"After I passed the company's selection that year, although I didn't choose to enter the company for the first time, I was also arranged by the company to be my vocal teacher. ”

"The One is a great veteran in the music industry, and even though he didn't have much exposure to it, he liked my voice very much, and just around the time his second album was about to be released, he made the decision that I couldn't believe – he asked me to collaborate on a song on his new album. ”

"You know, I had been in the company for less than a month, and when I got the news, I was completely confused, and at that moment, I had a real sense of all this. Ah, so I really ...... It's time to make your dreams come true. ”

In the huge amusement park, in this lonely corner where only one street lamp stood on the side, the two figures sat indifferently on the bench and listened to the story that only the two of them knew in this world.

"After driving to Seoul with excitement and excitement, I returned to Jeonju after the recording was done, and my mind was still a little dizzy. ”

"It was so sudden, I didn't have time to think too much about it at the time, and it wasn't until I returned to Jeonju after recording the song that I suddenly remembered to share the good news with my best friend Peter...... However, unexpectedly, that terrible change happened after that. ”

"When I was so happy to tell Peter that I was going to be working with The One, Peter was ...... He suddenly acted angry. ”

At this point, Kim Tae-yeon's voice paused visibly before continuing.

Under the cold light on the side, her petite back seemed to become more and more thin and helpless with the softer and softer voice......

"I've never seen Peter so angry. I've never even seen him get angry at me...... I don't know why he did this, but I had a hunch that I told him that I was going to work with The One and that I was about to become a pre-artist, and that news seemed to touch a certain nerve in him that made him so irritable. ”

Later, Peter seemed to realize that his behavior had frightened me, and he forced himself to calm down, but I could see that he was only temporarily suppressed, and that he was only suppressing the inexplicable anger because of me. ”

"Sure enough, after calming down, Peter made an over-the-top request to me...... He wanted me to quit SM. ”

In an instant, Han Yu's mind finally seemed to flash a flash of aura.

Under the mask, his face showed a stunned abruptness, but when his eyes shifted to the petite figure beside him, the mouth that had just opened couldn't help but close again.

Before she knew it, Kim Taeyeon had completely bent over, holding her knees with her hands, she buried her little face, and her whole body seemed to curl up.

That's it...... Seeing that Han Yu was silent for a while, he frowned tightly, lowered his head, he really didn't know what to say, his hands clenched together were clenched very hard, and his knuckles were a little white.

Peter's request was made so suddenly and inexplicably that I could not have agreed to it...... However, under my constant questioning, he refused to reveal any information, and just insisted that I should not be a trainee anymore. ”

"Actually, I could feel that Peter wasn't in the right state at the time, he must have had some secret to say those things to me, but at that time...... Because, because Peter, in his desperation, said something very excessive, something ...... It's too much for the dream I've had since I was a child. ”

"So, I had a big fight with him. It was a very fierce fight, and I still remember it...... In the end, I remember being so angry that I told him that he didn't understand my mind at all, and that he and I were people of two worlds...... Then I left alone in a rage, leaving Peter alone. ”

"And then ...... And then ......"

At this time, Han Woo keenly noticed an indescribable change in Kim Taeyeon's tone.

In fact, he already knew the follow-up development of the matter, and he understood why Kim Taeyeon was like this, he didn't care about anything else, so he quickly reached out, held Kim Taeyeon's shoulders, pursed his lips, and said to her in a deep voice: "Enough, Taeyeon, let's not talk about it, OPPA knows ......"

“OPPA！！”

Suddenly, a hoarse drink that seemed to be suppressed to the extreme rang in my ears.

Han Yu was stunned, he could feel that the girl who was straightened by himself buried her head in his arms, but the hands she held on his arms sank her five fingers deeply, grabbing his clothes to the ground......

"OPPA, you don't understand anything!"

"OPPA, you won't understand ......"

"I want you to listen to my words in their entirety, at least...... Don't be like you were back then......"

His heart trembled slightly.

Looking down at the figure in his arms with his head completely buried, there was still a steady stream of her holding on to her life, as if she felt her heart, and finally, Han Yu closed his mouth.

He opened his arms vigorously, hugged the girl in his arms firmly, and stroked the hair on her head with one hand, as if soothing a little beast covered in bruises, and muttered in his mouth:

"Okay, okay...... OPPA listens to you, OPPA listens to you, OPPA ......"

As he spoke, he couldn't help but raise his head and take a deep breath, his face under the mask was tense, but he could no longer hide the redness in his eyes.

"And then ......"

Peter he ...... And he was gone. It's gone. I can't ...... anymore I can't find it. ”

Han Woo's reassurance seemed to work, he could feel the girl's breath in his arms gradually calming down, but when she said such a sentence in that emotionless voice, he could feel Kim Taeyeon's body tremble......

The calm voice with a hint of crying came to his ears one by one, and pierced his heart like sharp needles.

"That year, in the last days of the summer vacation, my emotions gradually recovered, and I thought that I had not been in touch with Peter since that big fight, and I felt a little regretful, I should not have said so decisively, so I thought about it for a long time before I mustered up the courage to contact him. ”

"I don't have Peter's phone, I don't know where he lives, I don't even know what school he is a student in, so I can only leave him a message on MSN as before, I left a lot of words, I hope that after he sees it, he will at least be willing to see me again, because I am going to Seoul soon, because he and I will probably never see each other again for a while......"

"But I didn't expect that Peter didn't contact me again. Even on the day I had to leave for Seoul, he didn't show up in front of me again. Even later, when I took advantage of the break from practice to go outside the company to contact him on the Internet, I found out...... He still hasn't given me any reply on MSN. ”

"He's gone. ”

"It's like a contact that can be easily deleted by operating on the network, he ...... I was not contacted again. Just because...... That argument I had with him that day!"

"OPPA! DO YOU KNOW? NORMAL PEOPLE, AT THIS POINT, MAYBE THEY WILL GRADUALLY FORGET ABOUT THIS MATTER, RIGHT? NO MATTER HOW DEEP THE RELATIONSHIP IS, I AND HE HAVE ONLY KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR TWO MONTHS, NORMALLY SPEAKING, IN THE FUTURE, OVER TIME, I WILL SLOWLY FORGET ABOUT THIS MATTER, AND EVEN SLOWLY FORGET ABOUT HIM AS A PERSON, RIGHT?"

"But...... That's not true. ”

"I don't know why...... I will never forget him. ”

"I can't say what is engraved in my heart, but it's always like a shadow, faint, and I can't forget it, it's been a long time, although I can't remember it most of the time, but sometimes, I will think of him inexplicably......"

"I don't think Peter knew that even if it was only for two months, he was the person with whom I spent the most time and the closest in my life, and he was the best friend of my life...... However, I think in his mind, he probably didn't think so of me. ”

"He gave me the first genuine friendship in my life, or maybe the relationship would be better, and then he cruelly took it back. ”

"OPPA, the biggest villain is the one who is reluctant to give it in the first place, and then gives it back and then takes it back!, you know?"

"And ...... After taking it back, it suddenly appears again, and then gives others meaningless surprises and hopes, such a person is the biggest and biggest villain......"

“OPPA…… Was it you? No, Peter...... Six years ago, the person who suddenly appeared in front of me was you, right?"

Han Yu's figure seemed to be still for a few seconds.

Then he slowly lowered his head, looking at the petite figure in his arms who was still reluctant to look up at him, but if he looked closely, he would find that in his eyes, in addition to the pervasive remorse and sadness, there was also a trace of ...... Stunned?

……

Six years ago...... In 2009?