No pain, no gain, Lin Fan believes in the truth that God rewards hard work. But learning is not just about studying textbooks, if you are really not interested in textbooks, then you should at least cultivate your interest and read some books that you are interested in.

Throughout the afternoon and evening, Lin Fan was looking at all the textbooks on the desk, but the speed of turning the books was too fast, it really didn't look like a learning attitude, but it seemed to be a little annoyed when he looked at the knowledge he knew when he looked at the books, so he turned it faster and faster. But his face was calm, without the slightest hint of anxiety or frustration, and it was really weird.

Zhang Fen saw all this, so he got up and went out.

When Lin Fan was being harshly criticized, Jiang Fan wanted to buy a piece of clothing, but after thinking about it, he still went to find a companion first: Zhuzi.

He wants to buy a piece of clothing and then go to find a pillar, of course, not because he needs the pillar to give him a reference, in fact, he doesn't really want to buy clothes, in fact, it's all for the pillar, because he is actually living a very bad life, or with his ability, there is no way to live well, so he actually has pity.

Because the last time he saw the pillar, he found that the pillar's clothes were a little tattered, and then he felt like the pillar's brother, or the pillar's behavior made him feel like an elder brother, since he was an elder brother, then he had to shoulder the responsibility of the elder brother, since the pillar was not doing well now, since the pillar had no money, since the pillar had some other burdens, he actually had no burden, so he felt that he should help the pillar in some aspects.

Of course, it is also because the person of the pillar is very good, and also because the pillar is good to him, and in many cases the pillar will help him, so he feels that he should help the pillar, in fact, people are like this, not because a certain person is poor, we are willing to help him, and it is not because a certain person is very difficult, we are willing to help him.

Of course, it's because there are other shining points in this person, because this person has qualities that you like, or because he has a good relationship with you, we will help him, if this person is rubbish, if this person is bad, or if this person makes you very annoying, then of course you will not choose to help him.

Many times he feels that he is too chic, of course, you don't mean that he lives very indifferently, but that he feels that the original life of him is really a little impersonal, as if except for himself, he thinks that there is no other person in this world who can walk with him, as if all other people except himself are other people.

In fact, this kind of life is a little sad, because you can't find someone to talk to, whether it's when you're happy or when you're sad, when you're happy, you definitely need someone to share the joy, when you're sad, you definitely need someone to bear this sadness, but he didn't seem to need these at all, it seems that he lived a very chic life, it seems that he lives a very indifferent life, in fact, deep down, of course, he knows that he is actually very unhappy like this.

In other words, no one should live like this, so since he has made that decision, since he has decided to make his life very different, to let himself have a completely different life, then he feels that he should make some changes, and this change should start from the pillar, because the pillar is the closest person to him so far.

Thinking of the pillar, he began to sigh in his heart, because the pillar is too difficult, or the pillar seems to have a distressing temperament, it seems to be very literary, or the other person sounds like a little literary, in fact, this is not a literary thing at all, this is a very sad thing, because the pillar is a very pitiful person.

Because in his opinion, the pillar is the most in need of help, no matter what the pillar does, or what he can't think, the pillar should be helped by others, but the reality is that the pillar has been helping others, and the pillar has been giving himself the greatest kindness to the world, but this world, or the people around the pillar, don't feel his kindness at all, and don't care about his kindness at all, they just take it for granted, they feel that the pillar person should help them.

But when the pillar is in danger, when the pillar needs help, no one around him is willing to help him, it sounds like the pillar is a little stupid, but he knows that the pillar is not stupid, Zhuzi is just very kind, and the kindness makes people speechless, and the kindness makes him feel that such a person is simply rare in the world, and such a person simply deserves to be treated well by the whole world.

No matter what he thinks, the pillar is such a person anyway, the pillar will not change at all because of other people, the pillar is still the kind and simple pillar, in fact, he has thought before, why does the pillar help others, and why are others unwilling to help him?

In fact, he finally figured out this matter, because in this world, everyone will look at each other's status, everyone will look at each other's value, and everyone will judge their own behavior according to each other's status and the value of each other, or use this to guide their own behavior, if there is a stranger who helps you, you will definitely not think about how to repay him, because this favor may not be too big or small, of course, if this stranger saves your life, of course you will want to repay him, but if this stranger just simply helped you a little, you will naturally not always think about helping him。

Yes, this is the case, for the pillar, he actually doesn't have much ability, he seems to be able to do a little help to others, but, this little favor seems to be indifferent to others, if the pillar is a very awesome person, if the pillar is a very powerful person, if the pillar is a very powerful person in the eyes of others, then if the pillar helps others a little favor, others must be grateful to Dade, if the pillar at this time suffers from difficulties, but needs the help of others, others feel that such a pillar is valuable, then the others will definitely come to help the pillar.

However, the current pillar is a humble person, his status is very low, and even others can't see what the pillar is of value to them, so at this time, other people will not think about helping the pillar at all, because they feel that helping the pillar is not beneficial at all, because they feel that when the pillar helped them before, it was just some very simple little things, and they don't deserve to have a sense of gratitude at all.

He thought so, sighing in his heart while thinking about what people were saying about the pillar, in fact, the pillar was very famous in their circles, because of the character of the pillar, because of the pillar's generosity, because of the pillar's experience.

In fact, according to the normal situation, everyone will have a very good childhood, in a very good childhood, everyone will have a good memory, in the good memory, there must be many people worthy of their memory, there must be many people who have done a lot of things, there must be many things that they need to be grateful for, and they need to feel happy.

Even, in these things, they will feel that a period of time is worth remembering, yes, this is the so-called good memory, in a simple childhood, everyone seems to be happy, everyone feels that memory is what they need to treasure, they cherish that memory, from time to time when they look back, it seems that they feel that their life has a lot of hope, but in the pillar, he does not have a so-called good childhood at all.

Of course, childhood should be good, in childhood, we have done a lot of childish things, in childhood, we have done a lot of seemingly ridiculous things, these childish and ridiculous things, it seems like this, but when you grow up, when you look back at these past events, you will know that it is not only naïve, it is not just ridiculous, it is a very precious experience, in this experience, we have a lot worth remembering.

Of course, there are also people who think that their childhood is not innocent, in childhood, they may not have friends, because in childhood, they may be a little withdrawn, because in childhood, they may not find more things that they recall, yes, there are also many people who are like this, may feel that childhood is something irrelevant, as if all childhood has no memories worth recalling.

Or they don't remember what they did in their childhood, as if their childhood was just a forgotten time, of course many people will have such a childhood, but in any case, such a childhood is at least not painful, even if there is no shining point in childhood, at least they are simple at this time, they are innocent at this time, even if they can't recall anything worth being happy about, even if they can't recall anything to remember, they at least know that these things are a little simple, these things are worth keeping, and these things are at least not very fluctuatingOr at least these things don't make them feel sad.

But it's hard to imagine how painful the pillar's childhood was, pain is a feeling, yes, pain may just be a human feeling, pain may only be a feeling for people at that time, if it is not a particularly big pain, if it is not involved in the real pain between relatives, then maybe this pain is not very memorable.

But the pillar did suffer from unbearable suffering.