There are four seasons throughout the year, watching the things around her change, the little girl Mo Feng is learning and growing up. Mo Feng has low self-esteem in his bones because of his family, but also because he is sensitive and introverted, but he has a smart spirit in his bones, and some people will notice the inconspicuous Mo Feng.

For a while, the children in the school couldn't see Mo Feng, but she actually skipped class because she was well-behaved, and Mo Feng's eyes became much more decisive after she reappeared. Only Mo Feng knew that her family couldn't give her money during these days, so she had to go to work by herself, and it seemed that the money from sales would be faster.

Two days, just two days, Mo Feng couldn't sell anything at first, but because of a follow-up order, he saw a practical operation of the sales elite Sister Wang, Mo Feng learned the main points at once, and because Mo Feng had a well-behaved and innocent face, many people were willing to give her this face.

This was a very inconspicuous day, Mo Feng knocked on the door of the freshman's dormitory, and wanted to enter the door to promote the company's cram school, a few girls inside were not very accommodating to Mo Feng, Mo Feng opened his mouth several times, and the other party said no, I just came to mess around, and I went back to my father's company to be a manager in two years, and everything was arranged.

Mo Feng raised his eyelids, feeling bored and about to leave, a boy who had just helped his sister make the bed stopped Mo Feng and said, Come with me for a cup of coffee and let my sister sign up for class.

Mo Feng raised his eyes to look at him, thinking in his heart that it was just to make money, "Really?"

A mocking voice came from the side: "He lied to you, fool." “

Mo Feng was still simple-minded at that time, and his thoughts were black and white, and then he said to the boy, "It turns out that you are a liar!"

At that time, everyone was a child, and their hearts were high, and the boy was stunned, as if angry, and said, "You go out." ”

Seeing that Mo Feng didn't move, the boy said again, "You go out." ”

At that time, Mo Feng's cowardly and inferior temperament had not been taken off, and he "oh" for a lifetime and walked out.

Mo Feng has experienced a lot of things since then, such as knowing a lot of boys, being targeted by many people, and being talked about by many superficial people.

Mo Feng has been thinking, why himself?

Mo Feng was not very gregarious, until a few years later, Mo Feng embarked on the path of becoming a dancer, and she used to be very sensitive to the kindness and malice of outsiders towards her. And then I saw more.

After a performance, she stared at herself in the mirror. When she was 12 years old, she was very afraid of the word "old", because she had seen old people in the countryside, with goosebumps and white hair, living a single life every day, and her young heart was indescribably afraid.

One day she was suddenly not afraid of getting old, she found that time can be very slow if it is slow, a 12-year-old body, and then 22 years old, can change a lot, the so-called best age is not at all the 18-year-old that the little girls in the dance company discussed.

22-year-old Mo Feng looked at herself in the mirror, she was no longer afraid of getting old, Mo Feng at this moment has a lot more things than a few years ago, and the most precious thing may be something called "self". She is no longer so sensitive to the perceptions of those around her.

Mo Feng began to think of the boys in the dance troupe, there was a squad leader at that time, every time he called Mo Feng's name when he divided the little red book, he always raised his hand high, he was very tall, so his laughing expression and movements caused many people to look sideways. At the party of the year when the dance company was about to graduate, he hugged Mo Feng and said that he could find him if he had any difficulties in the future.

Mo Feng recalled many people, many boys who had shown favor to him, yes, 22-year-old Mo Feng, at this moment, looked in the mirror and began to examine what he had missed in the past.

Because of the misfortune of her family, the word "inferiority" made her too happy. Even lost the man who was vaguely herself, five years late to find out that she loved him, yes, it was Xin.

She doesn't know if she will be able to see Xin again for the rest of her life, it is estimated that it is impossible. If it weren't for his inferiority, Mo Feng wouldn't have pushed away the person named Xinyu again and again, but if Xinyu was still by his side, Mo Feng would also have a lot of embarrassment.

For example, Xinyu's family background is so good, he can laugh and make all kinds of family jokes to Mo Feng, and Mo Feng knows from the jokes that his family loves him as an only son. Mo Feng is also the only girl in the family. But parents and relatives are busy making a living, and the kind of beauty that Xinyu experienced, Mo Feng could understand and imagine, but it never happened.

I haven't been in touch with Xinyu for a few years, Mo Feng looked at herself in the mirror, her 22-year-old self, pure and moving, she lived back to her original self, and washed away the unbearable years in between.

In those years, Mo Feng just left the dance troupe, thinking that she had no skills to eat, and she was afraid that she would starve to death, but she didn't expect that her first job would be successfully obtained, but she had little money, and she lived with a few little girls she didn't know.

None of these people knew Mo Feng's past, no one knew Mo Feng's family, Mo Feng's emotional intelligence had just begun to cultivate at that time, she didn't kill her, she was just taught by a few people. She had a good time with a few girls, and she was very well liked by everyone. But then everyone fell out because of money. A few girls went to dance together, which was Mo Feng's list, but Mo Feng concealed the original price, and it was originally Mo Feng's money to talk about more with his ability. But people, if there is no benefit, everything is fine, and when it comes to money, it is not good.

Later, Mo Feng was isolated in that room again, so Mo Feng came out and lived alone, and in his daily life, he practiced dancing, cooking, and eating.

At the beginning of her performance, many people came to cheer, and Mo Feng's first financier turned out to be a short-haired woman, when Mo Feng saw her for the first time, he was impressed by her golden and capable appearance, Mo Feng regarded her as a goddess, and then in getting along, Mo Feng found that she was quite feminine.

It's just that the story is very dramatic, and the first god in Mo Feng's life later even wanted to destroy Mo Feng, and on the day of the breakup, Mo Feng grew up.

I've heard a passage before, the day you grow up, you must have cried a lot, no, in fact, the day you grew up, it was the day you couldn't hold back your crying.

The reason why Mo Feng was able to grow so fast was because of this woman called Ling.

Ling's style of acting often makes many self-righteous men ashamed, in Mo Feng's eyes, Ling is a genius, Mo Feng wants to be a person like Ling in his bones, but he has low self-esteem that he can't be like Ling in this life.

Ling is very cool, saying that you are too stupid, yes stupid, is the word that Mo Feng hears most often from Ling's mouth, a few weeks before the break, Ling also looked at Mo Feng and suddenly smiled, saying that he still looked like a child after not seeing him for a month.

Later, what Ling said to Mo Feng in the end, it was very official, that was the first time Mo Feng did not respond to Ling, Mo Feng's days to come, in addition to dancing, he also fell in love with running and watching history, dancing sometimes gets boring, looking at himself in the mirror in the practice room all day long, when running, it is to the beach, the scenery is very good, Mo Feng likes to run at 8 o'clock in the morning, at that time there are few people, because many people need to go to work, Mo Feng also likes to run at 10 o'clock in the evening, there are few people, and the heart can calm down and think about a lot of interesting things.

Why don't you think about a lot of things that you don't understand, such as why does the spirit come to deal with you?

Mo Feng didn't dare to think too highly of herself, after all, her inferiority complex was in her bones, it was given to her by her original family, and she still couldn't get rid of it even at this moment, 22 years old.

Every time at night, running and walking, Mo Feng's thoughts are chaotic, and she grew up in a mess of many things in the past, so she became a messy person.

So Mo Feng likes to read history, and he remembers the Three Kingdoms the most, the people in it are treacherous and loyal, and the fake is true, and there are no absolute good people and bad people in the Three Kingdoms. Today's enemies may be tomorrow's friends, and vice versa.