It is said that Mo Feng's nature is slowly suppressed and becomes sensitive and introverted.

But Mo Feng is still herself, so she has to find a channel to release it.

In a bunch of children, Mo Feng would put the candy in his pocket, and then, Yang again, the strong Yang, said, "What do you have in your pocket?"

In public, Mo Feng was picked up, it was candy, and it was said that Mo Feng was sensitive, and there were always those poor people in many TV series who wanted to do something insignificant, but they embarrassed themselves.

Pitiful, but ugly.

At that time, when he saw what he wanted, if others didn't remember it, Mo Feng wanted it.

Every time I hold something, I constantly despise that self in the bottom of my heart.

Later, Mo Feng met Ya, who had the best script in the dance troupe at that time, Ya was very high-minded, and would always inadvertently say something cynical, such as "Heh, man"

Walking on the road, Ya said what it was!

Mo Feng jumped, it turned out to be a hundred yuan, Ya said, "It's fake." “

Mo Feng looked at it and said, "Really"

The two laughed, and Mo Feng said: "I feel faint now, if I was a child, how happy I would be." At that time, I always wanted to pick up money and get something unexpectedly. ”

Ya smiled, "Who isn't!"

It turns out that these are all normal...... Isn't Mo Feng an outlier?

In the days when he looked at the starry sky in a desolate and lonely place and felt small, what did Mo Feng rely on to exist over and over again?

Mo Feng built a room out of huge cardboard boxes, placed chairs, and cut out doors and windows. When I put it to eat, by the time I saw it, it was already moldy.

Many things that I thought were precious could not be kept, and the paper house was dismantled and things were thrown away. I haven't left anything that can be counted as a souvenir of the years, and if I have it, it's a memory that I remembered by chance.

Mo Feng helped the aunt calculate the meager few cents and a few dollars obtained from the small shop, and the little sister always liked to secretly put some in their pockets, hiding Zhang Fifty, two people, thinking that this had changed a lot, and rushed to the playground to realize the snacks, which turned out to be fake.

They can help carry peanut shells and get a dollar from their grandfather.

Of course, he also lost money, Mo Feng put money in the prize schoolbag that he got from his dance troupe, and both Can and Hong knew that they couldn't see it when they went home again.

Mo Feng talked to his grandmother about the end of the term, and Can and Hong's mother ran over and scolded.

Grandma said forget it, she gave Mo Feng pocket money, but Mo Feng cried wildly. She didn't want it anymore.

Mo Feng followed his most natural appearance, talking and doing things, but he wondered over and over again if he had done something stupid again.

What's right and what's wrong?

Mo Feng and Hong did a very exciting thing.

Hong pulled Mo Feng to the door of the supermarket, she went in, Mo Feng followed, Hong pinched the eraser in the palm of his hand, Mo Feng scholar, feeling the little stimulation, smoothly took things from the supermarket.

They also go to school to see if there are any windows that are not closed, and first to see if there are any new discoveries under the desks on the weekends.

In the lawn under the school, small yellow wildflowers will bloom, blooming in patches, and they will pick them together, picking a large handful, until they find caterpillars in the flowers when they walk on the road, and then throw them away in fright.

Eating oranges and finding the little insects inside, Mo Feng could scream for a long time until Grandma stared at her.

Grandma is a very gentle person, but the eyes of the will are evil, hate, and anger?

Mo Feng can't understand what's wrong with Grandma? Mo Feng can't understand this world, after all, Daddy's temper is getting worse and worse, there is no one here to give her a sense of security, she doesn't know how to live healthily.

Mo Feng began to live in the dance troupe in a later day.

It's a bustling place, and all the best kids gather here.

Mo Feng met Xiaoyu, who was a girl with good poetry, and often had aunts at home come to see her, and she also knew how to be polite.

Mo Feng thinks that he is inferior, such as not knowing how to treat adults well to him, and how to communicate with the world freely.

Xiaoyu treats Mo Feng well, and sometimes takes things from home to Mo Feng.

Of course, Mo Feng was very happy, or grateful. Until I saw something, and some of it was moldy.

Mo Feng later also liked to give things to others, but his habits were always to give the best. Mo Feng always waits and waits after giving something.

Mo Feng wanted to see the other party's smiling face, not only that, Mo Feng was waiting, and in a few days, that person could still say that he liked it.

If this is the case, the heart can be truly happy.

Learn to communicate with the world again and again, and wait quietly for the world to give her feedback.

If the feedback is surprisingly good, Mo Feng will be very happy.

Once the girl from the dance troupe proposed to buy things together, but Mo Feng said she didn't want it.

There was a girl who endured it for a long time and said, "We all want you to mean nothing."

She snapped down the booklet in Mo Feng's hand, "You don't have money and you still need new things." ”

Mo Feng was helpless, "Who said this thing is new." ”

Mo Feng hates himself like this in his heart, after all, he is too sensitive and hated, just like when he was a child, and a few people in the dance troupe.

Later, Mo Feng found out that it was not, the dance troupe was his own mistake, and as for the yang of his childhood, maybe it was Amma, but most of it was his own cowardice.

Children who have been cowardly since childhood are always prone to clumsiness when they learn to be strong.

It's time to stage Rashomon.

The dance troupe friends who live together don't like her anymore, and I can't stand it!

Others said that Mo Feng didn't look like that kind of person.

People in the same place said that the first day they saw her, they thought she was not.

Mo Feng could only hide in the quilt and cry secretly, and then she seemed to hear someone say that she was pitiful, how did she become like this.

She tries to explain, and she always meets someone who is more eloquent.

Mo Feng's reputation is also not good, maybe she doesn't know it yet.

Later, the dance team was going to change, and several friends were particularly active in sending Mo Feng away.

A favored girl came, begged Mo Feng, and said, "My face is allergic, maybe it would be better to live with you." “

But this kind of thing can be changed, Mo Feng didn't want to, even if he was excluded now, Mo Feng was also the kind of person who could bear it, and the girl made it clear: "I'll just say it, they really don't want to live with you." “

A lot of words in this world, to put it bluntly, can hurt people so much.

It's just that there are many words in the world, not to put it bluntly, Mo Feng's mind really can't turn around.

She wasn't sophisticated enough, maybe she was smart, but she didn't have a teacher.

There are so many similar hated days and unpleasant memories. This was like a very casual joke later, and at that moment, Mo Feng felt that it was dark.

Mo Feng really left, with senior sisters of different levels.

Senior sister is a neat person, and occasionally asks about something, Mo Feng said.

Senior sister said, why is it different from what Chun said? Mo Feng was stunned, and senior sister said that she didn't look like a person who could lie.

Mo Feng was dumbfounded, and later Senior Sister and Chun played very well, and Mo Feng was still that marginal person.

Of course, sooner or later, Mo Feng will find himself, time will make the wind with independent characteristics become humble and cowardly, and time will return a powerful and true Mo Feng to return.