Chapter 4 Leaving is for a good existence
This little kid doesn't know what to do secretly, and he leaves me alone in the living room and doesn't know how to pour a cup of tea for the guests!
I sighed and tied the rope around my neck, and instantly I felt like I was in captivity!
I looked at the red beads hanging around my neck helplessly, and suddenly I had some panic about the future. What is this all about www.biquge.info I'm obviously out of the college entrance examination system and the risk of unemployment, and I'm still worried about what I'm worried about?! I hate iron and steel and give myself a slap, of course, I don't dare to fan hard, I'm afraid of pain.
"I don't know how blessed I am. I shook my head and tried to pass through the door of the nearest room.
Isn't this the greatest benefit of being a ghost when and when you go through walls and doors? I was trapped in my room before, and I couldn't even get out of the door, so I couldn't practice. Now that there is such a convenient place, it is natural to grasp it. Otherwise, when I meet a friend in the ghost world in the future, I won't even know the basics, and my face will really be gone!
I tried to take a step first, and sure enough, I entered through the door.
"It's good now, I don't have to open and close the door. ”
I don't know if this is where the little kid sleeps. There are all kinds of things inside, all wardrobes, bedside tables and bedding, and even wallpaper on the walls.
But what I don't understand is why this room is so decorated?!The wardrobe and bedside tables are all tender colors, and even the wallpaper is pink and tender, even I, a serious girl, can't stand it!
I scratched my head, reassuring myself that maybe people who don't do ordinary things have a stronger fetish than the average person. After all, this is the only boy I've seen in the past three years, and I can't bear the fact that he's gay or has a girlfriend!
The window of the room was facing south, and I calculated that the time was about three, four, or five. The sun was still shining, casting bright spots of light through the glass windows.
Tiny dust drifted back and forth in the beams of light, like a geist.
Somehow I suddenly became sad, and I wanted to look up at forty-five degrees, but no one looked at me when I thought about it, so I was not hypocritical, and I lay down on the bed, tilting my head to look at the dust in the sun.
There seems to be wind in the ears. From the caress of the breeze to the gentleness of the warm breeze, I tried to shake my head to prevent the wind from getting stronger and blowing me away. But the body seemed to be imprisoned and could not move. I thought to myself! Could it be that I was sealed?! But there is no reason to seal ghosts! Countless science fiction, suspense, and mythological novels flew through my mind. I even thought of the conversation as reasonable.
In the end, I couldn't tell if I was awake or not.
I only felt that my body was getting hotter and hotter, and my consciousness was getting more and more blurred. Out of nowhere, the cacophony of voices pierced my bones through my ears.
I could faintly hear my mom calling me.
Mom......
She told me to take care of myself, to remember to eat, to remember to keep warm, and not to cause trouble and not to be bullied...... A great sadness came from the bottom of my heart and went up my throat.
I want to tell her, don't cry...... I'll take care of myself, and you'll take care of you. But his throat is sore and he can't make any sound.
For the first time, I felt that I was leaving them forever, leaving that home, leaving my parents who loved me and bullied me......
I don't want to leave them! How can I leave them?! They haven't seen me grow up, they haven't seen me start a family! We also agreed to travel when Niuniu grows up...... Niuniu also told me to take me to a hamburger when she could keep the New Year's money herself......
My heart hurts, it hurts so much that my whole body spasms! But my consciousness is getting stronger and stronger, I can't go! I can't leave them!!
A sudden burst of consciousness pierced my mind, causing the pain in my heart to ease a bit, and my consciousness began to blur again.
I hear my dad calling me, Niu Niu calling me, I hear them holding me, I hear Niu Niu crying that she misses me so much......
My heart started to hurt badly again.
That consciousness grew stronger and stronger in my mind until it filled my mind.
When I woke up, it was still bright outside the window.
The master sat down in front of my bed, looking at me with a frown and concern.
"Are you awake?"
I thought to myself, isn't this nonsense, am I sleepwalking if I don't wake up?
He handed me a few tissues: "Wipe it off." ”
I sniffed and took the toilet paper a little dazedly, wiping something?
I saw him sigh, take the paper from my hand, and wipe it on my face: "Are you stupid?"
"You're stupid. I subconsciously replied. Reached out and touched my face, it was wet, as if I had cried.
"You don't remember?"
When I heard his tentative tone, I immediately felt that something was wrong.
"Did your grandmother rape me?!" I screamed and slapped him on the head, slapping my hand painfully: "I know you don't have a good eye! If you don't even let go of a ghost, aren't you afraid of dying and going to hell!!"
"Am I *** to this point?!" the master jumped up while holding his head: "You really can't remember what happened before when you think about it yourself!"
I thought about it carefully, and it didn't seem to have any memory of him pressing me to the bed......
Looking at the way he grinned, that slap should have hurt......
"Why are you so paranoid?!" he sat down at the end of the bed with a snort: "If I hadn't come in just now, you would have become a demon a long time ago!
I was a little speechless, and he added this sentence at the end: "How could I become a demon, obviously it was all good before." Could it be because I brought this thing you gave?"
"It's normal for the dead to be nostalgic for the human world. The master's face suddenly became serious, much like the head teacher giving me another lesson: "But death is death, even if you are nostalgic, you can't have the idea of staying in the human world." This kind of thinking is scary. ”
"I ......" I have mixed tastes for a while.
"The desire for that obsession is strong, and the power is also very strong. Not only will it ruin you, but it will also ruin the people you want to protect. ”
"So...... Are you going to send me to heaven or hell?"
"Didn't I say, you stay with me as an air conditioner. ”
...... "I'll be your uncle!" held back the roar in his heart and rubbed the palm of his hand that was still painful. Suddenly I remembered, "Hey! Did I just run into you?!"
"Didn't I tell you, carrying that bead can give you a human form for half a day. ”
I was so excited that I didn't know what to say, so I could only pick up the things on the bedside table and throw them on the ground!
"I can finally touch things!" After throwing all the things on the bedside table, he was about to go to the closet to get a few clothes, but the master held him down: "Okay, put away your excitement, I'll take you down to buy food." ”