Volume 6: I Heard That It Was Love (8)
The dark puppet interrupted Lin Yingkong's words, he had lost his curiosity and inquisitive heart when he met his kind, and devoted himself to his dark life like a whirlpool, "Don't you think it's strange, why do people here call me and my mother monster." β
"After all, you are still young, sometimes it is normal to not be able to control your abilities, did you scare them?" Lin Yingkong said in as relaxed a tone as possible, he could faintly detect some of the things that had happened in the past, and the coming and going was nothing more than that, "You know, ordinary humans always like to make a fuss. β
"It's not just that," the dark puppet lowered his head slightly, he seemed to want to wipe his face and tidy up his expression, and then realized that he was still holding half of the cold meat bun in his hand, and the oil juice that usually makes him hungry to swallow saliva seeped out along the edge of the bite, blown by the cold wind, solidified into a disgusting yellow-white, but he didn't care about Lin Yingkong's stopping, swallowed the half of the cold bun one by one, and then wiped his mouth, and said: " The day I was born, the weather was very good, there were no clouds, my mother gave birth to me while she was still basking in the sun, and the midwife didn't have time to do anything......"
But at the moment when the dark puppet was born into the world, the originally clear sky was suddenly covered by black clouds, thunder rumbled, electric light flickered, as the first drop of rain fell to the ground, the sky seemed to be broken by the co-workers again, this rain kept leaking, everyone no longer thought about how long it had been falling, only remembered the horror that seemed to be about to collapse, and the flood like the mouth of a beast to drown their homes, relatives, and friends one by one, swallowing up.
ββBorn with a vision, there must be a vision!
Lin Yingkong was a little stunned, the naked spiritual power is a legend in the supernatural world, but most of the naked spiritual power people were unknown before they became famous, and after they became famous, they also kept silent about their past, or before the appearance of the high-profile and frequent special case of sealing the appearance, the naked spiritual power has always been a maverick, just like a hundred miles of dreams, standing in people's sights, wandering out of the crowd - although the minister is not very keen on interpersonal communication- So everyone is not very clear about the ins and outs of this special family and the special features, Lin Yingkong remembered that Baili Mengyan was also extremely yang, born with luck, and because of this, he was abandoned by his parents in the mouth of the demon beast, and now Feng Rong was born with a vision when he was born...... It sounded like this talent, which was praised by the supernatural world, didn't seem to be welcomed by the Heavenly Dao.
- It is more like an existence that is rejected by the Heavenly Dao.
While thinking about these things, Lin Yingkong did not ignore the puppets around him, but in the face of heaven's will, he didn't know what to say for a while.
"It's not strange that people call me a monster," the puppet didn't know what he remembered, and there was a hint of fear in his eyes, "The flood killed a lot of people, many, many people...... They all came to me, when they were eating, when they were sleeping, when they were going to school, when they were working...... They are everywhere. β
At first he was afraid, and when he was sensible, he pretended not to see, pretended not to know, and the guilt surged up even more sharply in the dark night, tormenting his heart sharply, but he could only cowardly escape.
"Grandpa and Grandma also knew about it, Mom is the pride of their lives, and it is also their desire to protect the world with those abilities, but I ruined all this, Grandpa and Grandma want to stop that disaster, but this is no longer something that human beings can stop, is it......? Died of exhaustion, and then my mother became delirious. β
When she was sober, the woman would pretend not to see him, and when she was mad, she would curse him and spit on him with all the most vicious language in the world, but she was afraid that the man would come back to her, hoping that the child would keep him at that time, even if the child would only bring a series of disasters - but she was afraid that the source of this disaster would always haunt her.
"You see, I made my mother nothing, and I killed so many people......" In the end, the puppet still covered his face with his hands, covering his eyes that can communicate yin and yang, as if he could avoid those unbearable horrors, but the breath of death always hung around him, and he was full of lingering gloom, he only looked in the mirror once, but he couldn't see anything, only a shadow riddled with sin, "This is my sin - it was I who ruined their lives." β
- the life of his mother, his family, and those innocent.
Lin Yingkong was suddenly able to understand why the future ministers were so obsessed with the plan to promote the establishment of order in the supernatural world with Bai Congqiu, and why he always said that he was more suitable for killing - as he said, this was his sin, he couldn't get around it, he could only go head-on, but he was burdened with countless human lives from the beginning, Even the happy life of his relatives, that kind of sin has long been written into his bones, no matter how many people he saves, the lost life cannot be returned after all, he can only continue to use his killing path to redeem his own sins.
"No matter how much you regret it, you can't change the past," Lin Yingkong said softly, "You can't control yourself when you're just born, but you can ...... in the future When that time comes, how many people you have harmed, you will save as many people as you want, and if you feel that it is not enough, then ten times, a hundred times, until you feel that it is enough. "Just like what the current Minister of Spiritual Law has done, even to reverse a shocking battle and wash away the blood with blood.
"But I can't," the puppet's voice leaked muffled from between his fingers, a weak word that the Minister of Spiritual Law would never say, "I can't do anything but that flood." β
- He will only bring disaster, but he will not be able to redeem.
Lin Yingkong was slightly stunned, he remembered that the current puppet was completely different from the minister he knew, he had known him for six years, and he had been in the Spirit Law Enforcement Department for nine years, Lin Yingkong believed that no one had ever heard Feng Rong say that he couldn't do it- He is sometimes dissatisfied with Feng Rong's overstrength, it seems that nothing can make him confused, make him hesitate, let him stop and look at him, and does not give Lin Yingkong the slightest room to perform, but seeing this puppet that he can completely make him rely on himself, Lin Yingkong is not as happy as he imagined.
- He likes Fengrong, but he doesn't want to control Fengrong, and most importantly, he thinks he has enough to give Fengrong what he wants, but Fengrong has gone through the most difficult days and is alone.
"You just don't have the ability yet," he vaguely remembered that Feng Rong didn't know that he belonged to the Naked Spirit Power lineage before he entered the Spirit Law Enforcement Department, so he learned a lot from his mother but couldn't use it, until Bai Congqiu discovered his ability and personally found someone to teach him, Feng Rong gave up that desperate way of fighting. Even though he knew that the current comfort would not work at all, Lin Yingkong still said in a dry voice, "One day, you will change your own destiny, and you can also change the fate of many people." β
- At least the first time I saw you, my life changed course because of you.
The dark puppet lifted his face from between his fingers, and then smiled at Feng Rong, the smile weakly embedded in the thin face, but at least it was much more natural than just now, "You're so nice. β
"What?" Lin Yingkong was very sad, and he didn't react to what he was talking about at once.
"I said you're a good man," said the puppet, "and you said those things as if I thought I could do it...... Thank you. Although he didn't believe that he could do it, Lin Yingkong had a natural temperament that could appease people, he questioned and doubted, but he was still grateful.
Lin Yingkong wanted to say that you can do it, and I also want to say that I have seen you do it with my own eyes, but suddenly a terrible scream from the house interrupted his words, and the dark puppet jumped up and rushed into the room for the first time, Lin Yingkong is the body of an adult after all, even if he is a beat slower, he followed the dark puppet into the room at the same time, and at a glance, he saw the woman who woke up with her hair scattered and screaming, she was clutching her broken legs, the pain twisted her cheeks in the blink of an eye, and tears covered her whole face, which looked more pitiful than a madmanγ
The dark puppet's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she rushed over to remove her hands that were tormenting her legs, and called "Mommy" repeatedly, but this seemed to irritate the woman even more, and she immediately let go of her hand when she saw him, and instead grabbed his neck with a force, her eyes were red as if she was enchanted, "It's you again, demon, you took all my things, and now you're finally going to take my life?!" I tell you, I won't let you succeed, even if I don't have a leg, I will live, I will live longer than you, I will watch you die, I will see you have nothing, watch you go to hell! Haha, keep your eyes open and look at the people you killed, they are also watching you! Demon, one day you will be punished, you will definitely be retribution......!"
The crazy words came to an abrupt end, and the angry Lin Yingkong caught the woman who was knocked unconscious, and had to carefully put her on the bed with the secret puppet, and when he turned around, he saw the thin boy kneeling on the ground, coughing heartbreakingly because of suffocation, but his eyes were calm and docile like a lamb, and the pain and injustice of life doubled on him, but it did not make him have the slightest idea of resisting.
"I just wanted her to eat something, I didn't mean to hurt her, but whatever I did was wrong......," the puppet said in a hoarse, slow voice, "You see, she still said it, she didn't want me to die, just because I didn't have nothing left, because I haven't lived in hell on earth to atone for my sins." At this point, his tears still rolled down with the words, as if this lamb had been tied to the slaughterhouse, the light of the knife pierced his eyes, he was crying, but he was also quietly waiting for death.
Lin Yingkong suddenly remembered that he had never seen Feng Rong shed tears once when he grew up, but he would rather never see it, so that he would not experience this feeling of being like a knife.
The world created by memories began to yellow, curl, and scatter, Lin Yingkong was stunned for a moment, and suddenly found that this memory had come to an end, he subconsciously reached out and wanted to hug the tearful child to give him a thin comfort, but when he touched him, he held the air, the dark puppet was blurred in the air like a phantom, Lin Yingkong only heard the last sentence echoing in his ears, calm and desperate:
But my mother didn't know that I only had her. β
Lin Yinguan thought, this is the reason why Feng Rong engraved this memory into his bone marrow when he was young, his mother expected him to die tragically when he had nothing, but he struggled to survive for his mother-
On this day, they thus began their years-long, contradictory, twisted torment of the two phases, until the day when one of them died.