Chapter 194: True Confession
As soon as Chu Yan's order came out, a large number of Chu family guards rushed onto the stage with swift movements and quickly surrounded me.
This is the Chu family manor, Chu Yan has enough confidence, even if he knows that I have the strength to surpass Xia Zhenghan, he doesn't take me seriously at all.
I can feel that this group of Chu family guards is imposing and powerful, since they can serve as guards in the Chu family manor, their strength is certainly not to be underestimated, it can be said that each of them is an existence that has been tempered thousands of times. However, I didn't care about them, I just said coldly to Chu Yan, "Do you think they can deal with me?"
When I said this, the momentum on my body gradually revealed, I don't want to make trouble, but it doesn't mean that I'm afraid of things, today, I am determined to take Feng Xue away, no matter what, I will not let Chu Yan get his wish.
Chu Yan listened to my words and asked rhetorically, "What, do you still want to kill in my Chu family manor?"
In a word, it has driven the public's emotions and ignited everyone's anger against me, I am really too arbitrary, I am blatantly disrupting the wedding here, not to mention, but also to speak wildly, intending to use force here, this is indeed excessive, everyone is very dissatisfied with me, no matter what reason I have, my behavior is wrong, I dare to be so rampant and unscrupulous in the Chu family manor, I have committed an unforgivable sin.
Feng Xue saw that the situation was getting less and less optimistic, she was also flustered, she became very anxious in her heart, she looked at me, and said very seriously: "Brother, don't make trouble!"
I know that the last thing Feng Xue wants is for me to make trouble, especially now that she completely trusts Chu Yan, she definitely doesn't want me to mess with the Chu family, it's just that if I leave obediently like this, Feng Xue will eventually fall into the bottomless black hole of the Chu family, I really can't let Feng Xue take the most important step in her life, although she has now lost the trust in me before, but I still can't ignore her, and my love for her will not change, I only hope that she can understand me and follow me out of the black whirlpool of the Chu family.
So, I ignored Chu Yan and the guards of the Chu family who were eyeing each other, and said directly to Feng Xue, and said with deep affection: "Xiaoxue, there are some things that I have always held in my heart and have never said to you, but now, I have to say, I love you, I really love you, since I was a child, I have secretly liked you, I am very happy and happy with you, I want to be with you all the time, I want to be with you forever." Five years ago, the appearance of a thief, made you disappointed in me, so that my father and mother were also disappointed in me, I was in order not to bother you, deliberately ran away from home, after that, I joined the X group, hard work, but the motivation of my efforts is you, I want to be a person who can protect you, so I have been strong myself. After I came back, I thought that I would stay by your side for the rest of my life, silently guarding you, and I thought that as long as I used sincerity, with my love and action, I would be able to move you in time. However, before I could reveal my heart to you, Chu Yan suddenly inserted in, I saw your embarrassment, I saw that you didn't know how to choose, through all kinds of things, I also understood that you can live the life you want with Chu Yan, stable and worry-free, at that time, I just knew that Xia Zhenghan had escaped from prison, I was in danger, I didn't want to affect you because of me, so I chose to give up on you and leave you. But after leaving, I lived the days of the walking dead, every day was painful, I realized that my life can't live without you, only you can give me direction and motivation in life, I really want to continue to be with you, but, even if I want to think again, I won't destroy you and Chu Yan, even if my heart hurts, I also want to come to your wedding to bless you personally, but, really today, I saw Chu Yan's hypocrisy, I saw the conspiracy of the Chu family, and I just thought about taking you back!"
Having said so much in one breath, every word was from my sincerity, and I expressed my heart completely without pause. After saying this, I slowed down a little, and then continued to say solemnly: "Now that Xia Zhenghan is dead, my own ability is strong enough, I can protect you and keep you from any harm." Xiaoxue, as long as you go with me, I will definitely take good care of you and let you live happily and peacefully, and I will use my life to protect you from peace and security!"
Feng Xue and I, growing up together, childhood sweethearts, have deep feelings, we are interested in each other at the age of the beginning of love, we only have each other in our eyes, but we have never pierced this layer of window paper. After five years of separation, I returned, after a series of events, Feng Xue and I liked each other again, but that layer of window paper still did not break, it can be said that Feng Xue and I have never really become a couple, we have always been in a brother and sister relationship.
I love Feng Xue, more than anyone else, I can do everything for Feng Xue, but there is one thing I have never done, that is, confess to Feng Xue.
In the past, I was shy and embarrassed to confess to Feng Xue, but I also felt that when the time came, we would come naturally, and there was no need to rush for a while. Later, when I returned, I didn't dare to confess to Feng Xue, after all, I had disappointed her, and I felt that I still needed to do more for her, and I needed more time to make up for it, so that she could erase the scars in her heart, and then wait until the most appropriate time, and then I would officially confess to her. However, Chu Yan's appearance and Xia Zhenghan's escape from prison disrupted all this.
As a result, today, here, at this moment, in front of so many people, in front of my adoptive parents, and in front of the Chu family, I solemnly confessed to Feng Xue. I completely let go of it, and spread my heart in front of Feng Xue without reservation, in front of everyone on the scene, I just want to be able to save Feng Xue, let her not continue to be obsessed, let her not misunderstand me, and let her turn back with me.
When my voice fell, the audience was quiet, however, everyone was not moved by me, but by me, my brazenness, completely fell through everyone's glasses, I disrupted the wedding of the Chu family, and confessed to other people's brides in public, the key is that even if Feng Xue and I are not related by blood, it is currently the relationship between my brother and my sister, and this brother's confession to his sister makes many people unacceptable.
The adoptive father and adoptive mother, who were silent throughout the whole process, were also shocked by my words, they have always treated me as a son, even if they can feel that my feelings for Feng Xue surpass that of brother and sister, but they have never thought about the possibility of me and Feng Xue developing into a couple, they are not old-fashioned ideas, just sons who have been raised for many years, if they suddenly become sons-in-law, they are really difficult to adapt, so they don't want me and Feng Xue to have a relationship beyond brother and sister.
It's just that what I said just now really moved the adoptive parents again, they can feel my unswerving feelings for Feng Xue to death, and they also believe in my sincerity, no matter what I am like in the eyes of outsiders, no matter how I change, in the heart of the second elder, I am a good boy with a good heart after all, so they think that I will not lie, maybe, the Chu family is really unreliable, in fact, the adoptive father and adoptive mother did not approve of Feng Xue marrying into the Chu family from the beginning, they knew the difference between the family, and knew that Feng Xue would have a lot of pressure in the Chu family, they didn't want their daughter to enter such a big family to suffer criticism and contempt, but later Chu Yan's behavior influenced the second elder, so they couldn't bear to refuse, they also knew that Chu Yan was a good boy and really loved Feng Xue, and they believed that Chu Yan could protect Feng Xue well, so in the end, they agreed to this marriage.
Now, after hearing what I said, they were shaken again, and felt that the marriage was a mistake. It's just that they don't dare to go back on a big family like the Chu family, they have already agreed to the marriage, and the wedding is also going on, they will never regret the marriage at such a time, they also hope that I can stop in moderation and don't cause trouble.
Among the audience, the one who stirred the most in her heart was naturally Feng Xue, she didn't know my intentions, but she didn't expect that I would confess to her like this, this confession really touched Feng Xue's heart, she was moved, but it was also more painful.
Feng Xue remembered that when she was ignorant and understood feelings, she fell in love with me, she once couldn't help but kiss me secretly at night, she liked me, she really couldn't extricate herself, at that time, if I boldly confessed to her, she would accept it happily, even if it was early love, she didn't care.
When I came back after five years, Feng Xue's feelings for me were of course not as pure as before, but for her, I turned the Ren family upside down, escorted her, and did a lot for her, Feng Xue couldn't help but fall in love with me again, if I confessed to her at that time, Feng Xue would not hesitate to accept it. Even after Chu Yan appeared, as long as I fought bravely, Feng Xue would choose me.
However, I pushed her to Chu Yan with my own hands, and let her and Chu Yan face each other day and night for so long, she gradually got used to Chu Yan, and clearly felt Chu Yan's love and dedication, she was completely moved by Chu Yan, and she was willing to spend her life with Chu Yan.
As for me, when I first left, Feng Xue was really in pain, she felt guilty and uncomfortable and missed, but as time went by, she slowly thought about it and decided to let go of me and treat Chu Yan wholeheartedly. And, during this period, Chu Yan told her a lot of things about me, which made her feel that she didn't know me at all, and she also personally felt the crisis I brought her, when she was affected by me, I disappeared without a trace, and it was Chu Yan who protected her and her parents for three months. She was finally more sure that her destination would not be me.
So, even though three days ago, she saw me show her might, and once again felt the shock I brought her, and the sense of security that was deeply touched, and once again experienced her trembling and love for me, she still never thought that it was possible to be with me. After all, she and Chu Yan are a certainty, they are already engaged and have both decided to get married, how can this change?
Maybe it was the established thinking that was formed in my mind, and I was fully prepared to marry Chu Yan, so I interrupted it rashly today, which made it difficult for Feng Xue to accept.
But at this moment, my sincere confession deeply touched Feng Xue's heartstrings, making the love hidden in her heart surge out, and she couldn't deny that she still had love for me. But she doesn't dare to love at will, I can ignore it, how can she be desperate? How can she abandon Chu Yan at such a time? How can she resist the pressure and offend the Chu family? The wedding has come to this point, can she really say that it will be ruined?
Feng Xue was entangled, very uncomfortable, it was like there were two villains fighting in her heart, one was pulling her to go here, the other was pulling her to go there, she really didn't know what to choose.
The huge back garden was extremely quiet, no one made a sound, everyone stared at the stage quietly, even Chu Yan didn't speak anymore, he didn't use his own thinking to disrupt Feng Xue, it seems that he was also looking forward to Feng Xue's choice, and he also wanted to see who Feng Xue would choose at this time.
After a long time, Feng Xue finally said softly to me in silence: "I'm sorry, I can't go with you!"