What happened in Xiaojing Lake at that time, theoretically Ding Qi couldn't have known, he was knocked unconscious, even if he didn't faint, he wouldn't keep his memory after he came out. Zhu Shanxian did not leave at the first time, he stayed in Xiaojing Lake to take care of Ding Qi and Xian Hao, and did not retain his memory afterwards. As for Zhuang Mengzhou and Shang Ni, they were not present at all.

Only Tan Hanchuan used Jing Wenshi to put his mind on it, and rushed out to clean up Ye Xing as soon as possible, he was the only one who remembered what happened. Tan Hanchuan tied Ye Xing tightly and gagged him into the cabinet temporarily, called Zhuang Mengzhou and Shang Ni again, and then turned around and entered Xiaojing Lake, which only took a few minutes.

When he entered Xiaojing Lake again, Tan Hanchuan didn't remember what happened later, and the only person in the know became Zhuang Mengzhou, who arrived, and Zhuang Mengzhou had already broken through the hidden realm at that time.

Zhuang Mengzhou told Tan Hanchuan on the phone that he happened to arrive in Jinghu City, was already in Yuling District, and was rushing here by car, and asked Tan Hanchuan what he needed to bring? Tan Hanchuan said some medical equipment and supplies at a very fast speed, and asked Zhuang Mengzhou to get them in the shortest possible time at any cost.

Zhuang Mengzhou really got it, there are both pharmacies and hospitals nearby, but the time is too tight, and there are still a few things missing, such as he didn't get plasma, but just brought in simple blood transfusion equipment and blood test reagents.

Shang Ni also arrived on the same day, and before Shang Ni arrived, they had already given Xian Hao three blood transfusions, and actually gave Ding Qi one blood transfusion. Because the first time they transfused Xian Hao was Ding Qi's blood, only Ding Qi and Xian Hao had the same blood type among the several people, and they drew a bit too much at that time.

At the same time as the blood transfusion, Zhuang Mengzhou went out with Zhu Shanxian again, and asked District Chief Zhu to urgently find someone to get plasma. Zhu Shan used all kinds of relationship resources, and the plasma was quickly obtained, and he returned to Xiaojing Lake to continue to give Xian Hao a blood transfusion, thinking that he was not at ease, he also gave Ding Qi a blood transfusion.

Prompt blood transfusions are important, but not all, and it is equally important to have surgery to remove the bullet and sterilize the sutures. When Shang Ni arrived, most of the things that could be done were done, but Xian Hao was still unconscious. That night, they collected the moon gel and asked Shannie to apply Xian Hao's wounds and body externally, and fed her ......

Zhu Shanxian did write a note, but the situation was urgent, and then he was busy, and it was impossible for him to record everything in detail. The note didn't really do much, and it was only three sentences on it

Ye Xing was hiding outside the door, and he shot Xian Hao.

Xian Hao was in Xiaojing Lake, seriously injured and dying.

Teacher Ding was knocked unconscious and left in a room on the second floor of the manor.

Therefore, the scene that Ding Qi showed in the delusional realm was not real, but just his brain supplement, or his deduction. The so-called freezing of time and space at the end of the world seems very absurd. But there is one key fact that is right, that is, Xian Hao is not dead, and there is no so-called Xian Jiao, and she is still her later.

These experiences were pieced together by Tan Hanchuan and Zhuang Mengzhou afterwards, and no one knew or remembered everything. As for Xian Hao, she forgot everything, she couldn't even remember who she was when she woke up, and everything was heard about after the fact.

No one can say why Xian Hao once lost her memory, and the reasons can be listed in many ways, such as she has been in ischemic shock for a long time, such as the peculiarity of the outside world, or psychogenic amnesia and post-traumatic stress disorder...... But it can't be determined.

"Your name is Xian Hao, if you want to know who you are, just practice this knife and follow the method I taught you......" This is what Zhuang Mengzhou said to Xian Hao after she regained consciousness and opened her eyes.

Before this accident, Zhuang Mengzhou had suggested that Xian Hao leave Jinghu City to avoid danger. Because Fan Yang's exposure shows one thing, her enemies back then still had fish that slipped through the net. Fan Yang not only found her, but also knew what she had done, and if there was a first Fan Yang, there might be a second Fan Yang.

According to the rules of the rivers and lakes, Xian Hao should indeed leave immediately, or even change his name and surname and disappear. But Xian Hao is reluctant to leave, and the so-called rules of the rivers and lakes are not a golden rule, but just a summary of the experience of countless people in the rivers and lakes. If you don't, you may or may not be dangerous.

What did Zhuang Mengzhou and Xian Hao talk about in private? Actually, Xian Hao doesn't remember it. In the memories she later retrieved, she only remembered that Zhuang Mengzhou taught her a set of secret methods, and it was not another secret method, or a secret method created by Ding Qi, but with slight changes.

Ding Qi's secret method of extravaganza, with Jing Wenshi to sustenance of the heart and spirit, is actually to treat Jing Wenshi as the outside world, with the help of Jing Wenshi to sense the outside world, which is the key to maintaining oneself and retaining memory. Xian Hao used not Jing Wenshi, but the dry bone knife that she had accompanied since childhood, and this knife also symbolized her life past.

Xian Hao had a difficult time to look back on, and for a long time, this knife was her most trusted companion, even the only companion.

A lone woman disguised herself and sneaked up to find out the enemies one by one to get rid of them, she couldn't expose herself, let alone tell anyone, so many times, she could only chat with the Dry Bone Knife. In her subconscious, she even resisted letting anyone touch her true self, until later, Ding Qi could be touched.

In Ding Qi's delusional realm, he saw Qin Yu, the sword-sword of the lyrefish Melander, which had a spirit and finally turned into a human. And Xian Hao's Dry Bone Knife did not become another person, Zhuang Mengzhou taught Xian Hao's secret method, which is how to refine the spirituality of the Dry Bone Knife. If Xian Hao at that time wanted to tell Xian Hao in the future, who she was, then he pinned his trust on this dry bone knife, which contained her world.

In the future, no matter who gets the Dry Bone Knife, as long as they have synesthesia with it according to the corresponding secret method, they can understand the story of what happened on the knife, and use it as a medium to understand the former owner of this knife.

This method is very similar to the Amazing Spiritual Rhinoceros Technique, which uses one thing and one thing as a guide to perform various changes. But in essence, what Zhuang Mengzhou taught Xian Hao was the secret method created by Ding Qi.

How Xian Hao had sacrificed the Dry Bone Knife in the first place, she later forgot. After she woke up, Zhuang Mengzhou not only re-taught her the secret method of Fangwai, but also how to resonate with the dry bone knife synaesthesia in order to find her former self.

How to describe this feeling, as if she woke up with a shell, and then gradually lost to the consciousness of another person, and this other person was her former self.

This process is a bit like the rebirth of green snow. Ding Qi had thought about this problem in the delusional realm, and specially asked the mountain god Liu Yiyi, maybe it was something that he thought of subconsciously.

Why did Xian Hao feel like a different person to Ding Qi after he came back? The reason is very simple, people will change, and this change may be a change in heart, a farewell to the past, or a kind of growth and progress. What did Xian Hao want to tell himself when he was trying to sacrifice the Dry Bone Knife? Maybe it also contains a kind of expectation.

After Xian Hao came back, the first thing he said to Ding Qi was: "I was seriously injured, and I don't remember many things." Mr. Zhuang told me that if I got the Dry Bone Knife back, I might as well find the feeling of the past, and they all told me that I might as well get to know you again. "That's the truth.

But Ding Qi thought she was lying, and even thought that Zhuang Mengzhou and others colluded to deceive him, just to make him not too sad, and even thought that this was also Xian Hao's deathbed confession......

Xian Hao's experience sounds bizarre, but from the beginning, she didn't lie to Ding Qi. Ding Qi took Xian Hao to experience the original thing in the delusional realm, just to get a real answer from Xian Hao. And the answer Xian Hao told him was actually the first sentence he said when he met again.

After saying what happened at the beginning, Xian Hao's expression seemed to be infinitely aggrieved, and he looked at Ding Qi and said, "Why can't you figure it out until today, why do you keep doubting that I'm not me?"

Ding Qi lowered his head and said, "Why didn't you come to see me for so long?"

Xian Hao: "Because I don't know you at all!" At that time, I didn't know anyone, and I didn't trust anyone, including Mr. Zhuang, and I wasn't sure if what he said was true or false. But when I saw the Dry Bone Knife, I had an innate sense of trust, so I tried to do what Mr. Zhuang said. ”

Tintzy: "You don't want to see anybody, so where were you at that time?"

Xian Hao: "I'm in Xiaojing Lake, and you put the Dry Bone Knife in Xiaojing Lake." But during that time, you rarely entered Xiaojing Lake again. Lao Zhu and Lao Tan don't come to disturb me, even if they come in occasionally, I will avoid it. This feeling was like an innate instinct, and I later learned that it was a habit I had developed since I was a child, distrusting and even resisting the approach of strangers.

I was cultivating with the Dry Bone Knife, and I was looking back at myself little by little, as if I was looking at another person's experience, and I was surprised by my former self, especially more curious about you. We had that past, that kind of relationship, but I can't remember it, but I only learned about it through the Dry Bone Knife.

Can you relate to that? Wake up and forget who you are, and a knife will tell you every day what happened. Lao Zhu and Lao Tan are okay to say, but you, I want to get acquainted again, and later I told them not to alarm you first. After I resumed my old cultivation, I left Xiaojing Lake and went out again to do something. ”

Ding Qi asked a little nervously, "Are you going to kill people?"

Xian Hao shook his head and said: "That's not true, after Fan Yang's death, all my enemies have been resolved, I won't kill people just to kill my mouth, just to wipe some traces." And then I came back...... You don't have to say anything about the rest of the story, you know it. ”

Ding Qi held Xian Hao's hand, didn't know what to say, and held back a sentence after a long time: "Xian Hao, we know each other again!"

Xian Hao withdrew his hand, glared at Ding Qi and said, "You haven't answered my question yet, why do you treat me as another person?"

Ding Qi bowed his head and replied, "Because I saw it in the fixed realm." I told you about it in the world of the Qin Gao Tai, and I asked you in person. But you told me that you are not called Xian Qing but Xian Jiao, and you and Xian Hao are indeed twin sisters. ”

Xian Hao: "You told me such a story, and I finally understood why you always gave me strange feelings. I don't even know whether to cry or laugh, I don't understand why you should be so self-righteous? I told you right then, after all, it is what you see in the fixed state that awakens forgotten memories, but human memories can also be wrong.

You ask me if my name is Xian Qing, and I tell you that my name is Xian Jiao. But I've never had any twin sisters, Xian Qing and Xian Jiao are pseudonyms that I used when I walked the rivers and lakes, I don't know how you know!"

Ding Qi's head lowered: "Maybe you told me in the small realm lake, but then I forgot about it, but I still have a little impression in the depths of my subconscious." There was a time when we didn't always remember what happened in the lake. ”

Xian Hao didn't relent: "But you haven't answered my question yet, why did you see such a scene in the fixed realm." Now I know it's a demon realm, why do you have such demons and still believe it?"

Tinzine couldn't answer. Xian Hao had already stood up, looked down at him and said, "In your subconscious, you are avoiding my past, preferring to assume that I am another person! You're a psychiatrist and you know you shouldn't touch other people's trauma, so you've never asked me about it.

But the relationship between you and me is not that of a psychiatrist and a patient. If you don't ask, there is another kind of worry, the fear of asking about something more unbearable. How can such a woman be pure, how can she be kind? You know what I've been through, but you don't know all the details, you're interested in me as a person, but you're afraid to know more, that's your demon.

You don't want me to have that past, so you assume another person, someone like me, who is my twin sister, who has never had blood on her hands, under my protection, and has not experienced anything that you don't want her to go through, so that she can inherit my identity......

You know, why am I studying those psychology textbooks? Just because of what you said to me in the world of the piano, I want to understand what you're thinking!"

Ding Qi raised his head and said, "Don't say it, you may have seen me through!"

Xian Hao: "Don't you want me to say it yet? I just want to say it, and I've been holding it in my heart for a long time! Now that I've said it, I still have a question, since you assume that I'm another person, a person you'd rather see, then why do you have that attitude toward me?"

They lived in the same room, and in front of his disciples, Xian Hao regarded himself as a master and showed that he was very affectionate with Ding Qi, but on private occasions, there was no intimate behavior between the two, at least Ding Qi did not take the initiative, and he was even deliberately avoiding something.

Ding Qi said with a bitter face: "I really think of you as a ...... The heart is very complex and contradictory. ”

Xian Hao pressed his shoulders with both hands, looking a bit like he was going to pinch his neck, and said hatefully: "You are really entangled!"

Ding Qi: "But, but, Yin E's immortality, I will come back, did you really say this at that time?"

Xian Hao: "I don't remember! If you want to know, you can ask Lao Tan." If that's true, why would I say, you can go to Mr. Zhuang. ”

Ding Qi felt a little difficult to breathe, although Xian Hao's hand was not forced, he gasped and said, "I'm not entangled, I just didn't figure it out." What you just said is true, I obviously like you, but subconsciously it is difficult to accept your past. It wasn't until today, when I came out of the delusion, that I was dissecting myself, and I didn't know why. ”

Xian Hao: "So now, you know everything, are you still struggling?"

Ding Qi: "I don't need to ask Lao Tan or Mr. Zhuang anymore." The delusion you see is the result I want, and the answer you give me is the answer I want to hear!"

Xian Hao's tone suddenly changed: "Then have you ever thought about another question? For example, for example, I lied to you just now, and you don't remember what happened anyway." ”

The bodies of the two were very close, and the bulging curve of Xian Hao's chest was almost touching Ding Qi's face, Ding Qi subconsciously stretched out his hands to support or hold her soft waist, and gasped: "I, can I take a look at your wound?" I remember where it was, but I don't know if I remember it wrongly. ”

Xian Hao's face suddenly turned red, he looked like he was drunk again, and his voice seemed to be aggrieved and muttered: "I only thought about it now, and the effect of your Moon Fat and Anti-Facial Fruit can eliminate wound scars...... If you want to see it after a while, you won't be able to see it!"

Xian Hao's wound was slightly to the right in the middle of the chest, less than 10 centimeters below the collarbone, between the sternum and the two adjacent ribs. If you wear a low-cut dress with a large open collar in summer, you should be able to see it, but in Ding Qi's impression, Xian Hao has never worn that kind of clothes.

Ding Qi withdrew his right hand from Xian Hao's waist, untied her shirt, and sure enough, he saw her wound. Xian Hao's chest is a dazzling white, very soft, undulating, and textured...... The scars were faint and almost gone, like a drop of pink ink accidentally dripping onto the white paper.

Ding Qi saw not only a faint scar and an undulating snow white, but his hand did not stop, opening the placket a little more, a little deeper, a little high, and then he saw a more bright color.

Xian Hao's body suddenly softened, as if she couldn't support it, her hand originally wanted to push Ding Qi away, but it inexplicably turned into wrapping the back of Ding Qi's head. Ding Qi also picked her up, this room is inconvenient, of course you have to go to the bedroom. His face was buried in the soft ravine, as if he was looking for something, and his vision was completely drowned, but fortunately he was well cultivated and could walk without looking at the road.

I don't know how long it took, it was already completely dark, the wheezing and moaning gradually subsided, the smooth limbs were still entangled, and only Xian Hao's voice was heard intermittently: "You beast...... I thought you were ascetic...... Always so calm and restrained...... I'm afraid I'll lose control. ”

As soon as he said this, he let out another coquettish cry, as if his mouth was gagged...... It was as if the surface of the water had just been calm and rippling again, and the ripples quickly turned into raging waves.

I don't know how long it took, the sky outside the window was already bright, and Xian Hao, who was weak and weak, curled up in Ding Qi's arms, and said weakly: "The sheets are dirty, do you want to get up and clean up first?"

Ding Qi: "Don't worry about the sheets for now...... Ding Qi's arms tightened again as he spoke, and he hugged her and rubbed her into his arms.

Xian Hao seemed to want to beg for mercy, and said in a trembling voice: "Teacher Ding, can't you let me go?"

After saying such things, how can you let it go......