Feng Xue jumped off the building! She committed suicide in front of me!

Suddenly, my head was instantly congested, my chest cavity exploded violently, I was completely stunned, wooden, I couldn't think, only Feng Xue's desperate eyes that looked at me at the end were deeply seared into my heart, making my heart ache and I couldn't help myself.

That look has finally become an indelible mark on my life!

The man in black, who was originally menacing, couldn't help but be stunned when he saw Feng Xue jumping off the building at first glance, and then, he quickly ran to the window to look down, and after reading it, he took a sip: "Bad luck!" Immediately, he turned around and fled to the door, and when he passed me, he suddenly stopped, pondered for a while, he suddenly took out a dagger, and hit the back of my head with the handle of the knife. Immediately, I fell into a coma!

When I woke up, it was already dawn, and I was lying in a hospital bed, next to the bed, surrounded by a crowd of people, my adoptive parents, doctors, nurses, and uniformed police officers. Seeing that I was awake, the doctor was the first to give me a routine examination, and after making sure that I was okay, the police came over again and said to me: "Child, according to your neighbor's report, your house was very mobile at the time of the incident, you tell us, what caused you to fall into a coma, Feng Xue jumped off the building?"

I just woke up, my mind was blank, but when I heard the police's words, I immediately trembled, and the scenes of last night instantly drilled into my brain, and my heart couldn't help but tremble, I ignored everyone in front of me, and just got up from the bed like crazy, and kept shouting: "How is Xiaoxue, I want to see her, I want to see her!"

While yelling, I rushed out, someone stopped me, I didn't care, I just wanted to see Feng Xue, I didn't know what happened to her, I was very scared, I was afraid that she would really be gone, I almost lost my mind, my heart was full of fear and worry.

In the end, it was my adoptive mother who stopped me, and she said to me: "Haozi, don't be impulsive, Xiaoxue is out of danger of her life and is now in the intensive care unit, don't worry, you better cooperate with the police to finish the record first!"

The adoptive mother's voice was very hoarse, her eyes were also red, and her face was very haggard, as if she had aged a lot in one night.

After listening to my adoptive mother's words, I suddenly calmed down, Feng Xue is not dead, she is still alive, this news finally made me regain a little bit of my senses, I was no longer impulsive, and slowly sat back on the hospital bed, and then, I began to cooperate with the police to make a record, and I told the whole story with an extremely sad heart.

It's just that I was very vague about the appearance of the man in black, there were no lights in the hall at that time, only the light from my room and Feng Xue's room, but the whole hall was still relatively dark. The most important thing is that I was too panicked and scared at that time, I didn't dare to stare at the man in black at all, and my brain was very messy, so I couldn't describe the appearance of the man in black, the police asked again and again, and I couldn't say why, and finally the police couldn't help it, only said that there were suspicious people who came to me again to confirm, and then left!

After the police left, the doctor said that I can be discharged from the hospital now, and left with the nurse.

Next, I was the only one left in the ward, along with my adoptive parents and adoptive parents. When my adoptive mother saw that everyone was gone, she immediately came to me and said coldly: "You just said that when Xiaoxue was violated, you knelt on the ground and were indifferent, is this true?"

Hearing this, my throat was blocked at once, and the emotions of self-blame and guilt poured into my chest fiercely, I didn't know how to answer my adoptive mother, and I held back three words for a long time: "I'm sorry!"

As soon as my words fell, my adoptive mother slapped me hard without saying a word, and said angrily: "You bastard, are you still a man? How can you be so cowardly and cowardly? Even if the gangster takes a knife, what can you do, won't you resist? You can just watch Xiaoxue being violated and ignore it? You are really blind Xiaoxue is so good to you, you disappoint me so much!"

As I spoke, my adoptive mother's tears fell, I saw my adoptive mother like this, my heart became more and more painful, I was sorry for Feng Xue, and I couldn't face my adoptive father and adoptive mother, I could only bow my head and silently cry and repent.

My adoptive mother was angry and sad, and kept scolding me on the side, and in the end, she even said to me: "By the way, listen to you, all the valuable things in the house were found by you and given to the thief, didn't you lure the wolf into the house and collude with the thief to covet the family's money?"

As soon as I heard this, I immediately raised my head and denied, "I didn't!"

No matter how much my adoptive mother scolded me, I had nothing to say, because I was really wrong, but if she wanted to say that I was colluding with thieves, I would never accept it. But my adoptive mother was angry and didn't listen to my explanation at all, she said to me very indifferently: "For so many years, I raised you as a white-eyed wolf for nothing, I really don't want to see you, I believe Xiaoxue doesn't want to see you either, I'll tell you now, I will stop adopting you as a waste son, please leave our house, don't let us see you again!"

My adoptive mother's words were like a sharp cone, instantly piercing my heart, I felt an unprecedented panic, I panicked and climbed off the hospital bed, knelt in front of my adoptive mother, trembling and pleading: "Mom, don't, don't drive me away!"

Seeing me kneeling down and praying, my adoptive mother was still indifferent, and her voice became colder: "Hmph, I adopted you before, but Xiaoxue wanted an older brother, but a waste like you is not qualified to be Xiaoxue's brother, you better get out!"

My adoptive mother's decision made me fall into hell in an instant, I know that my adoptive mother's temperament is very hard, and it is easy to change what she decides, but I really don't want to leave this home, I am reluctant to Feng Xue, I am reluctant to this home, and I have nowhere to go. I could only continue to beg my adoptive mother, begging her not to drive me away, but my adoptive mother's heart had hardened to stone, and no matter how much I begged, she would not let go.

I had no choice but to pin my hope on my adoptive father, and I knelt down in front of my adoptive father and prayed: "Dad, you help me talk about it, don't drive me away, I know I'm wrong, you can do whatever I want, just don't drive me away!"

The adoptive father looked at me with a pitiful look, he seemed to be a little unbearable, he frowned, muttered for a while, and finally, he persuaded his adoptive mother: "Let Haozi go home first, and wait for Xiaoxue to get better!"

As soon as I heard this, I immediately felt like I had been pardoned, and I buried my head on the ground with excitement and said sincerely: "Thank you, thank you!"

Under the persuasion of my adoptive father, my adoptive mother finally relented, she waved her hand impatiently, and said to me: "Go home, I don't want to see you again!"

When I heard this, I immediately got up and ran home.

Although I stayed for the time being, the life I used to have is gone, this warm home has become deserted, Feng Xue is not there, and her adoptive parents often go to the hospital to take care of her, rarely at home, even if I am at home, my adoptive mother will not ask me to eat, I just have a meal without a meal leftovers, living a lonely and ghost-like life.

Every day, I live in torment, I am worried about Feng Xue's condition, and I am full of guilt for her, my heart is always painful, I sleep at night, and I always wake up in nightmares, I seem to have become the child tortured by human traffickers again, I have become silent, withdrawn, depressed, my only thought now is to go to see Feng Xue, but every time I say that I want to go to the hospital to see Feng Xue, my adoptive mother sternly refuses me: "You are not qualified!"

I didn't dare to disobey my adoptive mother, so I could only wait at home, waiting for Feng Xue to return, I hope she would be safe, I wanted to apologize to her personally, I wanted to make up for my mistakes and ask for her forgiveness.

Half a month later, Feng Xue was discharged from the hospital, she finally went home, but she did not come back intact, but came back in a wheelchair, when she got home, before we could talk, she was taken to the room by her adoptive mother, and I secretly ran to Feng Xue's room while my adoptive mother was cooking.

Feng Xue saw me coming, she didn't have any expression at all, she seemed to be a different person, there was no smile on her face anymore, I looked at her, and then at her right foot in a plaster, and said painfully: "What's wrong with your leg?"

Feng Xue replied very calmly: "Comminuted fracture, the doctor said that even if it is cured, it may be lame walking in the future!"

As soon as I heard this, I instantly felt like I was struck by lightning, I looked at Feng Xue in disbelief, my heart was broken, how could this be, Feng Xue was such a perfect person, how could she become lame, how could she accept this?

Suddenly, my eyes became red and my throat was congested, I moved my legs with difficulty, squatted in front of Feng Xue, and choked up: "Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm so useless, I wanted to help you at the time, but I couldn't move, because I had a shadow in my childhood, I..."

Without waiting for me to finish, Feng Xue directly interrupted me coldly and said, "No need to explain, it makes no sense, this won't change anything!"

What I wanted to say was blocked back all of a sudden, Feng Xue was right, my explanation can't change the past, the tragedy has happened, all I can do is make amends, so I immediately said sincerely to Feng Xue: "Xiaoxue, don't worry, I will take care of you in the future, I am willing to take care of you for a lifetime!"

No matter whether Feng Xue is lame or what happens in the future, I am willing to never abandon her, this is my responsibility, and I am willing. It's just that Feng Xue didn't give me this opportunity at all, she directly rejected me indifferently and said, "No need, I can't afford your care!"

Hearing Feng Xue say this, my heart was bitter, I could see that she was disappointed in me, but I couldn't just give up, I continued to plead with her: "Xiaoxue, give me another chance, okay, I will change!"

When Feng Xue heard this, she shook her head directly and said: "You don't have to change anything, you are not wrong, it is me who is wrong, I overestimate you too much!"

Feng Xue's words were sharper than the other, and her attitude was even more indifferent, I seemed to have suffered the most cruel blow in the world, and I couldn't breathe in pain. For so many years, Feng Xue has always been very good to me, even if I make mistakes, she will forgive me, but this time, she has really changed, she is completely desperate for me, her transformation makes me panic and makes me more painful, my tears are rolling down uncontrollably, I cried and said to her: "Xiaoxue, please, don't be so indifferent to me like this, okay?"

After hearing my words, Feng Xue finally gave me the first straight look today, she looked at me and mocked: "Then what do you want me to do, do you smile at you? I'm sorry, I can't do it!"

Hearing this, I was completely choked, I looked at Feng Xue, speechless for a long time, and finally, I lowered my head and said in a dumb voice: "Then you have a good rest." ”

After speaking, I stood up, slowly exited Feng Xue's room, and gently closed the door!

That night, when Feng Xue and her adoptive parents had slept, I took out paper and pen in my room, and wrote: "Dad, Mom, for your nurturing grace for so many years, I am grateful, I am sorry for you, and I am even more sorry for Xiaoxue, I hurt her, if I can, I am willing to spend my life to make up for her, but I know that neither you nor Xiaoxue want to see me again, and I can't let you and Xiaoxue be unhappy because of me." I'm leaving, when I have a chance in the future, I will definitely come back to see you, and I will always love your son, Feng Hao!"

After writing, I put down the pen directly, picked up my packed school bag, and resolutely walked out of the room, out of this home where I had lived for ten years!