Bai Xue's accusatory words slapped Su Beichen in the face one by one, and Su Beichen wanted to defend himself, but he couldn't say a word.

He never knew that Bai Xue, who was gentle and generous and not good at words, could be so aggressive.

Su Beichen never thought that Bai Xue would take the initiative to break up with him.

He was sure that Bai Xue loved him, and he was sure that no matter how much he played outside and how crazy he was, Bai Xue would never leave.

In his heart, he always thought that Bai Xue couldn't live without him.

"Xue, you will be happy when you say all the grievances in your heart, it's me who is not good, it is me who neglected you, I will correct it in the future, I will love you well, let's not make trouble, okay?" Su Beichen sincerely apologized and begged for forgiveness.

Bai Xue looked at Su Beichen with a panicked face, shook her head with tears, pointed to her heart and said, "Beichen, I'm dead here, I don't have any hope for you anymore, heh, I'm awake." ”

After the words fell, Bai Xue turned around and went to the bedroom to pull the suitcase, and Su Beichen followed closely behind to snatch her luggage.

"Bai Xue, it's okay for you to calm down, I know that I've been sorry for you for so many years, and it's all my fault that I have wronged you, forgive me, I will definitely change in the future, I must study like Lao Gu, don't leave, don't leave me. ”

Su Beichen's eyes were red, and he stepped forward to hug Bai Xue to stay.

Bai Xue listened to Su Beichen's eternal assurances, as if she had heard a joke, and tears of laughter fell on his shoulders. "Heh, Beichen, I've heard these words hundreds of times, and I can memorize them. ”

When the words fell, Bai Xue pushed Su Beichen away again. "Give me my luggage, you shouldn't keep my Beichen. Why are you embarrassed to keep me? Do you want me to be a babysitter for the rest of my life?"

"Snow, I didn't treat you as a babysitter, I ......"

"Then do you love me?

Su Beichen was silent.

He loves Bai Xue, but he loves himself even more.

Bai Xue sneered. "Selfish fellow! We've been together for seven years, not long or short, and we're half a relative, so it's good to get together and scatter the boxes for me, it's too ugly to tear your face. ”

Su Beichen refused to let go of the suitcase, thinking like a child that if he held the suitcase tightly, Bai Xue would not leave.

Bai Xue simply didn't even want the box, turned around and ran out the door.

This house is like a snail's shell, she has long been overwhelmed, she doesn't want to stay in this house for a minute or a second, and she doesn't want to be entangled with Su Beichen anymore.

"Snowy!"

Su Beichen looked at Bai Xue's reluctant back, his heart throbbed, and he hurriedly dropped the box to chase after him.

Bai Xue had already gotten on the elevator, and when Su Beichen rushed to the elevator door, the elevator just closed.

From the last slit, he saw Bai Xue's hateful eyes, tear-filled cheeks, and a self-deprecating sneer on his lips.

This scene became Su Beichen's nightmare and a scar in his heart.

The moment the elevator went down, Su Beichen ran to the staircase fire escape, and ran wildly against the elevator with an unprecedented speed of going downstairs.

He was very panicked, panicked to the point of being at a loss, and when he realized that Bai Xue was really leaving, he had never been so panicked in his heart.

It was as if something most important to him was leaving him.

Su Beichen ran down the floor, not caring about his chest that was about to crack after strenuous exercise, not caring about taking a second to breathe, looking for Bai Xue's figure everywhere.

After looking around but not finding it, Su Beichen squatted on the ground decadently and panted.

He still couldn't catch the elevator, and he still didn't keep Bai Xue.

Just as Su Beichen was about to cry with remorse, Bai Xue's familiar voice sounded above his head.

"Beichen. ”

Su Beichen raised his head in surprise, stood up, and hugged Bai Xue. I know that you deliberately scared me, how could you be willing to leave me, Xue, I'm sorry for me......"

"Beichen. Bai Xue indifferently interrupted Su Beichen's words. "You know what? Actually, we've had kids. ”

The smile on Su Beichen's face instantly stiffened. "What child?"

Bai Xue sneered and leaned out of Su Beichen's arms. "If you don't beat it, if you're willing to marry me...... Bai Xue couldn't go on and paused, choked up, "Our child should be called Mom and Dad." ”

Bai Xue took Su Beichen's stiff hand, put it on his stomach, and touched it gently. "Beichen, here, there was once a life. ”

Su Beichen's whole body stiffened, and his whole person seemed to be smashed by a big stone.

"Bai Xue, it's impossible, you lied to me, right? You never left me, how could I not know that you had a miscarriage!"

Su Beichen didn't believe it, thinking that this was Bai Xue's excuse for leaving him.

Bai Xue said, "Do you remember two years ago, when I went out on a trip for half a month?"

Bai Xue watched the firmness on Su Beichen's face collapse, and a sense of revenge inexplicably rose in her heart. "I didn't travel for half a month, I went to a small clinic alone and secretly flowed away. ”

"Why didn't you tell me? Why did you knock it out?"

Bai Xue listened to Su Beichen's questioning tone, and felt that the past seven years were really sad. "Heh, Su Beichen, I ask you to think back to two years ago, I was full of anticipation and told you that I was pregnant, your reaction and expression. ”

Su Beichen's face turned pale, becoming more and more ugly, and Bai Xue knew that he remembered.

"Beichen, the reason why I tell you about the child now is that I hope you can feel a little guilty about me and stop pestering me. ”

When the words fell, Bai Xue turned around, and Su Beichen hugged Bai Xue from behind. "Bai Xue, I'm sorry I was wrong, I'm sorry, I'm damned, forgive me, give me another chance, okay?"

Bai Xue didn't break Su Beichen's hand, nor did she struggle. "Beichen, you are really too selfish, I almost died of heavy bleeding during the miscarriage, and the doctor said that I will never be a mother again in my life. ”

Bai Xue's tone was cold, so indifferent that it seemed to be talking about someone else.

"This is our child's punishment for me, that is, from that time on, I want to leave you, you think that I am because of Xiangwei and Yimo marriage, I made a fuss to leave and force you to marry me, wrong, very wrong! Everyone's departure is a long-planned plan, I'm tired Beichen, let it go, count me begging you. ”

"I'm sorry, Bai Xue, I really didn't know you had been wronged so much. ”

Su Beichen's voice trembled, and he tasted the pain for the first time.

"Bai Xue, I don't have the face to beg for your forgiveness anymore. Su Beichen let go of his hand.

Bai Xue covered her mouth and strode away without looking back.

Both of them burst into tears, and this seven-year love affair did not escape the seven-year itch after all.

A person who doesn't understand what love is, thinks that the other party's connivance doesn't care, thinks that no matter how he plays, the other party will always wait for him to come back at home, and when he understands, everything will be too late.

A person who loves too much, loves to the point of losing himself, loves to despair, loves to the point of bruises, and finally ruthlesss his heart.

"I'm sorry, Shirayuki. ”

Su Beichen squatted on the ground and covered his head in pain, he remembered the picture of Bai Xue shyly saying that she was pregnant two years ago.

The clear picture smashed at him like a boulder, and it hurt him to the bone marrow.

Two years ago.

Su Beichen was busy playing games in front of the computer, Bai Xue came out of the bathroom, secretly holding the pregnancy test stick in her hand, and the two red bars on the pregnancy test stick made her white and tender little face flush with shame.

The excitement of being a first-time mother, as if she had been hit*, cautiously and slowly approached Su Beichen.

"Tatsu, I have something I want to tell you. Bai Xue's hand was on Su Beichen's shoulder.

The other hand behind his back grinds the pregnancy test stick nervously.

"I'll talk about it later, at the critical moment, don't bother me!" Su Beichen shrugged his shoulders a little impatiently, and shook off Bai Xue's hand on his shoulder.

Bai Xue knew that Su Beichen had always been serious about playing games, and he didn't like to be disturbed, so he decided not to twist and grind anymore and said directly.

Biting his lip nervously, he said loudly, "Beichen, I'm pregnant." ”

Su Beichen was obviously stunned, and after being stunned for a second, he continued to play the game, and said in a solemn manner, "How is it possible, we have taken measures every time." ”

Bai Xue was a little disappointed with Su Beichen's reaction, he didn't seem to be as happy as she imagined. "Beichen, don't you like children, don't you want to be a father?"

Su Beichen cut off and said, "What kind of father, I'm still a child myself!"

The pregnancy test stick that Bai Xue was holding in her hand seemed to have become a hot potato, and her palms hurt when it was hot. "Beichen, I'...... I ......"

Bai Xue's spitting and choking with grievances finally made Su Beichen drop the game and turn to look at her.

"Are you really pregnant?" Su Beichen had an expression on his face like a great enemy.

Bai Xue looked at Su Beichen's disgusted look, and her distressed eyes were dripping blood, and she smiled far-fetched. "I'm kidding you! I just want to see how you react. ”

Su Beichen breathed a sigh of relief and glared at Bai Xue. "Don't joke about it in the future, it's too scary! I don't want any children!"

"Beichen, if I am really pregnant, will you be willing to take responsibility and marry me?"

Su Beichen nodded.

Bai Xue smiled and was about to take out a pregnancy test, Su Beichen smiled and said, "It's impossible for me to get you pregnant." ”

After saying that, he turned around and continued to play his game.

I didn't see the red eyes and tears on my face.

Bai Xue went back to the bathroom like a walking corpse, threw the pregnancy test stick in the trash, and cried in the mirror.

The next day, she secretly found a small clinic on the Internet and told Su Beichen that she was going to travel for half a month.

When she was lying on the operating table in the small clinic, she regretted it, but thinking of Su Beichen's disgusted eyes, she closed her eyes and burst into tears, and asked the doctor to induce labor.

She touched her aching belly, feeling the life in her stomach draining little by little, and her heart ached to the point of numbness.

Even when the cold instrument reached into her body, she didn't feel the slightest pain.

Bai Xue bit her lip in pain, closed her eyes and burst into tears.

Child, when Dad grows up, when Dad likes children, you can come to Mom again.

There was an accident during the operation, and Bai Xue felt the blood in her body flow out frantically along her thighs, and her consciousness became more and more blurred, and she could only vaguely see the panicked doctors and nurses.

When she woke up, the doctor told her the cruel truth.

She lost the qualification to be a mother forever.