"You say you love lilacs the most, because your name is it......" He sang this popular song with my magnetic bass behind his back, and my heart was about to melt, and I felt that I was the happiest person in the world. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info Suddenly, he came up with another woman in his arms, and I tried to see what kind of woman had made him so cruel and ruthless to leave me. But the more I tried to see it clearly, the more I couldn't see it clearly, and for a moment I seemed to understand, even if I saw it clearly, what would it be? What is wrong with a woman loving a man? If there is a mistake, it is also the fault of the man who has a bad heart. The hatred for him in my heart continued to swell, and I wanted to grab him and slap him a few times, but I saw him getting farther and farther away. I was so mad that I couldn't get out of my breath in my chest, and I felt like I was going to suffocate.

I sat up suddenly, and it turned out that it was just a dream. When I was relieved, I found myself in a palatial room, spacious and bright, with a brocade carpet on the floor, and the antiques and treasures on display were extremely exquisite and luxurious.

Wait! I was covered with a gorgeous silk brocade quilt and slept on a large and luxurious couch, and I collapsed instantly! Fortunately, my clothes were still on my body, except for a little sore legs, there was no discomfort on my body, and the stone in my heart was finally put down.

After passing through the carved wooden archway, there is a spacious hall outside, the doors and windows are all open, and you are greeted by a field of crimson peach blossoms outside, which is really a boundless and beautiful view.

The tea soaked in dried peach blossoms has the effect of beautifying and nourishing the skin, at this time, looking at the peach blossoms in this garden, I remembered that Chairman Mao once said: "Do it yourself, have enough food and clothing", so I happily began the journey of picking flowers. I had nothing to pack, so I had to put all the peach blossoms I picked into my wide sleeves, and now I finally appreciate the magic of these sleeves.

Although the peach blossom is not a precious thing, I didn't get the owner's consent when I picked it, and I always felt a little weak and uneasy in my heart, so I felt that after picking enough, I hurriedly went out of the garden, and I didn't dare to go back.

A few steps out of the garden, I heard Concubine Li's voice from a distance, I followed the reputation, and sure enough, Concubine Li rushed here. I can't let her see me, if there is any more conflict, it's not as simple as closing the firewood room. I grabbed my cuffs and strode up.

Maybe it was because I was looking back at Concubine Li, I ran too fast, and when I ran to a small marble bridge, I bumped into someone, and I was shocked to the edge of the bridge railing, and my body was unstable in my center of gravity, so I fell backwards.

"Ah~ah~ah~", the instinctive reaction made me flicker my arms, desperately trying to regain my balance, the cuffs that I had originally clenched were also loosened, and the peach blossoms flew everywhere, and there was only one thought in my heart with my eyes closed: "It's over, I'm going to fall into the water." At this time, I felt a tightness in my waist, and my body turned twice with that force. As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a peach blossom rain in the sky, and Concubine Li was getting closer and closer. I didn't care who helped me, so I even said sorry a few times, and then ran away. After running a few steps, he seemed to have forgotten something, turned around, and gave him a smile that was still in place: "Thank you, big brother!" **Sitting in the pavilion of Yulan Garden, recalling the situation when I just went to see Cuiping, I was confused and at a loss. Cui Ping lives in the lower room, which is the most humble and low-class room. There is nothing in the house, only ** and shabby bedding. Only miscellaneous servants and general maids live in such a room, and concubines and ladies who are subject to ** status like Concubine Li live in the maid's room, which is convenient for serving, compared to Cuiping, who is not a master like me, makes me feel very sad. When I went to see her, Cui Ping was lying on the ** and was taking medicine, and when I saw her inflamed wound, she was trembling in pain when the medicine was sprinkled on it, how much I wanted to comfort her, but I couldn't say a word. Cuiping made me feel an unprecedented sense of reality, if I didn't live in a play directed by someone else, then this is a dream? I bit the back of my hand fiercely, and before I used much force, I was already relieved in pain, this is not a dream! I really live in a strange space, and I am also the concubine of the prince. I have received a monogamous education since I was a child, how can I serve the same man with so many women, and I have to play tricks to flatter **, I feel disgusting when I think about it, goosebumps fall to the ground, I must find a way to leave the Beiwang Mansion, otherwise I will die in the jealousy of women sooner or later. But how can I escape? If I run away so simply, with no one I know, no place to hide, and the king of the North will surely be able to get me back again, what should I do?

"Mrs. Xuan!" Someone called me, it turned out that Manager Zhang was here, did he want to arrest me and go to the firewood room?

"Mrs. Xuan, the Magnolia Garden is too simple, you are weak and unsuitable to live, please move to the Xiangyuan. Manager Zhang said respectfully.

"Magnolia Garden is very good, I like the quiet here, thank you Manager Zhang for bothering me. I replied that although Magnolia Garden was simple and remote, it was quiet and quiet because few people came to disturb it.

"Mrs. Xuan, it is the prince's intention to let you move to the Xiangyuan, and if you don't move, you will make it difficult for the little one!" Mr. Zhang replied.

"Then I bothered that Mr. Zhang replied to the prince, and said that the concubine liked Yulanyuan and was unwilling to move away. I replied. The king of the north doesn't know what to do, if I want to escape from the palace, naturally the farther away from him is the better, and Magnolia Garden is the most suitable place. No matter what Mr. Zhang said, I didn't agree to move out, and in the end, he left helplessly with a sense of ignorance in his eyes.

In the evening, Mr. Zhang came again and brought four maids. The king of the north agreed that I should continue to live in Magnolia Garden, but gave me four maids.

"Manager Zhang, it's enough for me to have Cuiping, I don't need so many girls to serve. "I didn't want to be watched by so many people, so I turned him down.

"Mrs. Xuan, Cuiping can't get off the bed now, I can't serve you, you are a daughter, and someone must serve you in your daily life. Manager Zhang said. Originally, I didn't want to stay any of these maids, but I felt that it made sense to hear him say this, so I left a maid named Liuzhu, and Mr. Zhang couldn't help but I had to lead the other maids away.

After that, when it was time to eat, there was always a maid who brought a table of dishes, and I had no appetite when I looked at the big fish and meat on the table. Manager Zhang would also send some gold and silver jewelry and silk and satin every once in a while, but I returned them all. Whenever this happens, Liuzhu always looks at me dumbfounded. What woman in the world doesn't love these things? But when a man gives you these things, what does he want from you? I can't give you what I want, and I can't give you what he wants. What is the glory and wealth given by men? What is truly valuable to men and women in the world is the true affection of "wishing to be a person with one heart and never being separated." Living in such a patriarchal and female servant, the beads in the society where class is everything will not be understood.

Slowly, Manager Zhang stopped sending things over, Cuiping's injury was healed, and he returned to my side, and Liuzhu was sent away by me. I know that she has been monitoring my every move during the time she has been by my side, but I didn't debunk her, because I understand that all this was arranged by the North King, but what I don't understand is why he arranged it like this.

Concubine Lifei would come to me every once in a while, and I had been reviewing myself since the last time I was punished for running into her, and I had acted too recklessly, so I decided to tell myself to endure it while everything around me was still unclear. If all this is not a drama directed by someone else, but a real war for survival, then the first thing I have to do is to survive here.

Cuiping cries every time she sees me wronged, I am very sad, but I can't cry, if I cry too, the two of us will be dead. The days passed in such a dull way, and I never found a chance to escape, like a canary trapped in a cage, and my mood became more and more melancholy day by day.