Chapter 122: Real Love
On the other side, Chu Yan and Feng Xue, the relationship between the two finally improved tonight.
Feng Xue originally planned to be quiet by herself for a period of time, and she did live a life of not being disturbed by anyone for a week, this week, Feng Xue did not completely heal the wound, but at least the pain was not as intense as at the beginning, and she slowly saw a lot, without me by her side, she was lost and sad, but she could live. For Chu Yan, she rarely thought about it in the past week, or rather, she deliberately didn't think about Chu Yan. But Feng Xue didn't expect that Chu Yan would use this way to get her out of the shadow of pain today.
Say not moved, that's fake, Chu Yan's intentions, Feng Xue saw it in his eyes, in order not to embarrass herself, Chu Yan was willing to disappear for a week without bothering, in order to get herself out of the pain, Chu Yan spent all her efforts today to realize her dream for her.
Angel is the common idol of Feng Xue and me, and it is the goddess that Feng Xue has liked for many years, Feng Xue has always regarded Angel as the sustenance of her dreams and the comfort of her soul, she really didn't expect that there would be such an opportunity to see idols with her own eyes, and even get close to idols. And all of this was done by Chu Yan for her, Feng Xue understood Chu Yan's intention to do this, so it was only at this time that she stood in Chu Yan's perspective and seriously considered Chu Yan's feelings.
In this relationship, Chu Yan is actually the injured party, Feng Xue knows that everything is her own fault, she is the one who made me sad to leave, and at the same time, she is also unfair to Chu Yan, since she has promised to give Chu Yan a chance, and also promised Chu Yan and me to compete, she should fulfill her promise. But these days, she clearly didn't put her mind on Chu Yan, and even treated Chu Yan as air all the time. However, instead of thinking about it, Chu Yan was bent on helping him heal his wounds, and this heart made Feng Xue have to be moved.
Feng Xue can't deceive herself, she is not completely loveless to Chu Yan, as long as Chu Yan does something for herself, she will be soft-hearted and touched, that is to say, she did make a half-hearted mistake, this mistake has hurt me, and she can't get me back, since the matter is a foregone conclusion, she can only accept this fact. Of the two men who love her, she has hurt one of them, and she must not hurt the other again, and she can't bear to hurt Chu Yan, who is dedicated to herself.
Feng Xue thought for a long time, and finally, when she walked out of the gymnasium, she looked at Chu Yan and said sincerely: "Thank you, Chu Yan, I am very moved!"
When Chu Yan heard Feng Xue's words, his heart finally brightened up completely, and he knew that his efforts today were not in vain.
These days, Chu Yan is actually very depressed and aggrieved, his beloved woman has been thinking about other men, and has been sad for other men, which makes Chu Yan very, very uncomfortable, it can be said that even a man can't stand it, Chu Yan is also a proud person, how can he bear Feng Xue's heart being occupied by others, what he wants is not only Feng Xue as a person, but also Feng Xue's whole heart. Therefore, he has been meditating hard recently, thinking about making Feng Xue forget the past and forget me, he wants to sweep me away from Feng Xue's heart, only in this way will Feng Xue treat him wholeheartedly.
Now, seeing Feng Xue's expression and attitude, Chu Yan already has a sense of accomplishment, he knows that he is easy to impress Feng Xue, he understands Feng Xue, so he can prescribe the right medicine and use his way to make Feng Xue happy, even if Feng Xue has not completely forgotten me now, Chu Yan is also confident that sooner or later Feng Xue will give up his love for me, and only love for him Chu Yan remains.
After thinking about it, Chu Yan smiled, looked at Feng Xue with bright eyes, and said affectionately: "These are nothing, Xiaoxue, as long as I can see you laughing, I am willing to do anything!"
Chu Yan's words touched Feng Xue's heart again, Feng Xue remembered that when he was in high school, Chu Yan also used his words and actions to accompany him, enlighten himself, and silently protect himself. During that time, she was also accustomed to Chu Yan's company and protection, and she felt that Chu Yan could give her peace of mind and strength. And today, when Chu Yan was in the abyss of pain, he tried his best to bring sunshine to himself.
Today is indeed Feng Xue's happiest day in a while, at least in the more than two hours of listening to Angel's concert just now, Feng Xue forgot her sorrows, and also forgot me for a short time, it can also be said that she only remembered the pure and carefree time when she and I liked Angel together, and forgot all the pain and hurt between me and her.
If time can be turned back, how Feng Xue hopes that everything can go back to the beginning, back to the time when she was not lame, and she and I were both simple students, the two of us grew up together since childhood, we have been top-notch since childhood, and we have been inseparable since childhood, no matter what we do, we are all together, even the idols we like. We study together, listen to music together, laugh and have fun together.
What a wonderful time those years!
However, the beauty of the past can only exist in memory and imagination, the real reality is bloody, all my illusions in the past, now are about to be shattered, she and I, after all, can not be in a smooth way, hand in hand for a lifetime.
Feng Xue knows that since she jumped off the building five years ago, the relationship between her and me has not been as pure as before, how can the broken glass be made without any gaps at all?
It was precisely because of the rift at the beginning that Chu Yan was inserted, or in other words, if it wasn't for the incident of jumping off the building, if it wasn't for the fact that she was desperate for me, then between her and me, there would be no one who could insert it. But the fact is that during the time when I ran away from home, in her darkest high school years, Chu Yan entered her life and touched her heart, and from that time on, Feng Xue's heart did not belong to me alone.
And now, after I returned, Feng Xue knew very well that I had given everything I had to make up for my mistakes. Feng Xue was indeed completely moved by me, she forgave me and fell in love with me again. However, this love, and the two unsuspecting loves in the past, are destined to be different. Today's love is not pure after all, on the surface, our relationship is completely stitched, but no matter how well it is stitched, there are cracks, so as soon as Chu Yan came, he only needed to poke lightly in this crack, and the relationship between me and Feng Xue was broken again.
Feng Xue understands that what I want is all her love and her single-mindedness, but this is exactly what she can't give me, although she regrets that she agreed to give Chu Yan a chance, but she also has to admit that Chu Yan can easily shake her heart. Because, as far as she is concerned, Chu Yan did give her warmth and touching in high school, Chu Yan's kindness to her, she can't completely turn a blind eye, and she can't be so hard-hearted to refuse to hurt Chu Yan mercilessly.
However, it was because of her soft-heartedness that I left sadly, Feng Xue blamed herself, very uncomfortable, and painful, she was really sorry for me. However, she also knows too well that as long as Chu Yan exists, she is destined to be sorry for me, because I don't allow her to have the slightest love for other men, because Chu Yan's existence is my heart knot. Therefore, Feng Xue knows that she can't get me back, and my departure is a lifelong pain for her, but it is also a fact that cannot be changed.
Just when she walked out of the gymnasium, Feng Xue figured it out, since she couldn't change the damage she had done to me, then, she should try to be kind to Chu Yan, this is her own choice, it is her promise, since she has promised, she must keep her promise. She can no longer trample Chu Yan's sincerity under her feet, no matter what, she has to be responsible for her choice.
Thinking of this, Feng Xue raised her head, looked at Chu Yan, and said firmly: "Chu Yan, thank you for being willing to understand me, I will try to let go of the past." ”
After hearing this, Chu Yan laughed completely, and he said happily: "Okay, I can wait, as long as you can give me a chance and let me do something for you!"
After speaking, Chu Yan raised his hand and looked at his watch, and then said, "It's still early, let's go!" I'll take you around, the night view of the provincial capital is very good!"
Hearing Chu Yan say this, Feng Xue hesitated slightly, then nodded and said, "Well, good!"
With Feng Xue's permission, the smile on Chu Yan's face became even brighter, and he took Feng Xue's hand and walked towards the Lincoln car.
Feng Xue let Chu Yan pull her, she was also thinking in her heart, since she decided to be with Chu Yan, then, she should try her best to invest in her feelings for Chu Yan, what she needs to do now is to try to suppress me in her heart, forget the pain for a while, enjoy the moment, and cherish the people in front of her.
After getting in the car, Chu Yan didn't say anything, just held Feng Xue's hand tightly, and firmly grasped the rare opportunity that Feng Xue gave him, he wanted to take advantage of this to make Feng Xue a little happier.
Half an hour later, the car stopped at Xingyue Square, the most prosperous place in the provincial capital, and after getting out of the car, Feng Xue followed Chu Yan and walked towards the pedestrian street next to the square.
The night view here is really beautiful, on the wide Xingyue Avenue, the endless stream of cars, shining silver, from a high place looks like a Milky Way flowing. In the center of Xingyue Square, there is a fountain, and the water sprayed at night is colorful and colorful. The pedestrian street in front is lively and noisy, the signs on the left and right sides of the shop are flashing and colorful, and there is a food street at the end of the street, all kinds of snacks are arranged in two long queues, and many people gather on the tables and stools on the side of the road to eat supper, and everyone has their own laughter.
Feng Xue was infected by such excitement and laughter, and her heart was also a lot more relaxed and happy, although she was lame, but at this moment, she ignored this point for the time being, she was like an ordinary girl, shopping, walking, watching, and when she encountered something delicious, she would also try to eat it.
Chu Yan accompanied Feng Xue quietly throughout the whole process, whatever Feng Xue wanted to do, he would satisfy Feng Xue, occasionally seeing a smile on Feng Xue's face, he was also very happy in his heart, he liked this feeling very much, this is the real love!
Happy times always pass quickly, and in the blink of an eye, the time came to more than eleven o'clock in the evening, and Chu Yan took Feng Xue back to the car.
As soon as he got in the car, Chu Yan said to Feng Xue: "It's late now, you are tired today, otherwise, don't go back to Beichang tonight, just tomorrow weekend, I will open a room here for you, and I will take you to have a good time in the provincial capital in the past two days!"
When Feng Xue heard this, her face couldn't help but show hesitation, she stared at her eyebrows, thought for a while, and then, she nodded and said, "Okay!"
When Chu Yan heard this, he immediately asked the driver to set off, and fifteen minutes later, the car stopped.
Chu Yan took Feng Xue's hand and got out of the car, Feng Xue walked next to Chu Yan, raised her eyes and looked at the luxury hotel in front of her, only to see that above the hotel, there were five big characters engraved with golden light: Tianhai Hotel.