Chapter 740: Extravagance Called You (Part I)
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After saying that last paragraph, Han Yu was once again unceremoniously snatched away the mobile phone in his hand.
But that was originally this girl, and Han Yu didn't have anything to say.
In a cold gaze like she was about to kill, Zheng Xiuyan suddenly said to him:
'Really, don't you love?'
This sentence made Han Yu stunned on the spot.
It's just that there is obviously no intention to wait for an answer, and after throwing off such a question in a low tone, Zheng Xiuyan turned around and walked back to the room directly with a cold face in a silence like before a volcanic eruption.
The very heavy sound of closing the door with a "bang" made Han Yu, who was sitting on the sofa looking at her departing back with complicated eyes, have a strange helplessness on his face.
Even, this girl even hugged the little black cat of the second princess.
Seeing this posture, Han Yu understood that he was afraid that he would finally get his wish today and not have to sleep in the same bedroom with this girl.
After the rest of the person, the spacious space only sets off the indescribable loneliness even more obviously.
With only one overhead light on, he sat alone on the sofa in the living room.
In the middle of the night, the light that seemed a little thin slowly poured over his head, and except for the slight illumination of his empty surroundings, the rest of the corners were inevitably plunged into darkness.
Turning his head to look at the door that was tightly closed in the dim light not far away, his eyes seemed to be a little helpless and complicated.
subconsciously raised the water glass to his mouth, but halfway through the movement, he stopped inexplicably.
He stared down at the water cup in his hand that was rippling with a little bit of water, and the whole person was silent for a moment, but he still put the water cup back on the table in front of him.
Lowering his head, his eyes were a little distracted, and his handsome face revealed an indescribable look.
It's true...... Don't love it?
The same question, Han Yu also asked himself in his heart.
But even he didn't know the answer.
"Hoo ......"
Involuntarily let out a long breath and leaned back on the sofa, Han Yu spread his arms casually as if weak, and his eyes narrowed slightly at the ceiling lamp above his head.
In the depths of the deep dark eyes, there was a deep bitterness and sigh.
- Yes, that's right, he lied.
It all started with that girl's lie, and now it ends with his lie.
Half of the explanations that Xiujing said were true, and half were ...... It's fake.
The reason why he made up his mind to accept Zheng Xiujing temporarily was indeed mostly because she didn't want to catch the bowl of porridge at the beginning, which touched her heart.
In addition, I still have a different idea about the answer given by the girl subconsciously, which is also true.
Both of these are true.
But if these two points are thrown away, everything else in the words he just said to Zheng Xiujing, including the tone in which he pretended to be calm when he spoke...... All, all fake.
To be honest, whether it is himself or after receiving Lin Yunyu's memory, Han Yu thinks that he is not a particularly easily moved person.
But I have to admit that when he first met Zheng Xiujing, he was really surprised by some of the things shown by this girl...... I was impressed.
I can't say what I feel loved, it's just ...... Purely touched by that sincere concern.
So from that time on, in fact, for Han Yu, no matter what the answer Zheng Xiujing gave him in the hospital at that time, he would at least take good care of her until she recovered.
It was his reward for the genuine affection he gave to himself.
Of course, Zheng Xiujing's affirmative answer after that caught him off guard.
At that time, he may still be unable to accept that he suddenly appeared with such a girlfriend, so in his heart, he still maintained a half-believing attitude towards what Zheng Xiujing said.
It's just that such a faint suspicion was very carefully hidden in his heart, and he was unwilling to show it on the surface, making this girl who suddenly broke into him sad or unhappy.
And so, everything seems to have developed so naturally.
The gentle kiss on her forehead was the most outrageous thing he had ever done during that time, trying his best to restrain himself.
[Kiss on the forehead] symbolizes "tolerance", "spoiling", and ...... "forgiveness".
It wasn't until now that he thought about it carefully, and Han Yu suddenly realized that he had already noticed that this girl had a lie in his heart that couldn't stand scrutiny.
The kiss at that time may be a forgiveness I made to her in advance unconsciously.
But in hindsight, at the time of the incident, of course, the anger in my heart inevitably overwhelmed reason for a short time.
That girl was right, she really hates people who lie to her.
But...... That was already a thing of the past.
Today, the old stubborn perception has changed.
He himself has told the so-called lies, why does he occasionally tell some lies because he has to do so, but he has to force everyone else to be honest with him?
Why did Xiujing's girl lie to herself, and why she couldn't confess to herself afterwards.
The pain behind these problems, in fact, after the fact, he only needs to think about it carefully to understand.
If she relied on her "previous relationship" with herself, it stands to reason that it would be easy for her to confess to herself before she found out.
But she didn't.
Reason...... Except for the fact that he really likes himself and is afraid that he will blame her for knowing the truth, Han Yu can't think of anything else.
In this way, there is a strange and sweet astringent feeling that can't help but come to my heart.
Although even he couldn't tell whether he fell in love with this girl or not, Han Yu knew very well in his heart that for Zheng Xiujing, for this girl who had played a role in his life that he had never played before, his heart, in the past period of time together, in the smile that the girl showed to himself...... There was really an uncontrollable feeling of it.
Whether that affection was true or not, he did not know anything about it, but he could certainly certify that it was a liking, a affection that a man and a woman liked.
After perceiving this feeling in his heart before, Han Yu felt a little ridiculous for the first time.
He really never thought that such a thing would happen to him.
However, the facts forced him to admit it.
That's right...... He realized that he really liked the girl.
It's like, like that between boyfriends and girlfriends.
However,
It was precisely because of this that he couldn't use a more gentle means to end all this between him and Xiujing's girl.
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Because, he is not actually the person she loves in her heart.