Chapter 14: The Arrival of First Love
Mo Feng was used to Xin by his side, sometimes with a phone call, sometimes with his friends in the playground to fight monsters.
This day was originally extremely peaceful, but because Ye popped out of the game room, he didn't know anything, and he came to Mo Feng as usual, Mo Feng was taken aback, this was the first time she encountered such a situation.
Mo Feng said that I was already with Xin, and talked to Xin again, and got the last time for He Ye to talk alone.
The time is really short, and for Mo Feng at that age, many people will not have too much weight in her memory. At that time, Mo Feng was not old enough to read romance novels, because he was young, he didn't care about anything.
Then I found out that it was not enough to be an accident caused by inferiority, Ye didn't know, Mo Feng also found out, not enough Mo Feng was already a decisive little girl at that time, she didn't look back. Ye is too, proudly saying that you will regret losing me.
Mo Feng didn't remember what happened with Ye later, and almost forgot Ye's name, but he still remembered the words when Ye turned around proudly, Ye was a very proud boy, and Mo Feng left such a faint impression.
When Mo Feng really grew up, he still sighed when he recalled the little emotions entangled in his childhood, it is difficult to find such pure emotions in the world of adults, and if you simply see a person, you will not see the people around you.
Mo Feng and Xin really came together, this relationship has been a long, long time, although the ending is not good, it is more difficult to let go than a simple bad ending. But Mo Feng is still grateful for the boy who appeared in his life, five years of time for children, I really can't remember too many memories, and for five years, for Mo Feng when he grows up, he has the melancholy that he can never do it again.
Mo Feng simply regarded Xin as a very close opposite sex, sensitive and introverted Mo Feng, and there were few friends of the opposite sex who could really talk to him at that time.
Xin is three years older than Mo Feng, he is a real scholar, once Mo Feng and Xin quarreled and broke up, that time Xin's buddies couldn't look at it, and kept asking Xin, which one is this girl.
Xin never said. Xin's friend came to the virtual game, and happened to talk to Mo Feng, and Mo Feng said how do you know that he likes me.
At that time, Mo Feng's family relationship deteriorated sharply, the family harmony that ordinary people could see, what plot of his father hurting his mother, during the time when Mo Feng began to form his memory, most of them were beaten and scolded, and the surrounding people came to persuade and quarrel, and they were overshadowed by flipping the table.
No one has ever taught her why mom and dad can come together and become a family. What is called love, quarrelsome families often don't communicate, Mo Feng's parents, none of them have ever held Mo Feng's hand and told her, this is the world, you see that is love, what kind of person do you want to be in the future...... Words such as these that could lead Mo Feng out of boundless hesitation and insignificance frustration have never been heard.
Therefore, Mo Feng is addicted to virtuality, she doesn't understand why the person behind the screen thinks that Mo Feng has failed him.
Xin's friends said that he couldn't say it, but he could see it, for example, Xin would come to eat a few bites of food in a hurry to see Mo Feng faster, and he always talked about Mo Feng in front of his friends.
Mo Feng said That's me, Xin's friend was suddenly angry, we were still worried that we couldn't find you, you actually jumped out by yourself.
Mo Feng remembered the breakup that day, the specific reason is unknown, in short, Mo Feng was angry, Xin kept coaxing, Xin said a lot of words, Mo Feng never replied.
At the end, Xin said, did you like someone else, how did you turn around a thousand times later, Xin misunderstood Mo Feng to like a big brother with first-class computer technology in his game, Xin never sweared, and only a sentence "dog man and woman" popped out in half a day. It was the most unpleasant sentence that Mo Feng could pop out when he felt that Xin was at the highest point of the atmosphere.
The best students in the eyes of teachers and parents also leave a little room for Sven when they are bad.
Mo Feng felt that Xin Ke, who was three years older than him, was naïve, and it was best to quarrel with empathy. She was left with the childishness that blurted out, and also shed unexpected tears, she cried that day, and she didn't quite understand the meaning of tears at that time. Later, after listening to Xin's friend, I learned that Xin was also crying, and Mo Feng remembered that Xin had told her that she would be willing to sleep with a super-large doll when she went to bed at night.
Mo Feng was thinking that Xin's family and Xin's thoughts should be much cleaner and simpler than his own, and that was a really bright and upright boy.
Breaking up, in fact, it's the girl's inferiority complex that is causing trouble, Xin seems to be much better than herself, she can't compare...
Xin's friend scolded Mo Feng on the other end of the computer screen,
The dirtiest sentence Mo Feng has always remembered after "having a child"
In the eyes of this gangster classmate, their second brother has always been the dragon and phoenix among people, although he is mixed around and plays, and he is always in the top few in school exams.
Mo Feng felt the side of Xin she knew in the eyes of others on the screen, and sighed in her heart.
Mo Feng said that such a scolding would not come true, thinking in his heart that his friend was just as naïve.
A few years later, Mo Feng learned that there was such a saying that boys always mature later than girls.
Mo Feng thought that this was a, because if he really knew even a little bit at that time, the ending might not make him feel melancholy for many years.
Not enough that quarrel ended perfectly, Mo Feng said lightly, you let him talk to me himself.
Xin's friend really called Xin downstairs with a confused face.
The little husband and wife, you and I say one sentence, it is best to exchange for their own relief. Mo Feng on the other side of the computer cried and laughed, and the two finally reconciled.
Xin's friend came to say, I can't understand you at all.
Mo Feng remembered this sentence, Mo Feng could feel that Xin on the other side was really happy, and he could have friends who really thought about him, and the word "dog abuse" had not appeared for a few years at that time.
Time is very fast, on New Year's Eve, Xin accompanied Mo Feng, Xin is a liberal arts student and said a long paragraph, Mo Feng, the science student, remembered a few words in the end, at the beginning I just wanted to have fun, but I didn't expect to be serious later, in the future, I will carry the big red sedan chair, and marry you home..."
At that time, the New Year's bell rang, the firecrackers of each household in the New Year, and the sound of fireworks rang out in unison.
years, there has always been only Mo Feng, Grandma, sometimes Daddy will not be there, Mo Feng looks at such a scattered home, and the fantasy is easy to fall back to reality, and Xin is like a child of two worlds after all.