Chapter 21 Sorrow alone

said that Mo Feng's three personalities, the first time he was not afraid of heaven and earth, and then he was sensitive and introverted.

And the last character to talk about, Mo Feng himself felt helpless and funny.

That's to be strong, broken jars, broken, hysterical.

No one could have imagined that Mo Feng, that dancing smart, quiet and introverted child would be like this one day.

Extreme insecurity, extreme paranoia, sometimes the things that are done and spoken are horribly crude and horribly crazy.

Mo Feng knows a lot of truths, but there is always someone who can make you unsettle your peace and be hysterical.

This kind of thing will follow one after another when it has the first time, which is similar to domestic violence.

If you want to be confident in your control and threaten to be in control of your own life and destiny, you will often be slapped in the face.

Mo Feng was slapped in the face, but not by fate, but by that gentle grandma.

Grandma used to be an optimist, and she also loved life and animals, kindly.

It's a pity that Grandma's mental tolerance may not be good, and in many cases in the future, big nerves such as Mo Feng have also been discovered. Grandma didn't want to make her own mistakes, even if it was very insignificant, Grandma didn't face it, and laughed at the wisdom of the mistakes.

She was clearly a very beautiful, very intelligent and learned woman.

People who have seen my grandmother grow up said, "Your grandfather used to be a farmer, and he thought that girls could study well and be smart, but he didn't tell her about facing setbacks." ”

As for Grandma's past, Mo Feng has a set of ideas, which is a later story.

First of all, grandma and Mo Feng hurt each other every day.

Since the relationship between the elders broke down, there is only a grandma in Mo Feng's world, this woman is too pitiful and scheming, but the outsiders she has to face are very "bad".

Grandma said that Mo Feng's Abba was ugly, Grandma said that the neighbor next door was a slut, Grandma said that the neighborhood was not good, and Grandma also began to count Mo Feng.

A quiet child, a child who was originally looked down upon only because of a quarrel between his parents.

Mo Feng slowly realized Grandma's abnormality, Mo Feng often cried and wet the pillow at night, sometimes in the middle of the night, the woman would come to pinch Mo Feng's mouth, Mo Feng woke up screaming, crying.

Mo Feng didn't know how to resist, Mo Feng said that she was going to run away from home, Mo Feng rushed out of the door and cried, but he didn't know where to go.

Mo Feng didn't want to go home at night, in the lawn, turn, grandma really came, this woman still loves Mo Feng in her bones.

The grievances and anger in her heart, Mo Feng still went home, but the family was not peaceful, that was the first time, she picked up the rack for drying clothes and pumped it Mo Feng, Mo Feng yelled and shouted.

Mo Feng used to only cry, but now that she has learned to be hoarse, she has slowly learned to go crazy.

In her future days, if others really dare to provoke Mo Feng, even though Mo Feng has reason in his bones and has learned a lot of truths in his head, Mo Feng will roar when he is angry, will be hysterical, and desperate, this is the madness that Grandma taught Mo Feng.

Mo Feng has read a lot of stories, such as the Jedi Strikes Back, all kinds of anime.

The person in the anime also had a gray childhood, and in the end he was so powerful that he couldn't be beaten, and he was so ruthless that he couldn't be beaten.

But after all, Mo Feng will be ruthless occasionally, but he will not be ruthless in the end. Why? Maybe more days, Mo Feng saw his grandmother's love for him.

Being pumped that day was the only time Mo Feng was beaten badly, and both defeats are very suitable to describe the mother and daughter, just like Mo Feng threw a keychain over, Mo Feng didn't think it would be hit.

Seeing that Grandma was angry, Mo Feng didn't admit defeat, although if he did it again, he knew that he would be hit, and he wouldn't be like this.

The tranquility of the harvest after each storm, I never thought about living together in the future.

Seeing the vastness of the world, but seeing the relatives who get along day and night in front of him, Mo Feng was stubborn, angry, regretful, and stupid.

Grandma never beat Mo Feng again, of course this is what Mo Feng won for, as soon as she enters an inch, Mo Feng will go crazy, and she is really desperate to explode, throw things, and smash things. Mixed up this home, in the midst of all the dilapidation, harvest the slightly bleak tranquility in the heart.

The word "quiet", as for Mo Feng, it is rare and precious, and she can pay a lot of price for it.

Mo Feng was afraid that he was going crazy, and every time he got along with his partners in the dance troupe, Mo Feng felt that he was ugly.

They look so clean, their troubles seem to be very simple, they have the support of their parents, Mo Feng is blurry, and they don't understand.

The fighting forces have always been one and the other, Mo Feng is growing up day by day, he has his own skills, and the two people who love to fight at home are also old.

The two old people seem to have lived a very simple life all their lives, Mo Feng likes to dance very much, and likes all performance art that can express himself.

However, Mo Feng couldn't get rid of the hysteria.

Many times in the face of Grandma, Mo Feng wanted to change that woman, and then looked at her and was still powerless.

A sense of incompetence really hurts a person's self-esteem more than a lot of emotions.

After an extraordinary outburst, Mo Feng often felt funny, why?

Mo Feng saw that the prince who framed the Bai family in "The Gate of the Mansion" was a filial son, so he harmed the Bai family in order to vent his anger.

The prince is also a man who has seen wind and rain, he won, but he asked himself, "Why?"

Many people and many things are fighting at the beginning, and people's whole body is also caught in the fight, and they are all happy.

Mo Feng was angry at first, because he was sorry for his grandmother.

Mo Feng was stiff and hard, just a warm word.

Grandma's life doesn't like to admit mistakes, or she won't.

Breaking something, Grandma looked evasive, and Gu Zuo said to her. The only time my grandmother felt that it was too was when she hit Mo Feng, and when she saw the black blue on Mo Feng's body, her grandmother said, "It's over." ”

Mo Feng loves graceful dancing, calm and tranquil, and elegant life.

On the contrary, such a person, living a life of insolence, Mo Feng often feels funny, and Mo Feng also thinks that he is an example.

Although people, strange people, there are all kinds of strange things.

Mo Feng's strange appearance is also unique, she will also be kind, simple, obsessed, and happy to laugh out loud.

But Mo Feng is even more proficient, he will speak ill of others, he will hate so much that he can't sleep, he will steal, and he will be greedy. Trusting friends and suspicious friends.

Mo Feng later met a strange woman who had made her laugh for three months.

The woman said, "You have one good thing, and that is simplicity. ”

Mo Feng liked her very much, so he told the truth: "Actually, I'm also very easy to be unhappy. ”

The woman said, "Your happiness and unhappiness are easier than others." ”

Mo Feng didn't say more, in the bottom of his heart, Mo Feng hoped that what this powerful woman said was true, since she could live so well, her vision should be sharper than Mo Feng.

Mo Feng hoped she was right.

But this woman also said: "You should live in a very happy family, and there is no intrigue." ”

Mo Feng was stunned, she was not enough to be closed in her own small space before, to her quarreling parents, and no one gave her guidance on human nature.

Later, Mo Feng came into contact with a lot, but it really seemed to open a new world chapter, it turned out that there were so many kinds of people, and they could fight like this.

So slowly looking at the door of the mansion, it was clear to see the sadness and leaving, only to see someone say "what am I doing", "what am I doing", "what are I doing", "losing both" and other words, Mo Feng can also feel desolate and emotional.

Some people say that a young man who has experienced the world is not necessarily better than an old man who has gone through a happy and smooth life.

How bitter, crazy, what kind of happiness and sorrow he had, Mo Feng's story is unique...