He and I were college classmates, and his shy personality used to give me a lot of security, and the two of us were together for seven years. Although I have a bad temper and sometimes be vexatious and annoying, I have devoted the best time of my life to him, so when he betrayed me, I was completely insane.www.biquge.info

When I was first abandoned by him, I kept calling him and chatting about QQ. I was sad, I was even more unwilling, I tried to snatch him back from the woman's hands, but I failed. So he was abused by that woman, crying all night long, and it was better to die than to die after a respiratory attack. Later, I tried my best to lose weight, jogging in the morning and evening, jumping rope, rain or shine, and cut off contact with him, and my heart slowly calmed down. I told myself I should try to accept other men, and when I did, I found that I couldn't. I don't know if this is because of my attachment to him, or if it's because the pain in my heart is too deep.

It's been two months since I arrived in this inexplicable place. Every morning when the sky is bright, I will go to Mingyue Lake, sometimes just sit quietly, sometimes stretch my muscles, sometimes play Tai Chi I learned in college, and sometimes do aerobics.

Today's sky is extraordinarily gloomy, even the air is misty, the lake is misty, and the breeze blows, ethereal nothingness. At this time, Mingyue Lake looks like an ink painting, more like a girl in a light veil, it looks so beautiful that my eyes are intoxicated. This reminds me of the only time I went to Hangzhou West Lake many years ago, and it was also such an intoxicating weather.

Feeling someone standing behind me, I turned my head faintly, but I faced a pair of deep bottomless eyes, he has deep facial features, perfect outline, long figure, in today's words, handsome, handsome mess, but it makes me feel indifferent.

"Big brother!" I was pleasantly surprised to recognize him as the big brother who had helped me before.

"What are you looking at?" his voice was low and magnetic.

"Where does this lake lead?" I smiled faintly and asked him another question, in fact, I didn't know what I was looking at, I didn't know what I was intoxicated by, I just felt that the lake attracted me like a magnetic.

"Mingyue Lake is connected to the Jinshui River that leads to the outside of the city. He replied.

"Jinshui River...... "It turns out that there is also a Jinshui River here, I was a little surprised, and unconsciously murmured: "I really want to go and see what the Jinshui River looks like here?"

"Do you want to see it?" he asked.

"Is that okay?" I looked at him in surprise, bewitched by the sincerity in his eyes.

"If you want to go, I can take you out. He replied.

I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at his eyes, for fear that my heart would be seen through by him, and I couldn't get out of this high mansion without the permission of the King of the North, and my heart couldn't help but feel dim, afraid that my identity would affect him.

"Tick~Tick~" It's raining, and the raindrops are ringing on the surface of the lake, like a naughty child. Neither of us had an umbrella, so I ran to the lake and picked two large lotus leaves, only to find the thorns on the handles. I picked one piece to cover the rain, and the other piece was wrapped in a handkerchief and handed it to him, and he looked at me blankly with a lotus leaf.

"Goodbye, big brother!" the rain began to fall, and I smiled at him and hurried back.

"I'll be waiting for you here in two days, and I can take you out. I vaguely heard him shouting at me farther and farther away, and I only felt the rain blinding my eyes. I want to go, I want to go a hundred, a thousand, and I have to use my eyes to determine the facts that are in front of me. The only thing I'm not sure about is whether I should trust such a stranger. In order to survive, I must first ensure that I am alive, and I must be careful with everything.

"Where does this lake lead?" I smiled faintly and asked him another question, in fact, I didn't know what I was looking at, I didn't know what I was intoxicated by, I just felt that the lake attracted me like a magnetic.

"Mingyue Lake is connected to the Jinshui River that leads to the outside of the city. He replied.

"Jinshui River...... "It turns out that there is also a Jinshui River here, I was a little surprised, and unconsciously murmured: "I really want to go and see what the Jinshui River looks like here?"

"Do you want to see it?" he asked.

"Is that okay?" I looked at him in surprise, bewitched by the sincerity in his eyes.

"If you want to go, I can take you out. He replied.

I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at his eyes, for fear that my heart would be seen through by him, and I couldn't get out of this high mansion without the permission of the King of the North, and my heart couldn't help but feel dim, afraid that my identity would affect him.

"Tick ~ tick ~ ~"It's raining, and the raindrops are circling on the surface of the lake, like a naughty child." Neither of us had an umbrella, so I ran to the lake and picked two large lotus leaves, only to find the thorns on the handles. I picked one piece to cover the rain, and the other piece was wrapped in a handkerchief and handed it to him, and he looked at me blankly with a lotus leaf.

"Goodbye, big brother!" the rain began to fall, and I smiled at him and hurried back.

"I'll be waiting for you here in two days, and I can take you out. I vaguely heard him shouting at me farther and farther away, and I only felt the rain blinding my eyes. I want to go, I want to go a hundred, a thousand, and I have to use my eyes to determine the facts that are in front of me. The only thing I'm not sure about is whether I should trust such a stranger. In order to survive, I must first ensure that I am alive, and I must be careful with everything.

**Although I am the concubine of the King of the North, my status in the palace is also like an ordinary maid, and sometimes I feel that I am not as good as a maid. People are powerful, and they have always been like this from ancient times to the present, because I don't see the king of the north and Concubine Li, and when the palace sees me, it is like seeing a plague god, lest I avoid it, and the people even look at me with contempt. And I understand that the other reason for these things is their origins. I, that is, Sun Xuan, although she is the daughter of the right prime minister, is a concubine, and the concubine is actually nothing, and the key reason is that her mother was a smash hit courtesan in the imperial capital. In the minds of the ancients, prostitutes were extremely filthy and filthy, and everyone could despise them. His mother was naturally excluded by the main room and other concubines in the Prime Minister's Mansion, and the man's love for women was fleeting, without the love of the right prime minister, it was equivalent to losing protection, and Sun Xuan became the object of bullying in the Prime Minister's Mansion, and was finally sent to the palace to be this humble concubine. When I first saw her, I couldn't believe she would be the smash hit courtesan. I have seen too many female singers on TV, but they are all so glorious, and they can even be said to be growing in reverse. But Sun Xuan's mother made me see aging beyond my actual age.

Actually, I didn't know her, when Manager Zhang brought her, Cui Ping was busy in the room, and I was sitting in the pavilion in a daze. Mr. Zhang quickly left, and I stood up and watched this plainly dressed middle-aged woman eagerly walking towards me but at a loss. I had to shout, "Cuiping, a guest is coming." ”

I saw her body tremble visibly, and she walked up to me and took my hand, tightly, her hand was rough, probably from doing heavy work all the time.

"Madam!" Hearing Cui Ping shout, I realized that it was Sun Xuan's mother who came. I suddenly became cramped, she was Sun Xuan's mother but not mine, my mouth froze, and I didn't know how to tell her. But then I realized that I couldn't tell her at all, because what I saw in her eyes was something that saw my daughter as a life.

After Cuiping told her about my situation, she looked at me and said softly: "I forgot, it's okay, it's okay to be fine." She said with a smile on her lips, but I could see that her eyes were full of tears.

My heart was sour, and I didn't know what to say, so I asked her very clichédly: "How are you doing in the Prime Minister's Mansion lately?"

I saw her stunned for a moment, I shouldn't have asked, she must be having a bad time. "It's good, Xuan'er doesn't have to worry about me, just take care of your body. She replied.

The women of the past lived too humblely, they had no thoughts of their own, no lives of their own. To live is for the sake of the husband and the children. From this, I can't help but think of Concubine Li, I think that although Concubine Li doesn't let the king of the north love other women, and she herself is probably not liked. A woman who has love will never be like her. I want to tell Sun Xuan's mother to make her rebel against the oppression. But I dare not say that in such an era, it is possible to survive, and rash resistance may be lost.

We talked for a long time, to be precise, Cui Ping and her for a long time, because I really didn't have anything to say. When it got dark, I invited her to dinner, but she refused.

She left, and before leaving, she put a white hosta in my bun, saying that it was given to me by my father. I stood at the gate of the palace and watched her carriage go farther and farther, but my heart felt empty. Looking at the lights shining on the street from afar, my heart is filled with infinite yearning. **People who don't sleep late at night must have their own troubles, and Dongfang Xun, who is standing in front of the window lattice in Qingxinzhai, is exactly like this. He was a little confused, he didn't believe that Sun Xuan had lost soul, how could he not believe a woman who stayed by his side as a fine work; What he prefers to believe is that Sun Xuan is pretending and deceiving him, and that having lost her soul is just a play after her deeds are lost, in order to save her humble life. What he couldn't believe even more was that he obviously noticed that Sun Xuan had changed after suffering from soul loss, a person can pretend and act, but his inner self will not change. And Sun Xuan has undergone a fundamental change in temperament, which Dongfang Xun has to admit. When Sun Xuan first came to the palace, when Dongfang Xun saw her for the first time, he only felt that she was cowering when she looked at her, but there was a cunning light in her eyes. Although Dongfang Xun is young, he has been in officialdom for a long time, and he understands in his heart that it is terrible for a person who knows how to cover his true heart with weakness. Therefore, although Sun Xuan has a good look, he can't get into Dongfang Xun's eyes, and he is a concubine sent by his political enemies, so he is even more disgusted with Sun Xuan.

But now Dongfang Xun is in chaos, he can't forget the peach blossom fairy flying on the bridge, and he can't forget the pair of eyes that show a touch of sadness by Mingyue Lake. He was bewitched by her smile, and he found himself slowly falling, because he wanted to take care of those weak shoulders, to give her everything she wanted, and even to give her his own life. He had to admit that he was a little annoyed in his heart, why he didn't treat her better before.

"Lord, Lord!" a voice pulled him back from his chaotic thoughts.

"What's the matter?Ye Su!" Dongfang Xun turned around and asked.

"Seeing the prince standing by the window in a daze, I don't know what to think?" Ye Su asked, with a little sneer in his words.

Dongfang Xun smiled and looked out the window again. He knew that Ye Su was like a roundworm in his stomach, and Ye Su knew what he was thinking. Ye Su is the son of Ye Dingxi, the general of Dingguo, he is very wise, he has followed the king of the north since he was a child, and the two have experienced life and death together. The king of the north regarded him as a brother who was not related by blood, and would consult with him whenever he was in trouble, and even left him a special place to live in the palace to facilitate his exchanges.

Today's emperor Dongfang Zheng and the northern king Dongfang Xun and the southern king Dongfang are brothers, and the western king Dongfang Wenda is the imperial uncle of the three. The first emperor died early, Dongfang Zheng ascended the throne at the age of eighteen, the king of the west assisted the government, and Dongfang Zheng became a puppet emperor. After the young Son of Heaven was full-fledged, he was unwilling to continue to be controlled, and the brothers joined forces to regain military power and force the king of the west to dismount. Although the king of the west was forced to step down, there were still a large number of courtiers in the court who supported him, and the Dongfang political society did not dare to rashly attack these ministers. In recent years, the largest tribe in the Northwest Frontier, the Sura Kingdom, is about to move, and Concubine Li's father, Jiang Zhenlou, is the general stationed in the Northwest Frontier, so Dongfang Zhengcai used marriage and knighthood to win him over. The king of the west took this opportunity to collude with Luo Jin, the king of Sula, to raise troops to help him seize the throne, and on the other hand, he secretly contacted the rebellion of the old department in the central court, and Sun Ruhai, the right prime minister, was one of them. After the stability of the society, the Dongfang brothers were no longer afraid of shaking the foundation of the imperial court, and were secretly collecting the list of traitors and criminal evidence, and wanted to uproot the Xiwang Party.

"I've heard of many kinds of soul loss, but drowning soul loss is unheard of. I'm afraid that it is a trick they play because their deeds are revealed, and the prince should be careful. Ye Su said.

"Indeed, I am also very skeptical, as you can see, of what to do now. Dongfang Xun asked.

"It's better for the prince to push the boat down the river and wait and see what happens. Ye Su replied.

"How to push the boat down the river?" Dongfang Xun was interested.

"Sun Ruhai sent Sun Xuan to the palace, just to let her confuse the prince, and wanted her to use beauty tricks to get information from the prince. The prince has always resisted dealing with Sun Xuan, so that Sun Xuan cannot obtain information, which will only force them to fail to do another plan, and in the long run, we are afraid that we will be tired of coping. Now you might as well pretend to be tricked and let them think that you have been confused. Ye Su replied. However, he knew in his heart that Dongfang Xun had been shaken, but he understood more that it was a matter of a moment for a man to get tired of a woman, and the more you suppressed him and didn't let him touch it, the stronger the possibility of him exploding in the future, so the best thing was to let him get her.

"Good plan!" Dongfang Xun showed a wicked smile at the corner of his mouth, and thought to himself: "Okay, you Ye Su, I know that I have a heart for Sun Xuan, and I am afraid that I will be confused by beauty, so I have done such a favor, and I have made my wish to let me get Sun Xuan at the same time, and at the same time, I can counter Sun Ruhai." ”

"Then what's next?" Dongfang Xun asked.

"Start by approaching Sun Xuan, and make them think that you have been deceived by her. Ye Su replied.

"What you said is based on Sun Xuan's lack of amnesia, all of which are her tricks. What if Sun Xuan really has Soul Loss Disorder?" asked Dongfang Xun.

"I understand what the prince meant, but Ye Su still has to remind the prince that even if Sun Xuan really has soul loss, she is still Sun Xuan, she can't become another person, and the facts that already exist will not change. Ye Su replied sharply.

Ye Su's words pierced Dongfang Xun's heart like a needle, and Dongfang Xun felt his heart tremble. Indeed, even if it is not in a moment of political crisis, a person like him who is above 10,000 people is not qualified to covet the love of children. At this moment, he was very grateful to Ye Su, because only Ye Su could make him think calmly.