Pressure is like a mountain, always pressing on Yuanming's heart. It's like Mingyue Mountain in Dragon City, no, it's bigger than Mingyue Mountain. It should be the famous Bayue Mountain in the south of the Yangtze River, Qiyue Mountain. Lying in the sky, looking up, looking left and right, the mountain is still not visible. No, this pressure is not a mountain. It's water, the water that fills the golden mountain, the pervasive water, the water that flows through the mercury, always sneaking into Yu Yuanming's body every night, filling every organ. The whole person became more and more nervous under the pressure of the water, and he became more and more faltering.

Even, there has been less sex recently.

Sometimes he was excited, sometimes he was more than willing but not enough, Yu Yuanming remembered that a female classmate disdainfully described her husband's behavior: like a rat's tail, she swept the door, and the probe was gone before she could go in.

That female classmate later divorced, maybe this is the most sufficient reason but embarrassed to make it public!

Yu Yuanming knew that his body was fine, and it was purely a psychological factor. But it's still very unpleasant!

It's like peanuts that have returned to the tide, soft and not pulled, there is no crispy feeling, and even the fragrance is gone, what kind of wine is there?

It's the same with intercourse, without each other's enthusiastic responses, the burning of the body, the crackling of the hula flames, the uncontrollable rapid flow of blood, the love words of you and me, the ruthless words of desperation, the swear words of shame, the bad taste of deliberately tracing back to the source, but just a piston movement, what is the point?

Qin Shasha was originally a good partner, the two went from being a little strange at the beginning to getting better, to being like a fish in water, it can be said that they have a very tacit understanding and enjoy each other's flesh very much.

Not only physical pleasure, but also spiritual pleasure. This is also one of the fundamental reasons why Yu Yuanming got married quickly.

It is not an easy task to find a person of the opposite sex who is in love with each other and blends with each other.

But now, things are changing subtly.

Qin Shasha didn't say anything, but most of her energy was on the child. For Yu Yuanming's teasing, there is a clear hint that the explicit touch has become more and more insensitive. Although it is not turned away, it rarely appears to be hungry and thirsty. Coping with errands, the perfunctory posture is like a civil servant with no hope of promotion. Drinking jasmine tea, watching the "Jiangnan Evening News", procrastinating and tired to do things. When someone came, they didn't bother to lift their eyelids. When stamping, it is as if at the most sacred moment, attentively, and that's it.

Yu Yuanming is also a sensitive person, and he wanted to continue, but his body suddenly withered, and he remembered Zhang Ailing's words.

Down to the dust.

Turn over and you'll see a great wall.

Two people who don't know each other in the world have come together because of lust, inheritance, social oppression, family nagging everywhere, and inertial thinking developed from below. Several temptations, many times of affection, and finally naked and honest, exchanging bodies and secrets, enjoying each other's pleasure and savagery. and then tied together in the form of law, including property, all mixed together and tied together. And then there were children, a common bloodline. Everything looks solid, doesn't it? It's tough, isn't it?

Not necessarily!

You don't see how many divorces after marriage, separation, and all kinds of trivial and trivial things in the world are divorced, separated, and all kinds of trivial things!

Even if there is no divorce, fighting, quarreling, hot war, cold war, what a human comedy!

How many "husband and wife" who look like each other, have different dreams in the same bed, and each have a heart!

How many "resentful couples" complain about each other and make bad comments on each other!

So this marriage relationship is fragile!

Yu Yuanming has read a lot of literary works, and although there are many stories of talented and beautiful women, he also knows how much of it is fiction. True love, beautiful love, but very little.

It turned out that I was unwilling to accept the blind date, but I felt that it was too deliberate and too purposeful. What I hope most is to meet a refreshing girl with glasses in a certain place (preferably a bookstore) in a certain place (preferably a bookstore). They both love literature, they can talk very well, and after the classic emotional temptation and communication, they establish a hazy relationship.

But the more I got later, the more disappointed I became, where was there any magical bridge?

Social men with dead faces everywhere coax beautiful girls to bed.

Some of the people they love end up marrying people who are uneducated.

It was only after I was in my twenties that I started to go on a blind date. It has been a few years since I was along, and all kinds of families and women have seen each other.

Rural, urban, tall, short, fat, thin, rich, poor, beautiful, ugly, with parents, by themselves, all of them.

As for the place to meet, it is even more varied, only you can't think of it, and no one can't do it. At home, it is either Yu's family or the other party's family. In the town, in a teahouse with few people. One dollar and one bowl of gaiwan tea, the Xiaguan Tuo tea, which is so thick that it can't be dissolved, tastes quite bitter. The seven aunts and eight aunts all came, as if they were a group watching a circus performance. In a barber shop, a calm mother came with a nervous daughter, Yu Yuanming was speechless at a glance, and ran away. Maybe in the eyes of others, it's a desert and a run! Luo Hongniang has more, Yu Yuanming understands that he is a tool, and he doesn't care if he takes it to the errand. Anyway, it can't be successful, so let's act!

For blind dates, Yu Yuanming didn't have much hope until he met Qin Shasha.

Although he has known each other for more than a year, Yu Yuanming sometimes thinks: Do you know Qin Shasha?

Is this seemingly silent woman, this gentle woman in the eyes of others, this self-proclaimed traditional woman really that traditional?

Yu Yuanming thinks it is not necessarily.

Once, Yu Yuanming accidentally found a small notebook. The corners are a little curled, and it looks like it's been used a lot, and it's been a lot of years.

When I opened it, there were no secrets or special words in it.

But there are some dating clubs in Gongzhou, outdoor organizations in the city, hobby organizations, and the addresses and contact information of various strange niche clubs, which still give Yu Yuanming a different feeling.

In a relatively remote and backward place like Dragon City, Qin Shasha's heart still yearns for the lifestyle of a big city. It's just trapped in reality, and you can only keep it in your heart. The body has not arrived, and the heart yearns for it.

After getting married, Yu Yuanming also inadvertently saw some of Qin Shasha's previous photos. There was also a pack of paper items that were wrapped very tightly. Can't read clearly, maybe it's a letter. Yu Yuanming restrained his strong impulse and curiosity, and didn't look at what was inside.

However, Qin Shasha must also have a rich story and connotation.