When the phone was connected, it was my mother's voice, and when I heard my mother's voice, my nose was sour and I wanted to cry. I really want to cry to my mother about the grievances during this time, and let my mother hug me, but I can't say it, I can't make them worry.

I thought my mom would ask me why I didn't call back for so long, or why I couldn't get through? I thought about how to answer, but my mom didn't ask, and she didn't seem to know that my phone didn't work......

Me: Mom, where's my dad?

Mom: Your dad is out on business!

Me: Oh, have you been there for a long time, when are you coming back, what about my sister, are you all okay?

Mom: It's been two or three days since we went, and we're all right. It's just that you haven't sent money back for a long time, do you have any money at home, and your sister said that her classmates have mobile phones, and she wants to buy one too. You see that if you get paid, send some money back and let her buy one too!

I'm stuck on the phone, I don't know how to say it, the taste in my heart is weird!

My phone was broken, I was reluctant to buy it, I had to bear this kind of thing by myself, and I spent all my money to buy a ticket to Shenzhen, and I only had 30 yuan on me......

Me: Okay, how much does it cost? I'll send it back in a few days when I'm paid.

Mother: Say it's 500, you send more!

Me: Okay!

Before my mom could say anything more, I hung up.

I didn't want to say anything anymore, and as soon as I got in the car, I slept with my eyes closed.

Ali knew that I hadn't slept all night, she didn't ask me what was going on, she just knew that I wasn't happy, and she told Lan Lan not to disturb me, let me sleep for a while.

Close your eyes, it's all hate!

I hate my family and only ask me for money, and I say "When you go out, take care of yourself!" There is no explanation!

I hate that when my brother came to Hengli last year, he knew that I was in love with Yu Ce, as an elder brother, he didn't tell me sternly, "You are still young, don't fall in love, I'm afraid you will be hurt!" In fact, at that time, Yu Ce was worried about what to do if his brother didn't like him and didn't let me get along with him! But my brother expressed Yu Ce's worries with his actions, which was superfluous! My brother showed that it was normal for me to fall in love, and he wasn't worried at all; he didn't even tell Yu Ce to be nice to me! An ordinary friend, or someone he knew, would say to Yu Ce, "Our Xiao An is very good, don't hurt her, you have to treat her well!" Liu Ou, Lei Wanwan, and Zhu Yang have all said!

And that time, my brother, who was also working to earn money, was six years older than me, and he came out two years earlier. He wasn't worried that I would run out of money, or that I wouldn't be doing well, and he came to see me! He went home from Xiamen to Guangdong to play, and when he ran out of money, he asked me to give him money and take a car home......

And my sister never asked me if I was tired of making money, whether anyone bullied me, or if the outside world was fun?

She probably didn't know that there were other expenses that I had earned so hard to give to my father, and then he would give it to her! just for her high pride......

From the quarrel with Yu Ce to what happened later, I accepted it, because my family has always been the spiritual straw that I want to grasp, and I think that even if I have nothing and I am bruised all over my body, I still have my family......

At this moment, this straw crushed my last insistence!

I hate everything I have encountered! From now on, I will never trust anyone again, and I will expect anyone to care about me and be good to me! From now on, I will only have myself, and I will only live for myself!

On the way from Dongguan to Shenzhen, I didn't want to see the scenery, and I couldn't cry.

Next to the place where you get off the bus is the park "Phuket People's Park".

Walking in the bustling crowd, everyone seems to be in a hurry, and they seem to be enjoying themselves.

The girls who came and went were wearing thin, short, and heavy makeup, so they couldn't see what they were!

Maybe it's in the middle of the city!

Unlike the previous place, the bustle of the factory is also lonely;

There are shopping malls, parks, and all kinds of storefronts along the street, selling snacks, clothes, and electrical appliances.

There are also many people who hand out flyers to do all kinds of sales pitches.

When we got the beauty flyer, we stopped, not because the salesman said it was tempting, but because we suddenly wanted to cut our hair!

Ali and Lan Lan washed their hair and blew it out, put on heavy makeup, and my hair was cut by the hairstylist according to the shape of my face.

Me: Cut me as short as possible!

Stylist: Yes, then I'll just watch the cuts!

Me: Hmm!

I didn't open my eyes the whole time, and I didn't open my eyes until I took care of the broken hair that fell on my neck and said it was okay.

I am very satisfied when I look at myself in the mirror.

Hairstylist: Do I need to put on some makeup for you, to match your hairstyle?

Me: No, I'm not used to putting anything else on my face.

When you walk out of the barber shop, you will see a different scene, there are neon lights everywhere, and it looks so lively!

Lan Lan: Let's go to my grandmother's place where she works first to find her to get the key.

Me Ali: Well, we don't know each other here anyway, it's up to you, and we'll go wherever you take us!

Follow Lan Lan to a shopping mall with "ITAT" written on it, the mall is very large, and you can't see it when you see it. We took the elevator up to the third floor, and when we went in with the words "bathroom", turned right and said "Idlers are not allowed to enter", Lanlan opened, and there was a middle-aged aunt with short hair and some fat and fair skin.

Lan Lan quietly walked behind this person, blindfolded this person with her hands, and said playfully.

Lan Lan: Grandma, guess who I am?

The young-looking aunt is Lan Lan's grandmother!

"Who, who are you, I can't guess!" Grandma Lan Lan said deliberately.

Lan Lan let go of her hand.

Grandma Lan Lan: I'm going to die, why did you come to Shenzhen, my Xiaolan, did you tell your parents?

Lan Lan took her grandmother's hand and said coquettishly.

Lan Lan: I'm going to come here to look for a job, but I haven't told my parents yet, I came to Shenzhen to have you here, and they can rest assured.

Grandma: Did you just arrive?

Lan Lan: I'm hungry, but I want to go back and put down my things first, and then come out to eat. These two are my good friends, and we came together, this is Xiao An, this is Ali.

Finally, Lan Lan and Grandma introduced us

Ali: Hello Grandma!

Me: Hello Grandma!

Grandma: Okay, I'll give you the key, I won't get off work until half past ten!

Lan Lan took the key from her grandmother.

Grandma: I'll tell you, this is the key to the iron door outside, this is the key to the outside door, and this is the key to the inside door.

Grandma had to tell us patiently, but Lan Lan was already impatient to listen, and called us to tell grandma while walking.

Lan Lan: Grandma, we know, we will try one by one for a while, and it will always be opened, anyway, there are only five keys.

Grandma: Xiaolan, wait, I'll get you some money, you can go eat something good.

Lan Lan heard that her grandmother wanted to give money, and turned back again.

Ali and I stood in place and waited for her, we didn't see how much money Grandma gave her, and Grandma pulled Lan Lan and whispered something, we didn't hear it.

Ali: The clothes of the staff here are pretty good, just like the clothes of the waiters in the restaurant in the movie. (Ginger fungus-edged stand-up collar shirt, also fungus-edged cuffs, black vest, black slim-fitting trousers)

Me: Well, it's not bad, but it looks good if you wear it!

Lan Lan is back.

Lan Lan: Of course, like in the movie, ITAT is the listing brand!

Me Ali: Yo!

Ali and I were stunned.

Ali: If only we could work here!

Lan Lan: Do you want to come? Then I'll ask Grandma when she comes back, can she introduce her?

Me: Really?

Lan Lan: I heard from my grandmother that it's not easy to get into here, so I'll ask you how to get it.

Ali: Lan Lan, just ask, if only the three of us could go to work together.

Lan Lan: It's just the two of you, I don't want to come here, otherwise I wouldn't have gone to Dongguan, and I wouldn't have met you.

Ali and I looked at each other.

Ali: That's right.

We chatted and got off the elevator to leave the mall, Lan Lan took us across the road, the neighborhood is still very lively, anyway, I haven't been shopping in Dongguan!

We didn't go home right away, or eat, we walked into the "Oops" jewelry store.

Ali: I think the makeup I just put on is very good, eye shadow, blush, lipstick, liquid foundation, and setting powder, I have to buy a set, and I will learn makeup in the future.

Lan Lan: I think so too, I also want to make my eyes bigger and more divine.

Ali: Xiao An, it's a pity that you didn't wear makeup, you should look good when you wear makeup!

I shook my head.

Me: I don't like this, it's okay for you two to pick, I'll wait for you on the side, you don't have to be distracted by me.

Over there, Lan Lan has already found a shopping guide to consult, and I will also walk around to take a look, and my eyes will not leave the two of them for a long time.

Many, many ornaments, dazzling to see, turned around and didn't want to buy, and then returned to the two of them.

They are picking lipsticks, and there are many colors of lipsticks to choose from, but they can't try them, but there are color cards on the packaging for reference.

Ali and Lan Lan picked out the colors they wore with makeup today, I looked at the lipstick with some curiosity, but I didn't expect that I really saw the color I liked, fuchsia, very deep fuchsia.

"I'll buy a lipstick too, and congratulate myself on starting anew!"

As soon as I thought about it, I really bought it, the first lipstick in my life.

In the mirror of the jewelry store, I put on my lipstick.

Lan Lan: Xiao An, the color you chose is not good-looking! You see that your face is already pale, and you paint this color like the spider spirit in the TV series, you look a little scared!

I look in the mirror, but I like it very much!