After living for more than 20 years, I seem to have owned a lot, but I actually have nothing until now. Or, I don't want anything, I just want Feng Xue. For me, Feng Xue is my whole world. However, at this moment, I have an extremely sad feeling, feeling that Feng Xue is about to leave me, and the only hope in my life is about to be gone. It's as if someone has gouged out my heart and liver from me, and the pain is equivalent to losing my life.

I have no way to deceive myself, Chu Yan's appearance really hit me hard, even if Feng Xue said that she doesn't love Chu Yan anymore, I am still very painful and painful. And now, seeing Chu Yan hugging Feng Xue, Feng Xue has no intention of refusing, I know better that Feng Xue's so-called dislove should be incomplete, she has the possibility of remaining feelings for Chu Yan. At least, she wouldn't have no feelings for Chu Yan at all, perhaps, as long as Chu Yan worked hard, he would be able to redeem Feng Xue.

And I seem to have become a superfluous person.

Originally, I never thought that Feng Xue would end up in the arms of others, I thought that sooner or later I would achieve a positive result with Feng Xue, and no one would be able to intervene in the relationship between the two of us. For Feng Xue, I rejected all women, and for her, I kept my virginity. However, I forgot that Feng Xue had already despaired of me in that incident, she had no feelings for me for a long time, five years, I could wait, but she wouldn't, she didn't love me anymore, how could she guard me like a jade? She finally found a new relationship, and I could only become a guest in her life. Perhaps, I really am superfluous!

One last glance at the two of them who were hugging each other, and then I turned around and left in a sad voice.

On the roof of the hotel, Feng Xue and Chu Yan hugged each other for a long time, and Feng Xue slowly came to her senses, then she pushed Chu Yan away, and said, "If I give you a chance, it will be unfair to my brother!"

Chu Yan looked at Feng Xue and asked seriously, "What's unfair, are you together?"

This question stopped Feng Xue at once, she has always known my feelings for her, and now, she is also interested in me. However, no matter how interested the two of us are in each other's interests, we have never officially made it clear, on the surface, we are still brother and sister, and we are not considered a couple. Faced with Chu Yan's question, Feng Xue couldn't lie, she could only reply sincerely: "No!"

When Chu Yan heard this, his tense nerves immediately relaxed, and he hurriedly said: "That's right, since they are not together, what is fair or unfair!"

After listening to this, Feng Xue refuted speechlessly, Chu Yan was also right, strictly speaking, he is single now, and it is understandable who he is with. Feng Xue was originally moved by me, maybe as long as I confessed, she would agree, but before I could confess, Chu Yan suddenly appeared, Feng Xue didn't plan to give Chu Yan a chance at all, she rejected Chu Yan many times resolutely, however, Chu Yan's sincerity and Chu Yan's dedication made Feng Xue unbearable to refuse him cruelly again, and he didn't force himself to be with him, he just hoped that he would give him a chance, such a request, how could Feng Xue be cruelly strangled?

In the past, Feng Xue felt that having a sincere boyfriend to spend the rest of her life with her was the greatest gift from God, but where did she think that now God suddenly gave her two good men, and her heart can't be divided into two halves, and it is impossible for her people to step on two boats, she still has to make a choice after all.

After a long pause, Feng Xue spoke, "Then what do you want me to do?"

Hearing this, Chu Yan's heart suddenly opened a bright opening, and the light of hope shone in! He knew that Feng Xue was not too decisive this time, which was equivalent to agreeing to give him a chance. Chu Yan was very excited, he didn't hesitate, and immediately said to Feng Xue: "It's very simple, you don't have to choose anyone for the time being, give us a chance to compete fairly, you just watch our performance, and then according to your own heart, decide who to choose in the end!"

Chu Yan's words are completely fine, he just needs an opportunity to compete equally, he doesn't want to work hard for four years, but in exchange for nothing, this request is not too much, so Feng Xue doesn't know how to refuse, she is very embarrassed.

Chu Yan saw that Feng Xue didn't speak, and knew that she was shaken, so he struck while the iron was hot and continued: "Don't worry, Xiaoxue, you know my personality, I won't play any conspiracy, even if I don't like Feng Hao, even if he is my rival, what I want to do, it will be above board." I just want to prove to you that only I can protect you and make you happy for the rest of your life!"

Feng Xue naturally understands Chu Yan, and it is precisely because of this understanding that Feng Xue is so embarrassed now. She knew that Chu Yan was a bright and upright person and would not secretly use despicable means. She knew better that everything Chu Yan said to her was not rhetoric, but sincere words, it was difficult for her to put Chu Yan's true heart on the ground and step on it fiercely, she couldn't hurt Chu Yan like this.

After brewing for a long time, Feng Xue finally relented and said to Chu Yan: "Okay, I promise you!"

This is the result of Feng Xue's solemn consideration, emotional matters, for Feng Xue, is a major event in life, this is related to her life, she can't make a hasty decision, she has to completely recognize her heart, and then finally make a choice that belongs to her heart. Only by choosing carefully is responsible for me, for Chu Yan, and for myself.

When Chu Yan heard Feng Xue agree, his heart instantly blossomed, and he said solemnly to Feng Xue: "I will prove to you that I am the one who loves you the most!" After speaking, Chu Yan left in style.

On the huge rooftop, only Feng Xue was left, she stood here, blowing the wind, looking into the distance, but her mind was a mess, Feng Xue had never been so entangled as now, she thought that things were originally very simple, yes, no, no, but this time, she hesitated, after she firmly rejected Chu Yan, she was shaken because of Chu Yan's sincerity.

In fact, her plan all along is to live a safe and stable life with me and her parents, which is the future she is most looking forward to. In the future she envisioned, there was no Chu Yan, but Chu Yan's performance today really made Feng Xue soft-hearted, but after her heart softened, she was irritable, she didn't know what to do, and she couldn't find anyone to talk to, so she could only stand here alone, blowing the wind, and be quiet.

After a long time, Feng Xue went downstairs and came to the hall on the first floor, Feng Xue found that the guests of the hotel were almost gone, and even I was gone.

Feng Xue searched around and didn't find me, so she hurriedly asked the waiter who was sitting at the front desk, "Where is my brother?"

The front desk clerk shook his head and said, "I don't know, he asked me to sit here and leave!"

Feng Xue let out a disappointed sigh, then immediately picked up her mobile phone and called me. At this time, Feng Xue had a lot to say to me, because she knew in her heart that she owed me an explanation.

It's just that the phone prompts to turn off, which makes Feng Xue panic in her heart, she knows best that my phone will never turn off, but at this moment, I turned it off.

Feng Xue knows that I must be very uncomfortable now, my mood must be terrible, she has not seen me like this for a while, I have always been calm and calm, everything is in my grasp, I don't seem to have anything that I can't do. But this time, I disappeared so abnormally and turned off my phone, Feng Xue was really anxious!

Immediately, Feng Xue ran out of the hotel and took a taxi to Taoyuan Villa, she thought I would be here, but as a result, she couldn't find me here.

Feng Xue was so anxious that she immediately called again to ask Lin Xi and ask where I was. But Lin Xi didn't know. Feng Xue didn't give up yet, she called her parents' phone again, Boss Dai's phone, and even the one-eyed dragon, she contacted her, however, no one knew where I was, and now, Feng Xue really realized that the situation was not good. Feng Xue couldn't imagine how painful my heart hurt when I disappeared like this. She just wanted to find me as soon as possible.

So, she contacted Lin Xi and Boss Dai again, and asked them to help find me, and she herself looked for me, she went to the places we used to go to often, and even the middle school, she went to look for it, but she couldn't find my figure.

Feng Xue suddenly felt very scared, she couldn't describe this fear, she was afraid that I was really desperate for her, these days, I have always been on call, I am unconditionally guarding her side, she put my company, on the spot a habit, but now, I suddenly disappeared, which made Feng Xue's heart seem to be missing a piece, she seems to have lost a very precious thing, pain, emptiness, disappointment, fear, all kinds of emotions invade her, making her very uncomfortable.

Feng Xue regretted it, she shouldn't have talked to Chu Yan alone, she shouldn't have given Chu Yan a chance, she shouldn't have left me alone, she should have explained everything to me as soon as possible, but it's a pity that it's useless to say anything now, she has hurt my heart after all, and what has happened can't be changed. Now the priority is to find my people as soon as possible.

However, she found the night from the day, but she still didn't find any trace of me, and there was no news from Boss Dai and Lin Xi.

Now don't say that Feng Xue is anxious, even Lin Xi feels that something is wrong, so at eight o'clock in the evening, he found Feng Xue and asked Feng Xue seriously: "Xiaoxue, why did Xingchen leave, do you know?"

Feng Xue replied bitterly: "My ex-boyfriend is back!"

As soon as Lin Xi heard this, his face also changed, he knew how much I loved Feng Xue, so even if he didn't know the details, he could understand my feelings, he sighed at Feng Xue, and said, "Alas, Xingchen must be very uncomfortable now, he cares too much about you and likes you too much, it's okay to let him be alone!" After speaking, Lin Xi left.

After listening to Lin Xi's words, Feng Xue felt more and more uncomfortable, she knew best that my disappearance was not only a matter of her ex-boyfriend's return, but more importantly, her own performance disappointed me, she should be more ruthless.

Frustrated, Feng Xue could only return to Taoyuan Villa, she believed that I would not give up on her like this, I would definitely come back, so she was waiting for me here, but I still didn't come back until after the early hours of the morning, during which Feng Xue made countless calls to me, but it always prompted to turn off.

At this moment, Feng Xue was really panicked, she was really afraid that I would be the same as the last time, it would be five years to leave, there are not many five years in life, Feng Xue doesn't want to live without me in the next five years, she wants me to be by her side for the rest of my life. It's just that, thinking of this, she thought of Chu Yan again, she promised to give Chu Yan a chance, she hasn't made a choice yet, she can't give me a sure future, why did she keep me by her side, isn't it selfish?

This night, Feng Xue had insomnia!

The next morning, Feng Xue's mobile phone rang, and Feng Xue, who was just about to fall asleep, woke up suddenly when she heard the ringtone, she looked at the caller ID, it was Lin Xi's, so she immediately picked up the phone.

As soon as the phone was connected, Lin Xi spoke: "I found the stars!"

Feng Xue said excitedly: "Where is he?"

Lin Xi said bitterly: "Hospital!"