"When we were young, we loved each other but didn't know it. 』

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"Your doll mother is also a person born in Wanshan in Quanzhou. But since she was a child, she was different from other children. ”

“…… Not the same?"

"Well, she's ...... It has a very special feeling. Just by looking at it, you will feel very different. ”

Two old wooden benches were found from the side, and the two sat down side by side against the wall with their backs to the sun.

Maybe it's because of the environment, but the timing is just right.

In this remote corner, no one came to disturb them, and after some calm preparations, both Father Jin and Han Yu generally calmed down.

It's a great way to talk about topics that haven't been touched upon before.

"To put it simply, the children of our generation have always thought that your doll mother is not like our Jeonju people, but she is more like a child born in a big city like Seoul, and her behavior is not at all rustic like that of a local background, and even the same Jeonju dialect is spoken much better than others. ”

Han Yu gently tilted his head and glanced at Father Jin beside him, as if he had fallen into some kind of memory, and his face did not show the slightest impatience because of some far-fetched topics in Father Jin's mouth.

He pursed his lips thoughtfully, knowing in his heart that what they were talking about had nothing to do with their real topic right now, but there was not the slightest sign in his mind that he wanted to stop.

He rarely, or almost nonethelessly, was able to talk about things related to Han Yishi with others like he was now.

Because of the limitations of time and relationships, there are not many things that Park Ji-eun can tell him.

But Father Jin is different.

Although he was reluctant to admit it, Han Yu had to agree with one thing...... In her impression, the woman who always has a gentle smile on her face, in addition to herself, Father Jin may be one of the most important people in her heart.

So Han Yu didn't mind sitting with Father Jin like this and chatting more about things related to Han Yishi.

In the depths of his heart, he himself knew better than anyone else that he was actually eager to understand that woman, very.

"Is this because of the tutor?"

"Probably not. Her parents ...... Your grandparents, one died when she gave birth to your puppet mother, because of a heart attack, and the other, who was not in good health, did not raise her completely, and also passed away. ”

"So, is it an orphan?"

After hearing Father Jin's words, Han Yu didn't show any surprise.

He learned the news from Park Ji-eun that his grandparents were no longer alive a long time ago, but he didn't know that the second elder died so early, depending on the situation, maybe Han Yishi grew up without relatives since he was a child?

"If you want to say that, you can do that. ”

Father Jin nodded and explained to him in a low voice: "Anyway, before college, some relatives were taking care of your doll mother, but fortunately, it is not really your own." But your doll mother always felt embarrassed, and she always thought about how to repay those relatives in the future before she graduated. ”

Hearing this, Han Yu raised his eyebrows slightly, but did not express any opinion.

Speaking of which, Han Yishi's experience is somewhat similar to his past. The only difference is that at least there were people around Han Yishi who cared about her at that time, and he himself was a loner in the real sense.

I am very fortunate to look at Han Yishi's experience from a certain point of view.

"I'm with your doll mother, we've known you long before I met your aunt. I met your aunt when we were on a blind date, but not with your doll mother, the two of us...... It's a childhood sweetheart. Because I grew up in a neighborhood. ”

"Childhood sweetheart?"

"Yes. ”

Father Jin nodded, then turned his head to meet Han Yu's gaze, a faint wry smile appeared on his middle-aged face, and said, "How is it? It's a bit unexpected, right? Since you were a child, your doll mother has been the most outstanding one in our group of children, belonging to the type that can stand in the crowd and be recognized at a glance." As for me, it's far from it. And people we don't know well, will be surprised by our relationship at first. Actually, I really don't have the right to stand by her side. ”

"So," Han Yu looked at him with a slight frown and asked, "Because he is a childhood sweetheart, he ...... Are you in love?"

"Hmm. That's pretty much it. A bit of a cliché development. ”

Father Jin shrugged and smiled freely, one hand was habitually raised, and the frame of the glasses on the bridge of his nose was lifted, and an indescribable expression could not stop leaking from his eyes.

"Speaking of which, most of the credit goes to your grandmother. The old man is kind-hearted, and he feels pitiful when he sees the children in the neighborhood, and often takes your doll mother to the house for dinner or something, so over the years, the relationship between me and your doll mother has become better and better, and more and more ......."

Speaking of this, Father Jin's voice paused, he looked at the tall figure sitting beside him, and the corners of his mouth once again flashed a somewhat embarrassed bitter smile.

Obviously, in front of Han Yu, when he said this, he felt more or less unnatural in his heart.

But since the words are spoken, there is no reason to end them hastily.

So after a pause, Father Jin continued: "However, in fact, at the beginning, neither of me nor your doll mother officially broke that relationship, and we really started dating after your doll mother went to college. ”

"In college, I'm not mistaken, it should be Ewha Dae?"

"Hmm. To be honest, although I knew that your doll mother was very good at that time, and her grades were the first from childhood to adulthood, I didn't expect that she would really be admitted to Seoul, which is still the highest women's university in our country. So at first, I was very depressed and thought it was ...... In the future, when your doll mother goes to Seoul, you may never see her again. What I didn't expect was that that year, on my birthday, your doll didn't tell anyone, she sat alone for a few hours, and she felt like she was going to be frozen, and she walked from the station to my house alone in the middle of the night, just to bring back the cake she made herself and celebrate my birthday. Thereupon...... On that day, we fell in love. ”

As the words slowly spoken from Father Jin's mouth came into his ears, Han Yu keenly noticed that his hands on his lap were quietly clasped with each other.

Even the originally calm voice seemed to be imperceptible, and there was a faint tremor gradually.

On Father Jin's unconsciously lowered face, behind the delicate and clear glasses lenses, his eyes seemed to be irrepressibly reddened a little.

It is like a string that is slowly tightened, and with the deepening of memory mining, it is on the verge of abruptly breaking at any time.

"And then?"

There was silence for a moment, and although he saw that Father Jin was in a bad state at this time, Han Yu still asked Father Jin this question softly.

He realized that the truth he wanted to know was in the next content.

"After that?"

Father Jin suddenly came back to his senses, the whole person subconsciously sat up a little straighter, and then he turned his head to look at Han Yu, the bitter smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more intense, extremely stiff, and the sadness that flashed in his expression at that moment was completely different from the impression he had left on Han Yu in the past.

"After that...... There's not much more to say. Things happened during my relationship with your doll mom were simple and nothing special. To put it simply, one day, your doll mother suddenly broke up with me. ”

"What is the reason for the breakup?" Han Yu continued to ask with an unchanged face.

For this follow-up, after hearing Father Jin's words earlier, he already had a vague premonition in his heart.

However, he wanted to know more specifics.

"Why?"

Father Kim raised his face, took a deep breath, then turned to him and smiled, and said softly, "She wants to stay in Seoul." ”

Instantly.

Han Yu's brows furrowed unnoticed.

He looked at Father Kim's wryly face fixedly, and then asked directly in a tone that sounded absolutely unfriendly: "If she wants to stay in Seoul, you have to stay in Jeonju?"

All of a sudden, an indescribable smile appeared on Father Jin's face again.

His eyes were slightly reddened and Han Yu's dark and slightly cold eyes stared at each other, and immediately, he lowered his head and sighed almost inaudibly.

This sigh is like opening the shackles that have been closed for decades, allowing the crazy surging emotions to wash over his heart, and at the same time, he also releases the deepest part of his heart that I don't know how many years have been pent up...... Remorse and resentment.

"If I tell the truth, promise me that you will not hate your grandfather and grandmother because of this. ”

"So, the biggest reason is because of the two old people?"

Han Yu's somewhat bullish response made Father Jin purse his lips tightly, and then, nodded, and said in a low voice: "At that time, I was actually ready to give up everything and go to Seoul to chase your doll mother back, but your grandparents were against it. ”

"If they object, you're stopped?" Han Yu's words sounded very polite.

Father Jin frowned, looked at him complicatedly, and then whispered: "To the elders, you should use honorifics." ”

"I can't say that. Han Yu's face looked almost indifferent at this time, it could be said that he was facing Father Jin's gaze expressionlessly, and said lightly: "After all...... Growing up, no one taught me what my grandparents were like. ”

"If you want to blame me, blame me! No matter what, your grandparents' intentions are actually correct! They were ...... at that time Also for me. ”

Father Kim's voice was a little raised.

As a result, Han Yu was like a competitor, and the volume was a little louder than him.

word by word, he said very heavily: "The two of them are thinking about their own children, so you are defending them now." So I'm now, too...... Mother, feeling angry. I'm feeling sorry for her, can't I?"

"Things aren't exactly ...... you think"

With a heavy face, he raised his hand to support his forehead, and Father Jin's voice became a little hoarse: "I just said that your doll mother proposed the breakup first." Although I really want to chase to Seoul and ask your doll mother to ask everything, but I can't help it. At that time, I myself was not much more successful than anything, except for the home optical store, there were no conditions to match your doll mother. Your grandparents also took this into account, fearing that I would end up in a more sad ending if I went to Seoul, and the concept at that time also believed that free love between men and women was not as good as the decision made by parents, so I ......"

"So, you let go of my doll by default?"

"I thought about ignoring your grandparents......! Even your doll mother is trying to persuade me. In the last few phone calls I had with her, she simply rejected me when she learned that I wanted to go to Seoul to find her. As she used to do, she always spoke softly, but there was no room for rebuttal and opposition. She told me plainly that even if I went to Seoul, the matter between me and her would be over. ”

Having said this, as if he didn't intend to continue to extend this topic, Father Jin took a deep breath, pursed his lips and turned his head to look at the silent Han Yu beside him, hesitated for a moment, and then went on to whisper: "Soon after I broke up with your doll mother, I was introduced by your grandmother and met your aunt. After that, you may have guessed part of it. ”

"At that time, the blind date method introduced by both parties was stronger than the relationship of free love, and the speed of development was far faster than that of free love. ”

After saying these words with a cold expression, Han Yu also turned his head to meet Father Jin's gaze, and there seemed to be a cold light in his dark eyes.

"You two, you should get married soon, right?"

Father Jin was silent for a few seconds, then nodded.

"I know you should be angry that I chose to bury your feelings for your doll mother so quickly, but ......"

"Okay, I don't care what you thought at that time, it's nothing more than the persecution of your parents, plus your own reasons, none of this matters. I want to know what you know is. Han Yu waved his hand and looked at him quietly, his eyes were neither happy nor sad.

Father Jin looked at Han Yu stunned when he heard this, and after a while, he smiled, still the same kind of bitter smile, nodded again, took a breath and lowered his head, and said softly:

After that, Ji-woong and Taeyeon were born one after another. In the first few years, I still had a little contact with your doll mother, but then it gradually disappeared. I thought that maybe we really forgot about each other, and I thought that a girl as good as her should soon find her own home in Seoul. Until one day, she suddenly appeared in front of me, accompanied by a little boy. ”

In a flash.

Han Yu didn't speak, just silently closed his eyes.

The answer to who that little boy is seems to be self-evident.

Sure enough, the next moment, Father Jin's voice suddenly calmed down and sounded low between the two of them, which also made the atmosphere extremely complicated for a while-

"That little boy ......"

As he spoke, Father Jin looked at him and smiled again, "It's you...... My son. ”