He has the righteousness of a soldier and the elegance that can be seen in his gestures, and he is no longer a young scholar!

Makoto Hayashi: Pick me up from the wheelchair, his arms are very strong, his chest is very strong, his face is close at hand; This is the second time I've been so close to him.

The first time I was on the bus with him, years ago!

At that time, looking at his face, lips and lips were about to move...... My face is red when I think about it now!

This time he didn't hesitate, his lips kissed me softly; His lips were cold and soft, because of the cold wind!

His gentle enthusiasm and I enjoyed his kisses!

Hu Haibo: Ahem, ahem, what, captain, I'll go back to my ward first, it's not convenient for me to stay here!

Hai Bo made such a coax on the side, and Lin Chengshu's lips left mine.

Me: Hmm!

I bowed my head shyly.

Lin Chengshu looked at Hu Haibo and smiled.

Hu Haibo muttered and walked out.

Hu Haibo: Understand!

He put me on the bed, put me in a comfortable position, and covered me with a quilt.

He pulled a chair and sat on the edge of my bed, holding my hand with both hands, and his cold hands gradually warmed up!

Lin Chengshu: Four years, one month, and sixteen days, forty-nine months and sixteen days, one thousand five hundred and six days, three hundred and sixty thousand one hundred and forty-four hours, and two million one hundred and sixty-eight thousand six hundred and forty minutes......

Me: 131,118,400 seconds!

I then said to him, it turns out that I am not the only one who has counted the time since the separation, and Lin Chengshu!

Lin Chengshu: I've fantasized about many, many scenes where we will see you again, but I never thought that I would see you like this! If I hadn't been so far away from you, I could have accompanied you and taken care of you at the first time! A-Ning, I'm sorry for making you suffer!

Lin Chengshu's eyes were red again, and his eyes were full of tears.

Me: I miss you so much, why are you here?

What I wanted to ask at first finally came out.

Sister Li: Xiao Ji, look, is this okay, it's good-looking!

Sister Li came in with a vase full of sunflowers, I quickly wiped away my tears, and Lin Chengshu also wiped my tears; I tried my best to smile and look at Sister Li, only in front of Lin Chengshu I could cry like a child.

Me: Well, it's beautiful, and the flowers are blooming just right!

Sister Li: Yes, there are still some flowers and bones! It will bloom in a few days! It's good to be young, and it's even better for a boy like Xiaolin to have a heart! Xiaolin, many people will give girls lilies or roses, why would you think about sending sunflowers?

Makoki Hayashi: I like it, I think Aning should be happy and in a good mood when she sees sunflowers, so I brought sunflowers.

Me: I also love sunflowers.

Sister Li: It's good to be young, you talk; I'm going to heat up the porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork, and it's delicious for a while.

Me: Thank you, Sister Li.

It was a long time later that I specifically looked up the flower language and meaning of sunflowers on the Internet; The flower language of the sunflower is love, the pursuit of the only sunshine, but also means silent love! It always revolves around the sun, no matter where the sun goes, it follows all the way.

It wasn't intentional at first, I really liked sunflowers, everything happened as if it was destined, and it fit!

Lin Chengshu: I wrote you two letters, but you didn't reply to me; I'll call you, your phone is turned off, Xiao Chen is married!

Me: Ah, why so suddenly, when?

Lin Chengshu: On the 11th, I arrived in Shenzhen on the afternoon of the 10th, and there was no wedding, but the two families had a meal together; The grandparents agreed, and the parents didn't say anything. The boy is one year older than her, his father passed away when he was in middle school, his mother did not remarry, and she did real estate in Jiangmen, which is doing well; His mother is very amazing and likes Xiao Chen very much, so they went to Jiangmen together on the thirteenth.

Me: It's good to be able to marry love! It's a pity that I couldn't bless her on the spot, she might blame me, right?

Lin Chengshu: No, Xiao Chen understands that you may not have been able to see her text you, and she is also worried that you are too busy to go back to dinner together.

Me: I forgot to bring my phone with me when I came to Beijing.

Lin Chengshu: I know, I brought it to you, but there is no electricity, I'll charge it for you in a while.

He can always think very carefully and do very carefully!

The nurse came in and started giving me an intravenous drip.

The nurse told me to rest well, not to exert myself, not to touch the wound.

Lin Chengshu took out the battery and universal charger from his bag and charged them at the socket position in the corner of the wall.

Lin Chengshu sat back in the chair and took my hand and put it on his face, he had stubble on his face; He looked at me distressedly and carefully covered my hand with a quilt

Lin Chengshu: It will be warmer if you build it!

Me: Ah Shu, you've grown taller, haven't you?

Lin Chengshu: Well, I've grown three centimeters taller, and now I'm 184!

Me: I've grown taller too, one meter seventy-one!

Lin Chengshu: Well, it's just that you've lost weight, even thinner than before I left!

He stroked my face with his hand, and his eyes were full of distress.

Lin Chengshu: Whatever you want to eat, or what soup you want to drink, I'll cook it for you.

Me: I want to eat peanuts!

Makoto Hayashi: Okay!

So saying, he stood up.

Me: Are you going to do it? I'm just talking about it.

Lin Chengshu took out a small paper bag from his backpack as if by magic.

Lin Chengshu: My mother said you like to eat, this is what she taught me to make, you can taste it, how does it taste? It's the first time I've done it!

Me: Okay!

Lin Chengshu put a piece in my mouth, sweet, crispy and soft, not melt in the mouth so I can't enjoy it, you can chew it, and the fragrance is scattered.

Me: It's delicious, it's the same as my aunt's cooking.

Lin Chengshu: There are many more, you can eat slowly, eat a few pieces a day, eat too much for fear that you will not digest.

Me: Well, okay, when I went to report to school, my aunt made a lot for me, and my parents and sister ate it, and they said it was delicious, and they liked it too.

Lin Chengshu: I will make it for them when I have the opportunity in the future.

Me: Okay, you can eat a piece too.

Lin Chengshu: Okay!

Lin Chengshu put a piece in his mouth, and I watched him eat, and I was fascinated by it.

Lin Chengshu: Oh, by the way, I brought the letter I sent to you, and one of them was sent from Sanya.

Me: It should have been sent by my sister.

Lin Chengshu: I'll give it to you, you can see if there is anything else to delay.

Me: Hmm.

Lin Chengshu took out a piece of paper to wipe my hands clean, and then pulled out another piece of paper to help me wipe my hands clean, then took out the envelope from my bag, helped me open it, opened the letter paper and handed it to me; The letter was a note from my sister, in which she said that her parents' blood pressure was high, and none of us were around, so we couldn't take care of her, and she wanted to go back to her hometown to take the national exam!

Makoto Hayashi: What's the matter?

Me: My sister worked hard in Sanya and was just admitted to the Youth League Committee last year, so she settled in Sanya. But my parents are not in good health, and she wants to quit her job and go back to get a job in her hometown. Sanya is the city she likes, and she wanted to go to Sanya when she was in college; But considering that it is close to home, I chose to go to Yunnan University, and I don't want her to give up everything she wants.

Lin Chengshu: Don't give up, just let your uncle and aunt go to Sanya to live together!

Me: No, my parents won't get used to the weather over there.

Lin Chengshu: Have you discussed it with your uncles and aunts?

Me: No, I told my sister.

Lin Chengshu: Find an opportunity to discuss with your uncle and aunt, maybe you can have a good result!

Me: Okay!

Lin Chengshu: I wrote two more letters, do you still read them?

Me: To see, give it to me, you give it to me.

Lin Chengshu: Is this good, I'll feed you some porridge first, you rest for a while, how about I read it to you when I wake up?

His tone was like coaxing a child, but I couldn't refuse.

Or obediently agreed, "Okay!"

He got up and went out to find Sister Li, and after a while he came over with a bowl of porridge, and he blew the porridge to cool it and fed it to me.

Me: Did you have breakfast?

Lin Chengshu: I'll eat it in a while, you eat first.

I remember when I was in the Internet café, he always found all kinds of reasons for me to drink soup.

Me: Let's eat together, I can't eat much.

He looked at me and seemed to remember that time.

Lin Chengshu: Okay, let's eat together!

He fed me a bite, and he took a bite.

Me: Ah Shu, I don't think it's real, are you really by my side?

Lin Chengshu: Really, you touch.

He took my hand and touched his face, it was warm.

Me: I was dreaming last night.

Makoto Hayashi: What did you dream about?

Me: I don't want to eat it, you can eat it, okay?

Lin Chengshu: Okay, I'll make you durian black chicken soup for a while, I just told Sister Li, she helped me buy the materials, and I'll make it for you.

Me: Okay, I dreamed last night about the sunflowers in front of my house and behind the house; The sun is very good, there is my brother, sister and me in my dreams, and when I wake up, I am very homesick and miss my brother.

Lin Chengshu: It's a dream, and the person who appeared in your dream is also thinking about you, so if you dream about it, take care of your body, and go home first when you are discharged from the hospital.

Me: Maybe the farther away you are, the more impossible it is to miss it!

Lin Chengshu: Maybe, I brought you sunflowers today; Be happy, everything will be fine. Aning, I want to be discharged!

Me: Hmm, when will you be discharged?

Lin Chengshu: I will apply for home leave when I go back, in August and September next year.

Me: Not going to turn this year?

Lin Chengshu: Well, I just transferred to level 6 at the beginning of last month, and I told you about it; I want to be close to you, to my family, to take care of you.

Me: I will graduate next year, and I don't know where I will be assigned? If you are sure and have decided what to do with your career, then you can apply for a withdrawal and do what you really want to do.

Lin Chengshu: Okay, I'll think about it.

After breakfast, Sister Li took the bowl away, and after a while, Sister Zhang came into the ward to see me, and she said that I looked good today!

Lin Chengshu gave the peanut candy to Sister Zhang and Haibo to eat.

I fell asleep when I was on the drip, and I slept soundly; Lin Chengshu has been sitting on the side holding my hand, and I am very relieved.

With him by my side, I think I'll be able to get up and walk tomorrow!