Chapter 121: My relationship with Angel
Angel is a big star with thousands of brilliance, and it is also my favorite female singer in my early years, when Feng Xue and I both worshipped Angel as a goddess, and now, Angel is my confidante, in addition to Lin Xi and hacker Su Xiaofei, Angel is also one of the people who knows my phantom identity.
In the years since I became a phantom, I have come into contact with many women, and I will keep my due distance from women, but I can't be so absolute with Angel, that is, she is the most ambiguous one with me, and we have even slept in the same bed. However, we didn't have any substantive relationship, because, no matter when, no matter where, I always have Feng Xue in my heart, Feng Xue occupies all my heart, so I will not have love for other women, let alone break through the bottom line to have a relationship, even Angel, she is very special to me, but for her, I finally restrained my desires.
My relationship with Angel is beyond friends, but it is not a lover, although I have not become a lover, but I like to be with Angel, when I am with her, I will relax from the bottom of my heart, she is like my confidant, can make me forget my worries, immersed in an invisible peace.
This time, the matter of Feng Xue and Chu Yan made me unable to let go, I made up my mind to fulfill them, but I couldn't let go of my heart knot, I couldn't do it so freely, and I couldn't forget Feng Xue, no matter how far I went, Feng Xue's shadow would always linger in my mind and linger.
In the past few days after leaving Feng Xue, I was like a walking corpse, floating alone in the world, I had no specific place I wanted to go, and I had no direction to live, I had been like a lonely ghost, floating and floating. Without Feng Xue, I would have lost all interest. The only belief in my life is to protect Feng Xue, but now, God has deprived me of this power, and I seem to have nothing left. In my heart, there is no light, my life, and I don't have any motivation, I don't know what I'm living for now.
When I was most gloomy and confused, I learned that Angel was going to hold a concert in the provincial capital, this news made my numb heart fluctuate a little, I suddenly wanted to stay with Angel, only with her, I will not always be like in the abyss, she can bring me invisible comfort, but also give me ease and warmth. I'm so tired these days, my heart and body are tired, so when I saw Angel's news, I couldn't help but want to look for her. So, I went straight to the hotel room that Angel had booked and sent her a text message saying that I was waiting for her here.
Angel received my text message, her heart was extremely happy, in order to see me as soon as possible, she refused all invitations, as soon as the concert ended, she hurried over, into the room, as soon as she saw me, she pounced on me regardless of the image.
I lay on the bed, and immediately felt a pressure, and the vague fragrance on my face, the fragrance ecstasy, and her body transmitted an indescribable warmth to me, I didn't push her away, just let her hold like this. The two of us, like lovers reunited after a long absence, lay quietly on the bed.
After a long time, I put my arms around Angel, rolled over, and pressed her under me, and then I looked at her and asked softly, "Is the concert going well?"
Hearing my words, Angel blinked her eyes and hummed at me, "It's going well and well!"
I replied, "Well, big stars just aren't the same!"
Angel looked at me with curiosity, and then said, "By the way, why did you change your number again?"
Hearing this, my heart suddenly moved, I paused, then left Angel, sat up, and said seriously: "It's not convenient for me to use the previous number now, so I changed to a new number!"
Originally, my phantom number could still be used, but Xia Zhenghan came out, I was afraid that he would find me along the vine, so I didn't use that number, and I also stopped using the number I used in Beichang after my return, and now, I have changed to a brand new number!
Although Angel didn't know the details inside, she didn't ask any more, she just sat up from the bed, then stared straight at me, and asked me puzzledly: "Why did you suddenly come to me?
The childhood sweetheart in Angel's mouth is naturally Feng Xue, and I once told Angel about Feng Xue, because Feng Xue was the reason why I rejected Angel. Angel is a noble and glamorous goddess in the eyes of the public, but in front of me, she is very cheerful and proactive, she made it clear to me at the beginning, and I did not reject her, but because of Feng Xue, I did not accept her feelings, and I also made it clear to Angel, I only have Feng Xue in my heart. In addition, Angel and I also told the story of me and Feng Xue. Angel understands that I can't live up to Feng Xue, so she is willing to quit. But we can't be a couple, but we're still very good friends.
Originally, I was looking for Angel today, I didn't plan to mention Feng Xue's matter, I wanted to empty my mind for the time being, make myself a little more relaxed, as long as I can forget Feng Xue for a short time, I can be less depressed.
But at this moment, Angel suddenly mentioned Feng Xue, my heart still stabbed fiercely, I didn't hide this hurt expression in front of Angel, I directly faced her, and said bitterly: "I can't be together with Feng Xue!"
Angel was shocked to hear my words, she couldn't believe it at all, she stared at me and wondered, "What's wrong?"
I forced out a smile and replied, "Her ex-boyfriend is back, they're together!"
This smile is worse than crying, in Angel's place, I never pretend, which is why I am very relieved to stay with her, when the phantom of the five years, I live under the mask every day, every day I can't help but say insincerely, the tiredness in it, I can't tell. And Angel is my idol goddess in my youth, I have been special to her from the beginning, after the two intersected, although I did not develop a relationship with her, but in her, I have always shown my true face, when I get along with her, it is not a phantom, but the most real me.
Angel looked at my expression, listening to my words, she became more and more shocked, she was very stunned and said, "No, someone else can snatch a woman from your phantom?"
In the hearts of others, Angel is a goddess, and in Angel's heart, I am a myth.
Two years ago, Angel paid attention to the national treasure being auctioned abroad on TV, she liked the cultural relics very much, and she was very angry and felt pity that the cultural relics were lost to foreign auctions. I jokingly told her that I could get it for her as a collector's item, and she didn't believe it at first, but I did, and it made Angel truly realize that she deserved to be a saint thief, and it showed her that I was omnipotent!
So Angel couldn't believe that Feng Xue was snatched away.
Facing Angel's doubts, I smiled bitterly and said: "I didn't fight for it, I didn't want to rob it, the love I snatched was not pure, and I felt that I couldn't give her a peaceful and peaceful life, so I took the initiative to let go!"
Angel nodded thoughtfully, and then she asked, "But are you sure you gave up? That's the love of your life!"
This incident has caused me a lot of pain, and even after so many days, my heart still hurts. However, I didn't regret my decision, so I nodded directly to Angel and said, "OK!"
Seeing that I was so sure, Angel couldn't help but have a strange feeling in her heart, she didn't get to the bottom of the matter of me giving up Feng Xue, but asked me: "Then you come to me now, does it mean that I have a chance?"
When I heard her say that suddenly, I couldn't help but be silent, I didn't admit it, I didn't deny it.
Seeing this, Angel immediately said: "If you don't answer, I'll admit it!" And as the old saying goes, if you want to forget the unforgettable love of the past, you can only develop a new relationship, otherwise you will never be able to get out of the haze, so I am willing to be your bridge of transition!"
Angel's words seemed to make some sense, but I felt as if she had something to say, so I looked up at her and asked, "What do you mean?"
Angel licked her red lips, and then said to me slyly: "I mean, if you come to my room, you can't go out properly, my sister will eat you!"
After saying that, she also showed me a rippling smile!
Angel looks very cute, not at all like she is thirty years old, when she is alone with me, she reveals her innocent nature, and she can't see that she is a big star who is popular all over the country.
Angel used to joke with me like this, but every time, I would beg for mercy and fool the matter away. But this time, I didn't, I just looked at her quietly and didn't speak!
Angel saw that my expression was not shocked, and she couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you afraid that I will eat you?"
I don't know if it's the reason why Feng Xue was so hurt, at this moment, I'm not afraid of what Angel will do to me, or rather, I don't reject that kind of thing at all, so, after being silent for a long time, I shook my head and said calmly: "Don't be afraid!"
When Angel heard this, her whole person was excited, she stared at me like a hungry wolf who had been hungry and thirsty for ten thousand years, and said, "Phantom, I'm not joking with you, I'm really not welcome!"
I met Angel's gaze and said calmly, "You are coming!"
Angel said evilly: "Since you are looking for death, then I can't help it, I want you to make it impossible to get out of bed tonight, I'll go take a bath first!"
With that, she walked to the bathroom, and after taking two steps, Angel seemed to think of something again, she suddenly stopped, turned around, and asked me very seriously, "By the way, Phantom, are you still here for the first time?"
Angel, who is cold in front of people, really doesn't have any basic principles in front of me, she often talks about breaking my virgin body, but I didn't expect that now, she hasn't forgotten it.
I held back for a moment before I replied to her, "Yes!"
Angel smiled even brighter after hearing this, and she said to me very happily: "Okay, I'll make you a real man tonight, waiting for me!"
After saying that, she went straight to the bathroom!