"If you hate me and resent me, you can beat me and scold me, but don't drive me away again, okay?"

I have a huge sense of guilt about Han Chen's matter. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoIf it weren't for my kick in the mix, the outcome might have been very different.

"This doesn't seem to be what my daughter's family said!" Yan Wei smiled faintly, reached out and gently stroked my hair and said, "How can I resent you and hate you? What a fool!"

In the dim light, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, so tranquil and beautiful. His appearance is already very outstanding, but he always has a straight face on weekdays, and he is picky, and he talks a lot, giving people a very cold feeling, like a piece of ice that has not melted for thousands of years.

At this time, seeing him show such a warm and soft smile actually made me a little in a trance, so trance that tears unconsciously flowed out of my eyes, sniffed, and cried.

"Don't cry!" he said as he wiped my tears from my eyes, still with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, "Your cry is so ugly, cry again, be careful that the wolf will be summoned." ”

His fingers touched my cheek, which was cold but warm.

I sniffed, calmed down, and joked with him, "You don't even have a dog here, where are the wolves?"

"That's what you think, I... Everyone here is like a wolf..."

Yan Wei coughed lightly twice, but I felt a burst of heat on my face, and I didn't answer. After the two were silent for a while, he asked again, "Wu Yuan told you about me, right?"

My heart was sour, and I nodded and replied, "Yes." ”

"He has been by my side for more than ten years, and he has always been obedient to me. I didn't expect that this time, I would go and find you back. ”

Wu Yuan's action this time really surprised Yan Wei, but he knew in his heart that everything Wu Yuan did was for his good.

I said, "He seems to me to be a faithful man who is dedicated to you." ”

Yan Wei breathed a long sigh of relief and said leisurely, "I naturally know his loyalty, but since you know my identity and know that I am dying, why do you want to come back with him?"

"For the rest of my life, I did not return to the palace. Not for anything else, I just want to live as I like, and because of this, I will come back with Wu Yuan, and I don't want to regret it for the rest of my life. If you and I are destined to not last forever, I will cherish the rest of the day. No matter how much time you have left, I'm happy to do it. Now, I'm just afraid that you'll dislike me for being married and your sister-in-law. The last sentence is a bit of a revenge.

"The words I said to you that day were just to alienate you from me, and they were not meant to hurt you. Sure enough, Yan Wei's eyes showed guilt and pain.

I enlightened him, "You always force yourself like this, you always have to live so depressed. I endure the pain, I like it but I don't dare to say it, and I even want to reject people and thousands of miles away, why can't I be selfish and live for myself?"

"Okay, this time I listen to you, just be selfish and live for yourself. He smiled relievedly and squeezed my hand.

Feeling the power of his cold hand, I laughed with him. But he suddenly hid his smile, sighed and said, "It's just that the imperial brother will definitely not be able to tolerate me, and the road ahead must be extremely dangerous." ”

There is no family affection in the royal family, this is the reality. It is impossible for Dongfang Zheng to ignore Yan Wei's cultivation of power among the people, even if Yan Wei surrenders to him, he may not be able to exchange for peace, not to mention, Yan Wei does not seem to have such a plan.

I deliberately asked him dissatisfied, "What? Are you afraid of dragging me down, and you want to find some reason to let me go?"

"Let you go, will you go?" he had a playful smile on his face, as if he was sure that I wouldn't go.

I smiled, leaned on his lap and said, "If I don't leave, I won't leave!" ”

Yan Wei said with a smile on his face, as if jokingly, "You can still laugh now, but I'm afraid that it won't be too late to run when you want to." ”

Gloomy and a little annoyed, I looked up and asked him, "Don't you have faith in me like that?"

His hand suddenly tightened, and he said with a little embarrassment, "It's just a joke, you take it seriously?!"

I choked him back, "I really don't know when someone as cold as you will be joking?"

"I've just experienced a lot, I've seen a lot, and people have become numb, but do you really think I'm a beast? It's not that I don't have confidence in you, just because I know your character. I hope that if you can run, you can still be happy. I was not happy to see these fights, but I was in them and there was no way to avoid them. I wanted Xincheng to take you away, but unexpectedly, people are not as good as heaven, and you finally came back. ”

"I'm back, aren't you happy?"

I looked up at his unfazed face and tried to find some surprise from it. But instead of being happy, there were some hidden worries, and I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

"Since you know what I am doing, what do you want me to be happy about? Are you glad that you are back to die? If I have a long time, I can protect you a little longer. Now that you are too deep in front of me, I don't have much time to live. If I die, how will you live in this troubled world?"

There was a thin layer of anger on Yan Wei's face. I know that he is angry because he cares about me, and he kind of hates iron and steel. It's just that he knows that he won't live long, but he doesn't know that my life is in jeopardy. Oh no, I might not live as long as he did.

"If you really want to protect me, why don't you want to let yourself live longer?

I believe that no matter how many days you have left in your life, you should live a positive and optimistic life. A situation like Yan Wei's self-abandonment really makes me despise.

"Is that possible?" his face glowed as bright as I said, and then it dimmed for a moment, "It's useless, I've taken countless medicines over the years, and now the medicine is ineffective." ”

"Isn't it too early to give up before you can breathe? The world is unpredictable, how do you know that you will definitely die? What's more, all the humiliation and pain you have endured along the way is just to wait for death willingly?"

Provoked by my words, Yan Wei suddenly covered his mouth and twisted his head to the side and coughed violently. After that, he naturally put his hand in his sleeve and said lightly, "What if you are unwilling." How can human will be worthy of heaven's will?"

I took the hand and looked at it, and sure enough, there was a bright red blood stain in the palm of my hand. Then he took out a handkerchief and wiped it while saying, "I think how long a person can live depends on how strong his will to survive is. As long as you want to live, even if God doesn't allow it, you may not be able to live. ”

Yan Wei's gray-white godless eyes flickered, and he was speechless for a while. Slowly, he muttered, "Yes, as long as you don't take your last breath, you're still alive." ”

The blood stains in the palm of my hand had been wiped clean, and I held Yan Wei's hand tightly and said, "If you live for one day, I will accompany you for one day, and if you live for one year, I will accompany you for one year, and if it is longer, ten or twenty years or even a lifetime, as long as I am still here, I will definitely accompany you." But I don't want to see you push me to others again, and I hear you talk about life and death, you just have to think that you must live. ”

Yan Wei's eyes shone with crystal clear light, smiled and clenched my hand and said, "From now on, you will stay by my side, and I will not let you go anywhere." And I want to live, I must live. ”

Seeing the way he was moved, I smiled stupidly.

Such feelings may not be strong, but they come from the bottom of their hearts to support and rely on each other. I have already experienced pain, and now all I want to seek is such warmth.

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Author's Note:

First of all, I would like to say sorry to all of you. After stopping for such a long time, you still don't give up on me, and I really feel ashamed of all my book friends.

Because I stayed up late some time ago, I basically didn't sleep before two o'clock in the morning, and I often dozed off when I coded words, which is also the reason why there are many typos in the text recently. A few days ago, I finally couldn't stay up anymore, so I stopped to rest.

I solemnly declare here that I don't want to abandon the article, absolutely not. Even when the editor told me that I couldn't put it on the shelves and suggested that I finish it as soon as possible, even if I was very hit at the time, I didn't want to give up the article, and I still cheekily decided to follow my original ideas and finish the story meticulously, and it would never end hastily.

I thank you very much for not giving up, I really love you (づ ̄3 ̄)づ╭?~