Chapter 109: Phantom Tears

Someone else in my heart!

Feng Xue's words were like a thunderbolt tearing through the night sky, shattering Chu Yan's strong heart, and this time, he was completely hit!

Before, no matter what Feng Xue said, Chu Yan could understand it, after all, he had indeed disappeared for four years, and in the four years, there was no news at all. This is unacceptable for any woman, so even if Feng Xue blames him and hates him, he has nothing to say! However, Feng Xue actually changed her mind, she has someone else in her heart, this is really beyond Chu Yan's acceptable range, he looked at Feng Xue in a daze, stunned for a while, and then asked, "Who do you have in your heart?"

Feng Xue didn't answer him directly, but said softly: "You should be clear!"

After Chu Yan heard this, his heart shook violently again, he knew Feng Xue, at least, before he went to the army, he knew everything about Feng Xue. Feng Xue is the kind of girl who is very simple, since the two officially dated, Feng Xue has no secrets about herself, she told Chu Yan everything on her mind, it was to confide, but also to release a little pressure in her heart. Chu Yan likes to talk to Feng Xue very much, and he feels that it is a happy thing for him to be able to solve problems for Feng Xue. He was also very happy that Feng Xue was willing to trust himself and tell him everything.

It was precisely because he knew Feng Xue that as soon as he heard Feng Xue's words, Chu Yan suddenly realized something, his face suddenly turned cold, he suppressed his heart that almost burst, and asked Feng Xue: "You won't say, you like your waste brother, Feng Hao, right?"

Feng Xue replied very calmly: "He is not a waste now, he has changed, he now has a new name, called Wang Xingchen!"

Chu Yan didn't know that I had changed my name, let alone everything about my new identity, he had just come back from the army, and he immediately came to find Feng Xue, and he didn't know anything about what had happened in Beichang recently. When he heard Feng Xue say this, his face turned even colder, and he said to Feng Xue very dissatisfied: "I don't care what his name is, no matter what changes he makes, I only know that his fragility has ruined your life, and your life is almost finished because of him!"

When Feng Xue heard this, she couldn't help but move in her heart, she actually really blamed me, blamed me for being cowardly, blamed me for not running away from home without saying a word, Feng Xue was with a shadow, lame and lived, her soul was once fragile and fatal, she had several suicidal thoughts at that time, but because she was reluctant to her parents, no matter how difficult it was, she survived.

Originally, Feng Xue would never like me again, but really, my change this time shocked her too much, and everything I did for her moved her too much.

Since that day in the KTV box of Taoyuan Villa, I kicked Ren Lei away, Feng Xue's heart has slowly begun to change. I defend her, help her, protect her, I killed Ren Lei for her, subverted the Ren family for her, cut through obstacles for her, held up a free sky for her, and I also untied the knot that has been entangled in her for five years. I proved my love for her with my actions, so much so that Feng Xue's numb heart was gradually melted. She and I have experienced too much together these days, every scene is so thrilling and profound, Feng Xue can't deceive herself, she knows very well that she has forgiven me and liked me again!

So, Feng Xue didn't hesitate any longer, she faced Chu Yan and said with a straight face: "Why do people always have to dwell on the past, when everyone makes mistakes, didn't you say in the past that you will always be by my side, but as a result, you didn't suddenly disappear, and you didn't leave me a word." By now, you have disappeared from my world, and I have someone else in my heart, and you come and start with me again, do you think it is possible?"

Chu Yan replied firmly: "Maybe, why is it impossible, I have already explained the reason, I have to do this as a last resort, and I am also fighting for our future." Besides, even if I'm wrong, I should have a chance to make amends, why does Feng Hao have room for redemption, but I don't, it's not fair!"

Chu Yan's tone was very aggrieved, his words were also reasonable, Feng Xue listened to it, she was speechless for a while, she thought for a few moments, and then replied seriously: "Then it can only be said that you appeared too late, I have already accepted him in my heart, so it is impossible to accept you anymore!"

Feng Xue has always been serious about her feelings, she will not easily give her heart to others, but once she likes someone, she will be single-minded.

In the past, she was interested in me, so she was very dedicated to me, and no other man could get close to her. Then she went lame, I ran away from home, I disappeared from her world, she was so disappointed in me, she slowly gave up on me. And at this time, Chu Yan walked into her life, which brought her a great sense of security and warmed her cold heart, so she began to accept Chu Yan, but not long after the two were together, they encountered many obstacles, and finally Chu Yan suddenly disappeared. Feng Xue was in pain for a while, and gradually let go. Now, Feng Xue has come out of the haze again and is facing a new life, Chu Yan suddenly came out again, of course she can't accept it, and she doesn't want to accept it.

But Chu Yan is also a stubborn person, even if Feng Xue said it so desperately, he still didn't give up, he was unwilling, he looked at Feng Xue, and said very domineeringly: "I can accept you with anyone, but Feng Hao can't!"

Feng Xue was stunned for a moment and asked, "Why?"

Chu Yan gritted his teeth and said, "He doesn't deserve it!" Feng Xue can forgive me, but Chu Yan will never change his impression of me, he will never forget it in his life, it was because of my cowardice that Feng Xue broke his leg. He will never look down on me, and he doesn't want Feng Xue to be with someone like me.

Seeing Chu Yan like this, Feng Xue couldn't help frowning slightly, she said to Chu Yan very seriously: "Who I choose to be with, that's my freedom, you can't control me!"

Chu Yan said with blazing eyes: "I can take care of it, because you are my girlfriend, and we haven't said to break up yet!"

In Chu Yan's opinion, he didn't break up with Feng Xue at all, they just separated for a while because of unavoidable factors, from beginning to end, the two never said that they broke up, or that Chu Yan left too suddenly, and it was too late to say that they broke up, and today, strictly speaking, he and Feng Xue are still a couple!

When Feng Xue heard Chu Yan's words, she immediately said bluntly: "Then I'll tell you now, let's break up!"

Chu Yan didn't think about it, and flatly refused: "I don't agree!" The four words are sonorous and powerful, reflecting Chu Yan's unparalleled domineering!

Feng Xue was forced to be angry by Chu Yan, her eyes were red, she looked at Chu Yan, and said bitterly: "Chu Yan, how did you become like this now? You weren't like this before, you won't be so unreasonable!"

Seeing Feng Xue like this, Chu Yan's heart hurt even more, his eyes were also red, he said to Feng Xue in a hoarse voice: "I'm not unreasonable, I just want you to put yourself in my shoes and think about it! Four years ago, my family put me under house arrest in order to prevent me from being with you! I threatened suicide, and my family agreed to give me a chance, which can be regarded as a test of our feelings!" This hard-won opportunity is that I was sent to the special forces training base to receive devil training for four years! If I can hold on for these four years, you can wait for me, and they will promise us to be together! I have persevered now, I have come back, and you tell me that you have given up on me, what do you let me do?"

In the end, Chu Yan choked up, this dignified seven-foot man couldn't stand the devastation of love, and was bent by love!

Feng Xue listened to Chu Yan's sincere words, and her heart also swelled with fluctuating emotions, there were tears rolling in her red eyes, she wanted to say something, but found that her throat was blocked by something, and she couldn't speak anymore!

Chu Yan blushed, looked at Feng Xue, and continued: "Xiaoxue, do you know what I have experienced in the past four years? I have received cruel training every day, lived on the verge of life and death every day, endured physical and mental torment every day, and lived better than death, but I have been gritting my teeth and persevering! My biggest thought every day is to lie on the bed and close my eyes, because in my dreams, with you! You are the only motivation for me to persevere, without you, I would have given up a long time ago!" You are my lifelong concern, I swore that I would protect you for the rest of my life, I must do it!!"

After listening to Chu Yan's words, Feng Xue's tears finally fell, tears wet her whole face, she was moved by Chu Yan, she was really moved, in fact, Chu Yan's farewell at the beginning hit her very hard, she thought about the ten thousand possibilities of Chu Yan leaving, even if Chu Yan got married on a blind date, she thought about it, but she never thought that Chu Yan's departure was for her! For her, he fought with his family, for her, he fought with the cruel reality, for her, he fought with time, his heart has always pretended to be her!

Feng Xue never thought that Chu Yan would be so affectionate, and his love was so great and firm. What could Feng Xue say to him like this? She really couldn't open her mouth except for tears!

At this time, Chu Yan directly stepped forward and took a step, came to Feng Xue's side, hugged Feng Xue, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiaoxue, give me another chance, okay?"

This time the hug, Feng Xue didn't refuse again, at least at this moment, she couldn't raise her hands to refuse, she just silently shed tears, stood dumbfounded, and let Chuyan hug!

The two seemed to be immersed in the past, or in the present after a long absence, and they didn't know that on another tall building some distance from the hotel, there was a person who was silently watching all this!

I don't like to peep into other people's privacy, if I had the intention of eavesdropping, I could have sneaked into the top floor of the hotel, but I didn't do it! However, I really wanted to know if Feng Xue had completely severed her relationship with Chu Yan, and what would happen if the two met alone. Therefore, I came to a high-rise building a few hundred meters away from the hotel, and alone, standing on the top of the high building, silently watched Feng Xue and Chu Yan's every move on the roof of the hotel.

No one knows what kind of mood I was looking at the two of them, when I saw them hugging each other and Feng Xue didn't refuse, silent tears flowed in my sour eyes!

I haven't shed a single tear since I became a phantom.

And this time, I couldn't control myself and burst into tears!

This is the tears of the phantom!