When he went to school again, when he saw Lin Guohong at school, Xiao Wei felt that Lin Guohong was a little weird, a little different from before, as if he was always watching him, and it was that kind of affectionate look, which made Xiao Wei feel a sense of impulsive happiness.

It's another weekend, and I don't have to study at night as usual. When school was out in the afternoon, Xiao Wei waited until Lin Guohong came out and quietly came to her side, and asked her in a low voice, "Can you come out at night?"

"I don't know, my parents are very strict with me now. ”

"Then I'll wait for you at your doorstep, and I'll meet you when I can come out. If you can't get out, forget it, don't force it" Xiao Wei left after speaking, he believed that Lin Guohong would come out, as long as there were no special circumstances.

In winter, it is dark early, and it is already dark before 6 p.m. After Xiao Wei finished dinner, he rode out on his bicycle under the pretext of going to his classmates to borrow a book. The lights on the street have already started, and because the weather is a little dry and cold, there are not many pedestrians coming and going, but Xiao Wei does not feel a trace of coolness at all, as if he has a fire in his chest. After waiting at the door for more than half an hour, Xiao Wei saw Lin Guohong come out, and saw her running over, and she was not wearing cotton clothes, so he hurriedly greeted her: "Why did you come out without wearing a piece of clothing?"

"I didn't say I was going out, I just said to take out the trash and see if you're there?"

"I said yes, go back and get dressed, be careful not to catch a cold. ”

Lin Guohong stuck out her tongue naughtily at Xiao Wei and waved her hand: "I'll go back and find a reason to come out again, and my mother will nag again." Wait for me, it'll be fine in a while."

Watching Lin Guohong's figure disappear at the gate, Xiao Wei took out a pack of cigarettes. In fact, Xiao Wei didn't know how to smoke, but at that time, an ignorant teenager saw some classmates secretly smoking in school, so he wanted to try it. And at that time, I simply thought that holding a cigarette was very chic, and there was no other meaning, just to pretend to be cool. Xiao Wei took out a pack of "Green Moore", which was very popular at that time, but the price was a bit expensive, ten yuan a pack, and no one smoked it by ordinary people. However, Xiao Wei felt quite different, refreshing and cool, not choking his throat.

Before he finished smoking a cigarette, Xiao Wei saw Lin Guo's fiery figure flash out of the gate. Xiao Wei hurriedly threw away the cigarette and greeted him. Lin Guohong walked out on foot, did not ride, and when she saw Xiao Wei, she hurriedly said: "I told my mother to go to Xiaofang's house, but I didn't ride." After a pause, he said, "I can't go back late today, or I'm going to die."

Xiao Wei smiled: "No, how can I let you go back late, just come out for a while, and go back for a ride." ”

"Where are you going?"

Xiao Wei thought for a while, "Let's go to Liu Jun's house."

"Is it okay to go to someone's house at night?" Lin Guohong did not refuse.

"What's the matter, his parents are usually not at home, and when they get there, they will stay for a while and come out. Definitely get you home before nine o'clock. ”

Speaking of this, Lin Guohong didn't say anything more. Xiao Wei put the bicycle in the carport of Lin Guohong's compound, and let Lin Guohong wait outside. Xiao Wei put the car and ran out quickly, pulling Lin Guohong and leaving quickly, as if he was afraid that he would not be able to leave after a while. Lin Guohong didn't speak, so she let Xiao Wei run out.

Walking on the street, although the street lights are already on, it is still early, and people on the street are still walking around from time to time. Xiao Wei and Lin Guohong were still afraid that acquaintances would see them, so they looked for the shadows of the trees on the side of the road. As you walk, there is an intersection in front of you that leads you to the train track, where there is basically no one. Xiao Wei pulled Lin Guohong and got on the path next to the train track. It's a small road, all gravel, the road that the usual railroad maintenance workers walk, and there are no street lights. It's still not far from the street, and there are still some lights in the shadows, so it's not very dark, at least you can roughly see the road.

Xiao Wei and Lin Guohong didn't speak, just walked on the path hand in hand. The night was quiet, there was no sound, and the sound of walking on the stones was clearly audible. In normal times, Xiao Wei would not dare to come here alone, to be honest, he must be a little scared. But now, Xiao Wei didn't have any fear in his heart, but was very excited. Because, he is now holding Lin Guohong's warm and soft little hand.

After a while, a train came, very close, and it "rumbled" by. When the train came, Lin Guohong subconsciously broke away from the hand held by Xiao Wei, as if she was afraid of being seen by the people in the truck. After the train passed, Lin Guohong involuntarily grabbed Xiao Wei's hand. So, when the train passed by again, Xiao Wei no longer let go, and Lin Guohong struggled but did not break free.

"Don't earn it, who cares about you on the passing train, what's more, even if you see it, who knows you?" Xiao Wei said with a smile.

Lin Guohong thought about it, this is on the side of the train track, not on the street, for fear that people will not see it well. Lin Guohong was very excited, and said as she walked: "I have grown so big, I haven't walked on the side of the train track like this, it feels good." ”

"Yes," Xiao Wei replied, "there is no one here, and the most important thing is that I am with you." After speaking, Xiao Wei turned his head to look at Lin Guohong. Lin Guohong also raised his eyes to look at Xiao Wei, and when his eyes met, Lin Guohong quickly lowered his head again. Although it was night, Xiao Wei couldn't see clearly, but he could feel that Lin Guohong's face must be red.

After walking for a while, the front was blocked by a culvert bridge, and he had to walk from the bridge, Xiao Wei felt that it was too dangerous, so he pulled Lin Guohong down from the train track. When they got to the street, the two didn't hold hands anymore, which would be really afraid of being seen. After walking for a while, Xiao Wei looked at his watch, it was more than seven o'clock. Look at the road to Liu Jun's house, there is still a section of the road, and he may not be able to come back before nine o'clock, so he said to Lin Guohong that he would not go at all, and it would be almost the same when he walked back, and Lin Guohong followed meekly and walked back.

When passing by the small garden in the middle of the overpass, Xiao Wei proposed to sit in the garden for a while, and the two walked into the small garden on the side of the road. It is said to be a street garden, but it is actually very small, just a piece of it is separated from the road, planted some flowers, and put a few stone benches. Because it's winter, there's no one here. The two men sat on a stone bench and looked up at the moon in the sky. It is estimated that it is almost the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar, and the moon is quite round, hanging quietly in the sky, as if looking at the two of them, and as if secretly laughing.

"The moon is so round, it looks so pure, so moving" Lin Guohong seemed to say to Xiao Wei, and seemed to be talking to herself.

"yes, it's been a long time since I've seen the moon like this, and if I don't look at it, I'll forget what the moon looks like. ”

Lin Guohong smiled: "What do you mean that you have forgotten what the moon looks like, then do you remember what you look like?"

"Don't say it, it's true, I haven't looked in the mirror for a long time, and I've almost forgotten what I look like. ”

The two joked, and from time to time Lin Guohong's crisp laughter came.

At this time, the wind rose. Lin Guohong subconsciously wrapped the clothes on her body and leaned towards Xiao Wei's side. Xiao Wei turned his head to look at Lin Guohong, who was still looking up at the sky with his face up, looking particularly intoxicated.

Xiao Wei looked at it, and suddenly a stream of blood couldn't help but rush to the top of his head, an irrepressible impulse that moved vigorously in Xiao Wei's body, making Xiao Wei's heartbeat suddenly accelerate. Xiao Wei tried hard to be calm, but that kind of indescribable passion was irresistible to a young man. He suddenly made a move that even he couldn't imagine: Xiao Wei slammed the landlord on Lin Guohong's shoulder, and pulled her body into his arms, just when Lin Guohong was stunned and didn't react, Xiao Wei lowered his head again and pressed his lips against Lin Guohong's lips. Lin Guohong was stunned for a moment, her body seemed to be stiff, and she didn't move. Xiao Wei kissed Lin Guohong, and the moment it touched her lips, it was like a volcano erupting, the blood in her body quickly cooled down, and her mind immediately sobered up. He hurriedly helped Lin Guohong up, wanting to say sorry, but he couldn't say it, just looked at Lin Guohong in a daze.

Under the dim light, Lin Guohong looked at Xiao Wei motionlessly, tilting her head to keep the posture of being kissed, and crystal tears slowly flowed down her cheeks. Seeing Lin Guohong crying, Xiao Wei was a little panicked, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry." Lin Guohong shook his head, his body was soft, as if he had no bones, and snuggled into Xiao Wei's arms. Holding Lin Guohong in his arms, Xiao Wei raised his head, and a kind of masculinity emerged spontaneously from his heart.

The winter nights are especially cold and quieter because there are fewer people. On this silent winter night, a pair of young boys and girls snuggled up to each other, without words or movements, just two fiery hearts in the icy cold wind.

At the moment, what is going on in their minds? Is it the panic of first love? or the excitement of breaking through the emotional barrier? Or both, a cup of fragrant bitter coffee, sweet and delicious, but with a lingering bitterness.

A string of crisp bicycle bells flashed past their ears, Xiao Wei and Lin Guohong suddenly woke up from their intoxication, and the two hurriedly sat up straight. Xiao Wei looked up and looked around, it was two pedestrians on bicycles passing by the street garden. Xiao Wei subconsciously looked at his watch, it was almost nine o'clock.

"Let's go, it's almost nine o'clock, you go back quickly, save yourself and go home for training." ”

"Oops, that's it", Lin Guohong also shouted, and quickly got up and walked back. The two of them came out of the street garden and walked back quickly. Along the way, the two didn't talk much, just held hands tightly. came to the gate of Lin Guohong's house, Xiao Weixiang sent her in, Lin Guohong said: Forget it, in case someone sees it, it's not good. Xiao Wei didn't insist anymore.

Before leaving, Lin Guohong made a mischievous smile at Xiao Wei: "I'm leaving, you should go back early", and then waved his hand again, looking reluctant. "Let's go quickly, I'll be trained again in a while. I watched you go. Xiao Wei watched Lin Guohong's back disappear at the entrance of the building, and then turned around to the bicycle shed to ride a bicycle.

In the evening, when Xiao Wei returned home, he was still excited, and it was difficult to calm down for a long time. Yes, after all, this is Xiao Wei's first love, and it is also Lin Guohong's first love. Whatever the taste, try it. Breaking through this shackle, Xiao Wei suddenly felt that the night in the small city of Pengcheng had become so beautiful.

"This is a day I will never forget," Xiao Wei wrote in his diary: "I can't forget the charming gaze, the pale face, and the first kiss." At the moment of the overpass, I seemed to forget the existence of the world, and at that moment, I felt the responsibility on my shoulders. ”

"Ah Hong gave me the girl's first kiss and let me taste love for the first time. Red grabbed my clothes tightly and said where she belonged: You have to love me well. I felt that she had entrusted me with a girl's heart. Now my heart is no longer one heart, but two connected hearts, tightly bound together. ”

"I don't know where I got the courage to come out of love. I believe in my feelings, I will make her happy, and from then on we will walk side by side on the road of life. ”

"Farewell, my childlike innocence. Farewell, my teenage years, since then have drawn an end to my life path.

X/X/1992"

After writing and closing the diary, Xiao Wei fell into deep thought again.