When the dark puppet said this, he finally revealed his true emotions, and the pain was like flowing water from his Danfeng eyes, which would always be resolute and calm in the days to come, this was obviously just a child who was more than ten years old, but his eyes no longer had the innocence and ignorance that a child of this age should have, Lin Yingkong almost thought that he saw an old man who was gradually entering the twilight, and he deeply regretted it because of his youthful memories.

"I can ......" Lin Yingkong heard his voice sound a little hard, and he couldn't even take the second half of his sentence after a long pause. In fact, he also asked Feng Rong this question, but Feng Rong rejected it completely, he said at the time that he would say it when he had the opportunity in the future, but his expression looked more like he planned to bury these memories forever. So when facing this past sweetheart, Lin Yingkong couldn't hide his longing at all, there was no one who didn't want to occupy the life of the person he loved, from birth entanglement to death, every minute and every second was not missed, "Can I hear you talk about your past?" Maybe you can say it...... It would be a little better. ”

The dark puppet was slightly stunned, it didn't look like he was presumptuous, but it didn't seem like he would say in front of him that he wanted to hear him, his loneliness had gone deep into his bones, and he even seemed overwhelmed by Lin Yingkong's curiosity about the stories along the way like a traveler, "I...... That's not something to listen to. ”

"I just want to hear it," Lin Yingkong said, he sorted out his emotions, smiled, and smiled with a very gentle and reassuring meaning, he would treat his family members or witnesses in their favor like this when he went on countless missions, but he didn't expect that one day he would be used to deal with his minister, but at this time he smiled with more cautious affection than other times, "Although you don't know me, you can tell me about it...... Just take it as a reward for that bowl of porridge, you know, it was hard to find food at that time last night. "The place where the puppet is located is too remote and poor, when he went out just now, he asked several people to roughly determine that this is a small county town before M City, and by the time Feng Rong entered the Spiritual Security Bureau, this place has been merged by other counties and disappeared from everyone's sight.

"It's just a bowl of porridge, I should thank you, you, you've helped me a lot......" the puppet said, his tone gradually weakening, "I never thought that someone would help me like this." ”

At that moment, the sadness that suddenly surged in his heart was more violent and intense than before, and Lin Yingkong suppressed his voice and said, "It's okay, it's just temporary...... You will meet a lot of people in the future, they will be with you, they will help you, they will support you, and they will be proud of you. "The Field Service Team of the General Office, the Department of Spiritual Law Enforcement, the Spiritual Security Bureau, including him, they will all do this.

But the current puppet does not have the ability to predict the future, he only smiled a little pale after listening to such a sure comfort, his eyes were still a fog, gray and hopeless, "Maybe you won't think like this after listening to my past, for my mother and my mother's family, and even for this county, I am a disaster." ”

He was talking about "Mom's family" as if he wasn't part of it.

"That's not the case......" Lin Yingkong wanted to refute, but unfortunately he couldn't speak at this time, because the dark puppet's eyes didn't seem to change anything because of his meager comfort.

"Didn't I just say that my mother wanted to be with that man, but she didn't know who that man was, what his name was, and what kind of identity he had, because they used code names when they were together...... But she loves him, maybe for her mother, love can represent everything, so after the man left, my mother told my grandfather and grandmother that she was going to find him, to marry him and have children, grandpa and grandma disagreed, so she went secretly, in fact, my mother was very powerful when she was young, she went to many places alone, but she didn't find the man. ”

Lin Yingkong thought, of course she couldn't find it, because at that time, the Baili family was still a well-known family in the lineage of warlocks in the supernatural academic world, and it was not yet to the point where even the elderly head of the family had to ask for help from his outstanding outcasts, as the lineage of their family, how could he easily be found by a little-known woman to find his information, and meet him to be responsible?

"Then the mother found out that she was pregnant," said the puppet, his expression was very strange when he mentioned the matter, as if it was such an unforgivable thing, and at the same time his tone was also very cold, and the pain in his bones was said lightly, as if it really didn't matter and he didn't care, "so my mother could only go home, and my grandfather and grandmother became angry when they learned the news, and they wanted their mother to have a baby, because they didn't need a child with an unknown father." ”

"What's next?" Lin Yingkong couldn't help but interrupt his empty speech.

The dark puppet was coldly pulled back from his almost immersed emotion, and looked at him a little sluggishly, as if he had just woken up from a dream, and after a while, he continued, "Next...... Mom refused to have a baby, and at that time she thought that the man would always come back to her, and she would be with him, and they would have a happy family, a smart and well-behaved child......" He choked up when he said this, because he found that he was so far from his mother's standard that he would never be able to become the smart and well-behaved child in her mind, "so she insisted on giving birth to me." ”

"This is not an unwise decision," Lin Yingkong said, "I have always felt that every life should be respected. ”

"Maybe, but some people's lives are indeed a bane, he will always only affect the people around him, is there still a need for such a person to exist?" The dark puppet said softly, obviously he was refuting Lin Yingkong's words, but his appearance was too cowardly, Lin Yingkong didn't even know how to answer, so he said to himself: "Grandpa was born in a very old family, although he is the only one left in his generation, but he still adheres to the family tradition, and his mother is also taught by him very well- Really, my mother wasn't like that before, I saw pictures of her, she was beautiful and excellent at that time, otherwise the man wouldn't have treated her...... Isn't it?—— falling out with the family for that man is probably the most deviant thing my mother has ever done in her life, and grandpa can't accept that his proud daughter does this...... Well, there are insulting things, they quarrel every day, and even for a while they fight, grandma can't stop it if she wants to, but grandma is also from a scholarly family, and her mother's doing this has hit her very hard, and she can't agree with her mother's approach. ”

"But you were still born, which proves that your mother still loves you. Lin Yingkong said from the perspective of an objective person, but he saw the madness of that woman last night, but he felt a little resentful in his heart that this woman had made Feng Rong's life so difficult.

"No, she doesn't love me, she just needs me to keep that man—she thinks a child is the nexus of a family, that's what she said," the puppet blinked slowly, these things were probably not mentioned by his mother once or twice, he said it skillfully and without much recollection, as if he was alone in the middle of the night when no one was around, recalling and remembering these pains little by little, blurting out his own pain when he had the opportunity," It's a pity that the man didn't come back, and my birth ruined my mother's own family. ”

Lin Yingkong vaguely sensed something, "It has something to do with your mother's body?"

"Yes," the puppet couldn't help but look back, but he couldn't see the situation in the room from this angle, he could only be sure that his mother was still in a coma and had not woken up, "she used to be so good, so beautiful, she should have a better future...... But my birth ruined her body. So she could only stay in this house that was about to collapse with resentment, full of malaise, and her body gradually decayed.

As I said before, the creatures in the supernatural world have a strong and incomparable talent, but the price to pay is the difficulty of their reproduction, although human beings have a unique advantage in this regard, but as a person with abnormal abilities, that woman still has to follow in the footsteps of her predecessors, and the offspring of a person with abnormal abilities is fine if it is an ordinary human being, but if he/she happens to be also a person with abnormal abilities, then he\/ In the process of growing up in her mother's womb, she needs the spiritual power of both parents to irrigate, unless her mother's side has strong enough spiritual power to ensure that she is not sucked dry - unfortunately, this woman is not strong enough to this extent, she tried her best to give birth to the crystallization of love between her and Baili Mengyan's father, but in the end, Feng Rong was born, and her spiritual power source was completely destroyed.

How could she not pay any price for giving birth to a water-based naked spiritual power who could cause a violent sensation in the supernatural world?

Lin Yingkong said truthfully: "That's her choice." ”

"But if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have a choice," said the puppet, who seemed to have been brainwashed by the woman, speaking resentful words and calmly, "those abilities...... I mean her ability, that's something she's proud of, it's the result of her grandfather and grandma's cultivation of her with half a lifetime's painstaking efforts...... Really, she cherishes her abilities as much as she loves that man, that is her most precious thing, and I am not qualified to snatch it. ”

Lin Yingkong wanted to laugh a little when he heard this, "Do you think your ability was taken from your mother?"

The dark puppet suddenly became nervous, and looked at Lin Yingkong with wide eyes like a frightened rabbit, "You, have you heard those rumors?"

"What rumors?" Lin Yingkong thought for a moment before reacting, and then his shadow crawled over like a dancing black snake and touched the puppet's feet, "You mean, the ones about 'monsters'?"

The invisible shadow had a real touch, and the dark puppet froze suddenly, "You are ...... too"

"No," Lin Yingkong looked at him and said seriously: "We are all the same, but we are not monsters, do you know, this is a gift from God, maybe we have to pay a lot for this, but you can't deny it...... It's part of who you are, and it's part of your family...... But that's not all. ”

"But I killed almost everyone. ”