You just apply for clinical medicine, maybe one day you will really use it.

It was just an excuse that she didn't like the subject at all, but she didn't hate it either, because there was no reason to hate it. But after going to college, Xiuxiang discovered how naïve her previous self was, and those ideas that took root in her mind were actually her own prejudices and untenable. She's a good fit for this science, she's not scared, she's not fussy, she's very calm, she's very calm. On the contrary, she learned the science very well without much effort.

Cai Yue said, "I thought you would go to Paris." Money is not an issue, Dad will sponsor you. But Professor Han didn't do that, he twisted his expression painfully, and asked Xiuxiang to study medicine seriously, maybe for himself? Dad was not so weak, she really couldn't refuse. Perhaps many people think that it is easy to insist that they do not hesitate to rebel against their families, as long as they stick to their own ideas. But in fact, it's really hard. Especially for a child like Xiuxiang, whose goal in life is not clear, what reason can he use to convince his parents? It sounds like just a rebellious and fearless adolescent rebellion, and it can even make parents feel that "the child is doing the right thing." Xiuxiang didn't say anything, she applied for clinical medicine as her father said.

Caiyue always said to Yang Lan that Xiuxiang is very strange, can Xiuxiang's appearance not be strange, it seems that part of the idea is listening to the concert, while the other part is flying, maybe this is freedom? Is it Free? Whether the lyrics are written well or not, whether it is really important, for Xiuxiang, she is not clear, because she is not a person who makes music, let alone can put forward professional opinions.

Isn't the concert exciting, isn't it shocking to her, and how does it compare with others, Xiuxiang doesn't know, it's the first time she participated in a concert in the VIP area of the infield, and any comments are too early.

Even if this concert is not first-class or perfect, Xiuxiang feels that it doesn't matter, her mission has just begun, there is still a long way to go, she has just started her journey, and there is still a lot to face.

Her mind was a little messy, and she couldn't figure out what she wanted.

Just as he was thinking about himself, Min Shuo's eyes seemed to notice her, all this was so subtle, but it was still seen by Yang Lan.