"Xiang Chenglin, don't be so selfish!"

There were still tears on her face, her hands stiffly shrunk slightly, and Xiang Chenglin was very distressed when she looked at her.

“……”

He can't wait to send his face to her hand with his own hands, he knows that she is wronged, he beats and scolds her, as long as she can dissipate his anger, he doesn't care.

But if you want him to let go, he can't do it, and he won't allow it.

She was slapped so hard just now that he didn't even frown, still hugging himself tightly.

Su Ye couldn't break free, his eyes ached, his body trembled slightly, and the negative emotions that had been held in his heart for a long time exploded at this moment.

"You have to take care of Eucalyptus, I have no opinion, yes, you have some responsibility for her, but why do you want me to be selfish, stay by your side, since you promised her to take care of her, why do you want to provoke me, without you, my world is also very good, I said I want to leave, you don't allow it, I said I want to leave you and don't let me, what do you want me to do!"

She cared about Eucalyptus's words, and cared about every word she said about Xiang Chenglin, but if she wanted her to stay by his side, she couldn't do it and couldn't stand it because she was suffering from her heart all the time.

Xiang Chenglin's heart trembled at the tip of her roar, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "I want you to stay by my side, do you hear clearly?"

He was selfish, he sent people to watch her just because he was afraid that she would leave his side, he thought about his life after ten thousand encounters, but he never thought that the two would come to such a point.

"Xiang Chenglin!!I hate you...... Hmmm......"

Her lips kissed, soft and sweet, and the words she spoke were like sulfuric acid coated in sugar, and the flesh corroded from her ears to her heart was blurred.

Su Ye resisted his kiss, his approach, but he couldn't resist Xiang Chenglin's unusual strength, he picked her up with one hand, and with a wave of his big hand, the tableware on the table crackled and fell to the ground.

"Xiang Chenglin, don't be like this, I hate you, I hate you......"

Xiang Chenglin's pupils contracted violently, and his lips were tightly pressed against her lip line, such a distance, he felt it very clearly every time he opened and closed Su Ye.

His voice was a little hoarse, but it really and forcefully broke into her heart: "No...... Baby, you won't hate me, and you won't hate me. ”

Leaning over and confined her between the cold dining table and herself, her hands on her face, deepening the kiss.

Hate and word, whether it is sincere or not, is unacceptable to him, now everything seems to have returned to the situation eight years ago, he handed over his heart, how can he tolerate her evasion.

Su Ye was kissed by him hot and strong, kissed aggrieved and angry, she said that she was going to break up, why was he doing this to himself, struggling, the sharp nails on his hands left a few fine marks on his neck.

"Xiang Chenglin, you let go of me!"

The subtle sting spurred the man's desire to conquer, and the more she resisted, the more he asked her to submit to himself and stay by his side willingly.

Su Ye finally regained his freedom, and opened his mouth and shouted loudly: "Xiang Chenglin, I hate you, I hate you!!...... You go away!!"

"I know you hate me, you hate me, but I love you. ”

He fixed her head domineeringly and strongly, looking at the pain and struggle in her eyes, deep into the eyes of Youtan, full of distress.

The thumb gently wiped the tears from her eyes, trying to tell her, "Do you hear that? I love you, don't leave me, does it hurt? Baby, my heart hurts a thousand times more than yours, I love you, I really love you, not because of that damn guilt." ”

If it weren't for the fear in her heart, he would have wanted to rub her into his own blood, possess her fiercely, imprison her in his heart, and never be separated again, so that he would not lose her.

Everything he did was for her to return to him, and he was reluctant to hurt her in the slightest.

Su Ye only felt that every word he said was like a net, tightly binding himself, and every breath he breathed was painful.

She, she can't do that.

"Xiang Chenglin, you let go...... Let go of my ......"

She lowered her eyes, even avoiding his gaze, unwilling to make eye contact with him.

Xiang Chenglin saw all this in his eyes, took a deep breath, and tried to calmly negotiate conditions with her: "Go to Italy, divorce, I don't agree with these two, but if you feel depressed, I agree to remove the bodyguards and servants at home, you don't want me to touch you, I won't touch you, you can ignore me, but don't let me not see your people, don't refuse my approach, let me worry, baby, don't torture me so much, okay?"

He can compromise and make concessions, except for matters of principle, he can give whatever she wants, and he can do anything except leave.

“……”

Hearing his words, Su Ye saw that she didn't answer, Xiang Chenglin's eyes were a little tired, and he continued: "If you don't speak, I'll treat you as if you agree." ”

Hearing this, Su Ye made a move and slowly spoke: "Okay, I agree." ”

Su Ye has calmed down from his emotions, it is obvious that he will not let himself leave, she knows him too well, whether it is eight years ago or now, what he says is bound to be done, and she seems to have only one left to obediently agree to him now.

An imperceptible dark light flashed in Xiang Chenglin's eyes, her obedience was a little beyond his imagination, but so what, as long as she agreed, he had a way to keep her by his side.

Reaching out and hugging her off the somewhat cold table, she resumed her usual soft tone.

"I'll take you to the rest meeting, and the dark circles under your eyes are very heavy. “

He knew that she would have nightmares, and she must not be able to sleep well when she was not by her side, and whether it was the company's business or the hospital's affairs in the past few days, he had not rested well.

Su Ye struggled to get down, not wanting to have more contact with him: "I'll go by myself." “

Xiang Chenglin tightened his hand, kept walking, and opened the bedroom door: "I have just promised that I will not do anything to you, but now we all need to rest." “

Now he just wants to sleep well with her, don't worry about that package of worries, and don't bother him with other things.

This is the first time in the past half a month that Su Ye has been lying on this big bed with him, obviously her eyes are already hurting and she can't open them, but she can't sleep at all.

There were so many things hidden in her head, almost taking up all of her head, and her fingers gently tugged at the corner of his shirt, and she quietly looked up and stared at him so fixedly.

Only to find that he was really haggard a lot, the dark circles under his eyes that were blue, and his tired facial features all revealed his tiredness, Su Ye blinked, and there was a touch of distress in his eyes.

She either doesn't love him, or because she loves him too much, she will be so painful, and she is willing to give up everything she has.

How dare she forget that time, outside her hospital room, he had a conversation with another middle-aged woman.

"Chenglin, you know that you and her are impossible, she ......"

Through the crack in the door, she could only see the back of the man wearing a white shirt, as well as those hurtful words: "Sister Mei, don't say it, I am responsible for this matter, she will be responsible to the end, she is not clean, but it is also because of me, I don't want to give up on her, don't talk about it, don't look for me again." ”

Yes, from that moment on, she knew that he didn't love her, it was guilt, responsibility, like the only light in life was snuffed out and plunged into darkness.

Thoughts were up and down in his mind, and gradually Su Ye slowly closed his eyes, there was no nightmare this night, in exchange for a short period of silence in his arms.

In a private hospital, a woman dressed ordinarily or even somewhat inconspicuously took off the hat on her head, her cheeks were much thinner, and she did not look tall at all.

"Doctor, how is my sister? I will definitely find a way to get the medical expenses for this quarter, please give me some grace. ”

Without a job in the military hospital and having her license revoked, Li Hui has been living like a year for dozens of days, and the whole person is a lot embarrassed.

The doctor shook his head with a regretful face: "Li Hui, your sister has been in a coma for 12 years, and it is basically impossible to wake up, but a few days ago, there was a person who asked for a match, her heart matched your sister, if you can, it is better to let your sister continue in this way." ”

Li Hui's face turned pale, gritted her teeth and said, "No, no, my sister can't die like this." ”

"Your sister has frequently had a large area of organ failure in the past few days, except for the heart, even if you don't donate, you won't live long, if your sister knows, she should also forgive you, this is the contact information and information left by the family, you think about it. ”

Li Hui took the document with trembling hands, unable to accept this reality, but the phone number on the document caused a storm in her heart.

Why her?!

When Su Ye woke up, there was no one around her, only the slightly wrinkled bed was left to tell her that he had slept here all night last night.

The maids in the house were also removed as promised, and the company began to take annual leave, even if she felt uncomfortable, she still had to prepare for the next thing, and turned on the computer to search for the conditions for applying for a business visa to France.

In the next few days, Su Ye still rarely saw Xiang Chenglin, but after that day, he would come back every night and sleep with her in his arms.

The two basically didn't have any conversation, lying on the same bed, obviously leaning against each other, but their hearts seemed to be separated by a vast ocean, and they couldn't touch each other.

In the middle of the night, the slight vibration of the mobile phone still woke up Xiang Chenglin, he let go of his hand slightly, and opened the balcony door lightly: "Have you found a match?"

Calling myself so late, Xiang Chenglin hopes it won't be bad news.

Zhao Tianlin on the other end of the phone said with some embarrassment: "I found it, but it may be a little troublesome, she is a vegetative person, her name is Li Qinglian, and she is Li Hui's sister." ”

Xiang Chenglin's eyes sank: "Can Li Hui get in touch?"

"I didn't find this, she took the initiative to contact me, but she had a request to go to the hospital in person and talk to you and the donor. ”

"Okay, I see, let her come tomorrow. ”

Xiang Chenglin turned around and picked up the cigarette on the bookshelf on the floor, took a deep breath, the heart source he had been looking for for a long time appeared, and his heart was even more uneasy.

He didn't know what Li Hui's idea was, knowing that he would not let her go and hurt Su Ye, but he chose to appear at this time.

Early in the morning, when Su Ye woke up, she was the only one left by her side again, she looked at the time, took the visa materials that had been prepared, and prepared to go to the Italian consulate to apply for a visa.

She also had an Italian visa before, but at that time she was on a tourist visa, and she had to change it to a career visa.

Sitting in the taxi, passing by a bus stop, Su Ye saw a familiar figure, although she was not dressed as high-profile as before, but she still recognized the person at a glance, wasn't that Li Hui?

"Master, stop the car for a while. ”

The driver stepped on the brakes and the vehicle stopped on the side of the road.

Su Ye got on a bus to the hospital through the mirror, why did she appear here, didn't that bus go to the hospital?

"Miss, do you want to go?"

"Yes, but please trouble the driver to follow the bus that just left. ”

The driver gave her a strange look, but he did as he was told and drove steadily to follow.

The bus stopped and went, and Su Ye waited until the entrance of the hospital where Eucalyptus was located, only to see the person get off the bus, and the thoughts in his heart were more definite.

Li Hui tidied up her appearance in front of the elevator door, took out the lipstick from her bag, and carefully applied it before pushing open the door of the ward.

It seemed like she hadn't looked at this man so closely for a long time, occasionally hiding in the corner and secretly looking, what she could see was how he was kind to that slut, every time, she asked herself why that person wasn't her, but even if it wasn't her, she didn't want to be someone else.

"Chenglin hasn't seen you for a long time, is this Eucalyptus?"

Xiang Chenglin nodded, reluctant to say more: "Well, if you have any conditions, just say it." ”

Li Hui pulled a chair on the side and sat down, and said the conditions that she had thought about early in the morning: "My requirements are very simple, first of all, I want a sum of 5 million, secondly, don't embarrass me anymore, and finally I want to watch Su Ye leave you, as long as the divorce certificate appears in front of me, I will immediately sign the donation agreement." ”

Xiang Chenglin coldly refused: "The last one is impossible." ”

Li Hui was not in a hurry, and her voice was faint: "I heard that Ghalry's heart is already very weak, if you don't replace your heart, you won't live long, the probability that your heart can match is very small, I am studying medicine, I know this better than you, I can say this kind of thing with absolute certainty, you will agree." ”

Xiang Chenglin didn't speak, but there was a hint of wavering in his eyes, did he decide between Eucalyptus's life and his love for Su Ye?

Eucalyptus remained silent, but at this moment he spoke, with firmness in his eyes: "Brother Chenglin...... I know you love your sister-in-law very much, or I don't want this heart, okay? Even if you die, I don't want to watch you suffer, and I just look at you like this for half a year. ”

Xiang Chenglin took a deep breath and said with difficulty: "I agree, give me some time." ”

He couldn't give up her life, which he owed to their family, but he made him give up what he wanted in his life, and he chose the former over the two.

In the hallway, Su Ye sat in a wheelchair and listened to the conversation in the room clearly, she should have known this result every time he left him without hesitation for the sake of Eucalyptus.

The raging storm swept through every corner of her body, and there seemed to be no pain in her body, and finally she turned around and left the hospital in the elevator.

The empty hallway was silent, as if a woman had never been seen before.

Su Ye didn't know how long she had been walking, but she remembered that at the end, she stopped at a crossroads, and the people around her walked wave after wave, and she was the only one standing there quietly, like a fool.

No, she's a fool, it's her who says it's separated, and now it's still her who can't cry herself, and it's still her who hurts her heart, no matter how long it has been, she still loves her so much.

"Huh...... Su Ye, it seems that he can't wait for you to leave first, so he will let go first. ”

She lowered her head, tears raging and crawling on her face, and finally landed on her clothes, forming a small droplet on the waterproof down jacket.

Everyone passing by the crossroads glanced at the woman hurriedly, and as if they could feel her sadness as they passed by.

Qian Xia was carrying a cake she had just bought, and saw a familiar wheelchair standing in front of the zebra crossing step forward, ready to pat her on the shoulder, but suddenly caught a glimpse of tears on her face.

The curvature of the corners of his mouth slowly sank: "Yezi, what are you crying here?"

Shouldn't she have gone to the council hall today to apply for a visa? Why did she appear here, and she was still crying miserably.

Su Ye raised his head through his hazy eyes and shouted uncertainly, "Qian Xia?"

Qian Xia saw that her tears kept flowing, and her heart was also up and down: "It's me, don't cry, what's going on, you tell me." ”

Su Ye shook his head and opened his mouth, but it seemed that someone had choked his throat, he couldn't say a word, and reached out to hug his friend: "Qian Xia, Xia Xia!!"

Her heart hurts so much, the pain is about to die, what should she do, how can she not hurt so much.

Qian Xia couldn't care about the cake in her hand, threw it on the ground and hugged her back to comfort her: "Be good, don't cry......"

For the next four or five hours, Qian Xia tried to open her mouth to ask her about the situation, but she endured it stubbornly, because she understood that her friend didn't want to say anything.

It wasn't until at night, at one or two o'clock in the morning, that Xiang Chenglin knocked on the door of her house, and she vaguely guessed something.

Xiang Chenglin's voice was a little panting, and the sweat on his forehead revealed that he seemed to have been running for a long time, and his expression was a little anxious: "Is Su Ye here with you?"

Qian Xia thought of the incident where Su Ye was crying on the street before, and nodded without concealment, seeing him like this, he guessed that there was a chance that the two of them had quarreled.

"She just went to rest, did you two quarrel? She's not in a good mood today. ”

Xiang Chenglin saw her say this, his heart fell, he couldn't find her when he went home before, and called the company where she often rents cars, only to know that she went to the hospital today.

And the nurse on duty at the hospital also told him that at that time, she saw Su Ye in the corridor, and she must have heard her conversation with Li Hui, so she didn't go home.

He sorted out his thoughts and asked, "Can I go in and meet her?"

Qian Xia glanced at the closed door, thinking about the problem between the two, it would be better for them to solve it by themselves, and nodded: "She's inside, but whether she wants to see you or not, it's up to her own wishes, if she has something to say, I'll go out and buy something to eat first, she hasn't eaten for a day, and she will come back in half an hour." ”

"Thank you. ”

Su Ye squatted by the door, she had maintained the same position since she entered the room, holding her knees tightly with both hands, hugging herself into a ball.

Xiang Chenglin stood at the door, but he didn't even have the courage to push the door open, he held the handle and let go dryly, he had never felt so cowardly.

"Su Ye, it's me, Xiang Chenglin, can you hear me?"

Su Ye heard the voice coming from through the door, and his whole person involuntarily tightened a little, trying to give himself enough courage to face him.

"Don't come in. ”

Xiang Chenglin heard her obvious crying voice, and couldn't wait to give herself two punches, swearing that it was herself who didn't let her cry, but it was herself who made her cry the most.

"If you hear and don't want to talk, knock on the door, knock if you want to, no, or knock twice if you don't want to, okay?"

"Did you go to the hospital today and heard the conversation between me and Li Hui. ”

It took a long time for Su Ye to move, bent his two fingers, and gently knocked on the door.

Xiang Chenglin got her reply, and suddenly he didn't know what to say, did he apologize to her? Does he still have the face to talk to her? Or beg her to tell her, when Eucalyptus recovers, he will remarry her, or give up Eucalyptus, it is obvious that he can't do either.

"Baby, I'm sorry to hurt you, I know it's vexatious, unreasonable, and even selfish and cruel, but we are husband and wife, I don't beg you to go with me to pay it back, what I owe, but I still have a trace of extravagance, I hope you can understand me, I don't want to divorce you, my wife in this life can only be you Su Ye, when her illness is cured, I will marry you again, okay?"

Su Ye listened to his words, tears rained down, what is more ironic and painful than listening to the person he loves the most, giving up himself for others, it is tantamount to holding a knife and slashing her flesh on her bones.

Xiang Chenglin, how can you be so cruel, she doesn't want to understand him, and she doesn't want to be considerate of him, why should she be that empathetic person.

Xiang Chenglin listened to her whimpering sound on the other side of the door, and felt so good in his heart, every sobbing from her was the biggest punishment for him.

He sat on the floor, with his back against the door, so that he seemed to be able to get closer to her, and with some dirt on his hands, he took the ring she had discarded from his bag, and carefully wiped it off his clothes.

The voice was hoarse: "Baby, don't you want to go to Italy? I agreed, I'll go to you at that time, okay?" and then guard you every step of the way, give you the grandest wedding, atone for you, take you to see the sea of love, and the Japan you wanted to go to before, when the time comes, I will definitely give you a Xiang Chenglin that belongs only to you, okay?"

Su Ye bit his lip tightly, his shoulders trembled violently, and the sadness that he was about to bear overflowed from the tip of his heart and spread all over his body.

She didn't want it, he chose someone else, he had given up on her, but he forgot the breakup she had said before, there was only one thought in his head, he was no longer hers, he never belonged to her.

"Tomorrow...... Early...... Above...... Woo...... At nine, I'm ...... Civil affairs bureau...... Waiting for you. ”

Xiang Chenglin listened to her choked tone, looked up at the lamp above his head, and felt like someone else had uprooted it and completely thrown it away.

His eyes reflected what he didn't want to call tears, and the ring in his palm left a deep imprint under the force of his hand.

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