Mu Nianchen said that he wanted to take her home, so he really took Ruan Tian out, Ruan Tian's legs were already swollen, and it hurt to walk like this.

The old man came out after him, he seemed to be very worried about them, the problem was her and Mu Nianchen's, Ruan Tian didn't want the old man to worry about her safety, before getting in the car, Ruan Tian and the old man said: "This is my boyfriend, we had a little trouble today, just in the guard room, I saw him come in, a little surprised, not for anything else, he is not a bad person." ”

Ruan Tian's explanation was obviously to think that the old man didn't know who Mu Nianchen was.

"Little girl, don't make trouble, don't let yourself suffer from the big contradictions!" Mu Nianchen looked so fierce now, and the old man naturally stood on Ruan Tian's side.

The corners of Ruan Tian's eyes were slightly astringent, and he said to the old grandfather: "Don't suffer, don't suffer, he came to me, I'm very happy." It's too cold outside, go back quickly, and we'll leave too. ”

When Ruan Tian spoke, Mu Nianchen had already opened the car door, and Mu Nianchen let Ruan Tian finish talking to the old man before stuffing Ruan Tian in.

The old man was still standing outside the car. Ruan Tian sat in the car and watched what Mu Nianchen said to the old man before he came in.

As soon as he got into the car, the car was about to start.

Ruan Tian glanced back at the cemetery, and the old man was still standing there, under the street lamp at the entrance of the cemetery, as if he was a night watchman.

Ruan Tian said goodbye in her heart.

And the old man, too...... And Mom.

Goodbye Mom.

……

In the moving car, there is an arm's length between Mu Nianchen and Ruan Tian, usually in the car, even if Ruan Tian deliberately stays away from Mu Nianchen, Mu Nianchen will take the initiative to reduce the distance between them, but this time, it is Mu Nianchen who wants to stay away from her.

Ruan Tian felt very uncomfortable, her legs hurt so much that she wanted to cry, in the car, Ruan Tian didn't have to bend down to touch it, she reached out to rub it, I don't know if it was wrong, it was not as comfortable as when Mu Nianchen rubbed her for her, but it made her feel a little more painful.

Ruan Tian withdrew his hand and put it at his side, because of the pain, Ruan Tian's hands clenched into fists.

She tried her best to endure it, not wanting Mu Nianchen to find out, although Ruan Tian now knows that even if Mu Nianchen finds out, she will not feel sorry for her, but Ruan Tian just doesn't want Mu Nianchen to know, and she doesn't want Mu Nianchen to feel that she is selling miserably.

If it weren't for the old man standing outside, Ruan Tian might not have gotten into this car.

Because, Ruan Tian can't stand such Mu Nianchen, such Mu Nianchen is exactly the same as before.

She thought that Mu Nianchen was going back to Nancheng overnight, but the car stopped after driving for about half an hour.

Mu Nianchen got out of the car first, and Ruan Tian sat in the car, watching Mu Nianchen come in her direction.

Mu Nianchen finally carried her to the room.

There is also a villa here, Mu Nianchen has too many properties, he has such a house in Sioux City, Ruan Tian is not very surprised.

Mu Nianchen put her down and left, without saying a word, leaving Ruan Tian alone in the room.

Ruan Tian looked at Mu Nianchen's back, and felt uncomfortable and wanted to go crazy, she couldn't help herself from crying.

The body was too cold, although the central air conditioning and floor heating were obviously turned on in the room before she came, but such a temperature was of no use to Ruan Tian at all.

There is a bathroom in the room, Ruan Tian slowly moved over, she wanted to take a bath to relieve the pain and coolness of her body,

The bathtub was very large, like a pool for soaking in a hot spring, and when Ruan Tian put his feet down, he smelled the little smell in the water and was sure that this was a hot spring.

There is Lushan in Sioux City, the hot springs in Lushan are the most famous, when Ruan Tian was still very young, her grandmother had not moved to Lishan, she had always lived here, Ruan Tian was most looking forward to coming to Sioux City every year,

Ruan Tian's grandmother did not have a good relationship with Ruan Tian's mother, because her mother only promoted her to one child, and because she was unwilling to have any more, her grandmother felt that it was she and her mother who broke off their Ruan family.

Every year during the Chinese New Year, when I went to my grandmother's house, my mother would cry, my father was hard, and I couldn't see my mother suffering, so when Ruan Tian was three years old, she chose to go to Sioux City for the Spring Festival.

Grandma is gentle and affectionate, and she is not at all different from grandma.

There is also such a hot spring in her grandmother's house, Ruan Tian often runs to soak in it, at that time, when she was young, adults joked with her that she was not beautiful, so she remembered it, and she couldn't wait to soak in the hot spring all day long, so as to make herself more beautiful.

She didn't know how familiar she was with this smell when she was a child, but now she can smell it when she smells it.

The temperature of the hot spring water was just right, Ruan Tian put her legs down, her legs and feet were too swollen, the cold wind that had been blowing outside for so long, even if she wore it thickly, her bones were blown through by the cool breeze, and when she touched the warm water, not only did she not feel any comfort, but felt stinging.

It's the kind of pain that hurts your legs and feet when you are bitten by countless ants at once.

This feeling Ruan Tian is very familiar, when she suffered in the past, she didn't know how many times she had to experience this pain every day, in the winter, her hands grew frostbite for the first time. The part-time owner of the small restaurant felt that Ruan Tian would make the guests feel that the restaurant was not clean, so he asked Ruan Tian to wear gloves to work.

Too thick gloves will hinder her work, and it is inconvenient to serve dishes and wash dishes, so Ruan Tian only wears a thin layer of rubber gloves, which not only does not keep her warm, but also makes the chilblains on her hands more serious.

At that time, every time she washed her face, Ruan Tian had to suffer such a pain, but now she felt it again, which made Ruan Tian sober up.

Ruan Tian didn't know what Mu Nianchen was angry about now, she thought that Mu Nianchen still cared about what she said at noon.

Just a sentence, just a sentence, Mu Nianchen was able to take back all the favor he had given to Ruan Tian, his feelings were so fragile, so fragile that Ruan Tian didn't dare to ask for it again.

She endured so much, Mu Nianchen never seemed to see that the things Mu Nianchen had done to her were much heavier than the words she said at noon today.

The hot spring water gradually submerged Ruan Tian's shoulders, making Ruan Tian's body, which was already a little stiff from freezing, warm up a little, and the questions she was thinking about in her head became clearer and clearer.

She thought that she would not be sad after thinking about it so much, and she would feel that she was right, but Ruan Tian wiped the moisture in her eyes, she had no way to deceive herself, at least for now, she still felt that she hurt Mu Nianchen.

Ruan Tian was taught too well by Xu Qingxi, she knew since she was a child that she had to apologize for hurting others and ask the other party to forgive.

Ruan Tian sniffed, she didn't know what to do now, Mu Nianchen was clearly unwilling to communicate with her anymore, Ruan Tian couldn't go to Mu Nianchen like this.

She was so caught up in her own hambled mind that she didn't notice that the bathroom door had been slowly pushed open.

Mu Nianchen was standing outside the bathroom door, looking at Ruan Tian with dark eyes, making it impossible to distinguish emotions.

Although the hot spring is good, Ruan Tian's body is weak and not suitable for soaking for too long, Ruan Tian's head has been lowered, and from Mu Nianchen's point of view, it seems to be about to fall asleep.

Mu Nianchen sighed in his heart, his anger was disappearing little by little, when Mu Nianchen found Ruan Tian, in addition to anger, there was more of a feeling of loss and regain.

He walked into the bathroom, Ruan Tian was immersed in her own thoughts, and automatically ignored the voices next to her.

When her body was picked up from the water, she let out an "ah", and after finding out that it was Mu Nianchen, Ruan Tian stopped exclaiming.

Obviously, Mu Nianchen was going to take her out, Ruan Tian boldly pointed to the shampoo on the other side, and took the initiative to show weakness and said to Mu Nianchen: "I want to wash my hair, my hair, and I will ...... today I also suffered from the wind, and my head hurt so much. ”

Ruan Tian didn't say nonsense, her head was really hurting, but she didn't really expect that in the current situation, Mu Nianchen would help her wash her hair as before.

But Mu Nianchen really washed her hair according to her instructions, Ruan Tian's whole body was soaked in the hot spring, she didn't feel how cold, Mu Nianchen washed her hair many times, and she was already very skilled, his movements were still the same as before, but he still didn't talk to Ruan Tian.

Ruan Tian was about to be driven crazy by this feeling of silence, she didn't know what Mu Nianchen meant by this.

When Mu Nianchen washed the foam on her hair, Ruan Tian couldn't hold back anymore and shed tears in front of Mu Nianchen.

Ruan Tian didn't want Mu Nianchen to see her tears, so she found herself a step down and said in a nasal voice: "I'm foaming in my eyes, it's a little uncomfortable." ”

Mu Nianchen's action of washing the foam of Ruan Tian's hair did not stop, as if she had not heard Ruan Tian's words, Ruan Tian had expected Mu Nianchen to do this, she bit her lip and did not let herself speak again.

Mu Nianchen used a towel to dry the water droplets on Ruan Tian's body, and then wrapped her whole person in a dry towel, as if she was afraid that it would be too cold outside and would make Ruan Tian catch a cold, Mu Nianchen took another coat, draped it on Ruan Tian's body, and carried her to the bed with the coat.

Ruan Tian's heart was inexplicably warm, she knew that she was very cheap, because Mu Nianchen's little bit of goodness made her mood change, which was really undeserved, but Ruan Tian had no way to control her heart.

Mu Nianchen still wanted to leave, Ruan Tian was unwilling to let him leave like this, when Mu Nianchen turned around, Ruan Tian stretched out her hand and wanted to grab Mu Nianchen's sleeve, but Mu Nianchen didn't give her this opportunity.

Ruan Tian didn't even touch the sleeve of his shirt.

Seeing that Mu Nianchen was going out again, this time, I didn't know when I would be able to come back, Ruan Tian had only one thought in her head, she wanted to keep Mu Nianchen, and then say sorry to him, if Mu Nianchen was still unwilling to forgive her this time, then she would ......

What will happen to her? Ruan Tian actually didn't have an accurate answer herself.

She didn't even wear slippers, wrapped in a bath towel and went to chase Mu Nianchen, but before Mu Nianchen walked to the door, she was hugged by Ruan Tian from behind.

"I'm sorry. Ruan Tian said to Mu Nianchen again, her voice was cautious, and she didn't even dare to speak loudly. She showed weakness as much as possible, and used her sincerity to warm Mu Nianchen.

The girl she loves apologizes to him in a soft voice, no matter how angry she is, Mu Nianchen can't say it at the moment.

He was originally holding on to prevent Ruan Tian from discovering his distress.

Mu Nianchen told himself forget it, don't be angry with her anymore, she is your girl, you have to be good to her for the rest of your life.

Ruan Tian's arms were exposed, her legs were the same, the bath towel on her body was thin and had no effect on keeping warm, the temperature in the room was high enough, Ruan Tian took a hot spring, her body was already warm, and she didn't feel cold at all.

She is not cold, but Mu Nianchen thinks she is cold.

He turned to face Ruan Tian, and Ruan Tian could see that Mu Nianchen meant to carry her back to bed.

She hid where she had just put her clothes, and took out the mango that the pregnant woman gave her on the high-speed train today from the coat she had taken off.

Ruan Tian only ate one piece, and put the mango into her pocket, and the pocket of the windbreaker that Mu Nianchen picked out for her was very large, and she couldn't see anything in a box of mangoes.

In winter, mangoes are not easy to spoil, Ruan Tian held the mango and walked in front of Mu Nianchen, she carefully handed the mango to Mu Nianchen, "This mango is so sweet and sweet, I want you to eat it." ”

When Ruan Tian said this, his cowardly appearance made Mu Nianchen feel distressed, he scared Ruan Tian, this was obviously the result he wanted, but Mu Nianchen had no sense of accomplishment at all.

He said hello to Ruan Tian, and then took a bite of mango pieces, the mango was really sweet, sweet made Mu Nianchen's heart cold all afternoon, and warmed again.

He held Ruan Tian in his arms, and this time Ruan Tian did not run away again.

Ruan Tian was put in the quilt by Mu Nianchen again, her hand grabbed Mu Nianchen's arm, the meaning was obvious, she wanted Mu Nianchen to come to the quilt too.

Mu Nianchen complied with Ruan Tian's wishes, Ruan Tian blinked her big eyes and kept looking at Mu Nianchen, as if she was afraid that Mu Nianchen would suddenly leave, Mu Nianchen kissed Ruan Tian's forehead and said to Ruan Tian: "Sleep." I'm not leaving. ”

Mu Nianchen asked Ruan Tian to sleep, Ruan Tian was not sleepy at all, and she couldn't sleep if she wanted to.

Mu Nianchen didn't say forgiveness to her clearly, which made Ruan Tian very uncertain, she was afraid that when she woke up, Mu Nianchen had already left.

"Mu Nianchen, Mu Nianchen. Ruan Tian kept calling Mu Nianchen's name.

Mu Nianchen responded to her and said, "I'm here." ”

"I'm not going to talk like that again. Ruan Tian did not apologize again this time, but made a guarantee, this is her concession, for Ruan Tian, almost put aside all the things in the past.

Ruan Tian obviously misunderstood what made Mu Nianchen angry, Mu Nianchen pressed against Ruan Tian's forehead, and there was relief in his voice: "It's not because of this." ”

Ruan Tian looked at Mu Nianchen with some incomprehension.

"What makes me angry is that you ran away from home without saying a word, and the cold wind blew in the cemetery for so long. Mu Nianchen said this, which made Ruan Tian's heart sour.

It turned out that Mu Nianchen was so fierce because he was worried about her?

Ruan Tian pillowed her head on Mu Nianchen's chest, she listened to the heartbeat in Mu Nianchen's chest, and her heart was very stable.

But she couldn't give Mu Nianchen a guarantee, because after giving birth to the baby, she still had to leave.

Ruan Tian deliberately didn't let Mu Nianchen see her eyes, there were too many emotions in her eyes, and Mu Nianchen could see through them at a glance.

But she can't help it, she can only forget her father for a little time, and she can only forget the suffering she has endured for a little time.

If she is never remembered, Ruan Tian can't do it.

Mu Nianchen's hand pinched Ruan Tian's earlobe, Ruan Tian's earlobe was small, like a toy in Mu Nianchen's hand, and his movements were light, which only made Ruan Tian feel itchy.

Normally, Ruan Tian would definitely hide, but this time she didn't hide.

She enjoyed the atmosphere with Mu Nianchen now.

Mu Nianchen didn't know where to come from, and took out a pocket watch, which was the kind of old-fashioned pocket watch that could be hung on the pocket of a suit.

She opened the lid of the watch, and inside the lid was a photograph.

Ruan Tian didn't know any of the three people in the photo, but the more she looked at it, the more familiar she felt, especially the little boy who was protected by two adults in the middle, who looked a little similar to Mu Nianchen.

The man in the photo, his eyebrows are very similar to Mu Nianchen's, they are all thick black sword eyebrows, and his eyes are similar, and the expression in the photo is exactly the same as the current Mu Nianchen.

Ruan Tian looked up at Mu Nianchen uncertainly, and then fell into the pocket watch, Mu Nianchen's lips were exactly the same as the woman in the photo, Ruan Tian suddenly thought of something, and blurted out the guess in her heart: "This is, your parents?

Ruan Tian remembered that Mu Nianchen's parents were both public officials, and the two people in the photo were wearing military uniforms, which was also very consistent.

Mu Nianchen said yes.

Ruan Tian held the pocket watch, unwilling to let go, this was the first time she saw the photo of Mu Nianchen's parents, and it was also the first time she saw Mu Nianchen's appearance when she was a child, she seemed to see the appearance of the baby in her belly through Mu Nianchen on this photo.

Mu Nianchen was very cute when she was a child, Ruan Tian had a lot of photos of herself when she was a child, and she was not so good-looking when she was born.

When she was five or six years old, she didn't like to look at the photos of herself when she was a baby, and she didn't think it looked good at all, because other children were white and tender, and she was the only one who was black.

Mom comforted her and said that our Tianbao was not unsightly when she was a child, but our Tianbao was so good-looking, and the little angel in the sky gave Tianbao a kind of magic, so that Tianbao slowly made her cute appearance so that everyone could see it.

Ruan Tian believed her mother's statement, and now, she saw the photo of Mu Nianchen when she was a child, and felt a little funny, fortunately, she didn't know Mu Nianchen when she was a child, otherwise she would definitely think that her mother was lying, because Mu Nianchen was so good-looking when she was a child.

Ruan Tian held up the pocket watch and said to Mu Nianchen: "I think, you are more like your father, in the future, will our baby be more like you,......?" personality, but you must not be like Mu Nianchen.

With a character like Mu Nianchen, life is too hard, Ruan Tian hopes that her baby can be more like her, at least, she was very happy when she was a child.

Ruan Tian said to the baby in her heart, "Mom doesn't want you to be as smart as Dad, nor does she want you to be as good as Dad, Mom wants you to be happy and never have sorrow." ”

Every mother is like this, hoping that her children are safe and happy.

Even if she is not so smart, even if she is not so good, she will still love it forever.

Because, this is her child, with her blood in her veins.

Mu Nianchen hugged Ruan Tian closer to him, and as soon as he turned his head, his eyes could meet Ruan Tian's.

Mu Nianchen pressed Ruan Tian's hand holding the pocket watch and replied to Ruan Tian's words, "I hope that our children are like you." ”

Mu Nianchen's mood towards Ruan Tian, if he used Ruan Tian's expression, he should say: "Our sweet treasure is the best in the world." Children should be like you no matter what. ”

Ruan Tian nodded happily, obviously the baby hadn't come out of her belly yet, so she began to think about the baby's cute appearance.

It's just that when she thinks about it, she inevitably wants to cry, Ruan Tian feels that she is destined to miss the baby's growth.

She suppressed the sadness in her heart to the point of despair, and said to Mu Nianchen: "Your father is so handsome, and your mother is also good-looking, Mu Nianchen, your family is very good-looking." ”

Mu Nianchen hugged Ruan Tian, touched Ruan Tian's lower abdomen with his big hand, and said to Ruan Tian: "Our Tianbao is also good-looking." ”

Mu Nianchen's sudden compliment made Ruan Tian a little embarrassed, her cheeks were red, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but feel happy.

"Mu Nianchen, tell me about your parents. "Ruan Tian has always been very curious about Mu Nianchen's childhood.

Mu Nianchen was silent for a long time, so long that Ruan Tian felt that what he just said was a little overstepping, which made Mu Nianchen unhappy.

She wanted to say to Mu Nianchen, "It's okay, I'll just ask casually." ”

Mu Nianchen spoke a second before she spoke: "My parents used to work in a unit that needed to be kept secret, and even me, their only child, saw them very rarely in a month. ”

"When I was six years old, my parents were transferred to Yunnan to do technical work, and they took me with me, and I stayed in Yunnan with them for three and a half years. ”

Why three and a half years...... There is no need for Mu Nianchen to say, Ruan Tian also knows why.

She suddenly regretted that she wanted to mention Mu Nianchen's parents, which would cause him to be sad, and if someone asked her to talk about her parents now, Ruan Tian would definitely be sad.

It was precisely because of this that Ruan Tian felt sorry for Mu Nianchen, and her fingertips fell on Mu Nianchen's lips, "Your parents are very powerful." ”

Ruan Tian wanted Mu Nianchen not to recall these anymore, she said to Mu Nianchen: "I often came to Sioux City when I was a child, tomorrow you have a holiday, I'll take you to eat delicious, okay?"

Mu Nianchen kissed Ruan Tian's fingertips and continued his words: "Later, I learned that the technical work they did was just a disguise, and their real identity was to participate in anti-drug work. ”

Drug...... Drug......

Ruan Tian finally understood why Mu Nianchen was so angry when she said those words that suspected Mu Nianchen of drug trafficking.

Ruan Tian couldn't wait to slap himself twice.

Her head ached, and the feeling of self-blame almost drowned her out.

Mu Nianchen ...... Mu Nianchen ......, "This is the second time tonight, Ruan Tian called Mu Nianchen's name like this, Ruan Tian shouted liver and intestines, these three words, every word is bitter."

"Mu Nianchen, I'm ......" Ruan Tian really couldn't say sorry anymore, the more she said sorry, the more she felt like a bastard.