Chapter 128: I Only Have You
"Mu Nianchen, I'm ......" Ruan Tian really couldn't say sorry anymore, the more she said sorry, the more she felt like a bastard.
Her hand was still grabbed by Mu Nianchen, because it was in the quilt, Ruan Tian's hand was warm, and Mu Nianchen was also in the quilt like her, but Mu Nianchen's hand was very cold.
Ruan Tian's gaze was opposite to Mu Nianchen's, Mu Nianchen seemed to be looking at her, and seemed to be looking at his past through her.
Ruan Tian's sad and distressed appearance made Mu Nianchen no longer mention his parents, and he said to Ruan Tian: "I didn't have anything to talk about when I was a child, it was boring and boring, you won't like it." ”
Ruan Tian shook her head, and nodded again, she shook her head because she wouldn't dislike what happened to Mu Nianchen when she was a child, and nodded because she didn't want Mu Nianchen to think of those dark memories again.
Ruan Tian leaned up to kiss Mu Nianchen, as if to comfort him, Mu Nianchen kissed Ruan Tian on the lips and pecked him a few times, then let Ruan Tian go, put his forehead against Ruan Tian's, and said in reassuring words: "I don't need to apologize anymore, I didn't get angry because of this." ”
Mu Nianchen has always known what kind of person he is in Ruan Tian's heart, and the reason why Ruan Tian thinks of him in a bad way is because he has not given Ruan Tian anything good over the years.
Ruan Tian, she had already learned from Mu Nianchen's words just now that Mu Nianchen was angry that she ran away from home, but Mu Nianchen didn't care about what she said, but she couldn't help it.
She told herself in her heart that she couldn't do this again in the future, she couldn't hurt people anymore, she couldn't hurt people anymore, and she couldn't hurt the people you care about.
Ruan Tian wanted to divert this topic, she took the initiative to mention her childhood, "Mu Nianchen, have you ever seen a photo of me when I was a child, I think you shouldn't have seen it, because all those photos were hidden by me, do you know why I hid all those photos......? Because I was really not good-looking when I was a kid. Not as good as yours in a thousand!"
Ruan Tian put her hand on Mu Nianchen's face in the pocket watch, and she said with some envy: "If I saw you when I was a child, I would definitely want to be friends with you, but if your temper was so cold when you were a child, I might cry many times." ”
"When I was a child, I talked a lot, and all the little brothers and sisters I played with didn't like to listen to me. When I heard you say that you didn't see your parents during the winter vacation when you were a child, and you couldn't even speak, I was thinking that if I knew you at that time. ”
Ruan Tian really thought so that day, but later, she said in her heart that no, when Mu Nianchen was a child, he didn't know how to be fierce, and being a playmate with Mu Nianchen was a particularly terrible thing.
But now, Ruan Tian is extremely expectant, when Mu Nianchen has no one to accompany her, she is by Mu Nianchen's side.
After calming down for so long, Ruan Tian was still distressed, and she repeated again with a crying voice: "Mu Nianchen, if I knew you when I was a child." ”
Mu Nianchen touched Ruan Tian's head, "When I was a child, I didn't like to talk and didn't like other children. If you knew me at that time, you would have stayed away from me. Sweet Baby, I don't want you to know me. ”
Mu Nianchen touched Ruan Tian's hair again and told her: "Everything is in the past, and now, with you by my side, I have no regrets." ”
Ruan Tian couldn't imagine what Mu Nianchen had gone through to make his personality look like that.
She wanted to hug Mu Nianchen tightly, but because of her stomach, Ruan Tian couldn't hug Mu Nianchen without distance like before.
This is ...... What a sweet annoyance.
Ruan Tian stuck out her tongue at Mu Nianchen, and with some accusatory emotions, she said to Mu Nianchen: "The baby won't let me hold you." ”
When Ruan Tian said this, she seemed to have suffered a great grievance, her eyes were foggy, as if she was really angry, and the baby made her very inconvenient.
In fact, the reason that made Ruan Tian sad was Mu Nianchen's past, not her baby, Ruan Tian deliberately let the baby in her belly carry the pot that made her sad. She didn't want Mu Nianchen to find out her distress anymore.
Mu Nianchen lifted Ruan Tian up funny and gently placed it on his body, Ruan Tian was like a bear with limited mobility, using the place where he could stick to Mu Nianchen, and clinging Mu Nianchen tightly.
"I'm leaving today because, I don't think you want me anymore. Mu Nianchen, I'm not willful, I'm just ...... It's just that...... I care about you. Because I care about you, I'm afraid that you don't want me, and I'm afraid that you will continue to be cold to me. ”
Ruan Tian has too many uncertainties about Mu Nianchen, and in this relationship, Ruan Tian is ready to leave at any time, let alone have any sense of security.
Ruan Tian actually didn't have to say this to Mu Nianchen, because, in Mu Nianchen's heart, this matter had already passed.
But Ruan Tian still had to tell him that she thought, at least tonight, that she would give Mu Nianchen a lot of warmth.
Mu Nianchen thought of many reasons for Ruan Tian to run away from home again, but he didn't expect this.
He patted Ruan Tian's ...... As if punishing Ruan Tian for her self-inflicted cleverness, Ruan Tian covered her ...... snorted, and said to Mu Nianchen aggrievedly, "Why did you beat me?"
She moved like this, and the place that was close to Mu Nianchen naturally followed her movements a little bit Ruan Tian has grown a lot since she was pregnant, and it is even more so.
Mu Nianchen turned over and let Ruan Tian lie down, supported with his palm, and pressed his chin against it, Ruan Tian was originally only wrapped in a bath towel, and it had already fallen off a lot just now, and now it ......
Mu Nianchen's face has some stubble, which does not hurt when thorned on it, but is a little ......
Ruan Tian begged for mercy, her body was like a boiled shrimp, wanting people to swallow it.
In the end, Ruan Tian was really ......
Mu Nianchen is not ashamed!
But Ruan Tian was unwilling to stop him......
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How was she so tired that she fell asleep in the past, Ruan Tian's face was a little red when she thought about it, when she fell asleep, it should have been almost morning.
There is no one by her side now, but Ruan Tian doesn't feel empty at all, because, where Mu Nianchen is lying, it is still very warm, and Mu Nianchen just left for a while.
Ruan Tian took her mobile phone to look at the time, it was already more than 11 o'clock in the morning, and Mu Nianchen had been sleeping with her until now.
The corners of Ruan Tian's mouth unconsciously smiled, there were two text messages in her mobile phone, which were sent from an unfamiliar number.
Because it is located in the United States, Ruan Tian thought it was an advertising text message at first.
She habitually wanted to delete it, but the text message had her familiar name, Chu Mo.
Her fingertips stopped, clicked on the text message, and looked at the contents carefully.
"Xiao Tian, I'm Chu Mo, I just found out that you called me a lot when I used my domestic mobile phone, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you, I have come to the United States. ”
There was another one after this text message, which contained a photo of the hospital, which Ruan Tian recognized at a glance. It's her father, the hospital where he's being treated.
"You don't have to worry about my safety, I already have a job in the U.S., and I'm willing to try it, even if I want to start as an intern. Leaving Nancheng can be regarded as getting rid of a past. ”
That's all there was to the text message, Dr. Chu, he didn't say goodbye, and he didn't leave a single word.
Ruan Tian's brows furrowed, she didn't know when Dr. Chu left, she wanted to ask Dr. Chu if he had handled everything in the country and whether he had accepted the police investigation.
But when he put his finger on the screen, he didn't click on it, in Ruan Tian's opinion, Dr. Chu's departure this time was a little too irresponsible.
But she didn't have a position to accuse Dr. Chu of anything, and in the end, Ruan Tian only replied to Dr. Chu: "If you have difficulties, you can contact me." Dr. Chu, I have always remembered your kindness. ”
This is the only thing Ruan Tian can say.
After she finished replying to the message, she put her phone aside, Mu Nianchen just pushed the door in at this time, and Ruan Tian was a little flustered inexplicably.
It's as if he secretly contacted other men and betrayed him.
Ruan Tian didn't tell Mu Nianchen about Dr. Chu's current situation, and she didn't want to mention Dr. Chu's name in front of Mu Nianchen.
Mu Nianchen was still wearing pajamas, it seemed that she also went out to answer a phone call, Ruan Tian wanted to lift the quilt, and halfway through it, she stopped moving, because ...... She wasn't dressed yet.
Ruan Tian glared at Mu Nianchen with a red face, hid in the quilt, and put on his pajamas.
When she was wearing pajamas, Mu Nianchen had already come to the bedside, Ruan Tian changed into pajamas, stretched her head out of the quilt, and met Mu Nianchen's gaze.
Mu Nianchen was afraid of the cold on her body, so she didn't go to bed again, Ruan Tian knew that she had to get up now, so she didn't let Mu Nianchen accompany her anymore.
She stretched out her hand at Mu Nianchen and asked Mu Nianchen to give her wallet.
This is the first time Ruan Tian has reached out to Mu Nianchen to ask for a wallet, of course Mu Nianchen gave it to her, even if it is a star in the sky, as long as Ruan Tian wants it, Mu Nianchen will definitely do it.
Ruan Tian took out five hundred yuan in cash from Mu Nianchen's wallet, she should have returned the wallet to Mu Nianchen like this, Ruan Tian squinted her eyes, and she found that there was a photo in Mu Nianchen's wallet.
Ruan Tian glanced at Mu Nianchen quietly, and quickly pulled out the photo while Mu Nianchen hadn't found it yet.
She originally thought it was a photo of Mu Nianchen, because the back of the photo looked like it was some years old, Ruan Tian wanted to see Mu Nianchen's childhood, and she didn't want Mu Nianchen to think of anything, so she used this method, thinking that she would put it back after reading it, anyway, the wallet was still in her hand.
Ruan Tian took the photo and hid it back in the quilt, she only glanced at it, and she wanted to hit someone very much, and she wanted to ask Mu Nianchen very much, how could there be this photo!
This photo is whether her black history is good or not!
Even if she killed Mu Nianchen, Ruan Tian didn't expect that she would find an ugly photo of her own childhood in Mu Nianchen's wallet.
Ruan Tian was almost angry, she came out of the quilt, and her movements were so big that she almost kicked the quilt to the ground.
She pinched the photo and turned her back to Mu Nianchen, in front of her was her face when she was a child, Ruan Tian couldn't wait to close her eyes.
"Mu Nianchen, are you a pervert!" Other boyfriends are all beautiful photos of their girlfriends, only Mu Nianchen, only Mu Nianchen!
Although Ruan Tian also knew that the photos in Mu Nianchen's wallet, no one could see them except her.
But Ruan Tian still felt ashamed, "Mu Nianchen, why did you put this photo in it?"
Ruan Tian reacted so much, Mu Nianchen also knew about the exposure of the photo, his face was rare and a little unnatural, he took out another photo from it, this one is his own, the age looks the same as Ruan Tian at the beginning, probably less than a year old baby.
Although Ruan Tian was angry, she was still amazed by the photos of Mu Nianchen when she was a child, Mu Nianchen is really good-looking and good-looking, not the same kind of good-looking as the current one.
Ruan Tian: ...... She was obviously angry, but why did she seem to be praising Nianchen.
Ruan Tian looked at Mu Nianchen with particularly angry eyes, as if Mu Nianchen didn't tell her the answer today, she would keep being angry.
Mu Nianchen pulled Ruan Tian to lie down, Ruan Tian's chest rose and fell so badly, she covered her ugly photo and didn't let Mu Nianchen look at it again, Ruan Tian didn't know when this photo was put in by Mu Nianchen.
Mu Nianchen followed her hair, "I'll put this photo in." It's been a long time ago, and it started out as a ...... for the town's money."
Ruan Tian pasted Mu Nianchen's mouth with one paw, Mu Nianchen was actually joking, deliberately teasing Ruan Tian, and when Ruan Tian was going to continue "domestic violence", she told her, "Put it in, so that I can see what our baby will look like in the future." ”
This reason did not make Ruan Tian happy, she hid her photo and did not give it to Mu Nianchen.
Ruan Tian said to the baby in her belly in front of Mu Nianchen: "Baby, you must look like your father." Dad looked better than Mom when he was a child, and when you grow up, you will look like Mom again, Mom is much better looking than Mom now!"
Ruan Tian said to the baby for the first time in front of Mu Nianchen that this was his father, and Mu Nianchen's eyes were even softer.
As if the baby in her belly was about to answer her words, Ruan Tian felt her lower abdomen move several times.
She had never experienced this kind of feeling, Ruan Tian grabbed Mu Nianchen's hand with trembling hands, but when she grabbed Mu Nianchen's hand, the feeling in her lower abdomen disappeared again.
Ruan Tian put Mu Nianchen's hand in the position where her lower abdomen had just moved, and she still didn't know what this movement in her lower abdomen represented.
The baby seems to know that this hand belongs to his father, and where Mu Nianchen's hand is placed in Ruan Tian's lower abdomen, he will kick it.
So much so that Ruan Tian's stomach seemed to have a small boxer.
"Mu Nianchen, why am I like this?" Ruan Tian had read a lot of books during pregnancy, but now she had forgotten them all, and Ruan Tian's whole person was confused.
Mu Nianchen kissed Ruan Tian's forehead, Ruan Tian could hear it, Mu Nianchen's tone was filled with joy, "Tianbao, this is the baby greeting us." ”
As soon as Mu Nianchen said this, Ruan Tian reacted, this is a normal fetal movement, the fetal movement was originally more than four months old, and if there is a fetal movement, it means that the baby is very healthy, whether it is in the book. Or doctors, will advise pregnant women, do not expect fetal movement too early, some babies will be a little slower, to five or six months old, will occasionally move.
"Tianbao, will it hurt you if he moves like this?" The worry in Mu Nianchen's eyes couldn't be faked, he was obviously so happy, but he was still concerned about whether she would hurt.
Because of worry, Mu Nianchen's joy at the beginning seemed to have decreased by more than half, and Ruan Tian hurriedly said to him: "It won't hurt like this." ”
Ruan Tian looked at her lower abdomen, which moved for a while, and the feeling of surprise made her want to scream.
But Ruan Tian is also distressed, the baby's fetal movement is so early, will it be an acute child?
However, such a little ethereal distress could not offset her current happiness at all.
Although the baby in the belly moved for a while, he was reluctant to move again, but Mu Nianchen's hand was still placed on it, as if he was reminiscing about the interaction just now.
Both of them are parents for the first time, and this wonderful mood seems to be able to communicate with each other.
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The reason why Ruan Tian took out 500 yuan of cash from Mu Nianchen's wallet was because last night, she stuffed all the cash in her wallet in the guard room and left it for the old grandfather.
Mom's tombstone is very clean, and there is no difference between the cemetery and before, which means that even if no one goes to see Mom, the old man is not a little lazy.
Ruan Tian has no cash in her wallet now, she said last night that she was going to take Mu Nianchen for a walk in Sioux City today, and Ruan Tian wanted to take Mu Nianchen to the place she liked to go.
When Mu Nianchen was dressing Ruan Tian, Ruan Tian kept pinching the money, and Mu Nianchen laughed at her for being a lucky cat.
Ruan Tian tilted her head at Mu Nianchen very cooperatively, and screamed a few times.
After Ruan Tian meowed, she thought of the mango that was still left in the apartment with the maid she took care of, and she said longingly: "I miss mango so much." ”
Mu Nianchen buttoned the buttons of Ruan Tian's clothes to the highest, and with an obviously cute voice, he said to Ruan Tian: "You can see you when you go back." ”
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Ruan Tian was going to use the five hundred yuan to take Mu Nianchen to play in Suzhou City, before she set off, she said to Mu Nianchen: "This time, you can't take the driver, we will use the five hundred, okay?" Ruan Tian didn't let the bodyguard follow, she was not an ignorant person.
It is very convenient to travel, there are many subways in Sioux City, you can go almost anywhere, Ruan Tian This is the first time to take the subway with Mu Nianchen, when she goes to school, Ruan Tian travels all by car, and even the activities organized by the school, Dad will arrange people to follow.
There were a lot of people in the subway, Ruan Tian was wearing thick clothes, and her stomach was not so easy for others to find, so no one gave Ruan Tian a seat.
Ruan Tian herself also felt that she didn't need to be given up by others, so Mu Nianchen protected Ruan Tian in her arms and spent an arm's length to prevent her from being touched.
Ruan Tian grabbed Mu Nianchen's arm, and she was really in a good mood.
Let a pregnant woman go out to play, the final destination can only be a gathering place for all kinds of unhealthy food, Mu Nianchen didn't stop Ruan Tian, Ruan Tian wanted to eat, just give Ruan Tian to take, in the end, Ruan Tian was paying, and the boss who sold things looked at Mu Nianchen as if he was looking at a little white face.
Ruan Tian hurriedly took Mu Nianchen away with a cup of milk tea, she was really afraid that Mu Nianchen would continue to stay there for a while, and someone would come over to find her how to use a little wallet x high-quality little white face strategy.
What should I do if my boyfriend is too good-looking? Ruan Tian is really a little distressed.
Ruan Tian smiled with special bad intentions, Mu Nianchen looked at her with a conniving face, and wiped the stained things on Ruan Tian's mouth with a handkerchief.
Ruan Tian handed Mu Nianchen a lot of milk tea left, and Mu Nianchen drank the milk tea without any disgust.
Ruan Tian stood on tiptoe and touched Mu Nianchen's hair like Mu Nianchen usually touched her head, if it weren't for her sanity, she might really say to Mu Nianchen: "Be good." ”
The things they do are actually things that ordinary young couples often do, but Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen have never done this once.
Today, Ruan Tian proposed this, in fact, she had her own selfish intentions, and she was very happy today, as if she had made up for all her previous regrets.
Before going back, Ruan Tian took Mu Nianchen to a temple, Mu Nianchen didn't believe this, but Ruan Tian did.
What Ruan Tian wanted to take Mu Nianchen to see was the ancient tree in the courtyard of the temple.
There are a lot of red bags hanging on the ancient tree, and the bags here can be obtained without buying them, when Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen were in school, they thought about bringing Mu Nianchen, but she never spoke.
In the bag, you need to write the names of two people with a brush, and then write some wishes separately.
Ruan Tian didn't see what Mu Nianchen wrote, she wrote it herself, and she couldn't let Mu Nianchen see it.
After putting the two slips of paper into the bag, Ruan Tian and Mu Nianchen hung the bag on the branch of the ancient tree.
Ruan Tian clasped her hands together and prayed sincerely in her heart, hoping that the wishes she had written would come true.
Mu Nianchen stood beside Ruan Tian, supporting her weakly, there were some small gravel on the ground, it was dark, there were no street lights in the temple, Mu Nianchen was afraid that Ruan Tian would step on it.
When Ruan Tian opened her eyes, Mu Nianchen took her hand.
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"Come with me for a trip to the North City. This was what Mu Nianchen said to Ruan Tian when she thought that Mu Nianchen was going to take her back to Nancheng.
Not long after Ruan Tian woke up, even if he had washed up, he was still a little sleepy, and on the way back from the temple yesterday, Ruan Tian fell asleep in Mu Nianchen's arms.
Beicheng is not so beautiful for Ruan Tian, every time she goes, she is sad and returns,
Ruan Tian did not immediately answer Mu Nianchen's words, but asked Mu Nianchen: "Why do you want to go to Beicheng?"
The elders commanded. Mu Nianchen's fingers scratched Ruan Tian's nose, and said helplessly: "He wants to see you." ”
Ruan Tian's first reaction was Aunt Gu, she shrunk into Mu Nianchen's arms, and said to Mu Nianchen with some fear: "Aunt Gu, she doesn't like me, and I don't like her either." If you take me to her, we'll all be unhappy. ”
Mu Nianchen smoothed Ruan Tian's hair, and there was a little ...... in his tone made Ruan Tian feel sad, "There won't be any Aunt Gu, I only have you." ”