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However, Huanbi laughed again, looked away from the little girl's gaze, and sneered softly. "How can I ask you? You are also a little maid, and you are also a little maid who lives under the feet of men, and does not even dare to speak. What good can you use when I ask. The corners of Huanbi's mouth carried a touch of deep disdain, as if she was disdainful of the little maid, and also seemed to be disdainful of her past.
It's as if there is a trace of unconfidence hidden in her self-confidence, and this lack of self-confidence is like a seed of hatred hidden in her body all year round, growing day by day. It's like the bed rush character in her personality, popping up from time to time, constantly tormenting her nerves, making her look like a madman, although she can't see that she is a crazy woman on weekdays.
"Do you know why I survived in the end?"
"That's right, you don't have the same good luck as me, you won't meet that jade-like man like me, he is very beautiful with a smile and a smile, like an immortal, at that time he was so young and so small, but he has more than children of the same age I don't know how many times more mature, when I met him at that time, he hid so many stories, he told me that the palace is not only a bad life for obscene maids, even his high status, still not good. At that time, I didn't understand, because I had never stood in such a high position, but now that I have stood up, I understand what he said back then, how hard he lived. ”
From beginning to end, Huanbi was talking alone, and the little girl who followed Huanbi was like a listener, except for sitting on the ground, there seemed to be no other way to do something else. Huanbi would sometimes look back at her like a madman and ask her if she knew, but before the little girl could answer, she had already continued to talk like asking herself. He's really a madman.
The little maid looked slightly frightened, who knows that the queen who is about to marry the emperor today is a madman, and an out-and-out madman.
"He was under this tree at the beginning, I asked him if he would marry me when he grew up, but he didn't speak, he loved me, right, if he didn't love me, why did he have to be involved with a servant girl with me for so many years, it must be because I was just a servant girl, he was forced by the helplessness of the palace, and did not agree to marry me, he was a person who recommitted himself, he was afraid that he would not be able to do it. ”
"Later, he grew up, seemed to have become a talented person, and was also reused by the emperor, since then, I have never seen him again, I thought that he would come back to marry me when he has the ability, but in the end I found out that I was wrong, he didn't appear at all, I wanted to ask him if he forgot about me, but I found out that I didn't even know where he was, how to see him, you said I was not stupid, as a maid but still imagining love without knowing life and death, where is there love for a maid like us, waiting for us is only the dignity of being trampled under the feet day by dayand a life of groveling like a dog. ”
"So I have to stand high enough, and when I stand high enough so that I can see him, I can ask him why he didn't come back to see me, did he forget about me. ”
Huanbi covered her cheeks violently, tears dripped down her fingers little by little, Huanbi's whole person seemed to have been drained of strength, leaning on the big tree and slowly sliding to the ground, a bright red robe was pressed under her like this, Huanbi leaned on the big tree with a sloppy gaze, and didn't seem to realize that the wind cannon she was going to wear tomorrow was pressed under her like a rag at this time.
Huanbi stretched out her hand and slowly hugged the big tree in front of her. "Back then, the tree was small, small, but now it can't be hugged, and you say how many years I haven't seen him. Huanbi's eyes were scattered with memories, it seemed to be sweet and seemed to be painful, these two feelings were constantly intertwined together, and even to crush Huanbi's heart like this, it hurt raw, Huanbi stretched out her hand and supported it on her chest, supported the ground with her hand, and stood up from the ground.
"Let's go back, tomorrow is my ceremony, I am the queen of the world, and there will be no turning back in this life. Huanbi slowly closed her eyes, and tears poured down the corners of her eyes, he didn't love her, he didn't marry her, what is the way back to this day? Without him, she would have been unable to turn back.
"It's cold at night, pay attention to your body. Huanbi's lower maid, who had been listening, hurriedly reached out to help Huanbi's arm, for fear that Huanbi's stumbling appearance at this time would fall to the ground in the next moment, but Huanbi waved her hand, broke free from the support of others, and walked forward with a firm and resolute back, the stubborn back, the strong one never seemed to change for anyone, but only she knew that this was just the result of her change for a man, that man was called Chu Chenghui.
When she knew him, he was still a teenager, but at this time, time has passed, and the young man at the beginning doesn't know what he looks like now, I don't know if he is still the same as the young man who blushed when he spoke in the old days.
"Tomorrow is Xiao He's post-sealing ceremony, we will take advantage of Xiao He's post-sealing ceremony to sneak in and steal the military order in Xiao He's hand, but we control the Royal Forest Army, we almost control half of the palace, and this is my master's latest research and development of poison gas bombs, which is researched by the principle of gunpowder, this cannonball will explode, at the moment it explodes, the powder in the cannonball will come out, but anyone who inhales such a gas, all will faint, our people will take the antidote before going in, do you understand?"
Chu Chenghui's hand pointed straight at an unusually small tunnel on the map. cold-eyed with the strictest orders. However, Xiao Jin and the others did not resist any of them, they just nodded in agreement, and Mu Xiaoluo grabbed a cannon powder in front of her and looked at it. A shallow laugh. "When did you start to use these mechanical powers to replace the lack of manpower?" Mu Xiaoluo always had a smile on her face, looking like she was in a good mood, and the solemn atmosphere in the room just now also relaxed slightly with Mu Xiaoluo.
"The head grows on the neck, of course it has to play its role. Chu Chenghui's eyes were full of pampering and stretched out his hand, constantly rubbing the top of Mu Xiaoluo's hair, the whole person softened, and his eyes were full of tenderness.
"What I have always suspected is that Xiao He is such a cold and cold person, he is always very suspicious, he will not love anyone, and he will not stay for anyone, how could he be sealed so quickly, is it a trap he designed earlier, just waiting for us to jump in. Xiao Jin raised such a question with a frown, Chu Chenghui also slightly tightened his eyebrows, looked down at the map spread out on the table, and his eyes were fixed on the extremely thin line on the map, as if he was looking at the ethereal or even hopeless route to the restoration of the country.
"We have no other way, this is our last chance, whether it is true or not, we all need to break through, if it is done, we successfully recapture the country, this country is for you, I will take Mu Xiaoluo to live a chic life of traveling all over the world for home, if this battle is lost. Speaking of this, Chu Chenghui's voice seemed to pause uncontrollably, pursed his lips slightly, and then continued to speak. "If this battle is lost, if I and I come back alive, I will return to the mountains and forests with regret, and I will never ask about the world again. ”
"What did you just say?" was as smart as Mu Xiaoluo, who found some clues from Chu Chenghui's words almost instantly, and raised his eyes to look at Chu Chenghui. "I have entered the palace, Mu Xiaoluo can only be handed over to you, I hope that if I come back alive, I must see Mu Xiaoluo intact, I Chu Chenghui has never asked anyone in my life, this time I ask you to help me take care of Mu Xiaoluo, I must be grateful." ”
Mu Xiaoluo's eyes had some obvious pain color, and she looked at Chu Chenghui who was standing there bowing to Ling Chenfeng and the others in disbelief. Xiao Jin and Bai Ling'er glanced at each other, and Xiao Jin saw the color of support in Bai Ling'er's eyes. She always looks so gentle, it seems that no matter what decision Xiao Jin makes, Bai Ling'er will support him unconditionally, this feeling, he doesn't know how long he hasn't had. At this moment, he felt happiness.
"I'm going with you. Almost without hesitation, Mu Xiaoluo opened her mouth and threw out such a sentence, the perseverance in her eyes was not inferior to the perseverance in Chu Chenghui's eyes, Chu Chenghui looked at Chu Chenghui tightly, the embarrassment and reluctance on his face, and even all kinds of feelings were constantly stirred together, constantly intertwined, and even made his whole person sad. He was afraid that his departure this time would be goodbye, and he would never see him again in this life. He was even more afraid, no one would be able to take care of Mu Xiaoluo when he left, if Mu Xiaoluo had any problems again, then he would really have nothing to love.
"The palace is too chaotic, I can't see you, now that something happens to you, I really don't have to live, I'll be distracted by my side with you, obediently, waiting for me here." Chu Chenghui had a soft smile in his eyes, and he looked at the person in front of him with all kinds of tenderness. Reaching out to fix the hair scattered from the corners of Mu Xiaoluo's forehead, he whispered.
"I'm going too. However, Mu Xiaoluo is a persistent girl in her bones, so at this moment, she is still looking at Chu Chenghui firmly.
"Then I can only be sorry. When Mu Xiaoluo was still defenseless, Chu Chenghui's hand had already reached behind Mu Xiaoluo's ear, and his hand just pressed on Mu Xiaoluo's neck with a slight force, Mu Xiaoluo's eyes were dark, and she fell to the ground before she even had time to speak, fortunately, Chu Chenghui stretched out his hand in time to assist Mu Xiaoluo, and Chu Chenghui's eyes were full of affection to look at Mu Xiaoluo.
He understands this action better than anyone else, and he is also afraid that he will never be able to come back, so this time, he said that he can't take Mu Xiaoluo with him, he can't let Mu Xiaoluo follow him into danger, the first two times he didn't take care of Mu Xiaoluo has already made him feel guilty enough in his heart, if this time, he still can't say that Mu Xiaoluo is protected, he is afraid that he really doesn't have the face to live in this world.
"I'm leaving, I really ask you to take care of Mu Xiaoluo, if I can come back, we will go together, if I don't come back after two days, let my master take you away, don't tell Mu Xiaoluo that I'm dead, I must let her live happily." What Chu Chenghui said at this moment was completely different from what he said just now, and he could immediately hear that what he said before was just a lie, so at this moment, the words he instructed again were almost not the same in the slightest.
The moment Chu Chenghui turned to leave, Mu Xiaoluo's eyes obviously had tears falling down, sliding into the dirt on the side, Chu Chenghui's heart was sour, but he still left with his subordinates without looking back, Xiao Jin also looked back reluctantly, Bai Ling'er was still holding the child who didn't know what was going on, her eyes were red but she was still smiling, and she took out the most beautiful appearance of her life to look at Xiao Jin's back and footsteps leaving, and in the end, everyone left, and only Mu Xiaoluo, Bai Ling'er, Ling Chenfeng and Fusu were left in place, and there were a few little soldiers who looked good at reaching out, in the middle of the little soldiers, and there was a stupid man sitting.
"Mother, are you ready? The little girl's facial expression was even stiff, and she looked extremely reluctant to walk behind Huanbi, carefully reaching out to smooth out the folds on Huanbi's shoulders and legs, fiddling with the gold tassels on the top of Huanbi's head, meticulously getting a good qiē, the little girl once again lowered her head and reminded Huanbi's ear, this time she finally got a shallow answer from Huanbi, although there was only a sentence humming from her nose, but the lower maid was already content.
Huanbi squinted at herself in the mirror, a hundred generations of alluring cities, it seems to be a submissive face at any time, at this time against the background of makeup, but there are a few edges and corners, at this time it looks like an angular appearance, Huanbi carefully looked at her Kodan lips and Kodan shirt, and laughed shallowly, the woman in this mirror, Huanbi doesn't even know herself, he has forgotten jì, what was he like in the past, is it also like living so hard now