Chapter 197: Go and Stay

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The golden knife was awake, and she was astonished when she saw me, saying that no one could escape from the devil's place, and that I must have been blessed by the true God to survive.

I smiled at her statement, but I felt unusually sour in my heart, and the true God who had quietly favored me might never appear again.

Xin Cheng said that he would escort Chu Ziyu and Jin Dao back to Dijon, and asked me to go with him. Although I hesitated, I still agreed.

Before leaving, I went back to the first village as a farewell.

When I stood outside the gate of the first village, and saw the white flowers on the plaque, the white lanterns hanging on the door frame, and the whole village, my heart was as heavy as a big stone weighing a thousand catties.

There were many people who came to pay their respects. When Wu Yuan, who was dressed in white, saw me standing in front of the door, he came to me and asked, "White girl, why are you standing here, why don't you go in?"

I said, "I'm just passing by, it's time to go." ”

"Let's go?" Wu Yuan asked me, "Is the girl going somewhere?"

"Hmm!" I nodded, trying to squeeze out a smile and said, "I've been holding back in Mengzhou for too long, and I want to wander around and see the great rivers and mountains of the imperial dynasty." “

Wu Yuan thought for a while, and then asked me, "When does the girl plan to come back?"

The question of me leaving but not coming back is hard to answer.

But I still pretended to be relaxed and said, "I don't know, maybe I'll wait until I've had enough!"

"Oh~, that's it!" Wu Yuan asked thoughtfully, "Isn't the girl going to say goodbye to her son, sour dates?"

I replied to him, "No, just ask Manager Wu to help me with a message!"

Yan Wei probably won't want to see me, as for the sour dates, I can't stand the parting scene, that kind of sensationalism is not suitable for me, so I should leave silently!

"White girl, in fact, he ...... son"

"Manager Wu, I should go, you should go back quickly!" Wu Yuan wanted to say something, but I interrupted him and didn't let him continue, and he fled as if he were flying.

Wu Yuan shook his head and sighed. Strode quickly to the mourning hall and told Yan Wei that I was leaving.

Yan Wei was very calm, and only said lightly that he knew. Then, there was a violent cough that spat blood came out.

Wu Yuan couldn't bear to see him live in such despair and pain, and hurried out of the city in a carriage.

When he caught up with me, a large number of people and I, Xin Cheng, Chu Ziyu, and Jin Dao, were about to leave the range of Mengzhou City. When I first heard someone call out to the White Girl, I thought I was hallucinating.

Xin Cheng came over to tell me that when Wu Yuan came, I was extremely surprised.

"Mr. Wu, why are you here?" I wondered.

Wu Yuan said, "White girl, you can't go! I'm here to pick you up." ”

"Why?" I asked him, my heart sinking, "is something going on?"

Wu Yuan said, "It was Gongzi who asked me to take the girl back, and I came for Gongzi." ”

"I hurt Master Han Zhuang, he should hate me and don't want to see me, why would he want you to take me back?

"No, girl, you misunderstood, Childe, he never hated you. He asked you to go, because he was afraid that he would affect you, so he deliberately said this. ”

"Deliberately?" I thought for a moment and said, "Even so, since I have already left, I have no intention of going back, and Mr. Wu can only run away in vain this time." ”

"Girl, you and Childe have lived and died several times, don't you understand Childe's heart? He has done so much silently, but he has never said it. The last time you were taken captive to Mt. Paekdu, he gave up the chance to regain his sight in order to save you, and his eyes were never able to see. ”

"It's... I don't really understand, Mr. Wu, can you explain?"

"Childe's eyes originally had a chance to regain his sight, but when he knew that you were taken captive, in order to save you, he drank the medicine given to him by the god of medicine, and exchanged a lifetime of light for a day's light. ”

No wonder he could see it that night.

"Also, the reason why he helped Xin Cheng snatch the Prince of the Golden Knife was because he was afraid that the old owner would not let you go, so that Xin Cheng would protect you from Mengzhou. ”

Hearing him say this, I turned my head to look at Xin Cheng and asked him, "Is that the case with Xin Cheng?"

"This, I was going to tell you slowly on the way. Xin Cheng scratched his head, looking embarrassed. "But I want to make a statement, even if he doesn't help me, I'll definitely protect you. ”

I ignored him anymore, and instead said to Wu Yuan, "Manager Wu, I am very touched by what he has done for me, and I can't repay it, but I can't go back with you." ”

Wu Yuan looked at me puzzled and asked, "Why, doesn't the girl like my son-in-law?"

"That's why I'm leaving because I like it. If I hadn't shown up, maybe he'd be better off. On the other hand, if I continue to stay by his side, I will only be a burden to him. ”

"One obviously likes it but desperately suppresses himself and refuses to say it, while the other wants to go away. What are you both thinking?"

I sighed and said, "It's helpless too." ”

Wu Yuan was very disappointed and said, "Since the white girl insists on leaving, I can't keep it." I'm afraid that if the girl leaves, the son won't live for a few days, and there will be no chance for you to see each other again. ”

My heart was cold, and I asked Wu Yuan, "Is his health so bad?"

"There is a large amount of toxins accumulated in Childe's body, causing blindness and organ damage. Recently, I often cough up blood, but I'm afraid I won't survive this year. The hardships and ups and downs he encountered along the way are unimaginable to ordinary people. No matter how difficult it was, he endured it silently. Now, no matter how strong his heart is, he still can't resist the fate of dying. ”

"White girl, I have been with my son for more than ten years, and I have seen all the injuries and pains he has suffered. I can't help him, I can't prolong his life, but I want him to be happy at the end of his life, to be happy, to die without regrets, that's why I'll come back to you. ”

Wu Yuan's words made me burst into tears. Finally, I wiped my tears with my fingers and said, "Mr. Wu, don't say it. I'll go back, I'll go back with you. ”

"Good! good!" Wu Yuan laughed with old tears.

After that, I said goodbye to Chu Ziyu and the golden knife. They felt a little sorry that I couldn't go to Dijon, but they all respected my choice. As for Xin Cheng, he said that after sending the people back to Dijon, he would come back to me.

I told him, it's your personal freedom, you're free.

He smiled and knocked on my head, and after that, we parted ways.

When I returned to the first village after a long journey, it was already getting dark, and Yan Wei was resting on the bamboo couch in the study.

Seeing that his eyes were closed and his breathing was even, as if he was asleep, Wu Yuan withdrew. I crouched on the ground, bracing my cheeks and watching his sleeping face, waiting for him to wake up.

After a moment, he opened his eyes, sighed first, and said, "You shouldn't have come back." ”