Ding Qi looked at the table in front of him, as if he wanted to see a painting or a screen on the empty desktop, and slowly said: "When I was in Wuguanzhuang, you showed that my emotions were wrong. ”

Xian Hao: "Yes, I have always stood in the position closest to you, and I felt that you seemed to have something on your mind, and then I asked you in Zhaoting Mountain, but you didn't want to say more, what is going on?"

Ding Qi: "Seeing what happened to the spiritual root of heaven and earth and the appearance of the Qingfeng Fairy, I feel very bad. ”

Xian Hao: "No matter who sees that scene, they will not be in a good mood, and you are a psychiatrist, of course you can empathize." Is it because of these, why did you laugh again when you came to Zhaoting Mountain?"

Ding Qi: "Of course it's more than that, tell me first, did the monkey do the right thing?"

Xian Hao: "What is there to say about this, of course it's not right! The heart ape is stubborn, which is a metaphor in the book." ”

Ding Qi: "Don't talk about the book, don't talk about "Journey to the West", don't talk about "Lingshan", and don't talk about any delusional situation, just talk about the incident we encountered." ”

Xian Hao: "Then don't care who he is, even if he is in the name of the Monkey King, even in the name of learning scriptures from the West, he met a kind-hearted family to stay overnight on a long journey, but he stole the things of the master's house, and after being presented, he not only did not repent but also became angry and smashed, this matter can't be said anywhere." ”

Ding Qi nodded and said, "Yes, that's what Qingfeng Fairy Tong said at the time. But it was such a simple thing, and I didn't stop it at the time. ”

Xian Hao asked rhetorically: "Can you stop it? In Wanjia Restaurant, you didn't stop Da Tianzun from casting spells on Xiao Nizi." ”

Ding Qi shook his head and said, "These are two different things, and the nature is completely different. What happened to Shannie was that she did something wrong herself, and she realized what she was wrong with the benefit of hindsight. She ran to the Kunlun realm to let herself go and have too much fun, a little out of the way, and she should be taught a lesson.

But Qingfeng, Mingyue and the spiritual roots of heaven and earth are innocent, and they haven't done anything wrong, knowing that the monkey is doing something wrong, but I let it go and watch coldly.

I can't say if I can stop things from happening, but I should also do what I have to do, at least try to dissuade them. In fact, I had the opportunity to do that, when Master Xuanzang and his apprentice first entered the door, Shang Ni wanted to remind Qingfeng and let him pay attention to the possibility of monkeys stealing, but I stopped him.

When they quarreled in the front hall, we all passed, Senior Brother Zhu asked for mediation, and what you said was fair, only I watched coldly. At that time, I still had a chance, which was to remind the Qingfeng Fairy Monkey what to do, but I still didn't, I just watched the Heaven and Earth Spirit Root being defeated by the monkey.

Later, when we entered the back garden, we saw Qingfeng standing in the broken world of heaven and earth spiritual roots, and the bright moon had disappeared, the feeling was indescribable, knowing that it was the monkey who did it, but it seemed that he had caused all this. ”

Xian Hao: "Are you blaming yourself?"

Ding Qi: "Actually, it's not self-blame, but a question - why? That's my delusion, if I think it won't be born, that kind of scene shouldn't happen, but it is. Later, I took you to Zhaoting Mountain, and I saw that the breeze pulled Guanzi Bodhisattva down the cloud and saved the ancient tea tree, and then I suddenly figured it out.

Delusion reflects my mental activity, and there must be an intrinsic motivation for human behavior. I'm a psychiatrist, and I analyze things like this every day, and of course I need to look at myself.

The first time I entered the Kunlun realm, I met the Wind Gentleman next to the Green Snow Tea Garden in Zhaoting Mountain, and then I was taken into the Divine Wood Forest by the Wind Gentleman, and the Green Snow appeared and invited me to drink a cup of tea. So more than 1,300 years ago, Luxue was a decaying ancient tea tree in Zhaoting Mountain, which was about to become extinct, but it was fortunate to be rescued.

I know exactly how it all came to be and how it's going to evolve. After the Heaven and Earth Spirit Root is defeated by the monkey, what will Zhenyuan do, what will the monkey do, and what will Qingfeng do...... This is the motivation for all my actions in my subconscious, it turns out that I am waiting for the green snow to be saved in the Zhaoting Mountain. ”

Xian Hao smiled: "That cup of tea is really not in vain for you to drink!"

Ding Qi: "Then the question is, from the perspective of a bystander, how do you evaluate my behavior at that time?"

Xian Hao put away his smile and fell into deep thought, and it took a long time before he replied, "It seems that I can't evaluate it." People react differently to one thing. Some people will think of reminding the fairy boy to prevent the monkeys from messing around, such as Shanny, I must not say that Shanny did something wrong, and I must not say that what the monkey did was right. ”

Ding Qi: "Go on!"

Xian Hao: "So your behavior has become very complicated. After all, you didn't remind Qingfeng, but instead stopped Shannie from reminding her, looking cold-blooded and ruthless. But listening to your analysis of the motivation of your behavior, I thought of another sentence - mortals fear the effect, and the bodhisattva fears the cause.

In your delusion, you are actually omniscient, because everything comes from your knowledge. Avalokiteshvara is only the bodhisattva you know, and you yourself are the true bodhisattva. You know very well what you do, so you choose to let Lu Xue be saved first, and then let the Heaven and Earth Spirit Root be saved, this is your subconscious. ”

Ding Qi raised his eyebrows and said, "How can I be called a bodhisattva by you, and I am not a Buddha." ”

Xian Hao: "Isn't it?, I think Teacher Ding is good enough for Buddhism!"

Ding Qi: "The so-called doing things in case of trouble, you must first be clear about what you have encountered. The key to breaking the delusion is to first be clear about the situation you are in, and then not to treat the delusion as a delusion. Mr. Zhuang told me that there was no delusion at all, and that was what it meant. ”

Xian Hao smiled again: "The delusion realm you entered was very special from the beginning, it was too obvious, how could a good person cross into the world in the book, as long as you are a person with normal sanity, you can also realize that you have entered the delusional realm." As for not treating the delusion as a delusion, the truth seems to be right, but when you think so, you are still deliberate. ”

Ding Qihao looked at Xian Hao again and said, "I didn't think about it at the time, I'm thinking about it at the moment." All experiences are rewarding, and it depends on whether you can gain something or not. Delusion is a rare experience, it can tell people a lot, so you have to experience it before breaking through Dacheng, don't you say?"

Xian Hao: "Is Mr. Ding going to be a philosopher again?

Ding Qi looked into her eyes, did not look away, and said: "There is one thing that I actually lied about, deceiving both you and myself. ”

Xian Hao: "Oh?"

Ding Qi: "I didn't go into the delusion realm at all this week, but just now, I went in again, and I went there more than once. Relative to reality, it is just an instant, which means that nothing has been born. ”

Xian Hao's eyes widened and said, "You sneaked into the delusional realm by yourself, but you didn't take me with you?" Let me guess, did you run to the boat of Luoyang White Peony to drink flower wine...... Zhang Ruoxu didn't chant poems to occupy the Oiran, but let you occupy it, and the white peony didn't leave Lu Dongbin overnight, but left you behind!"

Ding Qi wanted to laugh but couldn't laugh, so he shook his head and said, "It has nothing to do with white peony, it only has to do with myself." It's not that I didn't take you with me into the delusional realm, you were already in my delusional realm. Everyone has their own delusions, and I am no exception, otherwise how can I fall into delusion?

If you ask me, is there anything I regret that makes me want to travel back in time to change everything and make some things not happen again? Of course there is......"

Xian Hao's expression also became solemn, and he bit his lip lightly and said, "What's the matter?"

Ding Qi: "I consulted Lao Tan, and he said that the most common delusion is actually the world that everyone lives in, and the re-assumption of this world. I traveled back more than once just now, just in the real world, before Ye Xing had time to fire that shot. We came out of Xiaojing Lake, and I grabbed you, and his shot missed. ”

Xian Hao's voice trembled: "And then what about ......?"

Ding Qi still looked into her eyes: "Then, that's another kind of then, anything will happen, you can imagine it as much as you want." ”

Xian Hao avoided his eyes, but his eyes were inexplicably red, and he gently spit out two words: "Hooligans!"

Is this scolding or flirting, Ding Qi let her imagine as much as she wants, what did she think? Ding Qi seemed to be quite innocent. Then Xian Hao raised his head again, looked at him with red eyes and asked, "Why do you say that the person who was shot was me, isn't she gone?"

Ding Qi took her hand again and said, "Let's go and see what happened at that time, okay? I hope that is not my delusional situation." ”

Xian Hao's hand was also trembling: "What do you think?"

Ding Qi: "The delusion realm is not only the Kunlun realm, it can also be something that has been experienced, maybe it has been forgotten, but it has really been born, and I also want to find the answer in you." ”

As he spoke, he took out the Jingwen stone and shook it, pulled Xian Hao and walked forward. In front of the two of them was no longer the long table, but through an invisible portal, they appeared in the small realm lake.

The gateway of Xiaojing Lake is a mountain wall, and the stone wall seems to have natural lines to form a painting, in the painting are two gates, even the doorposts on both sides are there, and there is a couplet on the doorpost: the door of the cave opens by itself, and the dust and guests come and go;

Facing the door, there is a large wardrobe of the Ming Dynasty, blocking the view from the front, and the two of them are standing on the side of the large wardrobe. Ding Qi cast a spell to open the portal, and through the portal, you can see the backyard over there. There is also a large wardrobe in the gazebo in the backyard, door to door with the big wardrobe here, Ye Xing is hiding on the side of the big wardrobe, holding a gun in his hand.

After a while, I saw Ding Qi walking to the stone wall portal with Xian Hao. The two of them were obviously standing next to the wardrobe, but another pair of Ding Qi and Xian Hao appeared in the vain, and they turned a blind eye to them, this feeling of looking at the past was very weird.

Ding Qi took Xian Hao into the delusional realm, traveled to half a year ago, and then watched his former self, just like a pair of viewers watching a movie, and did not interfere with anything. It wasn't long ago, just half a year ago, and it felt so long, because they had been through so much since then.

Ding Qi accompanied Xian Hao to go out to get something, Xian Hao had broken through the hidden realm at the moment, and there was no need to change clothes when entering and exiting the portal of Xiaojing Lake, and Ding Qi was standing in front of the door and waiting.

Xian Hao had just walked out of the door, when she suddenly heard a gunshot, her body shook and retreated into Xiaojing Lake, her hands covered her chest and fell back, and she was hugged by Ding Qi and flashed to the side of the portal, and even the wardrobe was knocked down, making a loud noise. Tan Hanchuan and Zhu Shanxian were both alarmed, and jumped down from above.

Ding Qi sat on the ground with Xian Hao in his arms, pressing the wound on her chest with his hand in an attempt to stop the bleeding, and the Jingwen stone in his hand had already fallen to the ground. I only heard Xian Hao struggle to hand the dry bone knife into his hand and said, "Yin E, I will come back." Don't forget to give me back this knife when we see you again......"

Ding Qi subconsciously took the knife, and then Tan Hanchuan slashed at the side of his neck with one palm, and he fainted and lost consciousness, holding Xian Hao in one hand and holding the dry bone knife in the other.

Xian Hao looked up at Zhu Shanxian and Tan Hanchuan and said, "I have killed many people, and I have long thought that there will be this day, but I didn't expect that it would be planted in the hands of such a person." I have heard Master say that from ancient times to old age, there are always unexpected things. ”

At this point, she coughed a few more times, and the corners of her mouth were already coughing up blood foam. Zhu Shan said in a low voice: "Senior Sister Xian, what else do you have to explain?"

Xian Hao: "Fan Yang once said that I have a secret, which is true...... Ding Qi will not remember what happened today, tell him that I will come back. If you're worried that you'll not be able to remember, you can go back to the lodge and have a pen and paper and write down everything that happened...... Send me to the end of the world first. ”

Tan Hanchuan said in a deep voice: "I can remember, just in case, let Lao Zhu write it down." As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and clicked on a few acupuncture points of Xian Hao, picked her up and flew over the mountain where the manor was located. Tan Hanchuan is very good at kung fu, this is desperately running, turning over the mountain is a plain, and through the plain to the edge of Xiaojing Lake.

The edge of the lake is like the end of the world, what is at the end of the world? not an abyss, not a line, not a wall, but nothing. The concept of "nothing" itself is indescribable, because there should not even be a definition, let alone a vacuum in the physical sense.

Is there darkness without light? Not really, because darkness itself is a visual image or a thermodynamic concept. Language is difficult to describe, and when it comes to the senses, it is more like a "fog", which cannot be sensed by consciousness, and even the divine consciousness of the superior cannot penetrate.

When you get to this "fog", you can't go any further. If there is no space, it is impossible for people to walk in. If you want to move forward, you will find that the body is not moving, or that the consciousness has lost control of the body, and when you stop this thought, everything returns to normal, as if the process just now did not exist.

Nothing, of course, means no time and space. No one can really go into the fog, and if they do, they won't remember what they went through, they just know that they tried. The consciousness has stagnated, but the consciousness has not disappeared, and it is an incredible experience that when you want to come back, you will come back from the same place.

Tan Hanchuan gently put Xian Hao down, watched her use her last strength to walk towards the end of the world, her figure seemed to solidify into eternity, and then turned around and said, "Go and find a way to give Senior Sister Xian first aid!"

Zhu Shan, who followed behind, said, "Can this work?"

Tan Hanchuan: "Maybe it's okay, maybe it won't work, since Senior Sister Xian said so, this may be the only chance." ”

Zhu Shanxian: "But we can't bring anything in." ”

Tan Hanchuan: "You can use local materials...... Hurry up and contact Mr. Zhuang and Xiao Nizi. ”

Did Xian Hao still be saved? That shot didn't hit the heart, but anyone who saw the scene at that time knew that she was not saved, because it was too late. If she was in the emergency room of the hospital at the time, she might have been able to snatch her life back, but she was in Xiaojing Lake, and she didn't have time to prepare any medical equipment and medicines.

Tan Hanchuan and Zhu Shanxian sent Xian Hao to the end of the world, and then returned to the portal of Xiaojing Lake, while the unconscious Ding Qi still fell to the ground. Neither of them had broken through the hidden realm at that time, and they couldn't take Ding Qi out, so they had to put him in the room of the manor, and went out to inform Zhuang Mengzhou and Shang Ni.

Zhuang Mengzhou and Shang Ni came on the same day. Zhuang Mengzhou asked Tan Hanchuan what first-aid equipment and medical equipment he needed, Tan Hanchuan opened a list, and Zhu Shanxian got it. Zhuang Mengzhou brought everything into Xiaojing Lake, and his cultivation also broke through the hidden realm at some point. The person who is the best at trauma first aid is not Tan Hanchuan, but Shang Ni, who she has learned since she was a child.

There is a fairy elixir in Xiaojing Lake, which has a miraculous effect on the treatment of internal and external injuries, that is, moon condensation. However, it was daytime, and it was impossible for everyone to collect the moon gelatin, but it was collected that night.

Xian Hao didn't know how much time had passed in that state of consciousness solidification, it seemed to be just a moment, and it seemed to be endless years, but in fact, it was less than half a day. She was then picked up by Shannie and given first aid nearby, by which time she was completely unconscious. What happened next was like a fast-forward scene, with surgery to remove the bullet to stop the bleeding and bandage the wound......

Ding Qi and Xian Hao are like two non-existent bystanders, silently watching all these lives. And Ding Qi in the "story" woke up once in Xiaojinghu Manor, and then was knocked unconscious by Tan Hanchuan. Then he was taken out of Xiaojing Lake by Zhuang Mengzhou and placed in a small building outside, and when he woke up again, he turned his head and saw Zhuang Mengzhou.

This is the end of the scene that Ding Qi took Xian Hao to experience in the delusional realm, and then the two returned to reality, he turned his head and asked, "I remember that before this, Mr. Zhuang said that you might be in danger and suggested that you leave the realm of Lake City temporarily. Why did he say that, and what did he say to you? You had a long private conversation at the time. ”