Chapter 368: You're Not an Actor
In the evening, the celebration feast.
It was not the celebration banquet of the national football team, but Tang Jing pulled a group of fans and friends to help Wang Qian celebrate.
"His family has a lot of power in the capital, especially the cultural department. Among them was a young man named Zhao Yu, who was studying at Shaojing University, who was ceremoniously introduced to Wang Qian by Tang Jing.
"Oh. Wang Qian just nodded, not particularly concerned.
Zhao Yu is a true fan, and he was extremely excited and excited about Wang Qian's five-goal scene of filling kimchi for ten minutes in tonight's game, and he dragged Wang Qian to drink all night.
The two talk about football and games, and their personalities may be more compatible, and the more they talk, the more speculative they become.
Zhao Yu actually cried after drinking too much, and Wang Qian cared for a few words before he realized that he and his girlfriend were about to break up, or had already broken up, and he felt very sad and faceless.
"She didn't want to be with me, but she never made it clear, but used all kinds of details to make me understand that she was tired of me. I just didn't want her to be uncomfortable so I pretended to cooperate with her, and both of them knew in their hearts that the breakup must have become a fact, but they didn't say anything. You may not understand why, actually, I just can't bear to be with her for those years. After Zhao Yu was drunk, he regarded Wang Qian as a confidant and opened his heart to him.
"When you're young, love is like this, it's like catching a cold, and after a while, you feel that these unforgettable memories are actually nothing. Wang Qian persuaded Zhao Yu a few words, and after serving as the host of "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb", he felt that he was already like an emotional expert.
"I know, I know that, I'm just nostalgic for those days. Zhao Yu sighed.
"Understood. Wang Qian nodded.
"I heard Mr. Tang say that Mr. Wang is very good at writing songs?" Zhao Yu looked at Wang Qian.
"It's okay. Wang Qian smiled.
"Teacher Wang, tomorrow our school will have a party, I know she will also go, I am going to sing a song on stage, I want to sing a song to express my complicated feelings about her now, and then completely seal this relationship, but choose and choose, I can't choose a suitable song...... Zhao Yu looked at Wang Qian expectantly.
"Do you want Mr. Wang to help you write a song?" Tang Jing asked Zhao Yu, and then also looked at Wang Qian, Wang Qian was not short of money, and it was not easy to ask Wang Qian for a song.
"We drink so speculatively, it's also a kind of fate, I'll help you write a song for her, help you express your heart, and it can be regarded as a summary of this relationship. Wang Qian agreed.
"Thank you so much!" Zhao Yu thanked Wang Qian.
"When the time comes, you can say that you wrote this song yourself. "There are countless songs that Wang Qian can bring from the previous life, and there are not many of them, this can be regarded as a favor, what if Zhao Yu is useful in the future? Of course, it is also to give Tang Jing face.
"Isn't this okay?" Zhao Yu said politely.
"Don't mother-in-law. Wang Qian shook his head.
"Okay! I am Mr. Wang's most loyal fan, and this time I owe Mr. Wang a big favor, if Mr. Wang has any dispatch in the future, just open my mouth, I Zhao Yu can do it!" Zhao Yu couldn't help but be very excited.
"You're welcome. ”
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The next night, at the invitation of Zhao Yu, Wang Qian and Tang Jing also wore big-brimmed hats and sunglasses to Shaojing University and participated in the evening party held by some departments of Shaojing University.
An hour after the party, Zhao Yu appeared in a black dress, with a faint sadness on his face.
Because of Zhao Yu's good singing and mysterious background, he is very popular at Shaojing University, and as soon as he comes on the stage, there are many fans screaming wildly, as if he has seen a famous singer.
In a corner, a girl named Li Ziyu looked at Zhao Yu on the stage and frowned slightly, she is Zhao Yu's girlfriend, or the girlfriend who is about to break up, she has been in love with Zhao Yu for two years, and the reason why she wants to break up is because she feels that Zhao Yu is immature in thinking, like a child who can't grow up.
After this feeling appeared, the idea of breaking up with him became stronger and stronger, but she was also a little reluctant to give up after three years of relationship, so she deliberately approached other boys and played with other boys to make him understand her thoughts, and then let him propose to break up by himself.
But Zhao Yu, who appeared on the stage tonight, made her feel a little different from usual.
"The song I'm going to sing today, called "Actor", is given to her in the past. Zhao Yu opened his mouth lightly.
"Be simple, speak in a simple way, please omit progressive emotions, you're not an actor, don't design those plots"
"No opinion, I just want to see how round you are, you are too sad to be superficial, like an untalented actor, the audience can see it at a glance."
Zhao Yu took the microphone and opened his mouth, and the sad and beautiful melody suddenly conquered all the audience, and the entire auditorium became silent, and the focus of the audience was all focused on Zhao Yu.
Li Ziyu's heart was shocked, of course she understood who Zhao Yu was referring to by 'she' just now, and added a 'former' in front of her, which seemed to have shown her his current attitude towards her, he should have understood her idea of wanting to break up, right?
Moreover, she also understood everything he did not express to her from the lyrics he sang.
"I know your final sentence, so there is no need to progress, no need to use words to show the feelings of loss and sadness, we are all 'simple', after all, we are not 'actors'. ”
"I have no opinion on the breakup, but at this point, I suddenly feel that everything has become ridiculous, I am curious about how else you can perform, sad and reluctant, covering your lips and crying, these emotions you show are too unreal, like an 'actor' who plays a fake play, how can I not know how sad you are really sad for many years?"
"I should be playing with you and turning a blind eye, forcing a person who loves you the most to improvise, when did we start to put away the bottom line and watch those clumsy performances in line with the changes of the times?"
"But why did you love me so much, what kind of performance did I change to delay boredom, it turns out that when love lets down its guard, these are the tests."
After a melody, the audience applauded thunderously.
"I've never heard this song before! It's so good! Who wrote it?"
"He said that the name of the song is "Actor"?
"It can't be what he wrote, right? for his girlfriend?"
"He said 'she used to be', Zhao Yu broke up?"
"We've got a chance!"
Zhao Yu's fans were intoxicated by Zhao Yu's singing, and at the same time began various gossips about Zhao Yu.
"No opinion, I'm whatever you want, your acting skills are limited, and you don't need to say testimonials, so it's plain when you separate."
"I should play with you and turn a blind eye, don't force a person who loves you the most to improvise, when we start to have no bottom line, and it doesn't look pitiful to be passive according to other people's lies."
"But why did you love me so much, why did you want to show details, what should I become to cooperate with the show, it turns out that when love lets down his guard, there is a deadline for all of them."
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Li Ziyu's friends looked at her together, and they all knew who Zhao Yu was talking about.
But Li Ziyu didn't notice the eyes around her at this time, she kept silently looking at Zhao Yu on the stage, he today is indeed very different from him in the past, especially ...... The ones he wrote in his lyrics, saying that her performances, are like a mature man watching a beloved little girl perform for a certain purpose, but he never breaks her.
She had always thought he was immature, could she have seen it wrong? He was actually hidden and had already seen everything?
The lyrics he sang on stage, all the audience in the audience, only she knew everything he wanted to express best.
"Your emotions have changed from sad to sad and crying, and I am also very sad, I should obediently cooperate with you to fall into the sad plot you created for yourself, but I can't act it, you are just forcing me to make my choice and force me to achieve what you want. ”
"I'm a little irritable, more disappointed in you, and sad about the breakup that is about to be said, when did our relationship become like this, just like the fast-paced love in the current era, the breakup always has to be a 'show'. I knew this was the case, why did I have so many memories of you loving me when I was in sweet love?"
"Those details, those sweet hearts, is it your performance, or do you really love me. Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little reluctant, we used to love, and I still love, what kind of me do you love, what kind of me do you want, what kind of role do I have to play to 'delay boredom', not prolong the relationship?"
"Recently, I feel that your love for me has been exhausted, so after taking away the enthusiasm for a long time, these exposed in the ordinary life of oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea are the biggest test of love. ”
"Seeing your performance here, I also made my decision, I have no opinion, no opinion on breaking up, your tears can be put away, I agree to break up, I don't need your feelings to give me anymore, I don't need your reluctance, and I don't need to say that I want to take care of this time and other scenes, and there is no need to do this when we are separated, since the ending is the same, let's look down!"
"Don't force me to cooperate with your performance, I began to waver, began to walk into such a fake breakup scene you created, began to listen to your lies, in your reluctance and regret, let me feel that I still have a place in your heart, so that it is better than me calmly watching you act, and it is not so pitiful. When love grows and disappears, these have a deadline. ”
In Zhao Yu's singing, Li Ziyu recalled the bits and pieces and scenes with him.