104 Xiuxiang's tears

When Xiuxiang and Yang Mian met, they were about to graduate from junior high school, and it is said that Yang Mian was Caiyue's younger brother who grew up from childhood to adulthood, and they always played together. Yang Rong's parents seem to have failed in business, and then they have been committed to making a comeback, but the unsatisfactory thing is nine times out of ten, they have been doing some small business to maintain, just many years ago, Caiyue's family was not as powerful as it is now, Qin's father's unique vision made him catch up in just five years, and became the object of the industry's emulation in recent years. After they graduated from high school and went to college, they could see the name of Caiyue's father company everywhere, and many products and advertisements also appeared in an endless stream.

Cai Yue didn't seem to care about these, she was still the good friend that Xiuxiang knew back then, a good friend who accompanied her through the difficulties. She only regarded these successes as a matter of her parents' generation, and she chose to apply for medicine back then, just to join in the fun, because one of her favorite brothers applied for the clinical examination, and she also applied for the same major, but unfortunately the senior has always had a laissez-faire ambiguous attitude towards the relationship, and after the relationship with Caiyue lasted less than a year, they broke up before the first half of the freshman year ended.

In a season where they often break up, it's not a fuss for a couple of lovers to break up. Cai Yue immediately regretted applying for medicine, because she really didn't know anything about these things, and she wasn't interested. Because of the sadness of love, I lost my initial love for this discipline - of course, for Hideka, it wasn't really love. So when Caiyue, who was busy in love, suddenly ran over and told Xiuxiang that she had applied for clinical medicine, Xiuxiang's surprise was difficult to hide because of her calm personality. Who would treat their college ambitions as child's play because of love? Xiuxiang felt that to some extent, Caiyue was just a game in the world.

Cai Yue and Xiuxiang are each other's envy. It's a bit strange to say, but it's true.

Caiyue envies Xiuxiang's smart mind, what the aunt said about Xiuxiang's learning is too harsh on her, in Caiyue's opinion, Xiuxiang's mother is always looking for her daughter's shortcomings, Caiyue wants to beat her many times, for which she often repents to God in her heart: I was wrong, I shouldn't think about beating my aunt. But the next time she saw her aunt, Caiyue couldn't help but want to hit her. Cai Yue envied Xiuxiang's beautiful dancing, and she also pretended to attend a dance practice class for half a year, but unfortunately she didn't make any progress, and finally gave up because of painful training. She didn't understand why Xiuxiang was able to persevere. Although the young body can do a better job of stretching the body, it does not mean that it does not hurt, especially since Cai Yuedu has already gone to junior high school before she thought of learning dance, it naturally hurts even more, and it is reasonable for her to give up in the end.

Caiyue's mother comforted her daughter and said: As long as you do something happy, Xiuxiang has been learning dance since she was 3 or 4 years old, and you started at the age of thirteen or fourteen, so you don't compare with her, because you are a hobby, and she is a professional. But her mother's words did not come true, and Caiyue never understood why Xiuxiang did not go to France for further study.

Xiuxiang also envies Caiyue, and her mother is always very dissatisfied with herself. I am not satisfied with my dance practice, I am not satisfied with my academic performance, and I am even dissatisfied with my own character. Sometimes Xiuxiang feels that her mother is even a little weird. She really envied Caiyue's mother, who was always so gentle and understanding. Caiyue is so happy, so carefree, and even obsessed with love. This mentality gives Xiuxiang a faint yearning. However, the heart wall in the depths of Xiuxiang's heart is refused.

Cai Yue only remembered that Xiuxiang said lightly after the start of school, I won't go to France. The leaves of the campus rustled, the wind blew the corners of their skirts, and Caiyue looked down at the black sneakers on Xiuxiang's feet, and she wore a pair of white sandals on her own feet. The faint scent of flowers and plants wafted through the campus, and the sunlight cast on the red walls, reflecting the texture of the frosted version, leaving traces on Caiyue's heart.

No matter what Cai Yue said, how she asked, and how she spoke ill of each other, Xiuxiang didn't explain anything. She still seemed so silent, so calm, so indifferent. Cai Yue felt more and more puzzled, so she said that she felt that Xiuxiang was like an elf with broken wings, who could have lived a gorgeous life, but she wanted to kill herself, and in the end she could only fall into the bottomless hell.

"Why can't you choose a glamorous life? I thought you were going to be a star. Cai Yue said.

"It's not that bad. Hideka left a line of tears in her eyes as she spoke, but she obviously didn't realize it.

Caiyue saw Xiuxiang for the second time and left tears in her eyes. And the first time Xiuxiang shed tears, only a few people knew about it, and it was before Caiyue and Xiuxiang became intimate.

And Xiuxiang, but she can't remember.