Chapter 195: Pathetic, Ridiculous, Pitiful

Feng Xue's answer, like hail, instantly froze my heart, my whole body became cold, and a wordless pain penetrated my entire body and mind. I confessed for the first time in my life, and I was ruthlessly rejected, I poured out my heart and lungs for Feng Xue, in exchange for her to say sorry, I really didn't expect that I would reveal my heart to her, and clearly told her about the tricks of the Chu family, but she still abandoned me, and would rather plunge into the huge fire pit of the Chu family, what did she think?

I clenched my heart tightly, endured the pain that crushed my bones, and asked Feng Xue word by word, "Why?"

At this moment, I don't care about anything, even if I am injured, even if I am embarrassed in front of so many people, I have to figure out Feng Xue's thoughts, I want to do my best to understand her no matter what. I don't know if she was completely brainwashed by Chu Yan, or if her heart was already full of Chu Yan and could no longer accommodate my place.

Feng Xue raised her eyes and stared at me, her eyes gradually became firm, and she replied to me in a very serious tone: "It's not the right time for you to come, I have already decided to be with Chu Yan, since I have decided, I will never lose each other, even if there are any difficulties in the future, I am willing to bear it!"

Feng Xue's every word was like a sharp knife, stabbing my heart one by one, she was really poisoned by Chu Yan, and she was so desperate for Chu Yan. I also know that there is a kind of stubbornness in Feng Xue's personality, she is a person who has decided which path to take, and she doesn't want to turn back or change her path temporarily, especially in terms of feelings, she doesn't want to change who she recognizes, she thinks about going down with Chu Yan, and she will go to the end, even if Chu Yan may abandon her in the future, she will not hesitate.

This is Feng Xue, if she doesn't hit the south wall, she won't look back, but I can't watch Feng Xue hit her head and bleed in the future, and she was bruised all over her body. Even if she is not with me, even if I can't get Feng Xue's love in the end, I have to prevent her from marrying Chu Yan.

So, I continued to endure the severe pain in my heart and persuaded Feng Xue: "Xiaoxue, I have never begged you for anything before, but this time, I beg you, believe me, the Chu family really can't tolerate you, you stay here, you won't be happy, you better come with me!" I can treat anyone toughly, but for Feng Xue, I can't force it, I can only plead with her in a pleading tone, hoping that she can figure it out and stop being obsessed.

However, Feng Xue didn't think about my request at all, her eyes were still firm, her expression became painful, she looked at me, and repeated again: "I said, I won't go with you!"

Feng Xue's answer was categorical, and no longer gave me a chance, after I listened, my heart was cold to the bones, I felt that my blood was solidified, my expression was gloomy, my eyes were empty, I seemed to be unloaded with all my confidence and motivation at once, Feng Xue she, completely knocked me into the abyss. I had made up my mind, as long as Feng Xue was willing to leave with me, I would be desperate, even if the Chu family vigorously stopped it, even if the people in the whole world did not understand, I would insist on taking Feng Xue away. But now, Feng Xue herself doesn't agree to go with me, everything I did today has really become a joke, I really came here to bring humiliation on myself, I can't force Feng Xue, and what I can take away in the end is my wounded heart.

Forget it, that's the end of it! For Feng Xue, I did everything! I risked offending the Chu family and openly prevented this wedding, I took out my heart in front of so many people and confessed to Feng Xue, I prayed to her regardless of my face, I did everything I could, in the end, she was still unwilling, what could I do? I just feel that I am so sad, this love that has been persisted for many years seems so insignificant in the end, so for her good, she doesn't appreciate it, I really don't know what else I can do.

Endure the sourness in my eyes, I looked at Feng Xue and said sincerely: "I wish you happiness!"

Four words, I said it extremely difficult, but it was also my sincere blessing, no matter what, I still hope that Feng Xue can be happy. It's just that when I said this, tears almost uncontrollably flowed from my eyes.

Feng Xue heard my hoarse blessing voice, her body suddenly trembled, her heart was very painful, her mood was very bad, but she tried her best to keep herself calm and resolute, she couldn't shake, she couldn't change.

Chu Yan, who was standing beside Feng Xue, was already happy in his heart at this moment, he was very happy to hear Feng Xue choose his answer, and he was also very happy to see my dead face, he had a special sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. Although today's wedding was disturbed by me, but in the end, I can hear Feng Xue's heart, and I can see Feng Xue rejecting me so ruthlessly, Chu Yan is still comfortable, he is now physically and mentally smooth, his back can't help but straighten, and his face is full of pride. After hearing my four-word blessing similar to admitting defeat, he finally opened his mouth and said to me arrogantly: "Wang Xingchen, you should die now, right? I found that you are really shameless, running to my wedding and confessing to your sister, it is shameless." This is not counting, in order to achieve your goal, you actually slandered our Chu family, you are really despicable, very small people. I'll tell you clearly right now, our Chu family doesn't welcome you, I want you to get out of here immediately!"

Chu Yan's words resonated with the masses again, and the originally quiet scene suddenly exploded, and all kinds of voices condemning me came one after another: "Shameless thing, get out of the Chu family quickly!"

"Yes, there are such shameless people, and they still want to take the bride of the Chu family away, it's too self-conscious!"

"It's ridiculous that I have feelings for my sister, and it turns out to be wishful thinking!"

"It's a good wedding, and I'm speechless when I'm disturbed by this kind of person. ”

These people are like Chu Yan's dog legs, whatever Chu Yan says, they will follow what they say, of course I know that they are here to curry favor with the Chu family, and by reprimanding me to show their support for the Chu family, they are all people who tend to be inflammatory. I didn't bother to care about these dogs' words, I just looked at Chu Yan very seriously, and said to him word by word: "Chu Yan, you play tricks on me, I don't care, but I hope you don't use your scheming on Xiaoxue, if you let me know, you or your Chu family, if there is anything that can't help Xiaoxue, I will definitely not let you go!" Since I can't convince Feng Xue, Feng Xue is destined to marry into the Chu family, then, I can only warn Chu Yan and warn the Chu family.

When Chu Yan heard my words, his face suddenly sank, and his eyes suddenly showed a fierce light, and he yelled at me very dissatisfied: "Wang Xingchen, you speak to me to pay attention, do you really think I care about you? I am looking at Xiaoxue's face, so I don't have the same knowledge as you, but you are good, you provoke again and again, do you really think that our Chu family is easy to bully?"

In the end, Chu Yan erupted into a violent rage, he endured that I was about to endure internal injuries, just now he saw that I was deflated, he finally felt better, but I was here to be arrogant to him, rampant, how could Chu Yan stand it.

Feng Xue saw that Chu Yan was angry, her heart jumped, she immediately looked at Chu Yan, and whispered: "Chu Yan, forget it, today is our wedding day, don't be angry!"

When Chu Yan heard this, his face eased slightly, and then, he looked at Feng Xue and said seriously: "I just see that today is our big day, so I have been forbearing, you look at Wang Xingchen, he has already ridden on my head, what has he mixed up our wedding into, you better let him leave quickly!" Chu Yan was afraid that if he said another word to me, he couldn't help but explode, but he knew that he had to endure it, at least let this wedding continue, only when I left, everything could return to its original place, and he and Feng Xue could really complete the wedding. So he suppressed his anger for the time being, and only asked Feng Xue to send me away quickly.

After listening to Chu Yan's words, Feng Xue turned her gaze to me, her eyes were full of indescribable complexity, she pursed her lips, and finally said to me: "Brother, you get out of here first!"

If I could, Feng Xue hoped that everyone would be in harmony, and I could also participate in her wedding as her family, but things have developed to this point, and it is already very inappropriate for me to stay, Feng Xue has no choice but to let me leave.

When I heard Feng Xue's words, my heart was a little colder, I didn't care if anyone else drove me away, but Feng Xue asked me to go, and I was very hurt, although I knew that I didn't need to stay, but Feng Xue's words still hurt me, and I couldn't face her anymore, so I replied to her directly: "Okay!"

Feng Xue seemed to feel the despair in my heart, she first rejected me today, and then drove me away, she knew how much it hurt me, so she was also very uncomfortable. She paused and tried to explain to me, "Brother, I just don't want to"

Without waiting for Feng Xue to finish speaking, I immediately waved my hand, interrupted her, and then said with a smile: "No need to explain, I understand you, I have something to do, I'll leave first, you take good care of yourself, no matter what happens in the future, you don't forget, I will always be your strong backing!"

After saying this, I resolutely turned around and walked towards the bottom of the stage, every step I took, my heart was deeply stabbed, this pain, devoured my soul, but no matter how painful, I still walked forward, my pace was very steady, my eyes were very sour, but I always endured not let the tears surface, I must be strong, even if this heart has been hurt a thousand holes, I can't show the slightest vulnerability, I want to walk freely, walk meaninglessly, try not to let myself leave a laughing stock.

After a short walk, I seemed to have walked for a long time, and as soon as I stepped off the stage, I heard a loud voice breaking through the air: "Chu Family Manor, do you come if you want to come, and leave when you want?"