Chapter 15: The Prom
It is actually an exaggeration to say that it is a ball, in this ravine, there will be such a grand event every year, as a child in Mo Feng, naturally everything is enough to fill her in her heart. Every year, it will be selected in advance, Mo Feng has been the lead dancer since he was young, and Mo Feng has no understanding of his appearance.
I've heard a child tell her that you put down your hair and look like a princess. A few years later, when I pick up the old photos, I can still hear people around me saying, 'Eh, you looked like the heroine of a bitter drama when you were a child.' “
There have been many times before I didn't go on stage to lead the dance, and then once, I called the Earth Flying Song. When he was a child, Mo Feng was thin and tall, and he didn't talk much, but he could listen to the guidance of others.
At that time, there was already a concept of weight, and in the last scene, a few boys lifted the plank on her.
At the time of training, the boys were naughty. The instructor looked at it and said angrily: "Mo Feng's parents are watching from the audience, and when the time comes, it will be unexpected to see who can afford it." “
The later performances went smoothly, the dance was in this area, the wind was not bad, and the posture was also beautiful.
The disadvantage is flexibility, as well as explosiveness.
In the end, many representations in the action did not get much, and the concave type and this kind of are obtained.
Looking at the apple-faced girl in front of him, who snatched himself again, Mo Feng felt indescribable in his heart.
The instructor said that she had to laugh when she danced, and she was so beautiful to see how beautiful Mo Feng was, and he also gave her more opportunities, but unfortunately, in the end, the appearance was still the good of the apple-faced girl.
At that age, there was no such thing as training. Everyone is natural, and some are trained, so it's very different.
Just like Mo Feng's good friend, Ni, Ni loves to be on the beach, playing with railings, a pair of small feet and a hook, and the whole person turns over. It's not a problem to lower the waist.
Later, Lan also came to the class, Lan is a scholarly family, with top grades, being proud, and striving to be the first in everything he does, of course, in the eyes of Mo Feng at that time, Lan was outstanding enough.
Mo Feng's temperament and dance are like landscapes, if you don't explore and experience them, you may be able to see them, but they are indeed inconspicuous. Her brilliance stopped at that time when the earth flew to the song, and she also toured the next village.
After that, the dance was changed, and it was once changed to an Indian dance, and Mo Feng still did a good job in the opening swing. But then the explosive power completely collapsed.
That was the first time, and she was defeated. From the lead dancer to the final dance, there is no qualification. Mo Feng cried, the tears at that time, I couldn't find a reason to stop, the lead dancer that time was obviously the girl named Lan, she was proud, confident, and had a perfect family that Mo Feng couldn't envy.
At that time, a very good sister saw her sad and called Mo Feng in again, but unfortunately, just like the sentence 'laughing is more ugly than crying' Mo Feng's reluctant and deliberate actions still looked so uncomfortable.
This is Mo Feng's temperament, which can be beautiful, cute, inferior, and cowardly, and the heterozygosity of these makes people sometimes feel that this little girl is living like this, which makes people feel uncomfortable.
Mo Feng still faded and went home. The turning point was that later, after someone who knew her well knew that she had lost the election, he called Mo Feng back. and a girl named Feng at that time, danced again. In the end, Feng was eliminated, Mo Feng saw Feng crying, and Feng, who was as mature and stable as a big sister, cried.
Many things many years later, many things when he was young and mowgli, Feng can forget, but Mo Feng is a girl who has always had a good memory. Mo Feng is very shy and introverted, but Mo Feng's eyes are very forgetful of the things that come into them.
Later, about Feng, Mo Feng had very little communication with her, but once he became the same table with Lan during tutoring, Lan, who had big beautiful eyes, had a slightly strong personality, and the bracelet that Mo Feng was hanging on his hand was very special, it was bought by Mo Feng's aunt, and at that time, her aunt had already listened to Mo Feng for everything, and she had no concept of money. It was also picked by Mo Feng himself, and he chose the Ma Lao Stone Bracelet, which is not only beads, but also silver bracelets, and the structure is very good-looking, the key is that it is more special.
Mo Feng hung it that day, and there was a more ordinary one on his hand, Lan saw it and said she liked it, Mo Feng gave it away, and somehow Lan said that she wanted that special one.
Mo Feng was reluctant in his heart, reluctant. But Mo Feng still took it off. Mo Fengdao didn't know why, maybe it was depression, maybe it was inferiority.
My family is like this, and I don't talk much at school, and sometimes my classmates will laugh at me. Teachers are sometimes the same, they see themselves so differently, as if they are more neurotic, more hypocritical, and very cowardly.
At that time, Mo Feng was still like grass duckweed, she didn't know what she was, and no one told her what she was. Low self-esteem, deeply rooted.
Because of this, when the high-profile Lan looked at her with a smile and said that she wanted that Mo Feng's beloved bracelet. Mo Feng blamed himself, he couldn't think of a reason to refuse, Mo Feng's head was sometimes so bad, because he didn't have self-confidence, oh no, she used to be the proud woman who would cry because she only got 99 out of 100.
I don't know why, the changes in time and family made Mo Feng so easily inferior and weak, so that in the next few years when he began to become strong, whenever he thought of these stupid things that made him feel aggrieved, Mo Feng always felt that he was too stupid. Change the time yourself, and you have to go back every minute.
That day, Mo Feng lost his beloved bracelet, and after returning home, from his grandmother, Mo Feng knew that there were other answers, such as 'The bracelet is not mine'·····
If you refuse this kind of thing, stupid, Mo Feng just accepted the loss so peacefully.
In the days when there was a dance, it was always Lan who led the dance, and although Mo Feng was not outstanding, at least he was always in the team. After that, Lan went to a school that was estimated to be very good, and even Ying next to him had to leave.
Ying has been by Mo Feng's side for a long time, and the teacher who can see far away will say, Mo Feng, you don't always have only one friend, Mo Feng knows that they all feel that their growth is deformed. Mo Feng couldn't change it, after all, Mo Feng felt that his strength was so small, so small that he could only shout at the grandma at home, and occasionally the father.
Every time I get out of school, I don't go home, Mo Feng always pulls Ying on the playground, chats, I can't tell anymore, in my young, ignorant and sensitive and introverted childhood, I was going around in circles over and over again to talk about something superficial and profound, low-level and boring, and with sad and melancholy words.
For a long time, every day after class, there were two people together, and the others really faded out of Mo Feng's world.
Lonely and introverted and sensitive, fortunately, Mo Feng at that time was still a baby-like existence in Xin's eyes.
Xin thinks that Mo Feng is too simple and cute, and when he likes it, sure enough, that person is good.