Chapter 43: From now on, the marriage of men and women has nothing to do with each other
"Good. ”
Listening to his simple and painful good words, how could Su Ye's heart not be uncomfortable, she sniffed, and her whole voice was so hoarse that she couldn't do it: "Xiang Chenglin, there is an end between us, right? I don't love you anymore, this divorce certificate ......"
Su Yexin clenched tightly together, couldn't say any more, opened his mouth, and found his voice after a long time: "Even if it is the love that is returned to you, after that, we will return to the bridge, the road to the road, and the marriage of men and women has nothing to do with each other." ”
"Why are you crying if you don't love me? Su Ye, you can't even lie to yourself, can you?"
Xiang Chenglin raised his head, closed his scarlet eyes, and was still hurt by her I don't love you, and said slowly and hard: "Su Ye, you wait for me, even if we divorce, I only have you in my heart, I love you." ”
Su Ye retracted his arm, his eyes were a little dull: "You go, we have nothing to talk about." ”
Hearing the sound of the living room door closing, she stared sideways at the ring that came through the crack in the door, its shining sheen stinging her eyes.
Every word he had said before, every word appeared in her ears, it turned out that if she really said it, her heart would hurt so much, it hurt like she was about to die.
Su Ye finally couldn't control her sadness, her whole body was tightly curled up, trembling, and her choked and uncomfortable cry overflowed her mouth fiercely, sweeping every corner of the room.
Qian Xia stood at the door for a while, carrying the supper he bought for Su Ye in his hand, and when he saw Xiang Chenglin coming out, he asked, "How are you talking?"
His face was not good, especially the bloodshot in his eyes, as if he was desperately suppressing something, even if Qian Xia was arrogant, he knew that this matter was not simple.
Xiang Chenglin shook his head, with a rare tiredness on his face: "Please take good care of her, remember to let her eat something, and you must call me if you have anything." ”
Qian Xia nodded and replied seriously: "Well, I know, don't worry too much, I will take care of the leaves, you can also go back and rest." ”
After seeing him enter the elevator, Qian Xia entered the room and knocked on Su Ye's door: "Yezi, it's me, do you want something to eat?"
"No need, Xia Xia, I don't want to sleep or eat. ”
Su Ye's head was already a little groggy because she had been crying for too long, and her eyes were red and swollen, and she didn't want her to see her like this and make her worry.
Qian Xia didn't force her, knowing that she couldn't eat it now, she put the food outside the door and nodded: "Okay, I'll put the food out of the door for you, and if you want to eat it, come out and get it." ”
"Thank you. ”
Qian Xia sighed lightly: "Alas...... I went to rest, something called me, and I was right next door. ”
She didn't know what was going on between the two, she didn't ask if she didn't say it, but what she felt was the strong and sad atmosphere between the two people, and she couldn't deceive people.
The long dark night is longer than the dawn, Su Ye sat on the floor, the tears could no longer flow, the pain was completely unable to open his eyes, and the tips of his fingers trembled gently when he touched the ring.
As if the slightest touch of her would drown her with a flood of memories, she withdrew her hand as if she had been stabbed, and stopped looking at it.
Xiang Chenglin, who was standing next to the car, felt uncomfortable either, his long arms leaned lightly against the car window, the cigarette lit by his fingertips was almost halfway burned, and the smoke from his thin lips blurred his vision.
If he could, he really hoped that time could slow down and the sky could light up slowly, so that she would still be his own Mrs. Xiang.
It's a pity that time waits for no one.
When Su Ye woke up, she was still lying on the floor, her eyes were so sore that she couldn't open them, her throat was smoking, and her weak body was silently telling her that she had a cold.
She struggled to hold on to the wall and slowly moved to the sink, the woman in the mirror looked terrible, her pale face, red and swollen eyes, and dry tear stains on her face, she didn't look like herself.
Su Ye smiled self-deprecatingly, stretched out her hand to touch the warm hot water, but her heart was not warm at all, she was going to get divorced today, how could she take pictures like this.
She rarely painted her makeup so seriously, and carefully dressed her face, so that the sick, haggard and even poor woman in the mirror became her usual appearance, or even more beautiful.
Su Ye put down the eyebrow pencil in his hand and stared at himself in the mirror in a daze, but saw a tear passing across the woman's beautiful face, but she quickly erased it.
Qian Xia, who was guarding the sofa, heard the door of the side bedroom being pushed open, turned his head to look at Su Ye who had been carefully dressed up, and was a little surprised: "Yezi, are you going out?"
She's too formal, and she's just going to do something big.
Su Ye bent down, put on his shoes, and opened the door: "Go for a divorce." ”
The potato chips in Qian Xia's hand fell to the ground, and his mouth was wide open in astonishment, divorced? Why did you get divorced? What happened......
But when she reacted and chased out, where could she still see Su Ye's shadow in the corridor.
As soon as Su Ye got off the elevator, he saw Xiang Chenglin waiting by the stairs, his body moved a little unnaturally, and after a short glance at each other, Su Ye forced himself to look away.
Isn't he supposed to be in the Civil Affairs Bureau? Why did she come here and wait for her, although she was already prepared in her heart, she really didn't want to see him.
Xiang Chenglin felt her resistance, angina, but his face did not show half a point, and his tone was a little cautious: "I'll pick you up, it's raining outside, and it's inconvenient to take a taxi." ”
What he didn't say was that he waited at the door all night.
Su Ye paused, looked at the door, the light rain was not big, but it was not small, the rain in this season, I don't know if it was her illusion, she had the ability to be cold people.
It made no difference whether she saw him earlier or later, it might be the last time she would ride in his car.
Thinking like this, Su Ye's heart was still a little throbbing, and he lowered his eyes before he began to push the wheelchair and followed him to the exit.
Xiang Chenglin handed her an umbrella, then stepped into the rain, opened the passenger door, and waited for her to come.
He understood that his touch now would only bring Su Ye's disgust, and he didn't dare to move without saying anything.
After she moved into the car, Xiang Chenglin closed the door, put the wheelchair in the trunk, bypassed the rear of the car, opened the cab and sat in, and quietly pressed the central control with her hand, locked the door, but did not start immediately.
The faint sound of light rain outside the car set off the unpleasant atmosphere inside, and only the breathing of two people in the small space was in the air, silently lingering.
She sat beside herself, very close, close to Xiang Chenglin seemed to smell the fragrance on her body, at this moment he was greedy, greedy for her taste, her everything.
Su Ye, who was sitting on the side, had been in the same posture since she got into the car, lowering her eyes, making it impossible to see what she was thinking.
Xiang Chenglin turned his head to look at her side face, she was very beautiful today, more beautiful than any time he had ever seen, he wanted to take her into his arms fiercely, but he couldn't do that.
The big palm lightly grasped the steering wheel, obviously feeling the rejection floating beside her, repelling his approach, he would rather let her beat himself and scold himself than stand her such ignorance.
Just silent, as time passed, Xiang Chenglin finally spoke: "Su Ye, we need to have a good talk." ”
Su Ye's eyes moved, staring at the rain curtain outside the car window, his voice was tepid, and there was not even ups and downs: "There is nothing to talk about between us, I have already made it clear last night." ”
Xiang Chenglin never thought that he would become powerless because of a woman's words, but there was only Su Ye in this world, who could easily break his heart with a word.
He sighed lightly and forced himself to be rational about what he wanted to say next: "Su Ye, I know that you don't want to pay attention to me now, and you don't want to talk to me, the love between us is not enough for you to look at me and have a good word with me?"
Mutual affection?
Su Ye seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world, grabbed the corner of his clothes with his fingertips, turned his head, looked at him, and had a distant smile on the corner of his mouth: "Do you think I should talk to you like before?" Xiang Chenglin, I can't do it. ”
She can't not resent him, nor can she ignore her past, not so much to blame him, but more to blame herself, her former self has never been afraid of his indifference, afraid that he is responsible for herself, and now there is only obligation left between the two.
Xiang Chenglin breathed a little, I don't know why, he always stared at her like this, but he felt that he was looking at her, and he missed a glance, God knows how desperately he wanted to integrate her into his own blood and bones, and be with himself, if he really could......
He didn't dare to look at her again, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth: "I'm sorry, I have to save Gary, I know how cruel this is to you, but I really have no other way." ”
Su Ye nodded, his face calm: "You don't have to apologize to me, I know, but I only have one request, in the future, you don't appear in front of me again." ”
She can't say that if she doesn't love it, she won't love him, but she doesn't want to see him again, because his words wantonly provoke her heart, and she doesn't want to be heartbroken anymore, it's really too painful.
Xiang Chenglin held the steering wheel tightly, his deep eyes stared at the woman beside him, no, she didn't know, she never knew, she was in pain, her pain was never less than hers, her discomfort, her despair, he knew it.
And his heart was bleeding from that day on, until the pain was numb, and the pain went deep into his soul.
He settled down and forced himself to continue: "You don't want to see me again, this is the last time I take the initiative to appear in front of you, as long as you don't need to, I won't appear in front of you again, but now I just want to have a good conversation with you, just listen to me, Su Ye." ”
"I agree and support you when you go to Italy, but your company is just starting out, you should know how short of money there is now, I will give you 50% of the assets promised to you before you got married, and a few other properties in Milan, Italy, and villas in Yangcheng......"
Su Ye frowned and interrupted him coldly: "I don't need your money." ”
She doesn't need his money to make up for his debt to herself, and she doesn't need his help, no matter how much money is, what's the use, her heart can't get better.
Xiang Chenglin seemed to have expected her answer, and continued patiently: "Now is not the time to be willful, you can't live in this society without money, you know, I understand, I don't give you money to make up for you, you can pay it back to me when the time comes, but don't let yourself live so tired, okay?"
Su Ye shook his head and refused: "I can't afford your money, I didn't sign the previous property certificate, put it at home, not in the bedside table at your house, you can take it back." ”
Xiang Chenglin heard her words, his brows furrowed even deeper, and finally he couldn't help but reach out and grab her wrist, which had obviously lost some weight, but the more pain in his eyes was pressed down by the blood that had been staying up for several nights.
"What is it called unbearable, Su Ye, that is your home, our home, you are still my wife, the money I gave you is what you deserve, those things are mine and yours. ”
Su Ye raised his head and met his eyes for the first time, but his eyes were red and terrifying: "No, to be precise, in another 1 hour, it will not be my home." ”
The green tendons on Xiang Chenglin's forehead burst out, feeling her struggle, and pulling her closer a little, so close that he could almost see the splash in her eyes.
"You're still my wife at that hour, you don't want money, okay, I won't give it, but those houses were originally prepared for you before, and the owner there can only be you, it doesn't matter if you sell it or donate it......"
Is it for her? Su Ye couldn't shake his big palm, his pupils trembled slightly, and his heartache at this moment was even more intense than any last night.
"What are those houses? Xiang Chenglin, just because I am your wife, can you generously divorce me in the name of repaying your kindness, save another woman, and then turn around and make up for me generously? I don't accept it, I don't want my future to have anything to do with you, so I won't ask for any money. ”
She forced herself to calm down, to face the man she had loved for many years, her heart was like a knife, and she found the divorce agreement that had been prepared early in the morning from her bag.
I have already signed my name on it, which is ridiculous, except for the name of the divorced spouse has been changed, the rest is exactly the same as the terms of the previous divorce with Zhou Lei.
It's just that last time, she signed it casually and freely, but now it's like retribution, the heartache of being late, and every stroke of the stroke is like injecting her own heart's blood, tearing her soul apart in pain.
When I loved you, I didn't realize it, but when I hated you, I realized that I loved you so much, maybe I won't come back after leaving, and I don't have anything to do with it.
"This is the divorce agreement I prepared, if it's okay, sign it, go get the divorce certificate today, you can go and save her. ”
Xiang Chenglin closed his eyes, holding the agreement, his heart seemed to be tightly strangled, and every beating was involving the pain that spread from the center.
He wished he could be selfish for such a time and keep her by his side: "I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do best, how to do it so that you don't get hurt, how to keep you by my side." ”
Su Ye smiled at the corner of his mouth, and put a slightly cool thing in his hand: "I don't need you to do anything, now we don't owe any of us, I repay your love, you repay her debt, in the future, you just need to do what you promised me, don't appear in front of me again, this is my only request to you......"
She looked at the face that made her fascinated, tears welling up, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was almost uncontrollable.
Obviously thought that her tears had dried up, but they still slipped from the corners of her eyes, she turned her head in embarrassment, and reached out to wipe it in a panic, but was preempted by someone.
Then his thin lips covered it, swallowing all her struggles.
Her lips were soft, they were familiar to him, the tip of his nose lingered with the smell that belonged to her, he was greedy for this moment, he wanted to plunder everything that belonged to her, he knew that if he touched her and kissed her like this, she would be angry, but he couldn't control himself and didn't go near her.
How good it would be if time stayed at this time, then she wouldn't leave her, and he wouldn't be in the same pain.
Su Ye sighed, only to feel that it was difficult for him to breathe, the man's huge body was tightly covered on his body, and the small space saw that she was firmly squeezed into the car seat, and the air in her lungs was occupied by the man.
But even so, Xiang Chenglin didn't feel satisfied, not enough, he wanted everything from her, let her belong to himself again.
But what difference did he make between him and the beast in that way?
He opened his mouth slightly, touched her forehead lightly, and called out over and over again in a hoarse but affectionate voice: "Yezi...... I love you...... Leaf. ”
Su Ye's tears were like beads with broken threads, crackling and falling non-stop, Xiang Chenglin, my heart hurts, it really hurts, it seems that someone else is cutting with a knife, cutting it one by one, it really hurts, even every breath of air I breathe hurts.
Her body trembled and trembled, "Sign it, Chenglin." ”
Xiang Chenglin stared at the divorce agreement, there was too much reluctance in his eyes, and the heartache that could not be cut away, every stroke and every stroke was killing him.
He thought that this time, they would have a different ending, as long as he took a few more steps towards her, as long as he could protect her, there would be a lot of differences between them.
But in the end, he had to let her leave him with his own hands for the sake of that damn responsibility.
He struggled for a moment, and said calmly: "I will sign this agreement, and I will also discuss cooperation between you and Qian Xia's company, not because of you, but because I am optimistic about its future, everything will be negotiated by Zhao Tianlin and Qian Xia." And Xiang Chenglin has only loved one woman forever, I don't want your life to be hard, I will give you a card, universal in the world, the amount is not limited, I will not stop it, nor will I ask about its consumption, if you meet the right man in the future, you will return it to me. ”
"I don't need to. ”
Xiang Chenglin half-closed his eyes, understanding that she didn't want to have any contact with him, but he didn't want to let go like this, and even lose the only chance to find her.
He was selfish, and he wanted to wait for Eucalyptus to heal, and then he would recover her, and then explain what had happened, along with the heart that had been thrown at her.
"This is my condition and my request, if you agree, I will sign. ”
He is not in a hurry now, he is attached to every minute that stays by her side, even if it is an extra second, and he has not much time with her at present, because this farewell to Chenglin knows that it is difficult for her to sit by his side so obediently.
The sound of the rain outside was not loud, but it was exceptionally clear in the silent air, and finally after a long time, Su Ye nodded: "I agree." ”
Until he came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, the rain outside was still falling, and there was even a tendency to get worse, and there were not many people who came to get a certificate or divorce, Su Ye stood under the eaves.
I originally thought that the cold rain was warm when the wind blew on the back of her hand, probably because her heart was too cold.
Xiang Chenglin stood quietly behind her, leaning obliquely against the glass, holding the dark red divorce certificate in his hand with one hand, staring greedily at her back, unwilling to leave, in just a few days, she seemed to have lost a lot of weight.
The thin body looks like it is going to be blown away by the wind at any time, and her eyes are full of pain and struggle, from the moment she gets the book, she is no longer his Mrs. Xiang.
He could no longer hug her, kiss her, or hug her body and whisper love words in her ear.
Su Ye looked at the black oppressive sky, just like her world, dark and divided, she didn't feel the obsessive gaze behind her, but she didn't dare to look back, she wanted to guard the little dignity she had left.
The two of them stood one after the other, separated by a short distance, and neither dared to take a step forward or a step back.
It wasn't until Xu Yanbo, who came to pick her up, that Xiang Chenglin watched her get into the car and completely disappeared from his field of vision.
Su Ye looked at the buildings that were getting farther and farther away with tears in his eyes, and smiled brightly: "Senior brother, this time, I am really single with you." ”
Xu Yanbo glanced at her, and his tone was a little helpless: "Should I congratulate you? Silly girl, cry if you want to, I won't laugh at you." ”
Obviously it looks so reluctant, so painful, but still choose to divorce him? Laughing so ugly, you still have to hold on.
Su Ye squirmed his lips, big tears fell down, and his voice was very small: "I'm sorry...... Actually, I really don't want to cry. ”
However, it's really uncomfortable, to cut a person away from her body, it turns out that it hurts so much, her whole heart has been hollowed out, she really hurts.
He exists in all her memories, so many memories of warmth, pain, and joy, all about him, how can she forget.
Xu Yanbo listened to the constant sobbing sound coming from the back seat, and sighed lightly, love is really tormenting.
Xiang Chenglin stood in the rain for a long time, soaking wet, and the heavy rain fell on him, as if this was the only way to regain his reason and convince him that he was doing the right thing.
He looked up slightly at the dark oppressive sky, reached out and took out his phone, the muscles of his whole body were tense, and the rain fell on his face, mixed with tears, dripping from his tight jaw.
"I have fulfilled the conditions you want, and I will sign the agreement immediately. ”
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