Chapter 369: What I am most afraid of is dragging it

They just met because of the school's theatrical performance, he sang, she danced, one day, he came to her and offered to use singing to match her dance, Li Ziyu agreed.

Later, the two ate together in the school cafeteria.

After getting acquainted, one day, he said to let her taste the food he bought, and brought it to her mouth with a spoon, but she didn't let go.

At a beautiful noon, the two sat together on the shore of Weiming Lake, the sun was warm, she closed her eyes slightly, he approached, she felt his breath but did not dodge.

Then, the two were together.

When she was sick, he stayed by her bedside with tears until eleven o'clock in the evening, when the nurse rushed to leave, and the next morning he got up early in the morning to make porridge and bring it to the hospital ward, and at six o'clock when the ward opened, he was always the first to rush in.

Her phone was broken, and he pretended that a friend was looking for him and left, but half an hour later, he returned to her with an up-to-date phone and carefully taught her how to use every feature of the new phone.

There were many, many memories that she inadvertently forgot, but all the memories that came to mind at this moment.

In most of these memories, he was silently caring for her and taking care of her.

She has become accustomed to his various cares, but she feels that he is like a child who has not grown up, and is always very attached to her, which makes her always have a faint dissatisfaction in her heart, especially after she has come into contact with some men in her life that she thinks is very mature, and this dissatisfaction with him accumulates over time, making her feel tired, and wants to separate from him and find the perfect man she thinks she is.

In fact, I am the only one in the audience, in fact, I can see that you are a little reluctant, and the scene is also used to us pulling back and forth, and what are you worried about

In fact, it is not necessarily said that it is inseparable, in fact, what I am most afraid of is dragging it, and the more I play the heavy scene, the more I can't cry, is it still worth it

"For your hard-working performance, I also got into the drama a little, and I'm not as calm as I was at the beginning, maybe it was fake at first, but when we recalled the past together, I also saw that you had some real reluctance in it. ”

"Even the scene is used to our real and fake, and since the audience is just me, I don't need to worry about whether anyone will see my cowardly appearance. I said before that I want to delay boredom, I don't want to break up and other emotions, but now it seems that there is no need, the longer the relationship drags on, the more dull and boring it becomes, and finally until the two are tired of it, in that case, there may not even be this parting scene. In this case, even if you waste each other's time, there is nothing worth it. ”

"In the end, after figuring out the above, I also tried my best to express my emotions, separation is inevitable, you don't want to be a negative person, then it's up to me to do it, I don't love anymore, the cold person is me, and the ruthless one is also me, I guess this is the kind of performance you want, then I might as well cooperate with you and let you choose to end each other's feelings in the way you most want. ”

"Although I'm also performing, like an emotional show guest to match your emotions and your acting skills, these don't matter, the last time, so it doesn't matter. If you see a glimmer of love for you in my cold and merciless eyes, please ignore it, don't poke me, so that I can separate more decently. ”

"It's because I love you that I give you these cooperations, and it's because I love you that I try to do what I want to be. So, go apart! in the way you like, with a performance that you are proud of. ”

I'm trying my best to perform with you, like a guest in an emotional show, and if you can still see that I love you, please cut out those episodes to make me look decent

But why did you love me so much, why did you show the details, I didn't care about the appearance that it was my last performance, it was because I loved you that I chose to perform this kind of fulfillment

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"Thank you to some people in my life, thank you for the unforgettable years in the past few years, thank you for listening to my songs today, thank you!" Zhao Yu bowed deeply to the audience and then ended the singing and withdrew.

"This song is so good! I'm crying!"

"It reminds me of my first love, alas! That's how I felt with her!"

"Zhao Yu is so perfect! Why doesn't she cherish him? Let him be hurt by this kind of feeling?"

"It's too easy to get, I don't know how to cherish it!"

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The song "Actor" performed by Zhao Yu was quickly uploaded to the Internet by the students who watched the party, and many music websites and video website editors discovered the potential of this song and put it on the homepage to attract clicks, so that the song spread quickly.

"The actor is so good because it completely writes the truest, most unbearable and naΓ―ve side of love, the most real side I believe many people have experienced, a person finds that he doesn't love the other half, but he doesn't want to be a bad guy who mentions breaking up, he and she will start all kinds of performances, all kinds of works, and finally force you to break up. The most unbearable, real emotions, ordinary people like you and me are difficult to hide. And I've long seen through your clumsy acting skills, so I'll accompany you to play like this, to see when you won't tell me the truth. ”

"The most innocent, even if I see you acting, even if I know that you don't love me anymore, but I still love you and want to accompany you to act, maybe you will fall in love with me again at some point. In the end, I can't play anymore, I'm tired, although I still have love for you. The more you get hurt, the more you know that you don't love me, but please don't deny me, after all, I love you. Tang Jing reposted the video of "Actor" on Weibo and commented on it.

"Many times when you hear a song, there is fate, and when you hear a new song, you think of a lot of things from the past, which is a great fate. Sometimes, an actor is a character that everyone is not allowed to play in love. A sad personality incompatibility when a new love is about to break up, a concealer to cover dark circles before a date after staying up late, hearing him talk about the atmosphere and virtue of his ex-girlfriend pretending to be virtuous, etc. ”

"When everyone is looking for a partner, they say that they are looking for someone who loves the real me, but I feel that this kind of love is rare and I can't ask for it. What used to be true is now perfunctory. It turns out that when love lets down its guard, these and those are the test. Many people think that chasing someone is actually a great degree of success, but in fact, after being together for a long time, they really let down their guards and start trying to treat each other the way they treat each other, only to find that the shortcomings are piling up and the advantages begin to wear out. ”

"That kind of unconditional love you get from your family is so hard to get from another person, even if it's someone you love. But I'm also an optimist, and after being sad, I quote the best lyrics at a good ending: In fact, it is not necessarily inseparable from each other, in fact, what I am most afraid of is dragging my feelings. Personality expert Zhu Yan also noticed the song and commented on Weibo.

"Falling in love is always wrong, and parting is mostly premeditated. ”

"I've been obsessed with this song lately, and I know why the more I listen to it, the more sad I feel. In fact, what feelings are most afraid of is dragging on, yes!"

"Actor" continues to write affectionate and sad with plain words, and the lyrics confide in girls from the perspective of boys: Since you no longer love, you must express it frankly, which is a love fable that interprets the love-hate entanglement with songs. ”

"I liked this song very much before I fell out of love, and I liked this song very much after I fell out of love, but I didn't dare to listen to it anymore. ”

"For the first time, I understood the meaning of love songs, and when I was a child, love songs were just good. But Zhao Yu's "Actor", it really hurt my heart when I heard it for the first time, and since then I have understood what it means to understand what you sing. ”

"Words are better than songs, 90 points for songs, 95 words. After Lao Mo and Wang Qian, Huaguo has produced a good songwriter, praise!"

Netizens also praised the song on the Internet.

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The next day, early in the morning.

On the shore of Weiming Lake, Zhao Yu stood in the place where she had hugged her, looking at the lake and not knowing what to think.

A girl came to Zhao Yu and stood up, her expression a little reluctant and aggrieved.

Zhao Yu turned around and saw her familiar.

As she had been, she threw herself at him with her arms outstretched, and then fell into her arms and cried.

"I'm sorry, I blame you, you're not as immature as I thought you were at all, you just love me, so you pamper me, I don't want to be separated from you, let's be together forever, okay?" Li Ziyu raised his head and looked at Zhao Yu.

"Some feelings, since it's over, let's let it end!" Zhao Yu looked at Li Ziyu who was crying in front of him, but he was relieved in his heart.

"You...... What do you mean?" Li Ziyu had an incomprehensible expression.

"I've thought about it these days, and we really don't fit in. Zhao Yu replied to Li Ziyu.

"You can't mean it, right?" Li Ziyu became a little angry, in her opinion, the relationship between the two has always been dominated by her, she has been hesitating but has not spoken up in the decision to break up, even if it is finally decided, it should be proposed by her, not him, who has always been extremely attached to her.

"Thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for these two unforgettable years, I believe we will all find our own happiness in the future. Zhao Yu glanced deeply at Li Ziyu, then turned around and walked away resolutely.

"You ......" Li Ziyu watched Zhao Yu's back disappear into the grove by the Weiming Lake in amazement, but the sad melody on the stage last night sounded in his ears again.

In fact, I am the only one in the audience, in fact, I can see that you are a little reluctant, and the scene is also used to us pulling back and forth, and what are you worried about

In fact, it is not necessarily said that it is inseparable, in fact, what I am most afraid of is dragging it, and the more I play the heavy scene, the more I can't cry, is it still worth it

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