148--A Sigh
That text message certainly didn't have a word-word response.
I don't want to look at my phone, and I can't help but take it out for a while, for fear of missing a call or ignoring the sound of a text message on a noisy street.
Of course, for a long, long time, there was still not a word of response.
lies at the bottom of Yuanming's sadness, and there is a rational preservation.
That is, love is a kind of giving, not a kind of possession, and it is not a kind of compulsion. If the other party is unwilling or feels forced, he would rather give up.
No matter how good the other party is, how much I like her.
This rationality made Yuan Xiaoping scoff: You are pedantic if you are far ahead. When I chased my wife, her parents didn't look down on me. I'm not going to her house with a dead face, no matter how you look at me, give me a cold face, I won't give up. In the end, it was done. You think, since you love her, you should take care of her for the rest of your life, and you should attack boldly!
For this most popular pickle girl rhetoric, Yu Yuanming scoffed: Can I use it? I won't use your method. I don't believe that with my conditions, I will not find a girlfriend I really like if I pay sincerely!
But Fang Yuli really let Yu Yuanming fall into it, and she couldn't extricate herself.
The words are light, how much I can't let go, I understand.
I remember Wang Guozhen's poem: You can afford to take it, but you can't put it down.
After leaving that day, Fang Yuli called in the afternoon to explain. Said that the phone was put on silent and did not hear it.
She only said that she didn't hear it, and she didn't explain a word more.
Yu Yuanming has read a lot of detective novels, Sherlock Holmes detective collection, Hawthorne detective collection, and they were all hungry and thirsty. Regarding this statement, he felt that Fang Yuli was deliberately hiding something.
It doesn't matter, it's nothing, nothing happens anyway.
Thinking like this, Yu Yuanming instantly became sober and asked Fang Yuli: Then tell me, why is it muted all the time in the morning?
Also, where the hell is your house? Why don't you tell me? What's the secret? Your spending, buying clothes, buying a mobile phone, eating and drinking tea, singing and drinking. I never blinked, and I don't see business very well. How to explain it?
These usual doubts are sorted out like this, and they are found to be inexplicable.
Especially that mobile phone, there is no problem at all, and there is no major problem with repairing it. The next day, I changed to the latest Motorola 998.
Fang Yuli didn't expect Yu Yuanming to be so aggressive, questioning one after another. There was an instant silence.
Yu Yuanming said again: Actually, you can not tell me a word. Because you are not obligated, there is no special relationship between us. You never said yes, and I'm just making a fool of myself.
I actually like you very much and want to be your boyfriend. But I don't want to, force anyone. In my principle of communication, it is to be honest with each other, even if it is a normal friend.
Fang Yuli was silent for a long time, and finally spit out a sentence: Alas...... Yu Yuanming, I said I wasn't worthy of you.
Yu Yuanming didn't know how to answer, as if his words were too heavy just now and hurt her heart.
So his tone softened: Yuli, if you have anything inconvenient to say, you can tell me. If there is any difficulty, we face it together.
As soon as the words were spoken, a sense of tragedy and indomitable determination surged in my heart.
Fang Yuli's tone was also sad, and Yu Yuanming felt her depression for the first time: Let's meet, if you are still willing to see me.
In the afternoon, it was still in Paris Spring, and this time there was no Chen Keer.
The two sat together with complex hearts, and Fang Yuli slowly told her story.
Yu Yuanming finally understood why she said that she was not worthy, why she kept resisting, why she had been getting along with herself for a long time, but she was unwilling to accept her love.
Speaking of the sad part, Fang Yuli couldn't help but bow her head and sob, tears fell down, but her voice was so suppressed that it was almost silent. Except for Yu Yuanming, the people next door couldn't hear it. From a distance, it looks like a pantomime.
After Yu Yuanming listened, he didn't speak for a long time.
The two of them sat thoughtfully, looking out the window.
Pedestrians outside the window are bustling, not knowing which ones are happy, which ones are painful, which ones are happy, and which ones are sad.
This world, this relationship between people, how tormenting it is!
Later, they finally separated, and Yu Yuanming went home and lay on the bed for a long time and couldn't stop thinking.
It turned out that Fang Yuli was someone else's third party.
According to her, the other party is very good to her and has a good relationship, but the other party cannot divorce, and the two are also in pain.
She herself must know that this is not in line with social ethics, and the only way out is for the other party to divorce and achieve a positive result for herself. But after the other party was entangled, he couldn't get a divorce, and even hugged her and cried.
She was angry, she was unwilling, and her parents at home were urging her, and every holiday became a heart-wrenching psychological torture. Hate him, and hate him endlessly, love him, but not get it.
The relationship between the two people is so ups and downs, and when they are far and near, Yu Yuanming came.
She didn't say whether she had feelings for Yuanming or not, only that she didn't deserve it. Yu Yuanming's heart ached, not only for his own infatuation, but also for Fang Yuli's experience.
I thought about it all night, tossing and turning, thinking about it, my brain hurt, and my heart hurt.
There is no way out, there is no way out.......
Yu Yuanming went to Guixi again the next day. Pretend not to know anything and continue to work.
During the day, I laughed with everyone, and at night I tasted loneliness and pain alone, and I experienced the bitterness of suffering little by little.
After two days of hard thinking, thinking clearly, thinking thoroughly, and thinking clearly, Yu Yuanming made an appointment with Fang Yuli again.
He opened his work bag, took out a blank piece of paper, and drew a vertical axis line in the middle of the white paper with a signature pen. began to use the "Franklin Law" to analyze the development of the situation for Fang Yuli.
Benjamin Franklin was the great diplomat and inventor of the United States, who not only helped Jefferson revise the Declaration of Independence and invent many small things, but also was an outstanding diplomat, writer, and philosopher. For Yu Yuanming, this "Franklin analysis" is his greatest memory. This method is simple and straightforward, and is suitable for analyzing people's strengths and weaknesses when faced with realistic choices. There are many more scenarios used in SOWT analysis than usual, because the salesman learns to take out a blank piece of paper and draw a vertical axis to tell the customer the result of buying insurance and the result of not buying insurance. At a glance, it is conducive to customers to get out of the small alley of complex thinking and make a purchase decision.
Now, that's it, on the one hand, we will continue to maintain this ambiguous relationship, waiting for an uncertain future. The good thing is that the other person will give you some money and affection. The disadvantage is that there is no future. I can't see the light.
When it came to the words "I can't see the light", Yu Yuanming boldly glanced at Fang Yuli, who didn't seem to hear it, and her face was expressionless. But his eyelids jumped.
On the other hand, if you leave each other, you may be miserable for a while, but what you win is freedom and sunshine. You need to work your own business, but you can control everything.
As for me, you don't have to think about it. Just like when I was a friend, standing with an independent third party to give you advice.
It's not about drawing conclusions for the sake of a union of you and me.
In the end, when the two broke up, Yu Yuanming took a DVD to Fang Yuli.
It was a movie, directed by Feng Xiaogang, starring Zhang Guoli and Xu Fan, and Liu Bei.
"A sigh".