When I woke up, it was already afternoon, and it felt so good to open my eyes and see my loved one!

It was still snowing outside the window, and the sunflowers on the table next to the bed were like sunlight shining into the room.

When I was the saddest, the sun was shining, and with Lin Chengshu helping me get through, I was a happy person!

Lin Chengshu: You're awake! I've cooked the durian black chicken soup, I'll serve it to you!

Me: Okay!

I miss the taste of Lin Chengshu very much.

In the same way, he blew the soup cold and fed it to me.

Me: It's delicious, better than grandma's soup!

Lin Chengshu looks happy with a great sense of accomplishment!

Lin Chengshu: Drink more!

Me: Okay, you've been in the army's cooking class for the past few years, and your cooking skills are so good!

Lin Chengshu: I'll just praise me for you!

Me: I really praise you!

After drinking the soup and eating a few pieces of chicken and durian, Sister Zhang came to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.

Sister Zhang: Xiaolin's soup is really delicious, I drank a big bowl, and Xiaohu couldn't stop drinking.

Lin Chengshu: Sister Zhang, I'll tell you a few ways to make beautiful soup, A-Ning likes to drink; When I return to the army, you can help me make her a drink.

Sister Zhang: Okay, I'll find a notebook in a while, and you say I'll remember it.

Lin Chengshu: Okay, thank you, Sister Zhang!

Sister Zhang: Xiao Ji, this Xiaolin is really good, very caring!

Me: Well, Sister Zhang, Ah Shu is really good at taking care of people!

Sister Zhang: Come on, you chat, I won't bother you, call me if you need anything, I'll go see if Xiaohu has finished drinking.

Lin Chengshu: Okay, thank you, Sister Zhang, you can rest for a while, and I will take care of A-Ning.

Sister Zhang: Okay, I'm relieved; You're still very careful!

After Sister Zhang left, Lin Chengshu and I were left in the room, he sat on the edge of the bed and held my hand, and the two of us looked at each other, smirking, as if we wanted to look back at the time we had been apart.

Me: Ah Shu, I really want to see the snow, the moment we got off the train in Beijing, we really wanted to see the national flag raised, but we didn't see it.

Lin Chengshu: What are you going to do in the morning?

Me: I saw the snow yesterday, I said I wanted to go out to see the snow, and this morning Haibo and Sister Li were going to take me out to see the snow, but I saw you, a big snowman!

Lin Chengshu: I'll take you, let's go to see the flag-raising ceremony, let's go to see the snow, let's go to build a snowman, let's go to have a snowball fight.

Me: Really!

I applauded like a child.

Lin Chengshu: Really, in the past two days, I have prepared a hat, a scarf, gloves and a down jacket for you, and I will show you whether you like it or not.

He pulled out a pink hat and scarf, gloves, and a black down jacket that was knee-length like the one he was wearing.

Lin Chengshu: I bought it at Baiyun Airport when the plane was late, would you not like it?

I was moved to tears.

Me: Yes, I like it so much, are you a prophet?

Lin Chengshu: It's good to like it, but I didn't know that you had lost so much weight, and your clothes might be a little loose! Yesterday, Ye Guoqing called Hu Haibo, but he didn't get through, so I couldn't tell you, and I couldn't know your situation in advance.

Me: Very good, really good, how can you be so nice to me!

I cried again, and I cried happily!

He gently wiped my tears.

Lin Chengshu: Little fool, I am not good to you, but to whom! Who is destined to love you?

He has matured, and the love words he says are all responsible.

Me: Ah Shu......

I'm really just going to shed tears, I'm a fool in front of him, I won't say anything.

He smiled and patiently wiped my tears, his smile was still the way I remembered, but it added a little bit of masculine charm!

Me: I must have saved the entire banking system in my last life, so I met you so well in this life!

Lin Chengshu: In your last life, you saved me, and you treated me as well as I did to you!

With that, he kissed me deeply on the back of my hand.

Lin Chengshu: I'll read you a letter, okay?

Me: Okay!

He really did what he said, and he said it to me in a childish tone, but he didn't lie to me.

The first letter was written in early September and arrived at the school the second day after I arrived in Beijing, and the second letter was written in mid-October, and if I had not been injured, I would have received it in about a week after I returned to school.

The letter said that he had dreamed of me several times, but it was not good, and he dreamed that I had been bitten by a dog and had shed a lot of blood......

"Lin Chengshu: I've dreamed of you in the last few nights, bits and pieces, and I can't remember some of them when I wake up, but they're all bad.

There was a dream in which you were bitten by a dog and your left hand was bleeding a lot, and then you died, and in the dream I was scared and cried, and I woke up crying, and my pillow was wet, and at that moment I was so scared, I was afraid that I would never see you again.

In the forty-nine months since we were separated, I have wanted to come back to you countless times, and this time this thought is even stronger! I can't help it, I don't dare to fall asleep again, and I want to sleep again, I can dream that you are back from the dead, and I dream that you are not hurt!

I woke up at half past one in the morning, and it was -fifteen degrees Celsius, and I was running round and round the training ground, with long ice hooks on my hair, eyebrows, and ears, but don't worry, I'm very strong and hardy now, hehe......

I called home, and I heard from my mother that Xiao Chen was going to get married on November 11, and Xiao Chen said that she wanted you to go with me to bless her, but she would call you again or send you a text message. She doesn't like it, and she is not used to writing letters, but Xiaoxi loves to write letters, and I often receive her coming, she went to Southwest University of Political Science and Law to study law.

I remember you told me that Xiao Xi's dream is to become a doctor! I wrote back to her about it, and she said that she wanted to be a lawyer even more, and said that I should call her "Lin Dazhuo" from now on!"

I used to look at Lin Chengshu's letter and imagine what he said on paper, but now I see him reading the letter he wrote to me, so charming, I really want time to freeze at this moment!

He also wrote in the letter: "Lin Chengshu: I am going to apply for family leave in two days, 35 days! I can go to your university to see you, we will go together to wish Xiaochen happiness, and we will go to my university campus together.

It's been more than a month since I last wrote to you, and I haven't heard back from you, so I think you're busy studying! I hope you can be safe, and we'll be able to meet in a while, won't you recognize me coming? I'm starting to imagine what it would be like for us to meet!"

The payment has always been the same, "Lin Chengshu misses Ji Xinning!"

13 October 2013

I have already cried into tears, it turns out that he misses me no less than I miss him!

Lin Chengshu also had red eyes.

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, I'm sorry, your most painful injury was caused by the pen I gave you, I'm sorry!

Me: It's not your fault, it's really not your fault! The pen you gave me rewrote my life!

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, I will definitely love you twice as much in the future, be good to you, and don't let you get hurt again!

Me: Okay, Ah Shu, we won't cry anymore, we should be happy when we see each other again, okay if we don't cry!

Instead, I persuaded him and wiped his tears.

Lin Chengshu: Aning, seeing that you are so seriously injured, I can't even hug you, I'm really sad.

Me: Ah Shu, let's stop talking about this, let's stop crying, okay?

He wept silently, his tears falling on the back of my hand, the hot sensation, leaving an imprint on my heart; The man in front of me gave me sunshine at the age when I had just grown into an adult, guiding me in the direction, pleasing me to what I was happy about, sad to me and hurting me to the dust, and I didn't love him enough for a lifetime......

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, I think our choice is still very compatible! I am a soldier, you are studying in a military school, our work and rest habits are similar, and we are all far away from the world of flowers, and we don't have to worry about each other's minds!

When he said that, we never formally said, "Be my girlfriend!" or be my boyfriend!" Our relationship naturally became intimate.

Me: It's fate!

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, I learned a musical instrument in the army, and I will play it to you?

Me: Is it a harmonica?

Lin Chengshu: yes, how do you know?

Me: I like the harmonica.

Makoto Hayashi: Then I'll play this tune and see what song you can hear?

Me: Okay, listen up!

As soon as I remembered the prelude, I heard "Evening on the outskirts of Moscow".

As a border soldier, it was a special feeling to play this song under the night sky of the Sino-Russian border line, and I closed my eyes and enjoyed the beautiful music, and I really wanted to go to Moscow to see the starry sky at night, and go to Harbin to see him before he was discharged from the army, and this idea was even stronger.

End of song!

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, can you hear what song it is?

I hummed softly.

Me: My sweetheart is sitting next to me...... Evening on the outskirts of Moscow!

Makoto Hayashi: Yes, I wanted to play this song when I missed you.

From then on, when I thought of Lin Chengshu, I listened to this song, and there was a mutual miss in this song.

It's just a pity that I haven't played a guitar for him!

This night, it was Lin Chengshu who accompanied me on the bed, I slept very well, I didn't dream, and I slept very easily.

When I got up in the morning, Lin Chengshu didn't take me to see the flag-raising ceremony, he said that he would go early, and the weather was cold and I was afraid that my body would not be able to stand it.

But he planned to take me to see the flag-lowering and have a good look at Tiananmen Square!

I prepared breakfast early, all the taste in my memory, after the drip was half past ten, Lin Chengshu put on thick socks for me, snow boots, down jacket, hat, scarf, gloves, and covered me with a blanket, in order to travel conveniently, he went to the car rental shop to rent a car.