879, amorous since ancient times

The sun sets, then the sunset. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info In the end, even the sunset fell into the western sky. Night began to fall.

When night fell, Zeng Ping called, saying that his godmother had cooked dinner, and asked him if he would go home for dinner. Wang Bo opened his mouth into the microphone, and after half a ring, he said two words with difficulty, "no".

Outside, the sky was completely dark, and the windows of the neighbors were lit up one after another, and their nightlife began.

The room where Wang Bo was located was dim, without a trace of light. He hid in the shadows of the night, dragging a few pages of paper that Sun Li had written for him. He read these pages three times, and it was only by the third time that he was sure of one thing:

Sun Li left him, when he was in high spirits and was about to drive a BMW to Shuangqing.

Memories of the past are flowing back like a tidal wave.

When was the first meaningful exchange between him and Sun Li in his life? At the National Day show in 1999, Sun Li approached him and asked him to put on a show. He readily agreed, which surprised Sun Li a little at that time.

The second time, it was Sun Li who asked him about the preparation of the show. This time, the chat between the two was much longer. He saw the girl's helplessness, the "sense of class honor" that made him feel ashamed. As a result, Wang Bo's impression of the girl in the class who did not have good grades, went alone, and admired herself changed for the first time, from "negative" to positive.

Later, because of the rehearsal program, he had contact with each other many times, but at that time, his mind was focused on pursuing and pleasing Liang Ya in Class 9, and he didn't pay too much attention to Sun Li, the most beautiful girl in the class, until the summer that was about to end a year ago.

"Wang Bo, I'm ...... Like you. ”

“…… Today, I don't want to wait, I don't want to hesitate to think about it anymore, I just want to tell you: Wang Bo, I really like you, whether you accept me or not. ”

On that grassy slope by the river, the girl looked him straight in the eye and burst into tears.

This girl who is one of the best in the whole four becomes his girlfriend, underground. They began to have secret dealings, contacts. The girl often came to his house to see him, and every time she came, she was not empty, and brought him something delicious. When I arrived at his house, I didn't treat myself as a guest, wiped the table and mopped the floor, and did what I did. After the initial period of discomfort, he took these things for granted, he didn't realize it, and he didn't think about it at all, Sun Li was like him, at home, he was also dressed to stretch his hands, and he rarely worked.

ck,levis,guess,replay,boss…… The girl draped the brands he had only seen and had not worn before, and the grade and taste of his clothes began to improve.

……

Countless memories passed through Wang Bo's mind with great clarity on this dull night. It's a pity they all came too late.

There is no doubt that his dedication to Sun Li and the thoughts he spent on Sun Li were far less than the other party's dedication to him, and his thoughts on him were as good as he was to Liang Ya and Liang Ya to him.

"Is this God's revenge on me?" In the dark night, Wang Bo blinked, and something slipped out of his eye socket. He flipped out his phone, pointed at the keyboard, and pressed the eleven numbers that were engraved in his mind one by one.

"The phone you dialed is turned off. The operator's mechanical voice came from the earpiece.

For a moment, Wang Bo wanted to drive to Sun Li's house and ask her father, Sun Bingguo, for Sun Li's phone number.

But when he thought that he had been dating Sun Li for a year, and later the relationship between the two was made public, even so, he never mentioned to the girl that he would visit her father or mother in person, Wang Bo stopped his urge to go to Sun Li's house.

"In what name and in what capacity do you want Sun Li's phone?"

Liang Ya's breakup made Wang Bo feel painful and felt like the sky was falling apart. Dong Zhen's departure not long ago made him feel like he was dead, all his efforts were in vain, and he was full of fear for the future, so much so that in order to escape from this fear, he also found a fitness club to torture himself for two months.

Now that Sun Li has also left, Wang Bo feels that he should be very painful, but in fact he doesn't feel much pain, some, just a deep guilt, guilty that when Sun Li was still by his side, he didn't treat her well, wholeheartedly, and didn't fulfill his responsibility as a boyfriend.

Affection has been empty since ancient times, and this hatred is endless.

Are amorous people destined to only get hatred in the end? No matter how hard they work and how they maintain themselves, will they fall apart in the end, be seen through by them, and then leave themselves with endless hatred?

Or are today's girls still too young, too idealistic, and too striving for perfection? Only when they enter the society and experience the baptism of cruel reality will they face the reality, and only seek practical benefits, will they know how to "turn a blind eye" and tolerate their own amorousness?

Just like Ma Liting and Fang You?

Even Jiang Mei and Tian Xin?

Wang Bo felt that he was not sure.

Perhaps, while saying that it is good for everyone, wanting to keep everyone by his side, and on the other hand, wanting to pursue a pure love that is vigorous, without regrets, and without a trace of impurities, is itself a paradox?

A vain?

Wang Bo is still not sure.

It's just that through getting along with Dong Zhen and Sun Li, Wang Bo knows that unless he cuts off the relationship with Ma Liting, Fang You, Jiang Mei, and Tian Xin, makes himself alone and whitewashes again, otherwise, he will no longer have that perfect love that meets his ideal.

But even if he abandoned all the women around him and pursued a love that he thought he was worthy of and worthy of, would he be really happy, really satisfied? After enjoying all kinds of girls and women, would he still feel fresh and never bored with that only partner, even if she was immaculate, even if she was one of all?

This seems to be nothing more than self-deception.

Even when he was with Liang Ya, the girl he regarded as perfect and the most ideal partner, he was not satisfied, and he was messing around with other girls behind Liang Ya's back, and he was smug and happy.

"So, I'm actually an authentic TM, thoroughly, like the new and hate the old, greedy and lustful fisherman, and hypocritically want TM what kind of pure love?! Obviously surrounded by beautiful women, I still want the other party to deceive himself, I don't see Mount Tai, there is only one in my eyes, how can this TM be?" In the night, Wang Bo scolded, with an indescribable sadness and contempt for himself!

He has always felt that although he is not a good person, he is not a heinous villain, but watching Liang Ya, Dong Zhen, and Sun Li, the proud daughters of the sky one after another, the good girls who are one in a hundred miles and one in a thousand are hurt by themselves, leaving one after another, and when he doesn't know who the next one is, Wang Bo wants to cry without tears.

He saw his own insignificance and incompetence, greed and shamelessness.

"If there is a next life, I may be sent to the eighteenth layer of hell. Wang Bo smiled self-deprecatingly.

I don't know how long I sat there, Wang Bo pulled two pieces of soft paper from the paper box on the desk and wiped the tears from his face. A vague thought arose in his heart, that is, it is okay to be a bad person, but there must also be a little bottom line of a bad person, and a little less deception. If Dong Zhen and Sun Li had chosen to be with him at the beginning, he had clearly told them that he had other women, they might not choose to be with him, but they would not have been hurt by him, and he would not be as full of irreparable guilt as he is now.

Wang Bo took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Zeng Ping and ask them if they had finished dinner, and if they didn't finish eating, help him save a little, and don't clean up the table.

"Knock knock—" Before the phone could be called, there was a sharp knock at the door. (To be continued.) )