Chapter Eighty-Four: Ridiculous and Pathetic

When it was dark, Lan Lan said that the door would be closed, and when the door was closed, we brought wine, and went to buy some snacks and went to Changping Park, which is a kilometer away from the station.

Lan Lan said that the night view there was very beautiful, the lights were beautiful, and when we went there, it was already very lively!

It was indeed beautiful, with all sorts of animal shapes lit up, and we sat down in the lawn clearing, like many people around us, and started chatting, drinking, and eating!

Until the people around us were almost gone, we also got up and went back to Lan Lan's house. Lan Lan said that tomorrow morning to take the earliest bus back to work, we walk a little floating; Lan Lan first tiptoed to the next door to see, to confirm that her mother is still playing mahjong, and then we gently opened the shutter door, back home on all kinds of let go, talking, singing, dancing, continue to drink, tired three people lying on the bed.

Lan Lan began to cry, she cried for many reasons and was very sad! In fact, he had a boyfriend who he liked very much, and he was in Shenzhen! They didn't break up, and they didn't love each other like many couples......

All three of us had our own pains, comforting her, and we cried, cried, and threw up......

It was already past four o'clock in the morning when they were sure they could sleep, Ali and Lan Lan set a few alarm clocks, but they were worried that they wouldn't be able to get up in the morning, they were supposed to catch the bus at half past six in the morning, and when they woke up, it was already seven o'clock, and the three of them got up in a hurry, and they couldn't take care of the headache after the hangover, and they didn't have time to wash, so they ran quickly, took a motorcycle, and kept urging the master to arrive before eight o'clock.

As a result, he was inevitably beaten by the master of Mo!

The three of us were in a hurry, and it was already past eight and ten when we arrived at the factory.

Fortunately, when we arrived at the workshop, everyone was cleaning and starting to work.

For Gu Bin's sake, Director Zhu turned a blind eye to us and didn't say anything about us;

The three of us had the hardest day that day, we had a hangover and a headache! We didn't sleep well, so we couldn't doze off! We finally got out of work at night, but we were in good spirits.

We went skating and didn't go home until after twelve o'clock to go to bed.

It's been a fulfilling day, and I can't even remember the last time I called home......

The matter of the girl who was shasi, and the people in the factory are discussing it, and I will fantasize that if the person who died died miserably, it would be nice if the person who died was Si Jinghong's slut, then I would feel a lot more comfortable!

I didn't go out to play for a few days, I was very uncomfortable, suddenly quieted down, a lot of unhappy things poured out, every day was very painful, I couldn't eat or sleep, and I didn't have a lot of energy at work!

When I was drunk and having fun at night, I felt that it was no big deal, and let him pass in the past! But when I was sober, I couldn't get over it in my heart, and I was sad to die.

Especially thinking of this day last month, or this day of last month, a little bit further back...... At that time, I was still loved, and I was still very happy! Why did the two of them change while walking, they scattered, and they would never see each other again! When I was crazy, I wanted to run downstairs to Yu Ce to wait for him, look at him, and say to him, "I don't mind if you like someone else, I still want to be with you, is it okay for the two of us to be reconciled!".

Such thoughts always appear, although I persuade myself again and again, "Think about how he treats me, how ruthless and ruthless he is!" This thought will be dispelled.

December 24 is Christmas Eve, the Chinese New Year's Eve for Westerners!

It's strange in China that all foreign holidays can be celebrated as Valentine's Day!

We didn't dare to go to public to play, so we called Xia Minglin and Gu Bin, as well as Lan Lan and Chen Hui to eat in our rented room.

We didn't cook, so we went to buy a lot of cooked food and drank the leftover case of beer.

Lan Lan was so happy that she got drunk without drinking three bottles of beer, and was taken back by Chen Hui after ten o'clock.

I don't know if it's the strong smell of Valentine's Day, or the wine is strong, Xia Minglin wants to confess to Ali!

He greeted Gu Bin, who called me to the top of the building and made room for the two of them.

Before, chatting with Gu Bin could be more relaxed, or you could talk about Yu Ce, but now I feel that I don't know what to say, and it is not appropriate to say anything, so I can only drink awkwardly! Soon a bottle of beer will bottom out, and Gu Bin only symbolically drank a little.

Me: Hehe, this wine is a good thing, you can think of nothing when you are drunk!

Gu Bin: Almost, Xiao An!

Gu Bin said seriously, and stretched out the wine bottle in my hand.

Gu Bin: Xiao An, you weren't like this before, you used to be so sunny!

Me: Hehe, it's not like I'm going to, you know best why that's happening!

Gu Bin: Xiao An, okay?

Me: Okay, of course I'll be fine, you think I'm going to kill myself for him!

I jokingly patted Gu Bin's shoulder, who knew that he was holding my hand, and it was very dark to see his expression clearly.

I broke free of his hand, and he took two sips of wine with some embarrassment.

I drank the rest of the wine and crouched down to put the bottle at my feet.

When I stood up, Gu Bin suddenly kissed me on the mouth. I instinctively pushed him away and slapped him angrily!

Before I could take it back, he slapped me back, and at that moment I was so angry that I raised my hand and slapped him twice. He also slapped me twice, and instantly sobered up, and he not only kissed me, but also beat me!

Not only do I not know Yu Ce, but I also don't know about his friends, and I think I do!

The aggrieved, ridiculous, and pathetic emotions instantly turned into tears and fell big and big.

Covering my face with my beaten face, I was really naughty like a boy since I was a child, and every time I fought outside, I basically didn't suffer much! He was the first person to slap me, and he didn't show mercy, and the hand covering my face began to tremble.

Gu Bin: I like you, be my girlfriend! If you still want to fight, I'll throw you down from here!

This is the third floor, and there is also the frame of the bicycle underneath, screws......

I really didn't think Gu Bin would say this!

Could it be that the care he took of me some time ago was to insult me like this?

Although I have a falling out with Yu Ce like this, I am at least still a person! I also want to be respected, I think maybe I will fall in love again in the future, but it will never be with Gu Bin, Xia Minglin, or anyone who everyone knew before, I still want to be clean......

Gu Bin touched my face with his hand, wiped away my tears, and then kissed me again, I was like a piece of wood, no matter how he kissed, no resistance, no response!

I'm scared! I'm even ready for what he's going to do to me next!

No matter what, I really want to live, my sister hasn't graduated from college yet, and my parents haven't been happy yet......

He kissed me for about a few minutes, from mouth to ears to neck;

Even in the dark of night, I could feel him looking at me viciously, and he was angry!

He grabbed my neck tightly with his hand, and I didn't resist!

In a sense, he saved my life, and if he really wanted to pinch me, then so be it!

I don't want to owe someone a favor the most, not to mention that he saved me with a purpose, so what else is there to struggle with?

But he didn't push any harder, he let go of the hand that was holding my neck, and pushed me on the shoulder, and I didn't stand still and sat down on the ground, and then he was gone!

I slowly came back to my senses and wanted to throw up!

Without hesitation, I threw up "wow"!

The reason for alcohol, the reason for sadness, the reason for the wind, in short, vomited for a long time!

Then he desperately wiped the place where he had kissed with his hand, and wiped it very hard......

I stood on the roof of the building until dawn all night, and I thought a lot, and there really is no one in this world who is obliged to treat me gently, and no one will be kind to me regardless of gains and losses!

Even if there were, it would not be the ......

It was dawn, and when Ali went to the top of the building to see me, she was very worried.

I hugged her, tears silently shed, and she patted me on the back.

Ali: Ann, why don't we get out of here!

Me: Okay! Let's go ask for leave!

Ali: Well, I thought about it last night, we are paying wages on the 1st, but we should have a holiday on the 1st New Year's Day, and we may pay on the 31st. So we went to call in five days off and came back to work on the 31st. Originally, the 31st would be off, but it should be transferred to the 2nd rest, so the salary will be paid on the 31st.

Me: Okay, just five days, please!

went to the workshop and told Lan Lan our plans, but I didn't expect her to join too.

She also told us a good place to go, Shenzhen!

Her grandmother's family is in Shenzhen, so it used to be much easier for us to find a job.

In this way, the three of us took leave, and Director Zhu was really easy to speak. I don't know if he has a really good relationship with Gu Bin's father?

I haven't had a chance to confirm his relationship with Gu Bin's father, and I haven't even met his father.

We went back to the rental house, simply collected a few clothes and went to Changping.

It was noon when we arrived at Changping, and the tickets we bought were after 10 p.m.

I was so homesick that I used to want to tell my family when I changed jobs, but since I switched to a toy factory, I didn't tell my parents.

The phone was broken and I didn't call back, maybe they called me, but they couldn't find me!

I thought about it for a long time, and if they asked me why I didn't call home, I would say that the factory was so busy that I couldn't spare time......

The phone was answered, and it was Xiao Dan's younger brother Ji Lewei, who asked me to call back in a while, and he went to call his parents.

I hung up the phone, because it was a public phone booth, so I couldn't delay others from using the phone.

I exited the phone booth and took out the little alarm clock that had been with me for a long time to check the time, and after five minutes I re-entered the phone booth and called another phone.